The following day was a Fanmeet for the release of their latest album.I decided to attend as a fan again, it had now become a customary affair.While I was busy with my thoughts I saw a fangirl putting on some clippers on Tae's head, and him later holding her hands, a sharp pain striked my heart, but I let it be.I shouldn't be this possessive over him, he'll feel bad if I act this way.And so I shrug it off, but then I see him getting so close to a Fan's face, she wasn't looking him in the eye I guess, so Tae moved closer to her.This is so not done. I was really pissed off at him.It was my turn to go on for the meeting, and so I went talking to Namhyuk, then Jin, then , Hobi, then Yuki and then Kyo, who was sitting near Taehyung."Hey Kyoie~" I smiled widely and he returned the smile accompanied by a giggle."Someone's in a good mood today." He said looking at all my chirpiness.I gestured him to get closer to me."I'm trying to make Tae jealous" I whispered in his ear.Kyo giggle
(After the Fanmeet)I kind of felt bad for being jealous, I always am, whenever he goes to award functions, whenever he has a concert and fanmeets."I am sorry" I sigh heavily "You assure me literally everyday that I have no reasons to be jealous, yet I end up being so." I frowned a little on saying that."Well, you haven't seen him being possessive yet" Kenma chuckled and smacked Taehyung on his back playfully."Kenma don't sit too close to her" Kyo mimicked Taehyung."Why do you text her? Only I can text her" Kyo continued while all of us laughed at the accuracy of his mimicry, and Taehyung turning red just added up to the fun of the moment."Is that true Taehyung?" I said and leaned against Kenma.He swiftly grabbed me and pulled me towards himself such that my back was against his chest and he lowered his face to whisper in my way"Yes, it is. You got any problems with that?" he spoke in a low husky voice, and I could tell easily that I've got goosebumps already."u-umm n-no" I co
I don't know how much longer could I stay this way, around them and around him. But till what time I'm left with, I'd like to make the most of it.Today was a 'Monday', and I had to do tons of work, house chores to be explicit. They were out for their new album related work and I was at home, cleaning every corner of the house. But I didn't mind doing so, they worked so hard, so strenuously that it motivated me to take up the arduous task of cleaning as well.So I scoured every inch of the kitchen, dusted off all the spider webs in all corners of the house, laundered the mountains of clothes and scrubbed cleaned the floor along with cleansing the dishes and leveled the grass on the roof lawn.I'd started working at 10 in the morning and by the time I finished it was 6 already.I sighed deepily and jumped on to the sofa to relax a bit. Just as I was about to doze off, the pitter-patter of the rain filled my ears, it seemed to grow heavier by the minute and being a Pluviophile, I couldn
____________________________________"TAEHYUNG!" I barged into the room only to regret what I say next.I guess I should've knocked first.It was definitely the fault of timing, that's all.Taehyung was just out of the shower and was apparently changing into his bedtime clothes when I entered the room."You okay?" Taehyung smirked and continued wearing clothes.On that I realized that I had been staring at him for a while, so I shook my head out of embarrassment and turned and left the room.I stood outside his room, leaning on the door, the scenes from a minute ago replaying in my mind, causing blood to rush to my face.While I was lost in my thoughts, the support of the door from behind my back suddenly disappeared, resulting in me fumbling back, falling into the void, anticipating a bad fall on the ground and so I crunched my eyes and let out a small Yelp but,the pain of hitting the cold hard ground never came.Instead I felt myself in something or rather someone comforting, his a
After what seemed like a good 10 minutes we stopped, he moved away from me and I looked away."You talk a lot, don't you?" he smirked and put forward his hand."So shall we talk now?" I nodded and took his hand. I was kind of dizzy from the 'kissing' session we just had, and so I was walking in a daze."Careful." He giggled and held me by my shoulder."I'm fine" I said and tried my best to walk properly.While we were walking towards his room or mine, I wasn't quite sure, I was contemplating how everything happened so quick and might as well end abruptly.Just a few months back, I was a normal army living my life peacefully, no drama, no adventure, until I met him at the store, until I was assigned with a mission, until he became mine, and until bangtan became more like a family.I would give anything to keep it like this, but deep inside I knew, that this reality won't be true for much longer.I sighed unknowingly."Something wrong?" Taehyung asked me and I shook my head. We had reac
The next morning I woke up early, I was extremely chirpy and filled with excitement today. Today I am going to meet RYUSEI!!! I jumped and smiled at the thought but then suddenly I stopped and took a deep breath and calmed myself down thinking about my conversation with Taehyung last night. I put up a poker face and washed myself up and walked out of the shower room and stood in front of the closet."Let's just wear something plain…" I said to myself in a monotonous tone trying to show no signs of happiness or excitement.I took a look at the dresses and outfits hanging in the closet, the prettiest of them calling out to me, urging to wear them.I looked at myself in the mirror, I looked at how hard I was trying to suppress the exhilaration of meeting a person I've only seen in movies and admired all my life.A smile slowly creeped up my face,"Who am I kidding!" I let out a chuckle and turned back to the closet and picked out the most eye-catching, ravishing, alluring dress and chang
"Hello!" I bowed and greeted them, motioning them to enter the house.They greeted me back and entered the house."TAEHYUNGGGG!!!" they spotted Taehyung in the room and rushed towards him with their arms open and smiling widely.I giggled at their behavior and smiled at the bond they shared.Soon enough everyone was down and seated at the dining table, I brought the food items and arranged them on the glass table.On placing the last dish I searched for a seat to sit, and the only seat left empty was between Kenma and Ryusei.I took a deep breath and moved towards the seat and sat down.I looked down at my plate and acted as normal as I could.Kenma kicked my leg playfully teasing me and I kicked him back, pouting at him."So who's this pretty girl?" Kageyama spoke as he ate, he was sitting right in front of me, we made eye-contact and I blushed and looked away."Yeah, I didn't quite catch your name." Ryusei turned towards me and spoke."Oh right. .." I smiled and said "I'm Hikari, ni
I knew if I stayed another second here I was going to either yell or cry. So I got up, Kenma held my hand but I shook his hand off, not in a harsh manner but in a hurry, I made my way towards the main door and left as fast as my feet could carry me.I took a deep breath just as I stepped out and walked away from the house."What have I done!!! Ugh!!!" I cursed myself as I marched ahead.____________________________________The next few days were spent like the rest, diurnally, except for Taehyung completely ignoring me as though I was invisible.I stood at the backstage along with Yuna and the other staff, watching them perform and hearing the crowd roar. But my eyes were only focussed on him, following his every move and action.The performance was over and they walked towards us and I struggled to talk to him, but he just wouldn't budge."Taehyung it's been 3 days, please, I said I'm sorry!" I said it in a low voice but loud enough
____________________________________ I wake up the next morning as the goldenish yellow rays of the gleaming sun enter the room and reach my eyes, eager to wake me from my slumber. I rub open my eyes, I sit up and strech as I yawn, I move forward and as the covers slip over from my upper portion, I realise that I'm naked. Vivid memories of the past night rush through my head and I quickly cover myself up with the sheets, I look beside me to witness a bare Taehyung sleeping peacefully. We did it, didn't we? I felt sick with apprehension at first, but soon the emotions of anxiety and trepidation flowed into those of elation and joy as I was pleased at the fact that it was him I had my first with, and I definitely intend to have my last with him as well. I accepted both the good and the bad with equanimity. I smiled and moved towards him, I lean in and gently kiss his forehead, and turned to wear slippers but was pulled back and into his strong embrace. "Good morning?" he kissed my
"Did I hurt you?" Taehyung asks as he lies down beside me propped on one elbow. He tucks a stray strand of my hair behind my ear. And I have to grin, widely."You are asking me if you hurt me?""The irony is not lost on me," he smiles sardonically. "Seriously, are you okay?" His eyes are intense, probing, demanding even.I stretch out beside him, feeling loose-limbed, my bones like jelly, but I'm relaxed, deeply relaxed. I grin at him. I can't stop grinning. Now I know what all the fuss is about.Two orgasms... coming apart at the seams, like the spin cycle on a washing machine, wow.I had no idea what my body was capable of, could be wound so tightly and released so violently, so gratifyingly. The pleasure was indescribable."You're biting your lip, and you haven't answered me." He's frowning. I grin up at him impishly. He looks glorious with his tousled hair, burning narrowed gray eyes, and serious, dark expression."I'd like to do that again, you're so different in bef" I whisper.
He eases me toward the bed, until I feel it behind my knees. I think he's going to push me down on to it, but he doesn't. Releasing me, he suddenly drops to his knees. He grabs my hips with both his hands and runs his tongue around my navel, then gently nips his way to my hipbone, then across my belly to my other hipbone."Ah," I groan.Seeing him on his knees in front of me, feeling his mouth on me, it's so unexpected, and hot. My hands stay in his hair, pulling gently as I try to quiet my too-loud breathing.He gazes up at me through impossibly long lashes, his eyes a scorching smoky gray. His hands reach up and undo the button on my jeans, and he leisurely pulls down the zipper.Without taking his eyes off mine, his hands move beneath the waistband, skimming me and moving to my behind. His hands glide slowly down my backside to my thighs, removing my jeans as they go. I cannot look away. He stops and licks his lips, never breaking eye contact. He leans forward, running his nose up
"But I did tell you earlier....." I told him that was my first kiss, so obviously I haven't done it yet."I thought you weren't being serious"Taehyung is running both his hands through his hair and pacing up and down his study.Two hands - that's double exasperation. His usual concrete control seems to have slipped a notch."I don't understand why you didn't tell me," he castigates me."The subject never came up. I'm not in the habit of revealing my sexual status to everyone I meet." I'm staring at my hands. Why am I feeling guilty? Why is he so mad? I peek up at him."Well,you could've told me," he snaps, his mouth presses into a hard line. "I knew you were inexperienced, but a virgin! " He says it like it's a really dirty word."Have you ever been kissed, apart from by me?""Of course I have." I try my best to look affronted. Okay... maybe twice."And a nice young man hasn't swept you off your feet? I just don't understand. You're twenty-one, nearly twenty-two. You're beautiful." H
____________________________________His lips press against mine, moving at a startling fast pace. He practically crushes me against the bed, his body now resting between my spread legs as he kisses me hungrily. The low groan that comes from the back of his throat stirs something in me, my hands rising up to tangle his hair.My body arches towards him almost instinctively as he pulls me in closer, the lower half of his body meeting up with mine. The spine-tingling pleasure that is coursing through me makes it hard to think.The room seems to grows hotter as he tilts his head to the side, deepening the kiss even further. I can't concentrate on anything else other than him, my body reacting to his in an almost foreign way.I can't stop, the feeling of his fingertips dancing along the skin that was exposed due to my shirt rising almost addicting in a sense.He groans into my mouth as I run my hand down from his neck and over his chest, feeling all of his toned muscles as they ripple unde
BACK TO PRESENT DAYI shook off my thoughts and realised how late it was getting as I took a look outside the window and watched as the sky changed colors The evening sun cast long shadows on the ground. The slanting rays of the setting sun gave a warm orange tinge to the sky."Hey come on, we need to go home." I turned around to see a smirking Taehyung leaning against the door."But I usually go home before you guys or after you, we never go home together." I tilted my head and I collected my things as I walked around the room."Besides there would be no room for me in the car. I'll just walk home-" Before I could finish my feet left the ground as I was picked up by Taehyung, bridal style. I smacked his chest and demanded him to put me down but he wouldn't budge."Fine. I'm coming. PUT. ME. DOWN!" he instantly removed his hands from my body and I fell on the ground with a heavy impact on my lower abdomen.I yelped in pain and sent glares his way, mouthing a 'You're gonna pay for that
FLASHBACKBABY OIKAWA's POV"Hyung, come get me." He giggled and I ran faster towards him, he was getting farther away and soon he went too far, I heard a loud gunshot, and I stood still at first, Shock driven but then I quickly speeded up, I paddled as fast as I could but guess I wasn't quick enough, on reaching where he was, I saw him lying on the streets, blood surrounding him, I ran to him, he.. he wasn't breathing, there was blood pouring out from his head."Mingyu…MINGYU!!!" I shook him by his shoulders but he didn't respond, I didn't know whaT to do. Maybe mom and dad could help so I picked him up, blood covered my hands, I picked him up and ran towards home. I was scared, terror got the best of me."Mingyu please wake up.I shouldn't have let you get away from me. I'm so sorry." Tears continually dropped from my eyes, my vision blurred, but I ran and I ran towards my home."MOM DAD Look what has happened to mingyu-" The front door was broken, I rushed inside, my mom's body lie
"Not bad, for a Noobie" Oikawa smirked and raised an eyebrow. And I stuck out my tongue at him and he made a funny face but then smiled back."If you guys are done making faces, let's take the hard drive and get going." Hinata grabbed the hard drive from one of the drawers and we egressed the building.Going out in missions slowly and gradually became exciting, not because I had to kill people. But because my skills were leveling up, and maybe because of all the fun we had during those missions."So you wanna go out tonight?" Oikawa asked me as he took off his gloves and placed them on the table."Sure. But where?" I replied walking towards him and then leaning on the table."That's a secret." He winked and I ruffled his hair."HEY!! Don't mess with my Hair!" he pouted and threw my hand off his head, arousing a round of giggle from the other set of people in the room. Everyone knew about the bond I and Oikawa shared, we were so close.He sighed heavily and shut the drawers after placin
Just before Taehyung could do or say anything. There was a knock on the door. Thank god, Tae locked it, otherwise it would've been really awkward. On opening the hitherto closed door, it revealed manager-nim, who seemed to be in a hurry. "There's a change in schedule, you guys have to perform today at 7 instead of tomorrow. So hurry up and get dressed." She didn't waste no time, she wasn't hasty but quick and precise with her words. "Ugh!" Taehyung stood there sighing and grieving dramatically and I giggled. "Well watch me perform alright" he kissed me one last time " Oh and we're still not over the Kenma thing, so I'll see to that at home." He gave me a devilish smirk and left to get dressed and had all other things done. I smiled to myself as all was back to place. It was all so gleeful and beaming, the world made sense again. It was an untroubled world, devoid of any misery or despair. I swirled and jumped out of ecstasy. I haven't checked up on Naomi. Oikawa told she had esc