I stood in the kitchen, the warm smell of eggs and bread filling the tiny house. The sun peeked through the curtains, spilling light onto the wooden floor. My hands moved quickly, flipping the eggs and stirring the porridge.
My mother sat at the small table near the window, knitting as usual. Her hands worked fast, but I could tell she wasn’t really focused.
“Mama,” I said, breaking the silence, “have you ever had a mate before?”
My mother’s hands froze mid-stitch, and she turned to look at me with a raised brow. “Why are you asking that?” she teased, a knowing smile spreading across her face. “Have you found your mate?”
I nearly dropped the spatula. “No, Mama! It’s not like that!” I said quickly. My cheeks felt hot, and I turned back to the stove. “I was just wondering... what does it feel like?”
mother’s smile softened, but her gaze lingered on me for a moment longer, as if trying to read the unspoken thoughts behind the question. “It’s… it’s a feeling like no other,” mother finally said, her voice quieter now. “Like your whole world shifts, and suddenly, you can’t imagine it without that person. It’s scary but beautiful , because you know you’d do anything for them, even if it hurts.”
I stirred the porridge , letting my mother’s words sink in before asking cautiously, “Was my father your mate?”
The room fell silent. I glanced back at Mama, and her face had gone pale.
“Why are you asking about him?” she said, her voice suddenly cold.
I swallowed hard. “Because you’ve never told me much about him. All you ever say is that he was an enemy Alpha and that we shouldn’t talk about him. But, Mama, I’m grown now. I want to know the truth , please tell me.”
Her lips pressed into a thin line, and I could see the battle in her eyes. I put down the spoon and turned to her, giving her my best puppy-dog look, the pure picture of innocence.“Please, Mama?” I said softly. “I just want to understand.”
Mama sighed, rubbing her temples. “Fine,” she said after a long pause. But what I’m about to tell you doesn’t leave this house, Sirella.”
I nodded eagerly, pulling up a chair and sitting down.
mother’s gaze grew distant as if she were looking back at a memory that was both sweet and painful. “Your father was... different,” she began. “He wasn’t like the others. He had this way of commanding a room without raising his voice, of making people listen. He was strong, confident, and stubborn as a mule”.
He didn’t follow rules—not even his own. I met him at a council meeting between packs. He wasn’t supposed to notice me, let alone talk to me. I was just a servant, helping with the event.” She smiled faintly, like she was seeing it all again. “But he did. He spoke to me like I mattered, like I was someone special. For a while, it felt like we could have everything. But things got... complicated.”
She paused, her fingers fiddling with the edge of her shawl. “Our packs were enemies. When people found out about us, they weren’t happy.
“They made attempts to kill me saying I had bewitched their Alpha,“ It wasn’t safe for me to stay, so I left. And that was the end of it.”
I frowned. “You never tried to go back?”
Mama shook her head. “I couldn’t, Sirella. It wasn’t just about me. It was about keeping you safe.”
I wanted to ask more, but Mama’s expression made it clear she wasn’t saying anything else. Instead, she reached into the small box on the table and pulled out a necklace.
“This was his,” she said, placing it in my hand. “He gave it to me before I left. I think it’s time you had it.”
It was simple, a silver chain with a charm shaped like a crescent moon. I stared at the necklace, my fingers brushing the cool metal. It felt heavy, like it carried secrets I didn’t fully understand yet.
Later that morning, I dressed carefully. picking out one of my favorite dress, a soft blue one that hugged my frame modestly but flattered me in all the right ways. Though my wardrobe was small, my clothes were always neat and pressed, a habit my mother had instilled in me.
“Always look your best,” my mother would say, “because you never know who’s watching.”
I whispered to myself as I slipped the necklace around my neck.
With a final glance in the cracked mirror, I stepped out into the crisp morning air and made my way to the palace.
The walk wasn’t long, but every step felt heavier than usual. My mind was anything but calm. My thoughts were a jumble of questions about my father and my feelings for Lucian. By the time i reached the palace gates, i was almost grateful for the distraction of work.
Inside, the day went by in a blur of tasks—cleaning, carrying, organizing—but my heart jumped when I finally spotted Lucian. He was across the room, talking to one of the nobles, but his eyes met mine for a brief second. It was like the rest of the world faded away, and it was just the two of us.
“Good morning,” he murmured when no one else was around.
“Good morning,” I whispered back, my cheeks warming.
But when someone walked by—a noble, perhaps, or another servant—Lucian’s gaze shifted, and he acted as if i wasn’t there. The coldness stung, I bit my lip, holding back the hurt that threatened to spill out.
Later, when we were alone in one of the hidden corners of the palace, I couldn’t hold back anymore.
“Why do you do that?” I asked, my voice trembling slightly. “Act like I don’t exist when others are around?”
Lucian sighed, running a hand through his dark hair. “Sirella, it’s not because I don’t care about you. I do. But things are... complicated.”
“I don’t want complicated,” i said, my voice firmer now. “I just want to be with you. Openly. Not hiding in shadows.”
Lucian stepped closer, his hand brushing against mine . “I promise you, Sirella, I’ll talk to my father. Before the day ends or tomorrow at the latest. I’ll make this right.”
His words sounded so sure, but a part of me couldn’t help but doubt. Even as he kissed me, his hands gentle and reassuring, I wondered if he truly understood what he was promising.
After he left, I leaned against the cold stone wall, my heart heavy.
Was I being naive ?, would his father really accept me ? a mere maid like me ?. I thought bitterly.
But then another thought crept in, one that sent a shiver down my spine. Unless... unless I wasn’t just a servant. If he knew who my father was, maybe things would be different.
Determined to find answers, I made my way to the royal library.
The guard at the door frowned as I approached. “What’s your business here?” he asked, his voice gruff.
“I’m delivering this,” I said quickly, holding up a scroll I had grabbed from the hallway.
He looked at me suspiciously but eventually stepped aside.
Once inside, I let out a breath of relief. The library was massive, with rows and rows of shelves that seemed to stretch into forever. I felt small standing there, but I couldn’t let that stop me.
I started searching, my fingers brushing over the spines of books as I looked for anything that might hold the answers I needed. My mother’s story echoed in my mind, giving me clues to follow.
Finally, I found it—a book about old alliances and rivalries between packs. My heart raced as I flipped through the pages, scanning for anything that matched what Mama had told me.
And then I saw it. A name. A description. Details that lined up perfectly.
My hands shook as I traced the words on the page. There was no doubt in my mind. This was him. Alpha Salvatore of the Moon Blood pack .
Clutching the book to my chest, I took a deep breath. I had to find him. I need to know him and if he’s willing for me to claim his last name.
With one last glance around the library, I slipped out, my mind made up.
I had no idea what to expect when I arrived at the Blood Moon Pack. The stories I’d heard about it made it sound like a place where wolves and monsters roamed, and no one was ever really safe. Whispers about their assassins —men and women who could kill without a sound, without even a second thought.The books I read spoke of their eyes, cold and hard, and their unmatched skills in battle. This was the kind of place where even the strongest shivered at the thought of crossing them. My heart beat fast as I walked up to the giant stone gates.I felt my heart race with each step I took closer to the gates . Stone tower walls loomed ahead, like something out of a dark fairytale.When I reached the gates, two guards stood watch. Their eyes were sharp, scanning every inch of me. I felt small under their gaze, but I knew what I had to do. I couldn’t let them turn me away.I had practiced my story in my head over and over again. I was just a messenger with information the Alpha needed to hear
The path back to the Silver Crest Pack was long, quiet, and awkward. The Gamma walked ahead of me, silent and brooding. Every now and then, I glanced at him, hoping he’d say something, but he kept his eyes fixed forward, as if I didn’t exist.The silence wasn’t the kind that let you think clearly. It pressed down on me, making the air harder to breathe. I tried to distract myself with thoughts of Damian, clinging to the belief that his father would accept me. Damian loved me—I was sure of it. His father just needed to see reasons with him , and then everything would work out. The stranger beside me? He was just a precaution. Nothing more.I clung to those thoughts, letting them calm my nerves.But then I’d catch the Gamma’s piercing gaze. His eyes, so sharp and calculating, made my skin crawl. It wasn’t fear—it was something else. He looked at me like I was some silly child playing a game I didn’t understand. I hated that look, and I hated that he didn’t even try to hide it.Finally,
The road to the palace seemed longer than ever, each step heavier than the last. My chest felt like it was caving in, suffocating under the weight of my thoughts. Damian’s promises replayed in my mind, over and over, like a broken record. He swore we’d be together no matter what, that his father wouldn’t stand in our way.I’d opened myself to him in ways I’d never done with anyone else. He was my world, my everything. I’d given him every part of me—body, heart, and soul. Didn’t he know i would do anything for him? Didn’t he see the lengths I’d go to just to keep him by my side? And now... now it felt like he was throwing it all away, tossing me aside like I was nothing.The thought made my heart feel like it was drowning in a sea of pain. My breaths came shallow, and it took everything in me to keep walking.As I approached the palace gates, I wiped at my tear-streaked face. I couldn’t let them see me like this. I straightened my back and plastered on a neutral expression, pretending
Stupid Sirella…Why is it so dark? Wait a minute… Where am I, and what’s happening?You’ll never be loved…Who’s saying that?“This pain you’re feeling…? It’s your fault, you brought it on yourself. You should have known your place, Sirella. This was never possible. You should have made me reject you the first time we met.”I know… Please, stop…“Sirella, you were never supposed to be in this position in the first place. What we had was… fun. But it was never meant to last. You need to understand something. I have a duty to this pack. I can’t throw that away for a maid.”Someone, anyone, please wake me up!I stirred from my dream to the smell of stew cooking, and a gentle nudge to my arm. The Gamma nudged me and tilted his head to the direction of the pot bubbling over the hearth.“What happened? How did I fall asleep? What time is it? Why does my head hurt? And for the moon goddess’ sake, where are my clothes??” I asked, becoming increasingly agitated with each question I fired to him
The next morning, Gam and I went to my home, so I could see my mum and fill her in on our current situation.When we got to our modest ground floor, two-bedroom house that my mum had worked very hard to furnish, and make a home that I always identified with peace and happiness despite all of our struggles, I all of a sudden dreaded going in to see her. I still had so many unknowns, so many unanswered questions that I knew my mum would ask, hell, I always had her curious streak, right from birth.How am I going to answer her questions, when I don’t even have the full idea of what happened? Or what is still happening? Could I ever tell her about Damien? I asked myself.No, not yet. Whenever such a detail is important, I’ll mention it, but until then, that’s my heartache to bear, on my own, I concluded.Gam and I stood side by side in front of the door, and, oddly enough, his presence was… oddly comforting.Mate… my wolf purred inside me.Don’t even think about it, Reahn… I thought, addre
SIRELLAHe backed away then, but not because of my mom. His phone was ringing.“Sirella! What is really going on?” My mother’s voice pulled me back, and it was only then I really stopped to look at her.She looked exhausted, dark circles shadowing her eyes, her skin pale and dull—worse than when she was sick.I shook my head. She didn’t need my worries on top of whatever was already weighing her down. “It’s you I’m worried about. You don’t look too good—”“I’m fine,” she cut in quickly. Too quickly. My stomach twisted. Something was wrong.I took a deep breath. “Mom, if you—”“Sirella, I said I’m fine. Now let’s talk about you. Who’s that man outside? Is he your mate? Did the Moon pair you with that brute?”“No, Mom, he’s not my mate,” I sighed. At least, I didn’t know yet if he was a mate or a mark.I hesitated before continuing. “Mom, I’m working on something for the Alpha’s son. I’m working with that guy over there, so I may not be coming home often. I’m telling you now so you don’t
SIRELLAIf there was one thing I was sure about, it was that this man was definitely a trained killer. His aura alone sent chills down my spine.I woke up in complete darkness. The air was heavy with the scent of damp wood and something else—Blood? I wasn’t sure, but the thought made my stomach turn . I blinked, trying to adjust to the void around me, but there was nothing. No light, no shadows, just pitch black.I wanted to scream. My throat burned with the urge to let out all my fear and frustration, but I forced myself to stay quiet. I had no idea where I was or who else could be here. One wrong move, one loud sound, and I could be dead before I even figured out how to escape.How did I get here? Why did I let this happen? All because of Damien.My life had been quiet and peaceful before I met him. He took my heart, my trust, my innocence—and then tossed me aside like I was nothing. Now, I was trapped in this nightmare, caught in a Moonbane mission I never asked for.And my mother
I couldn’t sleep all night. Every time I closed my eyes, the same thoughts plagued my mind. Was this my life now? Stuck in the middle of nowhere, training for a mission I didn’t even understand? How long were we going to be here?The moment the first rays of sunlight crept through the small window, I knew sleep had officially left me. My body ached in places I hadn’t expected to be sore. With a groan, I forced myself to sit up. The small bed I laid on felt stiff , much like the man who had forced me into this situation.I pushed myself to my feet and walked to the window, my fingers gripping the wooden frame as I stared outside. The scenery was breathtaking. Tall trees surrounded the cabin, their leaves moving lazily in the morning breeze. For a second, I allowed myself to take in the beauty of the wilderness.But reality crashed down on me just as quickly. I had no idea where we were. Was this still Alpha Damien’s pack territory, or had we crossed into the Blood Moon Pack’s land? Th
Damien’s POVThe fire crackled in my father's study as we pored over the alliance scrolls. Names, territories, promises made—all written in ink that felt like blood on parchment. I didn’t like the way things were going. It looked too… too easy. Almost like my father was playing right into their traps but he was too blind to see it.As much as I believe he was powerful enough to defend himself… at least I wanted some sort of proof that this would not backfire on us. I hated the fact that I was feeling this way. If he got a whiff of this, he could lose his mind and call me a child for thinking this way.I looked at him as he pored through the books. He wasn’t one for wasting time especially when it came to his territory. "Goran of Greyfang," Father said, tapping one entry. "Hagar of Shadowpaw. These are the only alphas who have joined us against Salvatore. Little I know but powerful enough to show that I’m no pushover.” I nodded, rolling a dagger between my fingers. "The wolves we me
Authors POVDamien reached the packhouse as he blitzed in and skidded his horse to a stop in the courtyard. Behind his horse, frozen dirt flew into the air as he jumped down and saw a stable boy coming to him.“Fetch the war council,” he said. “Now.”The boy nodded and ran off as Damien made his way to the packhouse, his boots thudding against the wooden steps. Inside, the great hall was deserted minus a few servants cleaning up. The fire in the hearth had burned almost completely out leaving long shadows on the stone floor.Within moments council members began filing into the chamber. Elder James came first, weighed down by years and a walking stick. Next came Commander Vex, battle scars etched deep in his face. A dozen others took their seat at the long oak table before him."Well?" James rasped. "What news from the Greyfangs?"Damien remained standing at the head of the table. "Alpha Goran has agreed to join us. His warriors will march at dawn."A murmur ran through the council. V
Authors POVDamien sighed sitting back in his chair as the stacks of papers drew a shadow over him. He hated paperwork but since he was here now he could at least go ahead and do what he wanted to do.Just as he was about to get up from his desk, a knock came at his door.The sudden rapping at his door made Damien look up from the papers in front of him. He put them down, crossed to the door and pulled it open. His father's guard was standing there, straight backed with his fist over his chest. "Sir Damien," the guard said nodding his head, "Your father requests you meet him in the stables. Immediately."Damien frowned. "This late?" The guard didn't move, staring at a spot past Damien's left shoulder. "He said to wake you if you were sleeping as it is urgent."Damien sighed but nodded. “I’ll be there with him soon.”The guard bowed before leaving.Damien closed the door and looked into his room as he wondered what his father wanted him for. He grabbed his jacket and wore it as he
Sirella’s POVKieran’s hands gripped my shoulders, his eyes burning with quiet fury.“I’m going back,” he said. “You don’t need to worry about anything. Just let me handle what I’m supposed to handle.”I shoved him away. “Are you insane?”Before he could answer I hit his chest and pushed him back again with more force than necessary this time.“What the fuck is wrong with you?! You want to die?! Is that it?! You are so tired of life that you just want to go and throw it all away for nothing. And go what? What do you have to prove so bad?”“I’m doing this for us.”I scoffed. “Don’t try to justify that stupid excuse. You’re fucking shit up by going to him. He will kill you.”“No.” His voice was flat, emotionless. “I’m his warrior. His assassin. He’ll allow me entry. And that is when I’ll get in and do my bidding.”My stomach twisted. “He’ll kill you.”Kieran smiled, though it was a dark, dangerous thing. “Not if I kill him first.”We sat by the fire, the smoke heavy in the air as he loo
Kieran's POVI shrugged my coat on, but her small hand closed around my wrist. Her touch burned through the sleeve. "Please." That one word almost broke me.Gently I pulled free and opened the door. “Later.” The door slammed with a thick thud behind me as the night slapped my face cruelly with cold. I didn’t head east. I ran west into the forest.Branches whipped at my face and arms. I ran blind, ignoring the pain of the branches slapping against me. My lungs burned. The stitch in my side where Sirella had punched me throbbed painfully with every breath I took.Still I ran.Soon I got to a small clearing as I stopped and sat down to rest.I picked up a rock and skittered it across a pond aS it echoed through the forest.A snap of twigs behind me had me turning around to see what was going on, but I didn’t see anything. Just my imagination. Or maybe guilt.Scrunching my back to a pine, I kept lowering myself until I was almost lying down and facing the sky. The bark scraped the bac
Kieran's POVThe forest was filled with the damp odor of rotting leaves. I was breathing heavily; the pain in my knuckles was intense. It had been a long time since I had been involved in a real slugfest.She’s getting to be too damned good at this, I thought, and she struck me again.I watched her circle me, her bare feet kicking up little puffs of dust with every step. Her chest rose and fell with each breath she took. The moonlight caught the beads of sweat on her collarbone, making her skin glow.My mouth went completely dry."Are you even trying?" she repeated in a low voice.The question hit harder than any of her punches. I looked away, pretending to adjust my wrist wraps. “We should spar more.”I reset my stance, and a snap from a twig under my boot was the only sound in the night as I readied myself to attack her.Sirella narrowed her eyes. “That’s not an answer.” My own heartbeat grew so loud in my ears I could barely hear anything else. They thumped like war drums as I tr
Kieran's POVThe sun crested the mountaintop and beat down as we entered the small clearing in the forest. Sirella shifted her backpack she had carried and dropped it onto the ground and readied her staff, twirling it in her hand. “We don’t want to make any hasty decisions,” she cautioned.I took my own staff from the weapon rack by the corner close to the axe. “Three days isn’t much to determine some kind of decision but we need to make sure we are ready.” “Then get ready to make the most of it.” She settled into a fighting stance. “Attack me.”I swung first—testing her strength. She blocked easily, the wood cracking loud in the quiet forest. “You've gotten better,” I noted, circling her.She smirked. "Had a good teacher." Another swing. Another block. This time she countered fast, nearly catching my ribs. I barely dodged her but smiled."Numbers," I managed to wheeze, blocking another blow from Sirella as I spoke. "Donovan has numbers. We have… what? Just us?"Sirella faked a th
Kieran's POVWe laid together on top of the bed, looking up at the wooden ceiling. Designs of new light traveled over the uneven slabs, and I thought how odd it was—just to be alive with each other."Do you ever think about what you actually want?" I said.“I don’t get?”“Do you ever think about what we’ll do… after? I mean like… after all this. If we win.” I gestured vaguely upward. “No, you tell me first,” she said, propping herself up on one elbow. “What does a perfect life look to Kieran?”I kept my eyes on the wood of the ceiling and focused on the grain in a particular knot. “Small house,” I said slowly. “Near mountains. No one bothering me. Good weapons.” I shrugged. “Better food.”She laughed. "That's it? No pack? No family?" I shrugged. "Hadn't thought that far."“Let me guess - you’d sit out on the porch and glare at anyone who came near you?”“Damn straight.”She flopped back down, still giggling. "Mine's different." "Yeah?" “I want a big garden,” she said, her eyes tr
Kieran's POVThe bodies laid at my feet, their blood seeping warmly into the dry earth of the forest floor. I crouched down and wiped my knife clean on the cool green grass, already thinking.Can't leave them here. Can't burn them — smoke would bring more. It would be like a signal drawing them close to me.I pulled the first killer along by his feet, bumping him over the roots in the trees. My side was on fire from where he had sliced me with his blade, but I didn't care. The pain meant nothing.It seemed like an eternity later when I came to the edge of the cliffs, a straight fall into shadow beneath me. I threw them over, one after another, until they vanished in thin air.Their weapons I kept. Knives, daggers, that strange little spear they'd used to kill themselves. I turned them over in my hands, looking for markings. Nothing.Of course.Salvatore wasn't stupid. He wouldn't have left any evidence behind.I sheathed the knives in my belt and turned to go back to the hut. The sun