Quinn As long as I could remember, I’ve heard people wishing for the return of a dead loved one. They always said they wanted to see them just one last time, have just one more conversation with them. I was no exceptions. At night, I’d often lie awake and wish I could hear my dad’s voice just one last time. That I could see him and talk to him again, if only for an hour. The reality of that wish coming true was something completely different. It wasn't the joyous moment it should have been. The shock of seeing my father alive, followed by the crushing realisation that he had been alive all this time, and chose to stay away from me, filled me with rage. My father killed my mother to keep my brothers safe, but me he put on a train. He made sure my brothers had a loving home to go to, while I had to sleep on the streets and fight for survival. No. Knowing that my father was alive and well wasn't the happy moment it should have been, and if I stayed here with him, I would kill him. I
QuinnWe arrived at the packed camping grounds just as the sun started to set. The four packed SUVs driving into the park attracted attention, and when the impressive men got out and began to unpack, the cars every eye was on us.I squirmed under everyone’s gaze, and stood closer to the other she-wolves, unconsciously seeking refuge in the safety of my pack.Troy glanced at me and smiled, then start to whistle softly while he helped his warriors to unpack. “Princess,” one of the she-wolves whispered. “My name is Olivia, I’m Casper’s mate.”“You’re not supposed to call me that when we’re…with humans,” I whispered back.My mate looked up from his work, smiled, winked and started to pull one of the tents out of a canvas bag.“You should just call me Quinn while we’re here,” I said.Olivia’s face lit up and she beamed at me as if I gave her a bar of gold or something.“Handsome group of men yah got,” someone said to us.I looked up and straight into a human woman’s face. She was older, ma
Quinn Troy looked up from his phone when I entered the tent. He smiled at me and put his phone aside. He smelled fresh and clean after his shower, and looked delicious in just his shorts. I was lucky. The woman, the human that made my skin crawl so much, made me realise just how lucky I was. I could have ended up as Nathanial Hawthorne’s wife, and if everything everyone told me were true, I would have been that man’s killing machine, not his breeder. Troy opened his legs and patted the air mattress in front of him. “How was your shower?” he asked. “Freezing cold and miserable,” I said. I didn’t need to tell him that I felt like running away the whole time. The other women in the ablution, some of them wolves, kept trying to talk to me. I didn’t mind the wolves so much, but the humans made me deeply uncomfortable. I kept waiting for one of them to throw an insult my way or to trip me as I walked across the slippery bathroom floor. I kicked my wet flip-flops off, and crawled up the
Troy When I brought up the topic of murdering Cher Nixon, I did not expect any resistance from Quinn. I felt her bloodlust earlier, the intense need to kill something. It was partly the approaching full moon, but mostly it was because of everything that had happened with her family's unexpected visit. I have had the urge to kill just so I could feel better, and I knew exactly what my mate was going through and how to help her. If Quinn allowed Salome out now, she’d go straight to Cher and kill her without thinking twice. An angry, emotional, homicidal werewolf was a dangerous werewolf, and if she didn’t get it out of her system, Quinn could turn on someone she loved. I should have taken her into the woods to shift a few times before the full moon. It would have made the last month so much easier on her, taught her how to control Salome better. Even I needed to shift, needed to set my animal free from time to time - it restored our equilibrium. “I thought you don’t kill women and ch
Troy The day passed too fast. Even Quinn relaxed and enjoyed herself. The warriors stayed closed to the she-wolves in case they needed us, but we kept our distance when they went to the rock pools to swim and play like children. Even the strictest of my warriors smiled when he saw his mate frollicking in the water. Not all of them were fated, but all of them loved their mates. That was the future I wanted for our kind. A normal life, with normal concerns. Not that endless war. Not mothers sending their children off to die in another wolf's war. Not mates waking up to find that their husbands and wives died during the night. I wanted peace so bad, and it was so close I could taste it. Quinn broke away from the pack and came to sit with me on the blanket I had spread out under a big tree that groaned like an old man in the wind. “Why don’t you join us?” she asked. “I thought you liked the water.” “You didn’t invite us in.” “You need an invitation?” I nodded. “In this case yes. Whe
Quinn Even as I walked up to Cher, I still wasn’t sure if I wanted to kill her. My human morals were getting in the way. But when she called her daughters little shits, I lost control of Salome for a few seconds, and she tackled the human to the ground before I could stop her. When I had Cher on her back, I looked up at Troy who had shifted back to human so he could taunt the woman. I wanted to know why she didn’t just leave. If she hated them so much, why didn’t she just leave? But Troy didn’t ask the question, and I couldn’t shift back no matter how hard I tried. It was a question that would forever go unanswered. I just wanted my mate's permission. I wanted him to reassure me that it would be okay, that I could kill her because she deserved to die after the things she'd done. “Go ahead,” Troy said. “Rip her throat out.” When I looked back to the human she became everyone I hated. My mother who hurt me so many times, all the Carolines and Freddies that took so much pleasure in
Quinn Monsters. That man on the path called us monsters. He was right. Were there truly any good people on this planet? It seemed to me that all we did was hurt each other, regardless of our species. We just got a kick out of killing and maiming. Casper and Lucas stayed right behind me as I walked across the camp, oblivious to the blood-soaked mud squelching under my feet and the cries of pain Troy tore from the incapacitated wolves. Good. I hoped they suffered. It was the child that spurred me onwards. A little girl, no older than two, dripping with blood. They left her there with her dead parents. She was on her knees, her hands on her mom's shoulders as she fruitlessly tried to shake her awake. “Mama! Mama! Wade up! Wade up! Linke hungy. Linke scawed. Pleade wade up!” she turned to her father. "Dada! Mama won't wade up." Oh, my heart. When I reached her, she looked up at me with her bloody little face, the tears barely able to wash the blood away. I bent over and she immed
Troy “You’re home earlier than expected,” Sebastian said when we got out of the car. "I thought you wouldn't be home until tomorrow." The others detoured to the camp in the woods so they could leave their mates with the pack, and I already felt Quinn’s longing to have her friends back and by her side. She-wolves needed other she-wolves, and I had no idea why I didn't remember that. “We ran into some problems," I replied. "The Northern wolves…obliterated the humans where we camped out.” Sebastian’s mouth dropped open. “They what?” “They killed them all. Even the rogues.” "Because you were there?" I shook my head, and looked over at Quinn. Her eyes were swollen and red. She was pale and quiet. She was used to violence, she accepted that I killed people, but in her mind, they all deserved it. The people at the campgrounds did not deserve to die. What broke her for good was when we stopped at the police station in Haverton to had over the child. I told the police a cock and bull st