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2024-10-29 19:42:56I did not need the clattering silver pans of Martha to wake up early now.
With Martha’s blessing I was allowed to be at the cookery whenever I wanted, but unfortunately, I still could not cook a proper dish alone. My soup tasted experimental like medicine, my loaves were either overly burnt or under baked, and the worst was my excessively sweetened hot chocolate.
After clothing myself, I went to the other side of the s
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