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|45: Heavy Hearts

Author: Jay Crawley
last update Last Updated: 2022-04-29 12:25:05
MIYAs POV…

Many days have passed since Beard sacrificed his life with the dagger of Eternal Death. Existence on Mahji has been difficult for everyone who has been affected by Beards' sudden and selfless act.

The palace has become increasingly silent. The walls feel as though they are closing in, and the tension is at an all-time high. Zion walks around with his head hanging low. His pain is evident on his face, and I can feel every emotion that engulfs him.

It's heavy, consuming, and suffocatingly thick in the air as it ruthlessly makes a point to cling to your lungs.

I don't know what to do or how to comfort him. He tells me every night before we close our eyes, and every morning when we open them that all he needs is time to come to terms with his older brothers' passing.

I understand that and respect his wishes. It's just that… I wish I had been able to do something more to save Beard. What is the point of being the most powerful and feared entity if you are unable to resurrect a v
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