Jax
I ran my fingers through my hair, a common gesture for me when I was stressed, as I thumped my knuckles against the sturdy wooden door. I was feeling antsy all of a sudden. I had been traveling over the last month to meet with Asher, Alpha of the Eastern Province, and Reese, Alpha of the Western Province.
After we had finally driven the bears from our lands, we took some time to assess the overall damage caused to our people by the war before making our next move. Most of the homesteads could and would be rebuilt and were already in the process, but our warriors seemed to have one overarching need throughout all of our territories: mates.
Our men were looking to rebuild their lives after the devastating losses we suffered early on during the war. We simply were not prepared for the onslaught of the bears' full force attack that soon. We thought we had time to get our loved ones to safety and gather our troops. We were wrong.
We lost a lot of good wolves during that time, my parents included, but we regrouped swiftly, and we finally drove the remnants of the bears from all our lands, without the elders’ help I might add.
Our hold remained strong, so we decided to withdraw to the Southern Province to recover our loved ones and seek new beginnings.
As we continued to wait for Zeke, the coward who stayed behind the lines while we ensured the wolves' victory, I considered the best way to introduce our warriors to the many eligible she-wolves who sought sanctuary in the South during the war. I was anxious to meet them myself. Nearly every wolf wanted to find their fated mate, and my warriors and I were no different. The best way to accomplish that would be to introduce them to as many women as possible.
Wolves knew when they were around their mates. I never learned what that sign was that tells someone who their other half was, but I had been told that you just knew.
Besides the fact that my sister was supposed to be here. I tasked my second in command, Ryker, with ensuring she safely made it to the safe haven and that she was situated. He reported back that Zeke swore he would see to her comfort personally, whatever the hell that meant.
Zeke better have taken care of her, or he would not like the consequences. She was all I had left now, and I was going to make damn sure nothing happened to her on my watch.
"Where the fuck is he?" I growled, rapping my knuckles against the door again.
Asher put a hand on my shoulder, "Calm down man, I hear him coming now," he soothed.
I looked around at the front of the huge pack house to distract myself. The house itself looked impeccable, and awfully expensive, but that was not what drew my eye.
No, that would be the gorgeous array of flowers that decorated the flowerbeds tucked neatly up by the front door. I did not have a clue what any of them were named, but their bright colors and fragrant scent provided a temporary moment of respite against my growing anxiety.
Zeke finally opened the door, all smiles, after another minute or two. Probably because of that pretty little mate his warriors could not shut up about. Where was she anyway?
We got to bust our asses clearing out our territories and rebuilding after the mess caused by the war, and he spent the past two years with women flocking towards him.
Of course, he had found his mate. I was shocked he did not have little ones running around by now to be honest. Must have been nice living the high life all this time, I thought angrily.
Luna, what was with me tonight?
I felt fine when I was meeting with Asher and Reese earlier, but there was something about being here that was grating on my nerves. I could feel the blood rushing through my system, preparing me for something, though I had no idea what.
Zeke boomed out, "Welcome! I am so happy you have all returned safely! Come in. Come in. I have prepared a delicious feast for us, just through here to the dining hall. We can relax and discuss our many bright futures."
I looked at Asher and Reese when Zeke turned his back to walk down the hall. They were both wearing the same expression, but they followed him down the hall, nonetheless. Seeing no better option, I walked in, closing the door behind me and wondering again where this mate of his was.
I followed the others into the dining room, smelling the most delicious scent I have ever encountered, but it was not coming from the food, though that did smell amazing as well.
My eyes darted around the room, searching for the source of the delectable smell. It smelled like a mixture of honeysuckle, vanilla, and something else that I could not quite put a name to.
I continued surreptitiously searching for the smell as we took our seats and dug into the feast; however, the smell continued to fade, until it was completely gone. I would never forget that smell though. I do not know what it was, but one way or another, I vowed that I would find out.
As our appetites began to wane, I looked at the other alphas, while I ran my fingers through the soft strands of my hair, wondering who was going to speak first. I noticed there was not much food left. No way that fucker made all of this food by himself, or at all for that matter, I thought to myself. It was just too good. I bet his mate made it.
Speaking of mates, I casually glanced towards where his neck met his shoulder. Huh, no bite? Maybe he was not mated after all.
I could not relax all throughout dinner, and I really needed someone to just get this shit over with so I could get the fuck out of this house.
But, oh my Luna, these brownies were amazing, and I was not ashamed to admit that I had eaten nearly all of them. The rich chocolatey goodness just melted in my mouth, providing at least a temporary distraction from the feeling of formication.
I ran my hands through my hair for the hundredth time, looking at Asher, only to notice that he was already staring at me. I wondered what that was about? Fuck it.
I watched Zeke’s reaction as I started, "Well, this has been great. I was hoping to meet your lovely mate so that I could thank her for this delicious meal. Your warriors had nothing but good things to say about her of course."
I fished for more information about this elusive mate of his. Something just was not adding up. He visibly stiffened and his tone came out anxious when he responded, "I had not realized that news of my mating had spread. Unfortunately, she was feeling under the weather tonight and needed to retire early. I will be sure to pass on the sentiments. I'm sure there will be plenty of opportunities to meet her in the near future."
Zeke glanced around at the other alphas, presumably to judge their reaction to his sudden change in behavior, and launched into another monologue, "I assumed that your victory would mean you would be returning to retrieve your sister. I assure you, Jax, I have taken the utmost care to ensure she has been well provided for during her time in the South."
"Alpha Jax," I roughly corrected, not bothering to hide my growing discontent any longer.
Zeke's face seemed to pale even further as he stammered out, "M... My apologies, Alpha Jax, as I said before, your sister's every need has been taken care of while she has been here." Zeke finished in almost a whisper; his voice having gotten quieter with each word he had spoken.
His reaction intrigued me, but not enough to pry any further tonight. Whatever was bothering me had not faded. In fact, it seemed to be getting worse the longer I sat in this house. I needed to get out of here. I saw Asher and Reese had both taken notice that I was on edge.
I turned and looked directly into Zeke's eyes when I responded, "Yes, I have come to gather my sister and take her home. I will be back first thing in the morning for her whereabouts, but right now, we need to discuss our returning warrior's need for mates. It was my understanding that there was a large population of unmated she-wolves within your territory."
Zeke seemed relieved at the topic change and, a little too excitedly if you had asked me, launched into his great idea to throw a ball.
He started yammering on about one detail or another, but I drowned him out. As much as I disliked the prick, it was not a bad idea. Girls liked that kind of shit, right?
"Awesome," I interrupted, "Let's say one month from now, in the large clearing to the north of Forest Glen. You manage all the details, and we’ll make sure our warriors are there. Great, well, if there's nothing else then tonight..."
I continued talking as I got up, snagging the last brownie on my way and pushing my chair in, "We’ll be heading out. I’ll be by in the morning for my sister. Thanks for everything," I finished as I corralled Asher and Reese down the hallway and out the door.
Jax I paused for a moment at the door, noticing the tantalizing scent again, but the feeling continued to exacerbate so I shuffled out the door after the other two males, completely ignoring any comment Zeke may have made in protest. The scent faded the further I walked from the house, and I had this odd urge to go back, like I had forgotten something. I pushed the feeling away and caught up with the other two. We continued walking down the path in silence for a while, me savoring my brownie while Asher shot me a pleading look, knowing Zeke would be able to hear us with his sensitive ears. Finally, Reese broke the silence once we were far enough away not to be overheard. "So, you want to tell us what all of that was about? I mean, don’t get me wrong, I agree with that everything you said, but you kind of rushed out of there. In fact, it looked like something was bothering you all night." Reese stated. We continued talking as we walked down the rough-hewn path towards our dwellings
Willow I was startled awake by Zeke slamming open the door. I moved as far away from the raging alpha as possible, feeling very disoriented by the stark difference between my reality and my dream. I was having one of the best dreams I could recall ever having in my life. I tried to hold on to the feeling as long as possible or to remember even some small shred of my happiness, but the details were slipping away as the seconds ticked by. Zeke stomped into the room, kicking my shelf into the wall in his anger. Crack! The shelf splintered and pieces went flying. I had already curled up into a ball when Zeke pushed his way into the room, but I ducked my head down just in time. A large chunk of wood hit the wall right where my head had just been. Zeke yelled, "This is your fault. What am I supposed to do now?" As he continued stomping around the room, muttering under his breath. I remained cowered against the wall, knowing nothing I said or did would help. I did not even know what h
Jax I awoke slowly, hearing the sounds of the forest surrounding me. I rolled over in bed, noticing the sun was just beginning to shine through the slits in the fabric of the curtains. The sight did not surprise me. It did not matter where I was or how late I had stayed up the night before, I always rose with the sun. Some days, I wished I could sleep in just a little longer, but today was not one of those days. I must admit, we were shocked when Zeke informed us, we would not be staying in the pack house, as tradition demanded for visiting alphas. He rushed to assure us that he had acquired us private dwellings so that we could relax and conduct any business we may need while we stayed in the South. He said he thought we would prefer it this way after the turmoil of the war. We questioned his choice, but I knew I was grateful for it last night after my first experience meeting the guy. Even so, I did enjoy the sound of nature all around me while waking up, and it was nice not spe
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Jax We were not waiting long before Zeke appeared to lead us down the hall towards the dining hall again, his annoying voice droned on. I tuned him out as I surreptitiously glanced around, looking for any traces of the girl. There were none. The faint hint of honeysuckle and vanilla seemed to be getting stronger the further we walked into the house, but it still remained elusive, until it disappeared again completely. I took a swift look around the room when we entered, doing a double take when I noticed my sister staring out the window, seemingly lost in thought. "Ronnie!" I called out, striding towards her. She turned, instantly running into my open arms once she recognized me. With tears running down her face, she pulled back to say, "Jax! I cannot believe you are finally here. I have missed you so much!" She continued hugging me for a few more minutes while everyone else took their seats. I held on tightly, not wanting to let her go, but of course, Zeke's obnoxious voice had to
Willow I was awoken from my peaceful slumber once more by the sound of the door slamming open. I scrambled up, pressing myself against the far wall and curled up in a ball, not that it helped much in this tiny closet. I felt like I had only been asleep for mere moments, but that did not matter to Zeke. Zeke barreled in, already yelling obscenities at me. "Get your lazy ass up. You do not have time to be lying around." He grabbed my still sore arm roughly, hauling me out the door and down the hallway, towards the dining room. He continued berating me as we went, "Clean this mess up first, and then go clean yourself up. You look like a fucking slob. You had better be clean before I get back. We have some business to take care of before that asshole's sister shows up to help you with the planning for the ball." He finished with a leering look. I was so used to tuning out Zeke's voice that I almost missed his words as I stumbled forward into the dining room. A ball. Wait, help me wit
Jax After what felt like an eternity, I was finally heading back to the pack house with Ronnie. We were alone, but I knew Asher and Reese were close and would be ready when the time came. It had already been one of the longest days of my life, and it was only lunchtime. We were not talking as we walked along the path, but I noticed Ronnie kept shooting me sympathetic looks. Gah! I ran my fingers through my hair again. I cringed; did I really look that bad on the outside? I thought I had been holding it together better, but Ronnie's looks told me otherwise. I tried to remain focused on the plan as we made our way towards the door. However, the sound of several loud voices and fast-moving feet rang out into the air. I had a feeling that any plan we may have come up with was obsolete now. I gave up all pretenses of acting calm and broke out into a run, barging my way in without even bothering to knock on the once solid slab of wood. I ran down the hallway, immediately snatching up th
Willow I sat shivering within the tiny confines of the cave that I was lucky to find on such short notice. I wished I could build a fire to dry my clothes, but it would be too obvious. I had been gone a few hours, but I had traveled little distance in that time. In fact, I was still huddled in the small crevice I had found a few miles down the river. I hoped that even if Zeke did follow my scent trail to the river, he would be smart enough to know that I had used it to hide my travels. Then, fingers crossed, he would think I was long gone already. I knew he was not too bright, and I had walked in the river, fighting the tiring current, to my present location. I knew there was no way he could follow his nose to me at least. Nonetheless, I remained vigilant to my surroundings, jumping at every sound that penetrated the lull of the gentle waves of the river rushing close by. I finished my pilfered food a while ago unfortunately. I tried to hold out, but I was just too hungry. Now tha
Willow About Three Weeks Later… “Baby, we talked about this. You know we have to go help Ronnie with the final details before the ball. She has been complaining nonstop since we left, and then Scarlett bailed right after, leaving only Mari and her to organize the whole thing.” “We still have three days until the ball, sweetheart. This will only delay us a few hours, and I think we deserve to celebrate a little longer. My sister will be fine once she hears that she is going to be an aunt.” There was no more talking after that, at least nothing coherent as Jax sealed his alluring lips over my kiss-swollen ones once more in a passionate caress that left no questions concerning how he was feeling about my unexpected information. I had not even considered pregnancy when we had completed our bond, but of course I would be the one to get pregnant on the first go around. I was somewhere on the spectrum of freaking the fuck out and overwhelmingly joyful to be bringing another life into
Willow I was startled out of my deep slumber when Jax jumped up with me still ensconced in his arms, the sudden action jostling me awake. I was confused for about a second, but then my brain gradually caught up with the sounds that were filtering into my ears, and I spun my head around in a circle until my eyes connected with Ronnie’s. I did not register the others in the room until after I had leaped up and ensnared my sister in a giant hug in my excitement to see her again so soon. She let out a chuckle before gently pushing me back with a scrunched nose and look of discomfort coloring her expression. I was a bit hurt a first, but I immediately understood her apprehension when she said, “It is great to see you Willow, but you kind of need a bath. It appears that my brother could use one too.” I glanced back to where Jax was currently conversing with his beta and Asher, and I could not deny the actuality of her statement as I took in the dried blood that still streaked across
Jax I had followed Willow’s lead, shifting back into human form and blindly advancing towards the kitchen with my eyes glued to her naked ass. I pulled on some pants, content to follow my mate’s lead, but I realized how stupid the action was when I discarded them a few minutes later so that I could check the house’s security one last time. I was shocked when my wolf was hesitant to leave, but after another careful assessment of the area with my enhanced senses turning up nothing unusual, I pushed aside his worry and set off at a fast clip so that I could return to my mate sooner. I had traveled a few miles, my wolf fighting me the entire way, when the influx of warnings swamped my mind. The border was under attack, and it was by none other than the bear shifters that we had been keeping an eye on. I did not understand how they c
Willow After about an hour of practicing, with Jax refusing to so much as kiss me while we were training, we agreed to call it quits for now. He had only managed to go over a few of the basics due to us being pressed for time, but I felt good about what he did teach me during the allotted period. I also thought that it was kind of cute how serious he was about my preparation if I was being honest. Don’t get me wrong, I was just as invested in making sure that I knew how to protect myself, but I did not think one kiss would deter me from that goal. Irrespective, I was in heaven when he finally leaned down and closed the distance between our bodies, smashing me against his chest as he hoisted me up with ease and thoroughly plundered my mouth. He kissed me until I was out of breath, but then he pul
Willow Jax’s pronouncement of his fears relating to the bears’ possible forthcoming incursion instantly dragged my memories back to the disastrous day that I had found both of my parent’s murdered, the cataclysm that had flipped my whole world upside down on its axis. My vision clouded as my haunted past consumed my awareness, sending me back down into the pit of despair that I had only recently clawed my way out of. I could hear my wolf shouting for me, reaching out to help pull me back from my spiraling downfall, but her presence was muted by the horrific images still revolving through my mind on a reel. Then, out of nowhere, the light fragrance of freshly cut grass began to seep into my consciousness, followed by the aromatic smell of rich coffee as I vaguely felt sturdy arms encircle my waist.
Jax I had known this conversation was coming all along. Regardless, Willow’s words managed to succeed in startling my thoughts away from the dark path that they were previously headed down. While I was thankful for the reprieve, not looking forward to thinking about Ryker being anywhere near my baby sister without my regulation any more than necessary, I found my trepidation almost equal when I considered the topic that she wanted me to fill her in on. I never wanted to keep secrets from my mate, but I also did not want her to worry about the added difficulties that Ryker had heretofore been keeping me up to date with on top of the stress that Zeke’s reappearance had produced. I found myself stuck between a rock and hard place as I was forced to choose between total honesty and protecting her, both mentally and physically.
Willow I muttered a perfunctory greeting in response, not really awake enough to make conversation, but I pulled my long tresses over my shoulders and darted my eyes away from his general direction as I did so. I had not been expecting to see anyone else or I probably would have showered former to coming downstairs, but it was too late to change now, so I resolved on making the best of my current predicament. If I had been thinking clearly earlier, I would have apprehended that there might be others rambling about. This was the pack house of the Northern Province, after all. I could guess that he was trying to be friendly, but I still felt uncomfortable around large men by myself after my experiences with Zeke, so I had remained quiet as I beelined straight for the coffee that drew me in like a magnet wit
Willow I tiredly rolled around in the bed when I awoke, wincing at the soreness I could feel suffusing scarcely used muscles and electing to leave my eyes firmly shut as I reached out blindly, searching for my mate’s large form. Nevertheless, they soared open abruptly when my wandering hands came up with nothing but an empty space and cold sheets during their hunt. Blinking my groggy eyes open, I allowed them a minute to adjust to the bright light of a fully risen sun filtering through the white colored curtains, I had not realized that I had slept in so long, but it did not surprise me with how late Jax had kept me up last night, not that I was complaining. Still, I knew one thing for certain. Those window coverings would be exchanged for a much darker alternative in the near future if I had anything to say about it.
Jax With one powerful lunge forward, my mind fractured momentarily as it was overwhelmed with the sensations of claiming my soulmate at long last. I nebulously noticed that my wolf had managed to express his excitement through a low howl that I could feel all the way down to the tips of my toes as my shoulders strained with exertion and my claws tore into the wooden rail behind my mate’s head. I was struggling to not blow my load, holding my raging member stock-still so that the sensory overload would not send me sprinting over the edge prematurely as I was besieged by the lust drenching me in its deluge at the feeling of her wet heat ensconcing me. I wanted this to last at least until I had her screaming my name as her center compressed around my pulsing length with the resulting tremors of her release before we started the s