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Mated to the Rogue Alpha Knowing how she feels.
Isabella.I waited for him to leave before I crashed.The moment he was far out of earshot and I knew he was gone, I let myself go.My knees collapsed, too weak to hold me anymore. My legs touched the polished wood floor, the cool sensation grounding me. My palms hit the floor in loud thumps, nails almost raised to scratch futilely at the floors.My eyes burned with the tears I held back. I fought the urge to cry, and it worked for the most part.Only one tear streaked down my cheek as I closed my eyes, breathing deeply and heavily to compact myself.Slowly I stood, leading myself by memory automatically to my room. I crashed onto the bed, curling myself in.I thanked the moon goddess that Treasure was gone with Agathe. He was somewhere safe, somewhere distant where he won't be able to feel the utter devastation that ran through me through the bond.I didn't cry, not wanting to break the promise I had made to myself. Instead, I shook in dry sobs, whimpers leaving me that echoed within
Mated to the Rogue Alpha Self-hatred.
Leo.“Please, please.” The bloodied man cried ou. Arms which were struggling with restraints strained as he attempted to shield himself.I stood over him in silence. My fists ached, but I wasn't done yet.“Please stop. I beg of you.” He cried out, whimpering pathetically.Disgust bubbled up inside me as I looked at him whimpering.“Did you?” I asked. “Did you stop when those girls and women you took and ambushed were crying out for help?”A sick, twisted pleasure curled up in me at how the man visibly flinched.“Did you stop when you used your strength against them? Took them against their will?” My words were venom, burning through him in a way the wounds he bore didn't. They were already healing, his supernatural healing kicking in.“I-I-I'm sorry.” He cried out.My face curled up into a smile. It was a smile I had rarely given, only reserved for the worst of the worst, the people I thought were less than scum.And this man, who had used his werewolf strength to assault multiple wom
Mated to the Rogue Alpha Goodbye.
Isabella.I grunted as I brought the last of the luggage to the front of the house, standing up fully.Everything was done.I turned to my baby on the chair, taking him into my arms.“Mama,” Treasure gargled, wriggling in my arms as he always did when he wanted to play.I did my best to subdue him, pressing kisses onto his forehead until he relaxed into a bout of toothless giggles.“No playing today, darling,” I whispered to him, carrying him in my arms as the car drove to the front of the house. Just in time.Connor stepped out of the car, looking at the both of us.Since I had accepted, Connor had made the plans to leave.It took only three days. For the remainder of the days I spent around the house, memorizing the view. The other times I was with Connell, talking to him and bringing Treasure who took to him easily.I barely saw any of the siblings within the house. I spent time with Agathe, keeping her company in the kitchen. The only time I saw Sierra was in the evenings for din
Mated to the Rogue Alpha Finally home.
Leo.I watched as the car disappeared from view.The tingling sensation on my cheek eased it a bit, but I felt my pulse run faster through it all.Everyone else left. Agathe retired to bed, claiming that she was tired, but I knew better. I saw the sadness in her eyes as she stepped back, it looked like she had lost a child.I watched her go in silence, bidding everyone else goodbye as they went to their homes.Soon it was only Sierra and I that stood on the porch of the house, staring at an empty space. She sat on the staircase, staring with a faraway look in her eyes. I walked to join her, sitting beside her only to feel her lean onto me.“She'll be happy there.” She said.I wasn't sure if she was trying to reassure me, or herself. I swallowed the lump in my throat, giving her a nod.“Yes. Yes she will,” I said despite the feeling I had inside. The feeling of loss, of having a part of me stripped away.But it was alright.I turned to see Sierra's gaze on me. For the first time, her
Mated to the Rogue Alpha A strange, yet familiar environment.
Isabella.There were visions. Visions and images of different things. A wolf's howl, running through the forest, falling asleep under dark warmth. When I opened my eyes, I saw darkness staring at me. Yet, I wasn't afraid. Under the light of the full moon, the darkness remained welcoming.That was when I realized it wasn't just darkness.A pair of eyes opened through the shadows, and I was met with glowing red.I woke up startled and scrambling, only to stop at the brightness that I saw.The place was so foreign. Desk was placed wrong, the walls were a bright cream rather than the deep brown wood I was used to. I began panicking, wondering where I was.The memories came back to me in a matter of seconds, making me relax.I was home.Not the home I had gotten used to with Sierra, Leo, and Agathe but my real home. My pack with my parents.I looked down at the sheets I fisted. They were a bright cream with patterns of mistletoe leaves smattered all over it. It was the same sheets I had be
Mated to the Rogue Alpha Meeting the Alpha.
IsabellaIt was custom and a rule to see the Alpha when entering a new pack. It was disrespectful otherwise.This may have still been my pack at heart, but I had been gone for more that a year and was more or less a rogue now. It was only right that I did the same.Smoothing down the lines of the dress, I looked at myself for one last time.I wore a dress in my favourite shade of starry blue, it was one of the ones Sierra had picked out for me. The reminder was like air before I collected myself, moving out of my room with Treasure in tow.My parents saw when I stepped down. I saw the tears in my mother's eyes.“My darling. You've changed.” She gasped out.I nodded, smiling at both of them. Together, they led me toward the guards.“We are coming with you.” My father said to my surprise. My mother nodded to show her support to his words also. I looked at her in surprise and relief that I wasn't going to face them alone.The guards nodded and led me out.The path to the Alpha's house c
Mated to the Rogue Alpha Stronger than before.
Isabella.Things were never going to be the same in my pack.It was a bone deep fear I had back then, the thought of being set apart even more than I already was. First with my oddly colored hair and been set apart from the attractive girls in the pack. Them knowing what had happened to me, looking at me with disgust I believed was going to kill me.I was living it now, and I was still alive.Ever since the announcement, stares and murmurs followed me. They never showed it, always falling quiet whenever I was in their vicinity, but it was enough to know I wasn't welcomed in the pack.I knew that with hope and time, the talks would die down. Hopefully they would push it away when I no longer leave, but it was tiring to wait.A whole week had passed since my return, and I had already tired of it.I sighed, pacing around my room with a book in my hand. Despite my will not to, my mind inevitably went to mile's away, to the pack, and to Leo.I missed the easy acceptance I got from them. E
Mated to the Rogue Alpha The truth about Darius.
Isabella.Metres away from the picnic area, we had been fighting for a while.Sweat beaded above my eyebrow, but my focus was still strong as I dodged another one of his kicks. I grabbed his leg within my reach using it as an avenue to trip him up.He fell to the ground with a grunt and I followed along, exhaustion finally catching up to me.“Wow.” He said, panting on the ground. “I thought you'd be easier but you just got stronger. How did that happen?”My mind crossed to the image of Leo and Sierra. I forced away the memory along with the feeling it gave before shrugging. “It's a secret.” I jibed back at him.He stood up, dusting himself off and I couldn't help but tease.“The Alpha isn't supposed to look so messy, you know.”“Well, it's a good thing I'm not the Alpha yet.” He grinned, opting to sit back down on the grassy lands.Sighing, I looked up to the sky.“I missed this,” I said out loud. “I didn't think that I'll miss this, it barely crossed my mind in the city. Yet now tha
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Mated to the Rogue Alpha Appreciation post.
Thank you to everyone who started this story from the very beginning to the end. Thank you for the love and trust. We have now come to the end of this book. I sincerely hope you enjoy reading the book as much as I enjoyed writing it. Also, I would like to ask that you show the same love to my other book, ALPHA CEO’S BABY MAMA. I promise to keep you glued to your phone just as you loved reading MATED TO THE ROGUE ALPHA. LET’S DO MORE TOGETHER AS A BOOK FAMILY. I LOVE YOU ALL. UPDATE.Hi, dear readers. If you made it through to this place, it means that you read the entire book. And for that, I am truly grateful. This is to inform you that book two of this book is now out. Titled HIS ROGUE MATE. There, you can follow our two new characters as they fight for their love and future together.You can also read more about Isabella and her mate and their son and how they are scaling through.Thank you all so much for the love. I love you all in return 🥰🥰😘😘😘.
Mated to the Rogue Alpha Epilogue.
Isabella.Treasure played freely amongst other children. The happiness in his eyes made me smile from the window I watched him in.He had taken to them very well, free to reveal his claws at any time, compared to before.After what felt like minutes of watching, I settled back down onto the couch, filled with stacked books I was hoing to remove for the day.I settled into the dark couch where even before I left, it gave comfort. Now I needed that more than ever.It felt like before, yet everything was so different. Now Sierra came occasionally, no longer a resident of the pack yet still belonging to it. She had all the grace of a Luna. It was something I had known for a long time, yet pleased to see nonetheless - nevermind that I still beat her whenever it came to sparring.The biggest difference, however, was me.I had once come here as a guest, hiding myself away from the pack and not wanting to get attached. Now I was here as Leo's mate and the first and new Luna of the rogue pack.
Mated to the Rogue Alpha Let’s go home.
Leo.I looked at Isabella who bore a stricken look. The disbelief in her was the same one I faced.This was the first time I had physically seen the person right in front of me, and as I looked at him, an open scar on his face with his hair in disarray and his eyes crazed, I knew what my answer would be.Turning to Isabella, I conveyed all I needed to, squeezing her hand lightly. She seemed to understand as she nodded. I let her go, walking toward the man who looked more pathetic as his hopeful eyes looked up at me.“I have no need to fight you, Darius, because there's nothing to fight with you about."I saw his expression morph into a frown and anger light up in his eyes in response, but I wasn't done.“Isabella is not a bargaining chip, nor an object to fight over or own. I doubt that you will understand that as you are now, but it's the truth. Scum like you deserve a terrible fate, and though I'm glad that Isabella is by my side now, I wished she didn't have to face someone like yo
Mated to the Rogue Alpha The challenge.
Isabella.A chill went through me at the news. Looking at the rest of them filled with shock and plenty of questions, there was nothing we could do but wonder.How did they figure it out already? Was this part of their plan from the start? I saw a mix of emotions, none of them positive on everyone's face. It was only a light squeeze that made me turn to him.Leo's startlingly blue eyes couldn't cool down my tension, but it eased it a bit.And for a moment, knowing everything else, I only let one thought reverberate through my mind.Everything will be alright.…..Throughout the next few days, we had mobilized everybody possible.They had announced to the pack and the council of elders everything that had taken place, never leaving a single detail out. The pack was in an uproar, yet in a discussion of our allies, they felt mixed emotions.I looked around at the people around me. People who had once judged me in favor of the person who was now the biggest threat to the pack.When I sp
Mated to the Rogue Alpha Darius and Lucy escaped.
Isabella.Together we left for the Alpha's quarters, only to see my parents.Surprise filled me as they also stood up.“What are you two doing here?” My mother demanded, eyeing both of us.“Please," Isabella pleaded.I stayed as she explained every word that she heard in the forest, and I could see every single one of their faces turned grave.“Isabella, are you sure that that was everything you heard?"I wanted to nod, but held back. There was still one thing I was holding back.“When they spoke, Lucy said that he needed her. Not just because of the rogues, but…”I knew that this was sure to hurt, no matter how much I steeled myself to say it was Leo's light squeeze that made me shut my eyes and finally let go.“Because she knew the truth behind his father's death."A shattering sound.“Melissa!”I whipped my head in surprise as I saw that Darius's mother was suddenly laying on the floor unconscious. The implications of my words were clear to everyone.I could only keep still, watch
Mated to the Rogue Alpha Discovering the truth.
Leo.The moment she had frozen, I already sensed something was wrong.Two people, whom from the look on her face, she recognized were speaking.Closing my eyes, I heightened my senses to hear what they were saying.The first voice was a rough one that undoubtedly belonged to a man whilst the other was a woman.“You said that it'll work, but they haven't made any moves since.” Said the male one.“I mobilized all these rogues and I promised them domination. Do you think that it was easy?”Rogues? The mention of them.“Or better yet, do you think calming them down was? After they'd lost two people to your damned pack, you should be lucky that they haven't turned on you."“Shut the hell up.” The male voice spat out.“You can't get rid of me. Not when I'm the only one who knows the real secret behind your father's death. Not while you need me to appease the rogues while you mess up and no nothing. Not while I look like your dear–” The woman spat out.“–Shut up!” The words were so loud I wa
Mated to the Rogue Alpha Our home.
Isabella.The next morning was far from normal. The only way it could have been described was cold.Neither of my parents were speaking to me, not even as I prepared breakfast earlier in the morning as an appeasement. They avoided my gaze as much as they could, never speaking a word.It hurt, the silent waves of disappointment that ebbed out of them. I braced through it however.Even little Treasure had noticed it.“Where's daddy?” He whispered to me. I noticed that my parents had stopped eating, either hearing or rightly assuming Treasure words.I attempted to smile at him. “He's not here, but we can visit him if you'd like,” I spoke invitingly.Before Treasure could say a word, I heard my mother's voice for the first time that morning.“Treasure dear, why don't you follow us to the pack gardens? There are plenty of beautiful animals there.”I stiffened at her passive aggressive nature. Yet when I looked at Treasure's imploring eyes which silently asked me for what to do, I gave a sl
Mated to the Rogue Alpha Welcome to the pack.
Leo.The pain Isabella bore on her face made me want to hold her, yet those doubts and fears I thought I had rid myself of stopped me short, leaving me helpless and hollow.The night was silent and cold. Peaceful. It was a complete contrast to the violence that had occurred in what should have been less than 20 minutes ago.The pain from the hands that choked me still ached every time I swallowed, yet I kept silent.I almost flinched when I felt the brush of a hand, only to relax as there was only one person who could do that. I let her wrap her hand around mine, sighing at the guilty pleasure of her touch.When I turned to look at her again, all the warmth I gained drained away.Her eyes glistened with tears even as she stared stonily at the distance. She was devastated. From her parents' reaction to the way it all came crashing down.I vaguely realized that she was trying to do that. Comfort me. In turn, I held her closer, hoping that she gained a bit of warmth as well.When Connor
Mated to the Rogue Alpha Looking for help.
Isabella.My blood ran cold, yet I kept a smile as I turned to Treasure.“Treasure, I think it's time you went to bed," I said.He looked at me for a moment before nodding.“Okay, mommy. Goodnight.” He turned to Leo and oblivious to the tension in the air, told Leo. “Goodnight, daddy.” I heard the slight suck of breath from one of my parents, but I focused solely on my son, nudging him forward.“Go on then," I said, as he yawned before moving up the stairs.I watched him carefully until I was sure that he was out of sight and earshot. The sound of his guest room door shutting made me let out a breath of relief.I shouldn't have let my guard down.It happened instantly. One minute, we were all sitting on the table and in a flash, a person pinned Leo to the wall.“Dad!” I called out, panic filling me as I stood up, speeding across the room.My father was on his full feet, his hands wrapped around Leo's neck. Goddess! He was choking him!Leo remained still. Whether he was still in shock
