Frustration and Release

Manny P.O.V

It was now the beginning of May. And I had been coming to my uncle’s restaurant every chance I got. In hopes of running into My Keya again. So much so that upon me walking in. My uncle says, sounding a bit peeved.

“No, she hasn’t been in here today, Manny.”

Damn! Where is she?! I thought.

“Uh, ok thanks, Unc.” I laugh, awkwardly.

“Manny, I think that you need to take a break. From searching for her. And look for someone else.” My Tio suggest. I know he’s concerned about me. But, I was irritated by him suggesting. I be with someone else! I didn’t want someone else. I needed her!

“I wish it were that simple Tio, pero (but) I told you how she made me feel. No woman has come close to making me feel like that. Not even a fraction of that!”

I say a bit louder than I wanted to. And some customers turn around looking at me. I didn’t care. My uncle notices the attention. He looks around nervously. Quietly admitting.

“I understand that nephew. But there are other women in the world, you know?”

I’m pissed! “I don’t want any other woman, I want her! She’s MINE! And I will have her!”

I yell and storm off. Some of the customers look startled and start gossiping. His uncle looked at them laughing nervously, "Young love. What can you do?” He says throwing up his hands.

Outside, I’m fuming and pacing. I wipe my hand down my face. To try and calm myself down.

Fuck! Where is she?

I couldn’t do anything but think of her for the last 4 weeks straight! Dreaming about her at night and daydreaming about her all day. Even praying about her at church every Sunday!

My mind starts wandering again... Her incredible smell.. Her soft lips on mine.. What it might feel like to run my fingers through her curly hair.. How she looks as my tongue delves deep within her pretty little pussy.. What her voice would sound like calling my name. As I’m ramming into her balls deep..!

‘RING RING!’

My cousin Victor is calling. Successfully and agitatingly, knocking me out of my thoughts.

“Hey cuz!” He sounds cheerful.

“What’s up, Vic?” I say, a tad agitated.

“Shit, nothing. What you up to today?”

Losing my damn mind over this girl! Is what I want to say. But, I let out an exaggerated sigh instead. “Uh, nothing much. Why what’s up?”

“You up for a ride?” He asks, sounding hopeful.

“Hell yeah. Where you at? I’ll meet you.”

“Aight, let’s meet up on Division and Cali in 10, cool?”

“Yep, bet.”

“Bet.” He hangs up. I take a couple of deep breaths.

And head inside to apologize to my Tio. It’s not his fault. He’s not the one that’s sexually frustrated. He was just trying to help out.

“Lo siento, Tio. (I’m sorry, uncle) I was wrong. I gotta go, love you!”

“Love you too, nephew!” I leave, but not before I see my uncle shake his head, chuckling. “Kids!”

I get on my bike and drive up the street to meet Vic. I spot him on leaning on his bike. When I pull up, he smirks, arms crossed. I cut the engine and give him some dab. And set my shades on my head.

“You good, Cuz?” He asks, curiously. He knew that I’d been looking for her too. I nod. He looks at me, skeptically.

“You sure? Because your eyes are grey.”

Oh! Shit. I have no idea why. But my eyes change color depending upon my mood. Grey when I’m horny. Green when I’m pissed off. Brown when I’m sad. And blue when I’m happy. I know, weird right?

I give him a stern look, like: ‘Leave it alone, Vic!’ I put my shades back on. He throws up his hands in surrender.

“I’m just tryna help you out, bro.”

I let out a frustrated sigh, wiping my hand down my face, again.

“I know, thanks Cuz. I just can’t get her off my mind tho.” I say feeling a bit down.

“That girl gonna be in trouble whenever you do find her!”

He chuckles shaking his head. He ain’t lying about that! She’s got me out here on a damn emotional rollercoaster! I’m gonna make her pay for that tenfold. She ain’t gonna be able to walk for a damn WEEK!

“Well, I’m here to help. You wanna go to a party?” He asks, looking at me hopeful.

“Hell yeah! I could use a party right about now!”

He chuckles, “That’s what’s up! Let’s roll then, fool!” He starts up his engine pulls off and I follow his lead.

We drove a few minutes before I heard some loud Tupac music playing. He slowed down near Palmer Square park on Kedzie & Palmer Blvd. It was some kind of Cinco de Mayo cookout going on. Smirking, smh he always knew where the best parties were lol.

We park and head over to the festivities and I recognize some of the people here, some of my old high school friends. Jessie, Carla, Jose, Lupe, Matthew, Annmarie, Big John, JoMari, Tyler, Lenette, and Sonny.

“YO! Its been forever since I seen y’all, what’s up?!” I hug or give high fives to everyone.

“What you been doing with yourself Manny?”

JoMari asked, if I remember correctly she used to have a huge crush on me, I see her cheeks are red.

“Nothing much I just got back from the Marines a few months back, but how you been?” I say checking her out.. a little.

“I got 3 kids now and I work as a CNA over at St. Mary Hospital,” she said looking flirty and shy she has a huge smile on her face..

As the night goes on I drink a little somethin’, and smoke a few joints. She’s dancing all on me. Grinding her ass all on my dick. I hold on to her bouncing her ass into my crotch to the beat of the music. She turns around and says to me, “You wanna go back to my place?”

“Alright let’s jet!” We get on my bike and she tells me where her apartment is.

Once she opened her door some young girl that looks like her twin says, “Finally you’re back, Jo!”

JoMari gives the girl $40 and says, “Manny this is my younger sister, Yesmina. Yessy this is Manny, we graduated from Clemente together. Are the kids sleep? Any problems with them?”

Yessy puts the money in her bra then grabs her bag saying, “Yes they’re sleeping and no problems, good night sis” she hugs JoMari and looks at me lustfully, licks her lips and smirks, “Night Manny.” She leaves closing the door after her.

JoMari goes and checks on her kids, while I take a seat on the couch. My mind went straight to thinking about My Keya, like what was she doing right now? She said that she was single, I hope I see her again soon. I’d rather be with her tonight licking her from head to toe.. slapping her ass while ramming my cock into her relentlessly.. hearing her moan my fucking Name, ‘MMMMannyyy!’ I wonder what she taste like?

“Manny!?”

I opened my eyes and see JoMari looking at me smirking. “I hope your dick got bigger because you were thinking of me just now?” She says, straddling me, pulling up my shirt, sucking on my neck. It’s been years since I’ve gotten laid and now that I’ve found My Keya, she’s the only one that I want.. that I need.

But I really need to get one off right now. So I grabbed JoMari by her ass and rock her back and forth on my dick. She’s only wearing a miniskirt, thongs and a tube top. Im not interested in fucking her but I will dry hump the daylights outta her. She grabs my nipples and rubs them roughly between her fingers, it just intensifies my build up and I rocked her faster. Her moans are growing loud as fuck, she whimpers and shudders I feel her coming, soaking through my slacks. But I don’t stop, “Say my name!”

I feel her trembling in my grasp, “I won’t stop until you say my fucking Name!” She whispers weakly, “manny..” I shake my head and slap her on her ass ‘SLAP’ she whimpers, “Say my fucking NAME!” I nearly roared at her. She flinched her eyes wide, lips quivering. I can see she couldn’t handle me, her face was as red as a beet, panting, “Ma.. Mannyyy!” She came again and was a shaking mess on top of me. I groaned my release, “Good girl” I smirked she wasn’t half bad. But I’m sure My Keya will be better.. perfect.

I lifted her limp self off me and lay her on the couch. Seeing movement behind me I turned. A boy maybe around 3 years old was slowly walking into the living room rubbing his eyes with the back of his hand holding a small teddy bear, “Mommy?” I sigh, man I can’t wait to knock up My Princess.. Well that was my cue to go.

I leave her apartment. Get on my bike and head home. I shower and go lay in my big, cold, empty ass bed. Wishing, My Keya was here right next to me. To warm and soak these sheets. With the river I’m gonna make run from between her sexy ass thighs.

It also gives me some time to figure out several puzzling issues like:

1. What was that weird pulling feeling?

2. Why the hell did I feel like that when she touched me?

3. And what was all that ‘Mate’ shit I heard?

Hell yeah! I wanted to mate with her. I want to fuck her senseless! Fuck her until she never thinks about another man! Fuck her until she knows that she’s Mine! Fuck her until she loves me and only me! I NEED her! I Am in love with her! I believe I’ll go visit my parents tomorrow. To ask them for some advice on this matter. Thinking about her instantly makes me rock hard. So I beat off like I’ve done every night. Since I first met her. Yelling her name as I cum. Envisioning her in my arms I fall asleep.. Dreaming of My Keya.

The next day I visited my parents home. I had been telling them about Keya too. And mom says, “If it’s meant to be, then it will be Manny. If the Heavenly Father has made her for you. Then she is for you and no one else.” My dad adds. “Yeah son, if she is truly for you, it will happen when it is time for it to happen. So don’t try and rush these things, have patience and remember, can’t no one close the doors that The Heavenly Father has opened or open up the doors He has closed okay?” “Yes, thanks, I truly needed to hear this, I love y’all.” I went and gave them both hugs and kisses. I love my parents they were forever by my side.

On my way out my Papau stops me, “Hey there kiddo, hear you’re having lady problems.” he says chuckling. When my family moved to Chicago. My grandparents moved in with my parents. And have lived here ever since. I always love coming to him for advice. He has great wisdom. “Yeah sorta..” I say rubbing the back of my neck. We go sit on the patio on their backyard. “Well spill.” He grins.

I take a deep breath, “Well I met her on Easter at Tio’s restaurant and Papau. She was perfect!” God, I need to find her!

“Whoa!” He whispers. His eyes grew wide twinkling in awe. He nods for me to continue.

“She’s short maybe 5′3”ish, 145lbs with curves in allll the right places. She has the voice of an angel. Perfect breast, a big round ass, juicy ass thighs, beautiful brown eyes. Thick curly long hair, dark chocolate skin that makes me wanna pour her on every fucking Sundae I eat! And she smells outstanding, do you remember those fresh lavender flowers Memau used to grow?” He nods excitedly.

“That’s what she smells like!”

My Memau walks onto the patio with a tray full of glasses of lemonade and says,

“She smells that good? Whoa! Sounds like you’re in love, hijo!” she exclaimed kindly. She came and gave me a kiss on my forehead. I looked at her, biting my lip in excitement,

“Do you really think so?”

She smiles widely. “Yes I think so, is she constantly on your mind?”

“Yes! It’s hard to think at times. All I can think about is her, its crazy!” I said. My Papau shook his head.

“Not crazy, its just she is your Rib!”

My Rib? “What do you mean?” I ask curiously. “When the CREATOR made Adam, the first man. HE saw how lonely Adam was. So, HE put him in a deep sleep. HE then took one of Adam’s rib from his body.” “I’d like to think it was the rib that covered his heart, most likely. And created a female for him. Adam named her Eve. She was made from him, for him!”

He says, eyes full of wisdom and confidence. Then he turns to his wife. I saw his eyes hold such love, adoration and compassion for her. Yes! That’s exactly what I want with My Keya!

Then I thought of something, “Do you think she is like my soulmate? I kept hearing.. or thinking of that word. When I was around her. When she touched me? Oh man! It was, Muy Caliente! If you know what I mean.” I say wiggling my eyebrows, grinning.

They turn to me like I had a revelation. “Yes exactly! Especially if she feels the same way about you.” My Memau says. Now I have to find her. I have no doubts. I’m absolutely sure that she's mine now. My Keya!