Amelia's POV "Mitchell, I-I don't know what's happening," I sobbed into the phone, I clutched it harshly in my hand as I sat outside on the porch, crying my heart out as I felt my heart break little more. Grayson was sleeping peacefully in our bed, he asked me to sleep next to him, even going as far as putting a pillow wall between us. For some reason, it made me feel even more depressed knowing I couldn't even stand being next to him. "It's that stupid witch curse, she probably wanted this to happen. She wanted him to loose all memory of mates and you. The bond itself could be slightly hindered because of this, he might not feel much of the bond, but he can feel your emotions. You still have his mark meaning he must feel something. My guess is that she doesn't want the bond to make it easier to fall in love with you or him. I know you love him, all you need to do is make him love you again." he whispered in my ear, his suggestion making my heart hurt even more at the thought of Gr
Grayson's POV I woke up with my arm wrapped around her body, my waist gripped hers tightly and as I felt her skin, my arms tingled with goosebumps and warmth. I liked the feeling, maybe even loved it, but something bubbled strangely in my stomach, seeing her all beautiful even when she was sleeping. I felt lighter and happier with this feeling, I liked it a lot. But, every time I ask her something, she lies to me, and I felt almost betrayed by that fact. It didn't settle with me every time she lied, but what I want to know is why? Why would she lie to me about how I got my sight back? Or why she was here. It confused me to the point where I just want to ask her everything and anything. But, at the same time, I want to make her happy, I want to hold her and allow her to lie to me as long as I get to talk to her. Venus only growled, as if he couldn't talk to me anymore. Maybe forgetting, made him forget how to properly talk instead of being like the animal he is and growl. The confu
Amelia's POV My heart constricted into my chest, the visible pain that flashed through his eyes as he watched me try to grasp my words and feelings. The tears pricked my eyes as I recalled so many memories that it gave me a headache, the feelings rushed through me and the worry in Grayson's s eyes was so visible that it hurt me too. I tried to think of something appropriate to say, but nothing came up. I had told him the truth, it might hurt me less and maybe help him remember. Goddess, how do you tell someone who forgot everything? What do you say to them to answer a question that is painful enough to think about? Just tell him, Amelia, just do it. If you don't you'll regret it. Like when you said- no, don't even think about it. Goddess, help me. "Amelia?" Grayson said, his voice a whisper as he edged to me, he sensed my pain, I knew it, the mark allows him too, but I bet he doesn't know what those feelings are. He wouldn't know they were from me, but he will, he has to. I cou
Third Person's POV Two lost souls found each other in the beautiful place of Bali. With glistening tears in their eyes, they both knew that they had found something deep inside of them that would slowly repair their broken bond. Although Grayson had not fully regained his memories, he knew one thing for sure, that the person sitting across from him was the one thing he was missing in his life, his mate, Amelia. There was something in the pit of his stomach that he knew was guilt, the regret of forgetting his mate was eating him up inside and as he stared into the most beautiful blue eyes he had ever seen, he knew that he would be regretting not remembering them. "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry. I'm a terrible mate, goddess, forgive me, I'm sorry," Grayson sobbed loudly as he held a crying Amelia close to him, feeling the sparks that he oh-so loved dancing across his skin. The sparks he knew he didn't deserve to feel. Amelia felt something grip her heart painfully at his confession
Third Person's POV They woke up together after several hours of just laying in bed wallowing in their mistakes and sorrow. Grayson was still struggling to grasp the concept of being a horrible mate in the past and present and Amelia was slowly accepting the fact that fate was playing a cruel game. She had forgiven Gray for everything he had done, but what he was failing to do was forgive himself. Venus knew everything that was happening, he remembered a couple of things before Grayson did as he sat inside his mind, telling him he did not do anything wrong and try to re correct everything. But, there was something in his chest that held him back from forgiving his past self from everything, he wanted to know everything. He wanted to remember everything. But, he couldn't and that was what frustrated him the most. So instead of wallowing in self pity, he held Irene close and accepted the bond that flowed through him much more freely than before. On multiple occasions, he lightly graze
Third Person's POV Grayson felt something stir within him, something pure animal and filled with lust as he gazed upon a flustered Amelia. Her lips swollen from his harsh kisses and lip biting, he loved seeing her this way. He smelt her heat and growled, his eyes darkening at the scent, his wolf watching him from the sidelines. "Grayson," she breathed out as he peppered kisses down her neck, making sure to bite her occasionally leaving red marks. He didn't reply to her as he continued his assault all over her skin. "Gray, stop," she pleaded again and upon hearing that plead, he growled slightly, but back off and stared into Amelia's worried eyes. He knew something was off, he didn't know she smelt even more beautiful and fragrant, but he liked it, it made him hungry for her. He wanted to mate with her, his instinct told him to. "Are you okay?" he said hoarsely, his grip loosening on her waist as she clutched his face in her hands, flames erupting against their skin and they moane
Amelia's POV I woke up feeling well-rested, my body felt slightly sore, but I didn't mind. It was a good kind of sore. I felt everything inside of me bubble happily, my shoulder felt tingly and I smile crept up to my face at the memories of last night. The touching, the kisses, the love. It all came back to me and a wave of happiness flowed over me as I snuggled closer to the warm chest. My bare body fitted perfectly with the other body, sparks tingling across my arms as I inhaled the fresh scent of books, pine trees and my own scent. "He smells delicious," Crescent said in my mind, humming in satisfaction as a strong arm pulled us even closer. During the mating process, Crescent had come back and after some tears that spewed out of my eyes, she told me that she didn't want to come out for a long time and something was holding her back from doing so. I forgave her and we had a small talk before I drifted off to sleep in my mate's arms. "I know, he looks delicious too," I smirked a
Amelia's POV It was our last week in Bali, as much as I hated going back to the pack, I couldn't wait to finally see my parents again. The past few weeks had been hectic and even though Grayson hadn't said the magic words, I fell more and more in love with him in each passing day. Last week, I had gained a fever and headache, I felt like throwing up every few seconds, but Grayson took care of me through it and then when I felt better, we rolled in bed and continued to show each other how we felt. I was always tired by the next morning and it was all Grayson's fault. I guess fully mating does that to you. Crescent was back and she was her sassy self, she would always tell me what his wolf wanted and what they were doing, but she fell in love with Venus and I couldn't help but laugh. I still haven't shifted, but Grayson said that was normal and I shouldn't have to shift. He wouldn't tell me why though but didn't seem he would tell me anytime soon. I laid in his arms as he slept, we
Third Person's POV They watched as their precious little twins laid in their respective cots in the baby room in the hospital, Amelia and Grayson held hands as they laid their sorrows together as they remembered their deceased little pup who they thought fit to cremate later during the week on the grounds of the pack, for hope that their pup will take care of the other expecting mothers. They didn't cry about the loss of their pup anymore, they knew that Archer would be watching over them with love and care even though they couldn't take care of him. The doctors had informed them that Armelle had kicked the little bubble that preserved them causing her to go to a premature birth, Aiden had died as he his heart was weak from not developing properly and River had simply come out healthy. It warmed their hearts knowing that at least two of them as well, it had taken Amelia four days to full recovery and all that was left of her pregnancy was a tiny bump, two small stretch marks and so
Third Person's POV Amelia had screamed her entire being out, tears spilling out of her eyes as she called out for Grayson. He didn't come. So she cried even more. She felt herself being prodded and touched, she could feel the numbness, but that was it, she didn't feel anything. Fear had swept up in her veins as she couldn't feel her pups, the thought alone made her scream. She was covered in blankets, eyes closed as the doctors did their magic. They were afraid something was wrong with the pups, so they chose to cut her open in order to retrieve the babies. Their blood dropped as they only heard tiny heartbeats, slow and weak. And they could only hear two. Grayson sat on the hospital chair, already hating to distinctive smell of chlorine and antibacterial wash. His family was trying to comfort him, but he didn't budge or say anything, he just cried. A once mighty Alpha from the start was torn in shreds in a hospital room, waiting for his future to arrive. He felt dead inside, but
Third Person's POV Amelia was six months pregnant, her stomach was full brown and was filled with kicking pups, each kick made her heart swell and every ultrasound they went to she fell more and more in love with her pups. No words could describe the amount of love she held for her babies, Grayson was growing more and fond of the idea of becoming a father and would always shower her with gifts. Last week, he had the baby room made as a surprise for Amelia and the triplets, the delight in her face as she looked around her, tears leaving her eyes and hands on her big stomach as she stared at their new baby nursery in awe. It was white with touches of colour, they didn't know the genders knowing they had triplets made it oh-so-easier. Beautiful handmade cribs were white and were big enough to house two babies. White rugs adored the underneath and little decor here and there pulled the room together. There was a breastfeeding station in the corner and multiple places to change the diap
Amelia's POV "You're happy with him?" Alpha Jerome asked me as he sat next to me on the couch near the window. Grayson was outside playing the little kids. My heart soared as I watched him laugh along with the children who try to wrestle him to the floor. My mind immediately thought that he'd make a terrific father, my future children will love him just as I do. "I am, very much," I sigh with happiness, a smile growing on my face as each child gave Grayson a massive hug. I heard Jerome give a hum of approval, I look over to him and noticed how his face was slightly sunken in, his arms and legs slightly skinnier and eyes washed with sadness. My smile turns into a frown and I watched him with a slight worry inside of me. "Are you okay, Jerome?" I asked him worriedly, spotting the signs of sick or tiredness. Jerome's eyes snapped towards mine and gave a small reassuring smile, but, it didn't reassure me one bit as I stared into his eyes, trying to find signs of any sickness. "My wol
Amelia's POV 3 Months Later Being around four months pregnant takes a whole toll on your body. I had been eating tremendously and had grown very curvy in a span of 3 months, my belly was probably the size of a basketball because of the triplets and Grayson has been continuously taking care of me. Surprisingly after two months worth of arguing he had asked Alpha Jerome if Grayson and I could visit his pack, I kissed the daylights out of Grayson for that. So tomorrow, we'd be visiting Jerome's pack and I'm super excited. "Ugh, I look like a whale!" I cried out trying to put a shirt on. It was meant to be in my size, but the shirt wouldn't go over my round belly. "You kids are making me fat!" I scold them playfully as I heard their little heartbeats echo in my ears. I felt frustrated as I stared at my very round belly, soon enough the kids will start kicking and then let the pain begin. "Baby you look beautiful," Grayson comments coming up behind me wearing a button up shirt and so
Amelia's POV It has been five days since we found out we were having triplets and the joy among my family and Grayson's was riveting and exciting. No one expected this to happen, it had to be a one in a million chance, twins were quite rare in the werewolf community, but triplets? That's a whole other story. Everyone was beaming with happiness, Luna Daisy was the most excited, she already bought gifts for the little ones and Gray was already trying to figure out the genders. I wanted at least a boy and two girls, Grayson, wanted two boys and one girl. After a whole lot of bickering and love making, it was safe to say we didn't really care about what gender our pups were going to be. But, we were already figuring out the names. For boys, it would be Arhger, River and Tyler, for the girls, it was Armelle, Allison and Dakota. The whole family was in love with the names, even going forward to getting personalized gifts. They said that if we didn't name our children like the ones on the
Grayson's POV My hand subconsciously rubbed against my mate's beautiful swelling belly, it had been two weeks since we arrived back home and already her stomach was growing quickly. She had made up with my mother a week beforehand and now Irene continues to do her Luna lessons and every day she becomes more and more used to the idea that she will become a Luna. My Luna. We had stayed in bed for the past hour after waking up from her morning sickness. Thump, Thump, thump The sound echoed into my ears, Amelia stirred underneath my touch, her eyes closed as she was about to sleep. I looked over to her, listening to the steady sound that had entered my ears, it sounded slightly foreign. but what confused me more was it sounded like there was more steady beats within that array of sounds, as if multiple sounds were playing at different speeds. It made my skin crawl with uncertainty, whatever that sound was, it made my wolf slightly on edge. 'What's that sound?' I asked and he shook hi
Amelia's POV After all the excitement had died down, Grayson's father, who insisted on calling him 'Father,' decided to want to have a chat with me, With a reassuring squeeze, Gray left me to have a one on one chat with his father. I could say my nerves were probably bouncing everywhere from this point as I realized my family had already gone inside and it was just me and him. I had completely forgotten his father's real name. I'd usually address him as Alpha, but now, I felt stupid. We sat down across from each other, my stomach squeezing up as he stared at me. His eyes showing an emotion I couldn't decipher as he twiddled with his fingers. I was surprised he was feeling nervous, he was an Alpha after all. I guess I started to do the same as I felt my fingers open and close in my hand. I heard him sigh before speaking. "My wife is a very traditional person, so was I, until I realized my son wasn't able to follow the rules. He met you and now, I can't help but feel this was meant
Amelia's POV The baby bump was beginning to become noticeable, it only looked like a little muffin top, but it meant more than just food in my belly. Every morning I had grown accustomed to the swelling bump around my stomach and the occasional morning sickness that had came with it. Grayson was amazing enough to wake up early in the morning to make sure I was okay, feed me and even bathe me because I felt too sick to do so. I wasn't sure why I felt so much morning sickness over a pup, but I wouldn't trade it for anything else. Today would be the day Gray and I announced my pregnancy. Grayson, being an Alpha could faintly smell that I was pregnant, and soon enough the rest of the pack and my family would know the gift that was growing inside me. We already planned how we were going to tell our family, we didn't know the gender, but we would want the family to know we were expecting. I wore a plain black maxi dress to hide the little bump along with a light blue shawl and white dun