Rachael's POVI rested my head on Justin's shoulders with our hands entwined, as we sat on the bare floor in my room.For a moment, we didn't speak. We just moved our fingers around, and I pecked him on the cheek at intervals."Are you in a relationship with Jake?" Justin asked, out of the blue, breaking the beautiful silence that we enjoyed for about five minutes."It's complicated," I answered, sighing. "Why is it complicated?" "Well, you already know why I chose Jake, but Jake doesn't know. And I feel so afraid to tell him the truth." "I should be glad that there's nothing between the both of you, but that's only from your point of view. You need to tell Jake the truth." Justin said, placing a kiss on my forehead.He was right, I do need to tell him. I can't drag it any longer. If I did… I would only be hurting Jake more. "I will, I will tell him, but for now, could we not talk about any other thing, and just let it be about us both?""Sure," he smiled, placing a kiss on my fo
Rachael's POV“So if I am to understand all that you have just said... that both of us are actually destined for each other. Like we are mates, and the mate bond that is between Jake, Jackson, Jared and I… is all fake?” Justin had gone to the priestess to find out how to break the oath we both had with the Alpha, and he had come back with an answer, and something more…"Yes.” He answered, nodding his head… his eyes letting me know how serious he was. “I am only mated to you?” I asked again. I don’t know… I just needed to be sure of the words getting to my ears. I mean— I know alpha Blackwood is a scheming bastard, but isn’t this too much? Playing with people's feelings, like he was some creator?“So… your father did this thinking he could prevent both of us falling in love with each other?” “Yes.”I scoffed, “I guess the jokes on him, because he ain’t no moon goddess.” Justin remained quiet. I guess he could see I felt angry, and didn’t want to say the wrong thing.I mean, all the
Rachael's POV"Thank you." I whispered, my hands around his neck, whiffing in his amazing scent. I felt calm. "You don't have to thank me. It is what I have to do." He murmured in reply, placing a kiss on my forehead. I sighed, "I wish I could really flaunt our relationship, in front of your father and Jessica." I grumbled, frowning. He chuckled, "I also wish to do that. I want to show him that what he had spent so much energy to prevent, is already happening." "Ha! I can already imagine the look on his face. His ears would turn red, and his head Ha! It would be like it wants to burst out of anger." I laughed, as the image popped in my head. "What? Are you saying your father looks like a pig ready to explode, whenever he is mad?" Justin laughed, shaking his head."Now... now you are the one... you are the one painting the bigger pic... picture." I managed to say, in between laughters. "You are so beautiful." You are beautiful.You are beautiful.You are beautiful.It was as if
Rachael's POVIn the smaller sitting room, I knelt beside Jessica's seat as she sat there to discuss with her wedding planner; a slender woman with long black hair.My knees ached a little, but there was nothing I could do about it. Slaves were always supposed to kneel, and not to sit or stand under such circumstances.Jessica paused a few times as they spoke, just to have a good look at me with a smile on her face. Surely, she was enjoying the sight, loving every bit of it.I had no business being there with her. I was supposed to be in the kitchen doing the dishes or in my room having a good rest, but no, she wouldn't let that happen. She just couldn't let me be.She went to the Alpha and shamelessly begged him (I won’t say she begged or did it shamelessly, more like ask… but my memories, my truth) to make me her personal servant.And of course, Alpha Blackwood is always in favor of my misery, so yeah, he graciously gave me to her."Where exactly would you love your wedding ceremony
Author's POV:"I love you." Justin whispered in his lover's ear, his fingers touching every part of her body, unraveling every curve. He groaned in annoyance, hating the price of clothing stopping him from grazing his fingers on her naked skin. He wanted more, he yearned for more.Racheal shivered at every touch, every tug— but it wasn't enough, somehow... she wanted this man inside of her, she wanted her nipples grazing against his manly chest. She yearned for more.She could feel his impatience through every silent groan, she could tell he needed her naked as much as she needed him, to be naked. His tongue plunged into her submissive mouth, exploring as much as he could, their teeth grazing against each other, causing a tingling sensation at the pit of their stomachs. It wasn't enough. He needed more, she needed more.Racheal's trembling fingers went underneath his shirt, her nervous fingers caressing his broad chest, her fingers nervously grazing past his erect nipples. Justin
Rachael's POVI stood in front of the bed, my eyes fixated on the wall in front of me. I didn't know what to say or do. I felt terrible. Absolutely terrible. What do I say?How do I explain this?Shit Orchid, I thought there were only two entrances to the bunker. Why is there a freaking hole in the wall, and how did Jake find it? Jake— Jake had remained silent since I sent Justin out of the bunker, so Jake and I could talk in complete privacy. Justin had tried to speak when Jake walked into the room, but I didn't think it would be a great idea, so I had pleaded with him to leave.Yet, now alone with him. I had no words, or literally didn't know how to say the words in my head. Jake has always been there for me, and yet... I deceived him. He must probably feel like a fool right now.Shit. What have I done?I had betrayed a man who loved me with every inch of his heart; a man who was willing to do anything just to see that I was happy. But I go on with this silence, I would rather
Rachael's POVI sat on a swing in an abandoned playground, gently moving back and forth on a swing, as I waited for Justin to arrive with whatever it was he had gone to get for us.Justin had taken me out on a date after my encounter with Jake. I know he only wants to lift my mood, but it's not working. I still remember the event of that day so clearly, it deeply troubles me.After that day, all I did was hide from Jake. I didn't want to see him or even bump into him unintentionally. I feel too guilty to look him in the eye, knowing there's no amount of sorry I would say to him would be enough to make up for what I did to him. The way he had looked at me that day... it was still very much etched in my mind. I can't bring myself to forget how broken he looked. I could feel his sincere love for me. I'd eventually stop hiding from him, but not now... I had rather run. After all, that's what I do best. "Missed me too much?" Justin walked toward me with a smile on his face, holding two
Rachael's POV"Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh—"Yeah, that was my best friend being his overdramatic self, once more.I had to keep the phone off my ear, afraid his piercing scream would cause my ear damage. "You fucking whore! You had sex with Justin! I mean, fucking Justin. Wow! I'm... I'm impressed." "So... my best-friend is no longer a virgin, you are now officially a dis-virgin bitch!""Will you stop with the shitty words." I groaned, regretting my life choices already, "and yeah... I guess we can say that. I am no longer a virgin." "Welcome to the club lady!" "I'm beginning to think that you are more excited about me having sex than I am." "Of course I am excited. I have been waiting for this day all my life, and now... I feel like a proud mother." “Really… a proud mother?” I laughed, rolling sideways on my little bed.“Yass girl!” He yelled, snapping his fingers sassily. “But wait. How about Jake? Have you told him?”“Uhm… about that, he found out.” I muttered.“He found ou