I was too far gone to realize that I might've hurt her. I was gripping her too tight and she was shedding her tears because of me.
Goddamn!
Her small figure shuddered as I finally let her go.
"Shani?"
Deep down I know she was hurting, but it wasn't because of my hold to her.
"I want to go back, can we go back home now?" she snuggled closer to me and I could feel her tears on my chest.
"Shani...please tell me what's wrong. I can't read your mind...baby?"
She flinched as I said the last word.
Condom. Damn. But this was not our first. I was bare last time too.
"Shani, I'm so sorry love. I'll arrange things we will leave soonest. It will be okay...look at me..." I cupped her cheek and kiss her tears away.
"I'm so damn old, I might not be able to pr
Shani's POVI was lost in his love, somehow the feeling of our love was surging uncontrollably through me. And that was when I was remembering all the pain that Rain shared with me previously.He touched my hand making me shivered, the coldness, the sorrow of his loss was beyond what I've ever experienced. It was far greater than the feeling when my parents were taken too soon from me.I could feel the hollow of his heart, and now all the feelings were jumbled up inside myself. The moment that Arkael gave me his all without any barrier, the fear of me having his baby wasn't the only thing I felt. This wasn't the first time that he was bare.Hours later after spending more time with him, I started to realize that it was the fear of losing him which hits me the hardest. I knew deep down that I wouldn't be as strong as Rain. What if my elders decided to take him away, I must do something abou
I woke up just before she did, I was carefully watching her sleep trying not to wake her up. She looks so beautiful with the morning sunlight reflected on her chocolate skin. Her freckles almost invisible indoors, making her face look more innocent and peaceful.I decided to let her rest, God knows I've exhausted her too many times last night. Damn morning stiffness.Feeling the bulge between my legs I decided to have a cold shower first, then coffee. I finally headed to the kitchen and make both of us coffee.I made hers just to her liking and bring it to the bedroom for her to enjoy. Living with her for almost a week had me accustomed to her routine. And having coffee in bed is one of them.I couldn't believe that it had only been a week. It felt like I've known her for months already.Climbing back into bed, I finally hugged her spooning her from behind. Wearing nothing but my boxers, I
Shani's POVTwo hours later a portal was opened for us. Savaric was hesitant but he eventually followed us, not wanting to face my elders without us around to help him.We reached the kingdom and were greeted by Rain, with Ranulf standing by his side. Savaric was looking tense and amazed at the same time since he had never seen a fallen angel before.I could see Rain was watching Ranulf's amused expression to Savaric's unshielded gaze towards his wings, and muscular upper body which he proudly displays.Hmm...I guess it affected everyone, I was remembering when I saw him for the first time while Arkael was standing next to me.Then Rain ushered me to Arkael's chamber, leaving them all behind."So, how's Ranulf been treating you?" I asked while Rain help me with all my preparation."He's helping me a bit too much. I'm actually over
I looked at her realizing the situation, then I smile smirking, and start stripping myself naked. I was definitely feeling her arousal building inside her.But she was way ahead of me when she pushed me down to the bed roughly and started kissing me."Oh hell...Shani..."I was moaning her name, as her hand trailed down to my already erect dick and stroke it to my liking."Best demon sorcerer...I really must thank him...damn Shani baby...""Arkael, shut up...I want you so fucking bad..." she breathed out her words harshly.Fuck!I didn't know what the sorcerer put in the concoction, but I could feel her urge to have me, to devour me. And I was quickly silenced, as I saw her eyes burn with desire.She was licking and kissing my neck as her wetness touches my length. I groaned when I felt it twitch, but shemade me stay quiet wi
The next day she prepared her ritual to contact her elders. I joined her and Rain in my chamber just moments before she started."Rain, I need you to be here just in case Maven is wrong. Promised me that you'll get him out of the way, I will be fine..."I was about to object when I decided to back down and let her give further instructions to Rain.This was her domain, she needs to do this. Should anything go wrong I would do anything I could to save her. She suddenly looked at me and told Rain to get more black chalk from the nymphs. He hesitated but she whispered something to him and he nodded.Damn...she knows exactly, that I would put her safety above my own.We were alone when she was in front of me. "You will save yourself before me. This is my elders, I will deal with them. I do not come down to hell to save myself. I'm doing this for you! You are mine...and I need you to d
This is a bonus chapter for Rain and Ranulf's next book. For those who do not wish to read this intimate scene between them can skip this one and wait for the next chapter ?Rain's POVI was walking back to Ranulf's chamber. I know that he wanted to hear about the discussion between Shani and her elders. But my wolf was angry about my feelings towards him."Come in Rain."He told me to enter before I even knock on his door, I could never get used to his abilities.My heart already beats faster when I saw the succubus wrapping her arm around his naked shoulder when I entered his chamber."That will be all Basilea."The succubus was off from his lap at that exact moment.You're seriously willing to give up your mate's memory for this sexually starved being? My wolf suddenly appeared and made my blo
"Arkael, we really need to get out of bed or you're going to be drain again and we would never leave this hell.""Mmmhh...that is not such a bad idea. We could lounge all day and make love and....""How about your King's duties once you decide to reside back here? Not to mention the scheduled war, the training for the soldiers, the constant nagging from the unsatisfied beings...don't say you love them more than lounging on earth and do nothing but carved all day and do me all night?""Damn...you make a very good point, okay I'm up were meeting Ranulf and Rain soonest and settle your elder stuff."She slithered her hand around my shoulder, as I take her away from the bed along with me. We dipped in the royal bath for another steamy make-out session then get dressed. She was still not used to the vast emptiness of the bath, but I proved her otherwise. Every time."You two lovebirds
Maven was by his side moments later, he was busy with his balms and ointments. Shani was helping him with the ingredients, while Rain was pacing himself back and forth. His eyes kept on changing colors.Shani looked at me watching the changes in Rain, then she explained to me."His wolf is struggling from the inside, the red color eyes are his wolf's. He wants to resurface, but Rain is not letting him. He must've felt that it was his wolf's fault that Ranulf was hurt." She looked at him sadly."He could combust he kept on resisting his wolf...maybe I should..." She said as she walks towards Rain and hugged him, he was finally teary. Then moments later he was growling when he was finally turning, and let his wolf surfaced.Maven kept working on Ranulf's wound, and not the very least affected by the very large wolf who gets onto his bed and snuggled up to his healthy side.It kept on voicing
Four years later"Oh my god, Arkael! I swear that kid of yours is going to be the death of me." Shani sighed exaggeratedly while still holding on to her scissors."Baby, he's your kid too. He even has your freckles." I said while quickly peck her freckled cheeks."Audric my boy, sit and stop running around. Let your mom cut your hair.""I DON'T WANT TO! it's going to hurt. Daaad....save me!" he was whining and screaming at the same time. His little chubby hands sprawled out to me, trying to get me to pick him up.I couldn't help myself and finally let out laughter, which makes my dearest beautiful wife pouted equally adorable."Both of you are equally killing me with your cuteness. Come here..."I picked up my little guy with one hand and pulled my feisty mate for a kiss with the other."Eeeew....gross. Down...put me DOWN!
"Arkael, I'm not feeling so good." She snuggled in closer to me.It had been a week since her last encounter with the demon crawler and she was still recuperating too slow. Her wounds were gone, not even a scar to remind her of but she was still sleepy all the time, and she started vomiting since early this morning."Let me get Maven for you okay? Do you want Sabina or maybe Rain?""You...I want you, just...oh god..." then I gave her the bowl to throw up. Sabina was by her side moments later, giving her a drink to take away the foul taste in her mouth."My king, Maven would like to speak to you if you have the time. Let me ease her nausea...may I?" she looked at me then to Shani.She nodded then smile at me when her nausea was taken away by the simple touch of Sabina's hand."I'm good love, go...Sabina will keep me company while we gossip about Savaric and Basilea."
Shani's POVI was back at Maven's for a day of summoning demons back to hell. I sighed as I feel the need to get the whole thing over and done with."My queen, I've located several and master Rain had discovered the rest..."I looked up at Maven then scanned the surroundings, and yelp when I saw Rain standing with his book smiling at me."Oh my God, I've missed you so fucking much!!" I hugged him as he lifts me up and squeezes me with his all, his eyes switch as his wolf greeted me. I grinned after kissing his cheek and ruffled his hair."Okay...what did I tell you about my hair." He chuckled then let me get back down to my feet."Awww... welcome back and I missed you wolfie!" I hugged him one more time before Maven cleared his throat, to remind us that he was present."Okay six more demons, let's do this!" I was back to my serious side an
She joined me to the bed taking both of the nymphs with her. Then she let Sabina get on top of me and touch my temple, while Muriel was behind her giving small kisses to her shoulder. It was like Muriel was giving her the support that she needed.Then it hit me, the first wave of her sadness. I know that Sabina had the power to absorbs other being's inner feelings. But I didn't know that she could release the feeling back onto others.The desperation, the broken heart, the helplessness, the deep sadness, and eventually the unwillingness to live without me. My heart breaks for her and I finally shed a tear.Shani moved closer to me then kiss my tear away. "I love you, my king, always." She kissed me softly for the longest time. I could feel Sabina getting up, then Muriel joined her. Both of them slowly walked away from the bed, and finally, leave us alone.We were both engulfed with the fe
She was really angry with me, she had spent her mornings and afternoons these past two days with Maven with an excuse that she needs to get everything done and let me heal.She would cuddle up with me at the end of the day giving me her strength, but I could tell that she was not giving her all."Your healing process is going too slow my king." Maven said as he was checking my back injury."You think?! Look...is she done yet with those demons? I really need to settle this back on earth. She's not being herself here."I was upset with Maven, obviously for putting me in the position. I understand that it was needed but it was still irritating for me.It was hours later when I finally had the extra patience to deal with her. I didn't want both of us to snap when we argue, I know exactly how she could be very passionate about her arguments. I needed to be calm and settle this once and for all.
Shani's POV"Savaric! What the hell happened to him?" my vision was getting blurry, I was suffocating.No no, no no....he promised me! His handsome face was very pale, his back shield was broken and mashed badly. I wouldn't have to imagine what kind of damage caused to his back, his spine...oh my god, will he be able to walk or even sit again?I didn't have the strength to stand up anymore and was about to fall if Sabina was not there to support me."My queen, please...let me help you. Maven sent me to usher you to king Arkael's chamber...""Warrior Savaric, please follow me Muriel and Maven are already there." She said as she sees Savaric by his side.Sabina helped me to Arkael's chamber, she was by my side and was giving me more strength. But I was losing hope already, I could only watch as they were all busy stripping
One more day.I was getting antsy, and she was starting to realize it.We were lying in bed ready to end the day. I was spooning her, trying to keep my feelings under control."Arkael?""I'm good Shani, it's just that we've been here too long already. And I can't wait to get back up." I started kissing her neck and pulling her close to me.What if everything goes wrong tomorrow? I don't want her to shed a tear for me. I don't ever want her to be sad."No something is wrong, I could feel it." She said looking into my eyes."Just the war, it's alerted to me, and with Ranulf still in recuperation, I'm doubting myself. Look...why don't...you...take my mind off of it?" I started kissing her with each pause, and kiss her deeper at the end of my explanation.It wasn't a total lie, there was going to be a war tomorrow. But it was
Maven was by his side moments later, he was busy with his balms and ointments. Shani was helping him with the ingredients, while Rain was pacing himself back and forth. His eyes kept on changing colors.Shani looked at me watching the changes in Rain, then she explained to me."His wolf is struggling from the inside, the red color eyes are his wolf's. He wants to resurface, but Rain is not letting him. He must've felt that it was his wolf's fault that Ranulf was hurt." She looked at him sadly."He could combust he kept on resisting his wolf...maybe I should..." She said as she walks towards Rain and hugged him, he was finally teary. Then moments later he was growling when he was finally turning, and let his wolf surfaced.Maven kept working on Ranulf's wound, and not the very least affected by the very large wolf who gets onto his bed and snuggled up to his healthy side.It kept on voicing
"Arkael, we really need to get out of bed or you're going to be drain again and we would never leave this hell.""Mmmhh...that is not such a bad idea. We could lounge all day and make love and....""How about your King's duties once you decide to reside back here? Not to mention the scheduled war, the training for the soldiers, the constant nagging from the unsatisfied beings...don't say you love them more than lounging on earth and do nothing but carved all day and do me all night?""Damn...you make a very good point, okay I'm up were meeting Ranulf and Rain soonest and settle your elder stuff."She slithered her hand around my shoulder, as I take her away from the bed along with me. We dipped in the royal bath for another steamy make-out session then get dressed. She was still not used to the vast emptiness of the bath, but I proved her otherwise. Every time."You two lovebirds