Natasha's POV
"Tell me, Natasha." He stares deep into my eyes. He then smiled mischievously. "What is your secret?"
Sh*t.
I was taken aback by his words but I quickly put on a smiley face and think of anything to say.
Why is he asking me that kind of question?
"Am I that obvious?" I chuckled. "Well, maybe I am."
The corner of his lips rose and formed into a smirk but he didn't say anything.
"I was admiring you from afar for a long time now," I added which is half the truth.
I just have no idea what he looks like but I know him too much.
I knew him ever since I was a little because my father would always tell me things about him and how cruel he is. And, ever since I was a kid, a responsibility fell upon my shoulder and that is to kill him.
"How is that I only saw you tonight?" he asked.
The sound of his voice always sent shivers down my spine but I tried so hard to compose myself and never lose focus.
"Well, maybe I'm good at hiding," I answered smiling at him.
When I left my town and went to the city for my mission, I honestly had a hard time finding the chance to do the thing I'm supposed to do with him. The first time I saw him I didn't even see his face and the chance to successfully execute my plan is very low. But I can finally do it tonight because of this party.
Valerian didn't answer but he moved closer to me.
I slightly flinched when I suddenly felt his hand in my right thigh. I can still feel how cold his hand is although he's not directly touching my skin because of my dress.
"What's the matter?" he asked softly but the evilness is lingering in his voice.
F*cking Valerian Fenrir.
I tried to smile it off even though I feel like I can almost hear my heart beating fast and loudly in my chest.
Valerian Fenrir removed the fabric that was covering my thigh but I was quick to hold his hand and stopped him before he can fully remove it and exposed my thigh.
He will see the dagger.
I can't let that happen.
It will ruin my plan.
"Oh, I get it." He chuckled lowly. "Do you want to take it slow?"
A$shole!
What does he mean by that?!
What does he think I am?!
I fight the urge to pull the dagger out of my thigh harness and plant it in his chest.
It's not the right time yet.
I have to wait for the perfect timing. I can't risk my chance.
I quickly think of anything to divert his attention from the filthy thing that he wants. And then I saw the dance floor.
I smiled at him and removed his hand from me. "Do you want to dance?"
"But now is your chance, Natasha," he stated.
What a disgusting a$shole.
I nodded at his words and flashed a smile. "Oh yes, now is my chance."
"Mhm, I give you that chance. I am here now. You- we can do it here now. I'm sure the people in here wouldn't mind," he said which made my stomach turn upside down.
F*ck!
This a$shole!
I quickly stood up from my seat before I could do something that I will regret-- before he could do something.
I hide my disgust in a smile.
"I badly want to dance with you first," I told him.
Valerian Fenrir chuckled softly as he threw his head back. He then looked at me with much amusement dancing in his eyes.
I felt insulted but I calm myself down and instead, I waited for him to stand up. A couple of seconds passed and he didn't disappoint me.
Valerian Fenrir stood up and held me by the hand as we went to the dancefloor.
He put my arms around his neck and he placed his hands in my waist as we sway to the soft sound of the violin.
"You're different from them," he suddenly said. "Do you prefer gentle and slow? Unlike those other women. Little rascals." He laughed at his own words.
I gritted my teeth because of what he just said. How dare he?!
"Tell me, Natasha." He looked in my eyes for a second and I saw how his jaw clenched but he was quick to hide it again.
"How much is your rate, hmm?" he asked.
I creased my forehead at him in confusion. "What rate?"
Valerian chuckled at my words. "Oh, my, my, my. Don't tell me you don't do that- do you do that? Because it's such a shame if you truly don't. You're beautiful and you have a body of a goddess."
I continued to crease my forehead because I am badly confused by what he was saying. I have no idea what he is talking about.
"I'm asking if how much. . ." Valerian swayed my hips to the sound as I felt his touch getting sensual. "How much are you?"
I furrowed my eyebrows at his question.
"How much do you charge in exchange for your. . ." His eyes fell on my neck and then down to my chest. ". . .service."
No. . . Stop.
Don't Natasha. Not yet. Don't do it.
Oh please don't. There are a lot of people around. This is not the time yet!
But I got out of control and won't listen to my conscience anymore. This bastard is on my last nerves and I want nothing but to kill him.
I quickly grabbed the dagger from my thigh harness and held it tightly.
"You disgusting bastard-"
But, before the tip of the dagger could even reach the skin of Valerian Fenrir. He quickly grabbed my hand and the next thing I know we are not at the party anymore and instead, we are in the dark and quiet alleyway.
Everything happened so fast.
So fast.
In just a blink, he's already behind me holding my neck and my hand that has the dagger.
What happened?
I am still in shock unable to believe what just happened.
We were in the middle of the dancefloor and in just a second, we are already in a dark alleyway.
The sharpness of the dagger sparked in the pitch black darkness as Valerian removed it from my hand.
And as if on cue, I came back to my senses.
I tried to get the dagger back but he was quick to hold my hand again.
I repeatedly cursed inside my mind.
"Who are you?" he asked. His voice came out cold as the snow in the middle of the winter.
I didn't answer.
I wanted to ask him that question.
Who is he?
What the hell is he?!
I tried to break free from him but I can barely move my body.
He's so strong. . .
"Natasha," he started. "You are so easy to provoke."
F*ck. I knew it.
He was trying to push me off the edge and he successfully did it.
I was such a fool.
"I can easily feel your intention but why is it that I can't read your mind? Why can't I get inside your mind? Tell me, Natasha. What are you?"
My eyes widened as realization started to hit me.
Read my mind. . .
His strength. . .
His speed. . .
My breathing hitched.
I know his kind. I couldn't be wrong. They're the only ones who possessed the said abilities.
Vampires.
He's a vampire.
Valerian Fenrir is a vampire!
"Let me go." I gritted my teeth.
"Careful," he whispered that sent shiver down my spine.
His tone is far different from the playful tone he has earlier.
It's like he transformed into a whole new person.
A more dangerous one.
He is positioned at my back right now and no matter how hard I used my strength and try to break free from his grasp-- Valerian Fenrir's hand were chained to my neck stopping me to move away from him.
I can already feel the pain starting to form because of his touch.
I whimpered in desperation to escape but it only made him tighten his hand around my neck that made me cough.
"I can feel nothing but the desire to kill me," he stated. "You are not going to succeed."
My heart hammered inside my chest when I suddenly felt a pair of sharp fangs in my neck.
"You crossed the line and now you are mine, woman."
I screamed at the pain I felt in my neck. I can feel the hot liquid flowing from my skin.
"Your blood," he stated, voice full of wonder.
Valerian's grasp loosened and I took the opportunity. I quickly grabbed my ring off my finger.
I howled loudly as I turned into my form.
I was finally out of Valerian's grasp.
Our eyes met.
His fangs sparked in the dark and I can see my blood dripping from them.
I gritted my teeth at him before I turned my back and started running fast.
Natasha's POVThe rays of sun cursing through the windows and hitting my face woke me up.I rubbed my eyes as I opened them.It's already morning and the sun already set high. I also turned back into my normal form. I turned back into being a human again after turning into a werewolf last night because Valerian Fenrir provoked me.I sighed as I got up from my bed. The ring that mom gave me is on my bedside table so I quickly grabbed it and put it back on. I can't lose it because it's one of the important things that I have right now. We turn into a werewolf every full moon and we have no control over it unless it's just an ordinary night so I really need this ring because I can't turn into a werewolf especially because I'm in the city. I'm just lucky no one saw me last night.My gaze fell on the door when I remembered something.I didn't kill Valerian Fenrir. . .My father will be so disappointed with me.Sh*t. No. . .But, why did my father hide the truth from me? Why didn't he infor
Natasha's POVI woke up in the middle of the night thirsty.So thirsty.I quickly got up from my bed and went to the small kitchen of the apartment I'm renting and opened the refrigerator to get water.I didn't bother grabbing a glass from the cupboard anymore and just directly drink from the bottle.I had a hard time catching my breath after finishing all the water in the big bottle.The water is so cold and refreshing but I don't understand why I'm still thirsty.Beads of sweat started to form in my forehead and neck."Ugh, f*ck!" I groaned as I deeply closed my eyes.Now, I'm not only thirsty- I'm so hungry. So hungry and thirsty like as if I was deprived of food and water for months.What is happening to me?I peaked at the window to see the moon but it's not a full moon tonight. I also don't feel the urge to turn into a werewolf.I don't understand what is happening.My stomach is not growling and it doesn't hurt but I am so hungry.And now my throat feels like it's as dry as the
Natasha's POVThe feeling of a hot breath touched the skin in my neck woke me up from my sleep. I opened my eyes and I flinched when I saw Valerian leaning on me with his eyes staring deep into my soul."W-what are you doing?" I stuttered as I moved away from him.I don't want to be scared of him or even show signs of weakness but the way he's staring at me makes my knees wobble. He makes me nervous and I don't know if it's because of his aura or the way he looks at me or both. He's just really intimidating.I just woke up and yet he managed to make my heartbeat erratic.Everything about him screams danger in an unexplainable way."Are you hungry?" he asked as he stood up straight and put his hand inside his pocket.I studied him and noticed that he was wearing formal office attire except his coat.I shook my head.I don't know what time is it already but I can see the rays of the sun shining through the window. And surprisingly, I'm not hungry. I don't feel any hunger or thirst-- the
Natasha's POVI heard several knocks on the door before it opened.Elyse entered the room, which made me crease my forehead.What is she doing here?I mean, wasn't she mad at me? She was glaring at me and all earlier, and I have no idea why.Well, it's because I choked her-- I got to give her that. But she provoked me! She wanted to kill me, and I wouldn't just stand there and wait for her to do it. She wants to end my life because she's threatened that I am in their territory-- her brother's lair, and I got to protect myself, but I got out of control. And if it wasn't for the arrival of Valerian- I don't want to think about the possible things that I might do to her.I watched Elyse as she sat on the seat in the corner of the room.I wonder what she and Valerian talked about when they left the room.Not to be nosy or anything but was it about me?"I'm sorry for what happened," she apologized.I automatically looked at her.She's sorry? For what? I was the one who did something to her
Natasha's POVMy breathing becomes heavier as the seconds goes by; It came to the point where taking a breath is becoming hard for me, and it hurts already."Valerian," I whispered as I deeply shut my eyes and clung to my chest.I repeatedly cursed under my breath. "Valerian, fuck. Where are you?!"I tried to stand up from the bed, but my knees were just weak right now, and I failed to."I am so going to kill you." I gritted my teeth.A groan escaped from my mouth as I caressed my stomach. It's burning. My stomach is burning from so much hunger and pain I'm feeling right now. Even if I try to eat meat or whatever there is, it won't quench my desire because only Valerian could do that for me. I know.I swore that I didn't want to feel this anymore, but here I am in this situation again.I haven't seen Valerian for two days now, and I have no idea where he is. Now, I can't help but think that he is punishing me for what happened the other day.Did I hurt his ego for what I did?Shame. I
Natasha's POV"I didn't know you drive," I commented as I stared at Valerian's strong arm and hand gripping the steering wheel.I roamed my eyes inside his car.I just know this is one hell of an expensive car by the looks of it.It looks so classy and beautiful, although I can't see everything since I'm in the shotgun seat with a seatbelt on, and the moves I can make are limited."Why won't you just use your speed to go to places that you want? Gasoline is expensive," I remarked.Valerian just remained silent, and his eyes stayed focused on the road with his forehead slightly creased.Why is he so serious?Instead of bugging him, I just closed my mouth and remained seated neatly in my seat.He let me out, and if I did something that might piss him off, he would change his mind, and worse, he would do something terrible to me. It's true that he needs me too, but it's Valerian Fenrir that we're talking about here. He's vicious and cannot be trusted.I should always be careful.My eyes
Natasha's POVAfter running in circles for a couple of minutes, I finally found the exit of Valerian's company. And I was right; the building is so big that my feet started to hurt already from all the walking and running that I did.Now that I'm finally outside, with all the noise of cars in the street and people walking on the sidewalk, I don't know where to go.I'm new here in the city, and I didn't get a chance to explore, so now, I'm as lost as a newborn child."Hi, can I ask?" I approached a woman walking in front of me, and she stopped in her tracks, nodding at me."Where do you think I can find--" I trailed off, unable to finish what was I'm saying, when I realized that I shouldn't talk to people because Valerian might use it to find me so quickly if I interacted with humans. I have to be careful."Never mind, I got it." I smiled at her before I turned my back on her.I'm in downtown right now, and I know it should be easy to find what I am looking for here.I started walking,
Natasha's POVI woke up earlier today just like what I planned to do.I'm used to waking up in the wee hours so this is not a problem for me.With extra caution, I went out of my room and went downstairs.From what I know, vampires don't sleep but I hope Valerian is in his room right now so I could freely do what I need to do.The whole house is so quiet when I walked across the living room to the kitchen. It's so cold and peaceful but it's almost eerie. All the old paintings hanging on the wall are pretty but the view of it is adding to the spooky ambiance, but I'm more scared by the fact that I live with a vampire. A dangerous one.The moment I was inside the kitchen, I quickly started doing what I need to do. I opened the cupboards and grabbed everything I will need in cooking. Every pot, ingredients, and spice.I carefully started cutting ingredients as I enjoy the peacefulness in Valerian's kitchen.Having to experience this kind of feeling after everything that happened is such
Natasha's POV5 years later. . ."Don't be scared. There's nothing to be scared of riding an airplane. You wouldn't even know we're up in the sky.""But, that's scary, Daddy!"I frowned as I glared at Valerian.I remember him telling me those exact words 5 years ago and me getting even more scared of the plane ride."Come here, baby. Mommy will hold you so you will not be scared anymore," I said as I grabbed my daughter from her father.My daughter pursed her lips. "But, I'm really scared, Mommy.""I know, I know, baby. But I'm here, Daddy is here too, we will protect you," I reassured her as I hugged her small body, fragile body."Darling, I think we should not force her, I can drive us to the place," Valerian chimed in.I shook my head. "The car drive will take over 10 hours, she will have a hard time."But, we should not force her, love," Valerian reasoned out."We are not forcing her, we're teaching her to be brave." I turned to my daughter. "Right, baby? You want to be brave, rig
Third-Person Point of ViewAs the sun started to rise, more damage from the fight became visible.The fight may have already stopped but the damage it has left from the hearts of the ones that survived can never be forgotten."Valerian!" Victorio yelled at Valerian upon seeing him with Natasha on his arm.Victorio's heart hammered inside his chest as he quickly ran in their direction."Is she okay? What happened to her?" Victorio quickly asked as he kneeled down in front of Valerian who was sitting on the floor."She's fine, she just passed out," Valerian answered. "How about you? Are you alright?" he asked when he saw the blood scattered all around Victorio's clothes and face.Victorio nodded. "Ezra is fine too, I kept him safe.""Thank you," Valerian thanked Victorio.Valerian feels so bad for Ezra. He knows he's been hurting so much from losing Elyse as he is too. They share the same pain so he understands Ezra with all his heart."It's done," Victorio whispered upon seeing Acanthu
Third-Person Point of ViewAcanthus and his pack prepared everything— from weapons to their skills and strength— before they fled their town to go to war.Acanthus had prepared his whole pack for years and years, getting them ready to get his revenge on his mortal enemy, vampires— the Fenrir's specifically. And now he is ready.Acanthus firmly believes that he has the upper hand upon seeing how devastated Valerian Fenrir looked earlier staring at his daughter, Natasha.He believed that he could surely use that to win and kill Valerian Fenrir.When Acanthus sent his daughter to the city to kill Valerian Fenrir, he was overly confident that Natasha could kill Valerian because he trained her starting from the day that Natasha learned how to walk and he's also aware of Natasha's skills and strength but Acanthus was more than disappointed when instead of killing Valerian, Natasha fell in love with him. He thought that he had already done everything for them to stop being mates.And so he h
Valerian's POVI am known to be ruthless.I am known to be a devil.Both by humans and vampires.I am often labeled as cold.As stern.As hard.I've lived hundreds of years in this lifetime and I already came to terms with that, that even I, myself believed that I am. I had to.But, upon hearing my sister's voicemails to me, I felt weak. Upon hearing that Natasha was crying and that my sister is also in danger in the middle of nowhere, I once again hated being immortal because the pain and worry that I feel felt like it could kill me but I could not be killed and it's the fucking worst. It's hell."Drive faster, Ezra," I ordered Ezra and he did so.I could see him gripping the steering wheel tightly as he drove my car, almost wanting to make it fly."Tell me what happened to Elyse, Valerian." He gritted his teeth.I fell silent.I had outlived my parents years ago. I saw my friends die. But there's nothing like the pain of losing my sister.I breathed sharply as memories of me and Ely
Third-Person Point of ViewAll Elyse could do was stare at Natasha's back as she ran away.Elyse tried to call out for her but Natasha was dedicated to not turning her back to look at her. She just continued to run until she was out of the mansion's gate.Elyse's eyes followed her as she watched her get in the car and drive off.Realizing that Natasha was gone, Elyse suddenly came back to reality.She quickly got her keys and went inside her car, deciding to follow the old red Chevy without thinking about anything.Elyse was more than willing to help Natasha because she strongly felt like her friend was in trouble even though Natasha would not tell her anything.She wanted to give as much help as she could and she thought if Natasha would not tell her what was wrong, she will going to find out about it herself. She can't just sit around and stand by knowing that her friend, Natasha might be in great danger. She knew that she would be in danger because of what she saw in her vision whe
Natasha's POVWe have arrived at our town after hours of driving.It's been months since I've been here, it has been months since I last saw my parents, it has been months since the last time I was here, and in those times, Sayna was still alive.I thought it would be nostalgic being in here again but it does not feel like it. It feels different, it feels strange. And I know because my comfort is not here anymore.I thought of the city, of the people in there, of Elyse, of Valerian. . .Valerian. . .Hurt is an understatement to describe the pain that I'm feeling in my heart right now.I lost the most important person in my life and it feels like I'm going to lose someone that had become important to me, too.It hurts.It hurts so much I don't have any words to describe what I'm feeling.The heaviness that I felt in my heart was so hard to contain that my eyes would not stop tearing up.I lost Sayna.I lost Sayna and the reason for that loss is the man that I love.Is the man that I l
Natasha's POVThe sun was already rising when we got home.It was a long flight but Valerian and I were fully rested because of how comfortable the insides of his private jet were.I got scared again when we got on the plane but Valerian never let go of my hand and never stopped reassuring me that everything would be okay and that I had nothing to be scared of.I was scared for the first couple of minutes when the plane took off but I eventually got comfortable beside Valerian and the next thing I knew, I was not scared anymore. It was like, I was not even scared of the plane ever.I was able to face my fear of the plane and I'm hoping that the fear of being home again and going back to reality of my life with Valerian will go away.As soon as we were set at home, Valerian immediately told me that he had to go to his office. He asked me if I wanted to go with him but I refused because I knew he had a lot of work to do and I didn't want to get on his way."Drive safe," I told him as I
Natasha's POVI took a deep breath as I stared at the ceiling.Valerian is lying down beside me and he is quiet.We have both been quiet since we got back to our villa from the restaurant.He managed to calm me down and stopped me from crying earlier at the restaurant by promising me a lot of things like he would fix everything for me and I believe him. I genuinely believed that he would do that.I started to trust Valerian unknowingly and I'm glad that I do.We had a quiet and peaceful dinner and when we got to our villa, no one said anything.I was quiet so was Valerian.A lot of thoughts running through my head and Valerian seemed like he was thinking deeply about something too."How are you feeling?" he suddenly asked beside me."Good," I answered. My voice came out hoarse because of all the crying that I had done earlier.Embarrassment started to form in me upon realizing what I had done earlier.I refused to believe that I broke down in front of him and it was even in public but
Natasha's POVThe sail from Athens to Santorini was approximately 4 hours but it became 6 because of all the miracles that Valerian and I did in the middle of the ocean.I can't believe that we even did it outside on the deck!When Valerian finally told me that we were going to Santorini, I got so excited that I just gave in to him and did whatever he wanted us to do and now I'm rethinking my decision because I feel kind of uncomfortable right in the middle of my thighs."Are you okay, darling?" Valerian asked. "Does your feet hurt?""Yeah, I'm okay," I just answered as I did my best to walk properly without limping towards the bed.I sighed loudly when I finally reached the bed and finally laid down."What happened?" Valerian asked as he sat down beside me on the bed."You happened," I replied.We're at the Villa house that Valerian got for us here at a resort in Santorini. I wanted to explore the place even the whole villa but I really felt uncomfortable in between my thighs that I