( Lexi's pov) I want him, I know I want him but I fucked up big time, Universe.I am sure I hurt Ros so badly that he doesn't even look at me for more than a minute. It's like I am the one who is deprived of his attention now.I never knew I was gonna be the one to beg for it as I did a week ago when he captured my lips with his own. He tasted so good, I have never in my life would have thought I would get a gentleman like him as my mate. I was feeling all these emotions, and I got overwhelmed. I do trust him, I just don't wanna go with what my heart wants right now. I know I am a mess and I don't really deserve him. I can't bring myself to talk about it with him after how I practically pushed him away by rejecting him so harshly just because I got suddenly flustered and anxious. Ros has been working hard by arranging everything, the past few days making sure that I get to have a comfortable time in the human world.I am not that nervous about stepping outside my comfort zone, in
( Lexi's pov) They all were encouraging me. For a minute I take pause and my gaze falls on Ros. Seeing him with my favourite flower orchids made my heart flip. He is wearing a baby blue shirt with dark blue denim jeans. He looks more human today and I wasn't really gonna complain.I mean he is gorgeous anyway. But seeing him style his clothes like this is making my heart beat faster. I am shaken by my thoughts by Travis's vigorous efforts of shaking my shoulders. I make a low screeching sound, "I see what you got there? A hot fuckable man huh," Travis bounces his left eyebrow, I knew he was gonna be playful about Ros.I sigh while a genuine smile takes place on my face," well you are talking about my mate you know, Lexi Marron's mate. He has got to be Hot Hot," I broke into a grin with Travis. " you'll be fine Lexi, just stop resisting. Sometimes all you need to do is let go of control baby," Travis says while holding my hand. Gosh, my heart feels the warmth of their love. "I w
(Lexi's Pov)My food has finally gotten cold, why? Because of feeding this kid who is not only driving but playing Taylor Swift's songs on the radio and singing along with them. Although I am not sure which song. But when Ros takes a bite again, he certainly tries to bite my fingers along with the food, this playful bitch."So, you only listen to Taylor? No other artist has ever intrigued your interest?" I ask finally taking a bite of my food. " ohh well yeah kind off but it's not that I don't listen to other artists, you know the weekend is awesome too Taylor is just a genius artist," I nod my head listening to Ros. " Wait how do you? I mean you listen to music, real human artists? ," he questions me with uncertainty reflecting in his eyes. I scoff, "what did you think I was not capable of exploring things across the globe on my own?" And he cracks up again. Damnit, why do I even try to talk to him? I internally groan, Ughhh this bitch." Oh god, I am sorry lex, it's just fasc
(Lexi's Pov)I open the door of the car and try to get out of the car but Ros holds my arm," Lex wait up," he pauses to collect his thoughts and stares at my face like he is thinking about something serious.Ros heaves a big sigh," I am going to buy whatever food you want to have, also we can explore the whole City and try every type of food but only if you behave, no growling, no biting, and no turning into wolfie in front of any human," I wanted to jump up and down in excitement of exploring the whole town just for food like I always imagined, but jumping seemed a bit too my foe my head.so, I embrace Ros in an airtight hug. My smile grew bigger, "thank you," I whisper and he holds me tighter. Something shifted within me at that moment. I wanted to feel him against me like this but more like skin to skin. His chest muscles tense against my own. I realised what I did. I jerk back so suddenly that my head hits the car roof and I hiss loudly holding my head."ah fuck, you okay ?" Ro
(Lexi's pov ) Ros is happy with them, his aunt and uncle. Although I know they are not his real relatives but it looks like a real family when he is with them. I Could tell by the way he treats them. And This warmth, he was missing out on all this because helping me and staying with my pack members? He could have left us after saving my life and come back to his world, here. But he stayed, with me. Does he really care about me? because I am his mate? I like him I really do but I never wanted this because of that mate shit, I wanted to be someone's choice not just bonded by destiny. I sigh. I turn back to Aunt," I don't doubt it, aunt. we are good friends now, after all of course he cares, and I do too," I say taking a sip from my cup. "oh Sweety, no doubt you are so dense. It's okay I was like this too, at a young age. You'll know with time," she chuckles and playfully pats my back.what? why the heck everyone is so into talking cryptically. is it like a new trend or something? or
(Ros's pov) My smile grows wider, " The keys are under the doormat," I shout giggling. God, I love her so much who could have thought an alpha female would be so fucking innocent and cute."what the fuck is that supposed to mean," Lexi has been following me through the whole house in short freaking out about going to the same college as mine." Lex, it's just a normal college," I roll my eyes, setting blankets on the sofa and changing the bedsheet of the bed. "I know but you are asking me to join a 'human' college, Mr. Miller, "I raise my eyebrows on hearing my surname. Using my surname now, angry? " How do you know I won't I did with your aunt today or a few years back with your humans," My humans? god she is so fierce yet so caring for someone she didn't even know, how could I think she could hurt anyone? she will never ever hurt anyone, " lex, you won't know until you try. you didn't even talk to humans like ever until you met aunt Marine and uncle today. and you did you so well
(Lexi's Pov)The night was long, spent tossing and turning. Not that I couldn't sleep but because I didn't want to sleep. I was having wet dreams about this sexy motherfucking Ros miller. why? Well, for obvious reasons, one he is that one sexy hot, nah smoking hot motherfucker but also because I was sleeping in his room yesterday last night I mean I am still lying in the same room but that's not the point. The point is that his scent is everywhere, on the pillow, the curtains, the bathroom, the blanket, and the bedsheets. Oh god, probably my clothes too smell like his since they are in his wardrobe. And Oh my, I haven't really felt this addicted to anything in a long run, like I am addicted to his scent.Fuck I would have sniffed his scent off of pillows like the millionth time, oh by the way I am still sniffing it. Ugh, I am so frustrated by my own behavior. I have never been like this. when I look at the clock on the nightstand, I wanted to scream, its 1'o clock noon! I remembe
(Lexi's Pov) I don't care how complicated this shit is, him and I but it feels way too nice to be here, especially with Ros. We are on the street walking slowly along with each other," Um Roshy, What is this place?" I look at the map in my hands wryly." It is Seattle, lex" Ros chuckles.okay! this place seems nice and peaceful. Ultimately, Ros made a bucket list for all the places I could, I mean we could visit. So, we decided we will visit one place in one day. The next day we will visit another place. "So, where are we going today, buddy?" I ask looking at the people passing by us.A dog's woof startles me. When I look around I find a small pug barking at me, who is held by a young lady in her late 20s maybe. I furrow my brows," stop scaring my dog!" the lady says restraining her dog to move toward me. " What? me !?" I point my index finger at myself. " Roshy is that dog barking at me?" I whisper to Ros and he nods his head giving me a teasing smile. What the fuck? The furro
I stretch my hand and trace his abs under his shirt, and a shiver runs down his body as my hands reach his sharp V abdomen. But Ros holds my hands sensing my thoughts and smiles at me softly. "no angel, this was all about you, worshipping and pleasing you. You should get some rest because you don't wanna miss your meeting with Mrs Johnson," he tugs a strand of hair against my face while I groan with frustration."You are one heck of a grumpy and boring man Rosalin," I throw myself on my back on the bed. While I covered my eyes hiding how flustered I was. My heart melts at his efforts to make me feel safe and loved. He responds by intertwining our hands and then he bends down to kiss me deeply one last time before leaving, but not before whispering"Goodnight angel," against my lips.I wake up to my phone's alarm instead of snoozing it like usual. I smell like Ros, god damn flashback of last night comes to me. All cold was replaced by heat within me.The bed I was lying on was cold
The moment I thought he was going to kill me with his teasingly slow pace, God Ros just dived right into my throbbing pussy like a hungry man, and like the good girl I am, I fucking moaned.Never in my life, would I have thought I would be lying down under a man, under his dominance. Because I didn’t know that any man could ever get this submissive side out of me.Hell, hell I didn’t know any man was capable of making me wetter from the inside while he was wetting my whole pussy with his tongue, I tasted myself not so long ago.And god, nor did I ever think a man’s tongue could make me arch and ache for more, while my throat will be busy screaming his fucking name. I grab the damn bed sheet under me when he grabs my hips with his arms firmly while his tongue goes in and out of my tight hole,” Fuck, it feels so good,” Ros chuckles sending vibrations to my core, which only causes more pleasure. "remove the blindfold I wanna see you please," I whisper desperately and he does what I ask f
" No need to tense up so much honey, this is nothing compared to the scenario where I will ride you passionately," I whisper seductively where as Ros looks at me with complete lust and thirst." oh love, how contently, I would have loved to see you do so but," he lifts my body and settles me on his lap, my hands wrapped around his neck and my legs instantly locking around his torso," tonight is all about devouring," he kisses me softly sending tiny tingles to my whole body," you."There is something so mysterious about this man, don't get me wrong because I hate mysteries, but God damnit, he appears so sexy and hot to me. like I could drown in him, into the ocean of his eyes, let him take control of me completely.Ros rolls his tongue around mine roughly, making me moan loudly, that was unexpected "mmhmm," I try to say something, even though I don't know exactly what but I was craving him badly." alright stop moving and be a good girl. lie down on your back," I must have been moving
"you like this way too much, don't you Angel?" Ros chuckles darkly but I am too hazed to react right now. "Fuck baby, you are so freakin wet for me," Ros growls as I roll my eyes. His finger circles around my hole teasing and building up frustration in me again. I start to grind against his fingers to add some friction causing my body to move against Ros's already hot cock, rubbing it in the motion. " ah shit," Ros moans so low that nothing ever sounded so deliciously good before this, to me. while my mouth is wide open due to his fingers rubbing against my clit now. Both our bodies moved in sync, in lust and his tender touch on my pussy made me feel so hot. That I would probably burn to ashes soon. That's the feeling I was scared to realize, that I might actually have something for Ros. Although right now, he wasn't really a stranger to me like before. I was still scared of the idea of giving myself to someone or opening my heart, myself to someone.But this was Ros we are talki
(Lexi's pov)By the view of everything in and out, between me and Ros. I now knew I had a way to keep him under my control if I wanted to, in a good way ladies! Okay! You know what I mean right? I was bubbly from the inside yet super frustrated from the sexual tension that had been wandering in me since the moment I started living with this man. I shut the car engine and Ros finally looks at the house in front of our car then slowly realization hits him that we have reached home. This hot man today is way too silent for my liking. He slowly unbuckled himself from his car seatbelt and gets out of the car. Has this man lost all his senses or what? The house keys are in the car right in front of me, on the deck, and look at him walking like a dead man without an aim. I sigh and take the car keys from the car deck and close the car door behind me. He doesn't say a word, just watches me open the entrance door, and then walks inside first. Making me question myself, was I too hard o
(Lexi's pov) " i-i," I bite my lips because something in me was compelled to believe him but my mind was resisting. " baby," he says in so fucking soft tone, and my heart swells double size. His calling me names doesn't even let me think straight. God, I am going crazy.I look at him, not knowing what I was seeking in the first place. if I went to him tonight I would lose myself in him, lose control. The air was so fucking hot tonight, but I was more desperate to have him all by myself. Then would he get to think about other hoes? fucking no." Who is she?" although it was just a pronoun, it was fucking burning on my tongue. Never knew I was capable of being this jealous and bitter." no one," he speaks looking at me with resilience. " you want me to believe you," I laugh, mocking him. " what does all of this even means to you, Ros? a joke?" I wanted to slap him I was so fucking angry." you do shit and then you treat me like a fucking queen, what mind games are you playing wit
"you are not going anywhere. Okay, Angel?," he growls softly in my ears but I do not stop thrashing around. He holds my chest with his arm and his other arm snakes around my waist, " why are you doing this is me? What wrong did I do?" he smells alluring and comforting at the same time. My senses start to calm down because of being in his hold, cause of his touch. I grew more angry, " I said fucking let me go Ros Miller." There I said he fucking wanted me to acknowledge his existence, and that is exactly what I did. He was not the thing that was getting on my nerves right now, it was my own chain of thoughts that was disturbing me. It was because I had not claimed him as mine when the time was right so I was no one to snarl or get angry with whatever he did with his love life, whether he fucked or someone else. I was a fucking loser at that time. The worst thing is I couldn't do a single thing about it now. He shifts our bodies in completely different positions, so now he could lo
( Lexi's pov) I move downstairs to find someone to dance with. and I pause when I suddenly sense too many werewolves. God, this mother fucking place is filled with a lot of supernatural beings. I look through the crowd, to where Ros was sitting and he is staring at me. His one arm resting on the bar counter and his other hand was holding his drink glass. God is he drinking? why does he keeps on looking sexy every time I am trying to resist him? I start moving toward the dance floor, moving my body along with the beats of the music. seductive, and sexy were just mere descriptive words, that couldn't even resemble or equal to the beauty that Ros carried within him. I don't know if I was mad at him for getting himself a new woman or getting himself a woman who is not me. All bodies rubbing each other in sweat. while it was not much pleasant. I wanted to laugh in fact someone was ridding someone's ass, while someone was riding someone's dick, God but there was something sexy in the a
"What do you mean by that Ros?" I say folding my arms against my chest.Ros chuckles again and shakes his head," Angel I am not a kid. You have deliberately avoided seeing me since yesterday. Today as well you came to the home in the afternoon so that you won't have to deal with me," he moves a little closer to me. the moment Ros calls me 'angel' my heart melts. This is what I was dreading the most, he makes me weak in my knees. I take a step back. Ros furrows his brows," Princess?". God, no I am sure I heard loud and clear this time. everything in me becomes still for a moment, especially my heart. " Ros just," I breathe," I am okay. nothing is wrong I just need some space. and I am here to take some extra clothes for my stay in Glow's home. just for a few days," Ros's furrowed brows deepen. "What is wrong Princess?" Ros's voice is filled with too much worry, and my heart aches. " nothing. nothing is wrong. okay? just let it be Ros," and I move upstairs ignoring Ros's voice calli