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028 ENTHUSIASTIC MUCH
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2022-03-20 16:58:41(Present Day)
ORIONS's break was almost over, time flew by swiftly, I was so caught up with all the work load that I didn't even realize when the days passed by.
It's a glorious evening, warm but not too close, the sun starting it's lazy descent, shadows lengthening and the light just beginning to burnish the trees with gold.
Beautiful sunshine, cloudless skies, no one to play with or go out with, nothing to do. Living like this, the way I'm living at the moment is harder in summer when there is so much daylight, so little cover of darkness, when everyone is out and about, being flagrantly, aggressively happy. It's exhausting,and it makes me feel bad if I'm not joining in.
The weekend stretches out ahead of me, forty-eight empty hours to fill with nothing but cleaning and cooking.
I sighed as I thought of what could've been and what actually is happening. The wide difference between my creative imagination of spending a go
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Me Before You 84 YOU TOLD EVERYONE?
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Me Before You 83 GO TO BED
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Me Before You 82 MY FIRST TIME
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Me Before You 81 MAKE LOVE TO ME
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Me Before You 80 YOU'RE A VIRGIN?
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Me Before You 79 ON HIS LAP
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Me Before You 78 OIKAWA'S CHILDHOOD
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Me Before You 77 TRIP TO KYOTO
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Me Before You 76 THE PAST
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