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Ainsley noticed that Eloise was reluctant to let him in. There was hesitation in her eyes, a fear that wasn’t there before. She’s afraid of me, he thought, but the notion didn’t concern him. He decided to ignore her feelings and walked straight in, as though nothing had changed. He was used to getting what he wanted. She’d have to deal with it.“Alpha Williams, wait a moment. I’ll go get you some water,” Eloise said quickly, lowering her head and walking toward the kitchen. But before she could take a step further, Ainsley reached out and grabbed her arm, pulling her back with a force that left her breathless.“No need,” he said, his voice calm, but there was an undeniable finality in it. “Pack your things and come with me.”Eloise froze, confusion flooding her mind. What? Did I hear him right? She stared at him, her heart racing as her thoughts scrambled. "What?" she asked, her voice trembling, almost in disbelief.Ainsley’s expression didn’t change. His eyes, cold and unwavering, me
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After leaving the room, Eloise felt her consciousness return in a wave. The numbness she'd been under faded and the reality of her situation rushed in. She struggled to break free, her thoughts swirling.“I won’t go, Alpha Williams, I won’t go.” Her voice cracked as the words tumbled out, desperate, pleading. “Can I live alone? I prefer it that way. I beg you... please don’t make me move there.”Her body was weak, trembling beneath the force of his grip, but her defiance surged.She refused to leave, the words coming out of her were sharp and angry, “Ainsley! You’re so bossy! You’re barging into my home! It’s... it’s not rig...”Before she could finish, he silenced her with a simple gesture, a phone was handed to her. His cold and unyielding voice followed. “Take it, and call the police.”Eloise's heart sank. She had tried everything. She had begged, she had cursed him, but Ainsley was unfazed. There was no sign of anger in his eyes, no rise in his voice. He was terrifyingly calm, a r
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“There are books there. You can read them if you want. I'm going to a meeting,” Ainsley said.Eloise stood stunned as Ainsley turned around and walked out of the office, leaving her alone.She looked around. The decor was no different from how it had been three years ago. It was his usual style.Eloise had to sleep in Ainsley's room for two nights. However, she hadn’t slept for those two nights. She sat on the couch and soon couldn't resist sleep, eventually falling asleep.About an hour later, the door opened silently.Ainsley stood at the door, surprised to see that Eloise had fallen asleep on the sofa. He walked over to the sofa and stared at the woman in front of him for a long time.It seemed that the temperature in the office was relatively low. Eloise, who was on the sofa, wasn’t sleeping soundly and slowly curled up.He took off his jacket and covered her with it. As he approached Eloise, he heard her murmur.“Mica…”He stopped, a chill in his eyes.It turned out she was still
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Ainsley stood up and walked over to Eloise. He raised his hand, looked at his watch, and said, “Come on, it’s time for lunch. Let’s go upstairs to eat.”Eloise thought she might have to endure the torture of being stared at by the crowd this morning, so she didn't want to leave the office.She lowered her head and said softly, “I'm not hungry.”Ainsley raised his eyebrows and said, “I’m hungry.”“I don’t want to eat. I don’t feel well, and I have no appetite. I won’t have lunch,” Eloise said again.Ainsley knew it was an excuse. He said calmly, “You’re not feeling well? It’s okay, I’ll take you to the Litha Night Walker Pack werewolf hospital.”Then he pulled out his phone and called. “Eric, are you at the werewolf hospital now?”Eloise, who was on the sofa, suddenly reached out and pulled at his sleeve. There was a look of surprise in her eyes. She didn't expect the call to make her so anxious.Bewildered, she leaned forward. Ainsley quickly reached out with his other hand and presse
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Moonlight Group was founded by the former Alpha of the Golden Moon Pack, but the actual operator was Eloise.On Eloise's 18th birthday, he himself signed the change of ownership rights. From then on, Eloise, an 18-year-old girl, became the CEO of Moonlight Group, an enormous company.With Eloise in charge, the profit generated by Moonlight Group could cover the Golden Moon Pack's expenses for half a year.When the former Alpha of the Golden Moon Pack, Eloise's grandfather, was still alive, he especially favored Eloise. Even Richard, his grandson, could not compare to her.Eloise had been raised by the former Alpha since she was a child, while Richard received no such treatment. That was why, back then, Eloise was known as the confident and flashy Miss Anthony.In most packs, the marriages of she-wolves were not usually valued, including the daughters of Alphas. The best thing that could happen to an Alpha's daughter was to become the Luna of another Alpha, which was beneficial for the
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Eloise followed Ainsley into a jewelry store with simple decor. It seemed unremarkable at first glance, with its modest layout and unassuming atmosphere. However, as soon as she stepped inside, she realized that this was no ordinary craft workshop.The interior of the store exuded a sense of artistry. The walls were lined with elegant displays, each housing an array of accessories that seemed to shimmer under the soft glow of the ambient lighting. On both sides of the store, there were a variety of jewelry pieces, each with a unique and intricate design. Some bore the hallmarks of classic elegance, while others had an avant-garde touch, as though they had been crafted by a visionary artist ahead of their time.She couldn't help but exclaim, "This must be some big artist's side business, right? Who owns it?"It might have been true that Ainsley could erase her identity and her past, but he couldn't alter her taste. She had been raised by the old Alpha of the Golden Moon Pack since chil
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Eloise still remembered that moment three years ago when she stood in front of that door, looking at Richard through it.Today, she appeared serious and determined. Her steps were slow but firm.As they entered, all eyes were on them.Ainsley was born to attract attention; no one could ignore him. But today, the focus was on Eloise.With a touch of makeup, it was easier for people to recognize her."Is that... Eloise?""Why is she here?""Why is she with Alpha Williams?""I thought she had disappeared.""That was a long time ago. Didn’t you know? I heard from Gloria Hill that Eloise had become a shy woman. She’s not like she used to be."Whispers spread among the guests as they observed Eloise and Ainsley.Richard and Gary were conversing with the guests when they suddenly noticed Eloise. Their expressions darkened."Why is this woman here? Did you invite her?" Gary asked fiercely.Richard quickly explained, "Dad, I haven’t seen her in a long time. Besides, she came with Ainsley."A t
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Eloise’s mind cleared after the initial wave of despair. She understood that Pamela had already made her stance clear the moment she said, “I’ll visit you another time.”“Pamela, do you still consider it a kind gesture to visit me?” Eloise asked, her voice laced with cold detachment.Pamela reached for Eloise’s arm, gripping it tightly as if trying to hold onto something already slipping away. But Eloise wasn’t having it. She pushed Pamela’s hand away and took a step back.“Excuse me? Pamela, I’m busy,” she said curtly, her patience worn thin.Without another glance at Pamela, Eloise turned on her heels and walked away, her steps slightly awkward due to the high heels she wore. She headed towards Ainsley, her decision firm.Meanwhile, Gary and Richard stood not far away, observing the scene. When they realized Eloise was not coming toward them, they let out a breath of relief. But before they could fully calm down, a new wave of anxiety struck them.“Why is she heading towards Alpha W
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The car drove toward the Iron Gate, and the Alpha’s villa of the Litha Night Walker Pack stood as organized and pristine as Eloise remembered it.She couldn’t help but glance over her shoulder. Through the back window, she watched the black Iron Gate slowly close behind her.From today on, I'm just a caged bird.She closed her eyes, forcing back the tears that threatened to spill. When she opened them again, she was obedient Eloise once more.Ainsley caught every flicker of emotion on her face, and for a fleeting moment, guilt flashed through his eyes.I'm sorry, Eloise, but I just don't know how to keep you around. I want you to love me like you did three years ago.“Our mate is suffering. Why can’t you make her happy?” Adrian's voice thundered in Ainsley’s mind.Ainsley clenched his jaw. Because I love her. I'll never let her go.His grip on the steering wheel tightened, his knuckles whitening. He felt himself slipping; drowning in an obsession he could no longer control.“Alpha Ain
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Their lips fused together. Eloise couldn't move her jaw at all, so she could only let saliva drip from the corner of her mouth.This wasn’t a kiss. It was punishment.Torture.Eloise shut her eyes, forcing herself not to shed a single tear. She had long since realized her pain meant nothing to the man in front of her. Or rather, the beast in front of her.Inside Ainsley, Adrian stirred.She’s trembling! She’s afraid of us.Ainsley could feel his wolf’s anguish twist through his mind like a blade. Adrian ached for Eloise in a way that Ainsley didn’t fully understand.Why does she always flinch away? Adrian’s voice was pained. Why does she fear me when all I want is to protect her?Ainsley’s grip on Eloise tightened. His lips pressed against hers, not just with punishment, but desperation, possession, obsession.Eloise, don’t do this. Don’t make us villains.Adrian’s pain merged with Ainsley’s fury. He had gone mad the moment he found out that she had gotten a new driver’s license. She
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Ainsley yanked the car door open, slid into the driver’s seat, and sped off without a second glance.“Fuck” Hank cursed under his breath, jumping into another car to follow.But Ainsley was driving like a madman, his rage fueling his speed. Hank could barely keep up.Then, suddenly… screech!Ainsley slammed on the brakes in front of a building, tires screeching against the pavement.Hank watched as he stormed inside.“Miss Anthony, here is your new driver’s license.”“Thank you…”Before Eloise could finish speaking, a strong hand snatched the license away.She turned sharply, ready to protest… then froze.Ainsley Williams!Her lips turned deathly pale.“Why are you here?” she whispered, her voice barely audible.His icy gaze locked onto hers. “Are you trying to run away from me?”“No, I’m not,” she denied, but her voice wavered.“No?”Ainsley lifted the license between his fingers, his smirk razor-sharp. “Then tell me, Eloise… what’s this for?”Eloise’s stomach dropped.He wasn’t stup
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Ellison smirked and thought, Ainsley, it turns out you can't say no to the Moon Goddess' arrangements either. If you had known this was going to happen, would you have been so cruel?Ellison was very shrewd. He had deduced from Elijah's behavior that Ainsley had changed his attitude toward Eloise.He muttered to himself, “I was wrong to think that Aura was Ainsley’s weak point. Behind her angelic face, she was actually an evil woman. No wonder Ainsley didn’t do anything about Aura’s terrible death." His eyes were shining with excitement, and he was eager for the next challenge.Ellison dialed a number immediately. With a sly grin on his face, he told Alex, “Got it, Ainsley has already accepted Eloise as his mate.”As soon as he finished speaking, he heard the sound of something falling to the ground through the phone.Alex, who was on the other end of the line, lost his grip on his phone, and it fell to the ground.After a while, he trembled, bent down to pick up his phone, and said,
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Alex walked into his room and locked the door behind him. His hands were clenched into fists, and his mind raced with unease. Elijah searching the warehouse and taking Aura’s address book wasn’t just unusual, it was suspicious. Something was happening behind the scenes, and he had no intention of sitting back and waiting to find out secondhand.After a moment’s hesitation, Alex pulled out his phone and scrolled through his contacts. His thumb hovered over a name he hadn’t called in years. With a deep breath, he pressed dial.The line rang twice before a voice dripping with sarcasm answered. “Well, well, Beta Alex. It’s been a long time since we last spoke.”Alex’s frown deepened, but he ignored the other man’s mocking tone. He didn’t have time for games. “Elijah just searched the warehouse and took Aura’s address book. That was strange. Do me a favor and find out what he’s up to.”A low chuckle echoed through the phone. “Beta Alex, you know better than anyone who Elijah works for. He’
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Ainsley’s eyes were filled with pride. Seeing Eloise like this made his heart beat faster. It was as if he was seeing the Eloise from three years ago, the strong & confident woman who never backed down. He had never realized how much he missed that version of her until now.Nightfall Rachael’s Office at Club Scarlet Heart.Rachael had just finished giving a report to Ainsley when a knock on the door interrupted them.Ainsley barely looked up as he said, “Come in.”The door swung open, and Elijah stepped inside, his posture straight, his expression unreadable. "Alpha Ainsley, you want to see me?"Ainsley leaned back in his chair and studied Elijah for a moment before speaking. "I want you to find out if there’s anything we missed about what happened three years ago."Elijah’s brows furrowed in confusion. "You mean about Aura?" His voice wavered slightly as if he wasn’t sure he had heard correctly. "Alpha, I thought that matter was resolved already. Why reopen old wounds?"Ainsley’s ga
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Eloise spoke very slowly. Then, she turned firmly and walked toward Ainsley.She looked at Ainsley standing in front of her. From the moment she knew he was her mate, they were destined to be entangled for life.No one else could interfere in what was going on between her and Ainsley."Alpha Williams, let’s go to the Moonlight Group," Eloise lowered her head and whispered.She felt a hand on her shoulder, and the next second, the world turned upside down. By the time she could see her surroundings again, she found herself being carried by Ainsley. Bowing her head, she didn’t resist and let him pull her out without a fight.Lucian stood there stiffly. After Ainsley and Eloise disappeared, he suddenly staggered and leaned against the wall behind him.He couldn't stop thinking about Eloise’s words. What did she mean? Why didn’t she fight back after I insulted her? Why doesn’t she hate me?“She said I was her light! How ridiculous!” Lucian said to himself, his voice choking. Tears spilled
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"Lucian, you said I lied to you. "That I hid my past from you," Eloise’s voice wavered, rough from unshed tears. "I’ll say it one last time; I never meant to hurt Aura. I never asked anyone to ra*e her. Her death was self-inflicted, it wasn’t my fault."Her throat burned, her chest tightened, but she held his gaze, she had to.Lucian stood like a statue, the dim lighting of the café casting jagged shadows over his sharp features. His expression was unreadable, but the storm in his eyes told her everything: rage, disbelief, betrayal.Eloise swallowed back the lump in her throat. "Believe it or not, that’s the truth. And now…" her voice steadied, cold and final, "I don’t owe you anything."She didn’t wait for a reaction. She shoved him, her hands trembling against his solid chest.Lucian barely staggered, but it wasn’t the force of her push that knocked the air out of him, it was her words.No. She rejected me.The thought struck like lightning, searing through his veins. She’s okay wit
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"Really? Am I worse than you? You played the victim and seduced me, and now you're using the same trick to flirt with Ainsley." When Lucian mentioned Ainsley, he became even more furious, and his words turned harsher. He sneered, "I wonder how you managed to seduce Ainsley."He lifted Eloise's chin, came closer, and said, "You are sleeping with him, right? Tell me how hard he used to fu*k you. You must enjoy having sex with him? Damn it!"Eloise's chest heaved violently, and her face turned as pale as a ghost. She never thought she would hear such insulting words from Lucian."Let me go," Eloise said, trying to stay calm. But her voice was shaking.She looked up and met Lucian's eyes. She still remembered that when she first met him, he was just as frivolous. But after getting to know him better, she had learned that wasn't really who he was."Is that what you think of me?" Eloise asked.Lucian had once been like a ray of light that illuminated her world. If she had a choice, she woul
