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Mated To My Unwanted Alpha Unlike Alpha kai
Chapter 95New dawn PackAlexa's POVI inhale deeply, waking up from my slumber. I try to move my legs, but I wince when I feel a sore ache between my thighs. I notice I'm laying on something hard or is it someone, because I can feel his chest rise and down and his breath on my face. I gently looked up to see him sleeping peacefully.He does not look like an intimidating Alpha when he sleeps. He looks…serene. His long lashes frame his cheeks and his soft lips. I remember what those lips of his did to my body last night. His hair is messy. The same hair I had tangled up my finger in…“Good morning,” his deep husky voice rumbles, vibrating in my chest. I stared at him in shock. Has he been awake all this while?“Are you done staring at me?” he asks, and I quickly turn my back towards him, embarrassed. He chuckles.“Are you feeling okay?” he asks in a concerned voice. He must be inquiring about last night.“I guess,” I mutter. I gasp when he suddenly pulls my back towards him. We were st
Mated To My Unwanted Alpha Back to reality
Chapter 96Alexa's POV“We will miss you, Aunt Alexa," the twin clutched my legs tightly, not willing to let go. They've finished painting the portrait of us and it's beautiful. Our carriage is here, and it's time for us to go back to the crescent pack. I crouch to their height.“I will miss you too. Be good children and don't bicker, okay?” I said, patting their head lovingly.“Mason is always picking a fight with me, not the other way around,” Manie replies, and the bickering starts once again. I chuckle remembering how my brother and I used to bicker as well. Soon enough, they hold hands, chatting and laughing together, completely forgetting that they were arguing just a while ago. Deren comes to stand beside me.“You've got a really beautiful family,” I said, watching the twins with a smile on my face.“I know, I would not wish for anything more,” he answers. I could see the happy and contented look on his face.“I wish the same for you and Kai, he adores you,” he said, and the s
Mated To My Unwanted Alpha Something is not right
Chapter 97Alpha Kai's POVHearing her call our moments together, her 'duties' makes my heart clench painfully. I don't know why, that was why I could not respond when she asked me if it meant anything more. I don't what exactly it meant, but I do know that it meant more than just performing my duty to her as her husband.Was Deren right? I have no idea. The only way to figure out my feelings for her is to get to know her better and spend more time with her.“Why do you want me to move into your chambers all of a sudden?” she asks.“Because I want to get closer to you,” I reply confidently.“Why would you want that?” she inquires curiously.“Kai, you are back,” Amelie happily runs towards me before I could reply.“Seems like you still have a wife to deal with,” she mutters, removing her hand from my clasp and walking away. I sigh out of frustration, turning to look at Amelie angrily. She hugs me tightly, clasping her hands behind me. She moves upward, trying to kiss me, but I pry her
Mated To My Unwanted Alpha Realizing his true feelings
Chapter 98Alpha Kai's POVIt's been two days since Alexa and I arrived. I've been so busy with the war preparations that I didn't have the time to go see her.“Alpha, you look tired. Do you want a massage?” Alexa asks sweetly. Her scent covers my nostrils and clouds my sense of reasoning. I stared at her with a smile on my face. “Alpha? Alpha?” she calls me. I frown. Why does it not sound like her voice anymore?“Alpha, do you want me to prepare your bath?” I snap out of reverie and stare at the maid in front of me in shock.“Where is she?” I mutter, glancing around my chambers.“Where is who Alpha?” the maid asks, sounding confused.“She was right here,” I reply, still glancing around and trying to find her.“I'm the only one here, Alpha. I met you in here alone,” she answers. Was I hallucinating again? I've been seeing her everywhere for the past two days now. It's beginning to drive me crazy.“You may leave,” I dismissed the maid. She bows and leaves. I walk into the bathroom and
Mated To My Unwanted Alpha Who are you?
Chapter 99Alpha Kai's POVI definitely deserved that slap.“I'm sorry. I was being disrespectful. I didn't mean it,” I plead.“You can take your apology and get the hell out of my room,” she utters angrily.“Just calm down. You are angry, and you don't mean what you are saying. Even though I don't understand why you are angry….,”“You don't understand why I'm angry?” she inquires in disbelief.“Yes, I don't understand what is going in here right now. Why are you so mad?” I ask.“Are you just plain stupid or dumb?” she asks.“Excuse me?” I reply surprised.“You heard me. You have the audacity to stand in front of me and tell me you don't understand why I'm angry? Well, I will tell you. If you have amnesia, I will be glad to refresh your memories. Take a seat because this might go on all night,” she said, gently, sitting on the bed with her legs crossed.I stare at her, unmoving. This is a side of her I've never witnessed before, and to say it is shocking is an understatement.“Why don
Mated To My Unwanted Alpha Love triangle
Chapter 100Ace's POV“Bring me another bottle of wine,” I order the maid in front of me.“Yes beta,” she said and scurries out of my chambers.This has been my life ever since I stopped talking to Alexa. Wine, sleep, work. More wine, less sleep, more work. The circle has been repeating for as long as I can remember. I was lying and completely fooling myself when I said I could live without her. It hasn't even been a month, and I'm feeling so miserable.Did she cast a love spell on me or something? I can't seem to comprehend why I would love her so much to the extent that I can't think or function properly without her near me.I miss her. I miss her presence, her laughter, her scent, and her voice. I miss every single thing about her. When she left the pack, the pain of her absence was unbearable. This won't do. I have to go and see her immediately.“Beta, here's your wine,” the maid said as she walks in with a keg of wine.“Take it away, I don't want it anymore. I'm going to see some
Mated To My Unwanted Alpha You can't push me around anymore
Chapter 101Alexa's POV“Don't cry, Don't cry, Don't cry,” I chant as I furiously wipe away the tears that are falling freely down my cheeks. I promised myself I won't ever cry in front of the Alpha ever again. I won't cry because of him. But these stupid tears won't just stop falling. “I love you,” I chuckle humorlessly when I remember his words. Love? Does he know what that word means? He has shown me nothing but hatred ever since I came into this pack, and now all of a sudden, he loves me. What did he think? That I will happily run into his outstretched arms? What a joke!I was good. I know I was good. I showed everyone kindness and love, but what did I get in return? Betrayal, pain, sadness, hurt, and more pain. I'm done being nice. I'm done worrying about other people's feelings apart from my own.It's good he said he was going to help me take my revenge. That's all I want from him. I don't want his love. The time I wanted his affection and acknowledgment has now passed. The onl
Mated To My Unwanted Alpha Advice for a friend
Chapter 102Alpha Kai's POV“Alpha, there are some files you need to sign, and we still haven't discussed the…,”“I'm not in the mood. Leave,” I mutter with my eyes closed, leaning on my chair.“But, we have to discuss the war. They might attack….,”“I said I am not in the mood. Can't I have a break?” I said as I suddenly sat up, my fists meeting with my desk. The chief looks up from the files he is holding in shock. “Pardon me, but is something wrong? You've never refused issues regarding the pack before,” he said, sitting on the chair in front of me with a worried look on his face.I sigh, running my hand through my hair.“I'm exhausted. I don't think I'm in the right frame of mind to discuss anything regarding war,” I reply.“What happened? Is something wrong?” he asks curiously. I entwine my hands and placed them below my chin, using my elbows as support on the table. “Is it something I can help with?” he inquires incredulously.I stare at him intently with a blank expression on
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Mated To My Unwanted Alpha A sad tale
EpilogueOnce there was a prosperous and flourishing pack led by two brothers. Brothers were so powerful that they were feared and envied by many. Envy, jealousy, and betrayal got in between these two brothers that they both died, leaving this once thriving and envied pack in nothing but utter darkness.Alexa watches with cold and determined eyes as Ace's blood slowly drains out of his body and he breathed his last. She falls on the bed, mentally exhausted as she stares at her bloody and trembling hands. She takes a look at his limp and unmoving body. The amount of damage he had done to her and the sins he had committed against her in the name of love was just too much. She felt like a shackled slave whenever she was with him. His love was obsessive and toxic, Draining her of every ounce of strength she once had. She had no peace of mind, whenever she slept, she would keep getting haunted by the faces of everyone he had killed because of her.She fought as best as she could to get a
Mated To My Unwanted Alpha Birth and death
Chapter 126Ace's POVAlexa's painful screams echoed across the corridor. I paced around, running my hands through my hair out of frustration. Alexa has been in labor for the past one hour. I had brought the best midwives from different packs hoping that would help her deliver faster and easier, but her cries and screams told me otherwise.A midwife runs out of the room with her hands covered in blood. I started to panic out of fear.“Alpha, we need more hot water and towels,” she said hurriedly. I quickly turn around to the maids behind me.“You heard what she said, get it right away!” I bark at them and they scurry away. The midwife tries to go back in, but I step in front of her.“What is going on? Is she okay?” I asked worriedly.“We can't say for now Alpha, the matter is complicated, but we will try our best to make sure the mother and child are okay,” she said.“Ahhhhhhhh!” Alexa screams out in pain again. “Let me in. I want to see her,” I said to her. She shakes her head.“I'm
Mated To My Unwanted Alpha A cold-blooded monster
Chapter 125Alexa's POVEight months laterI sit close to the window, staring into space as I gently rub my now obvious baby bump. My life passed by like a blur, so much time has passed, yet I feel like I'm still stuck in the same place. This is my life now, a life full of misery and pain.I wipe the tears that are falling down my cheeks with my hands as I sniffle. I can't remember the last time I smiled or laughed. To me, laughing is a luxury I just can't afford anymore. And it's not just me, everyone in the pack house moves around like living corpses. The pack house is now nothing but a shadow of its former self. We are all just pushing and fighting our way forward. There's something missing- a huge gap in everyone's heart that I'm not sure can be filled any longer. His name is still on the lips of everyone, but nobody dared to say it out loud for fear of what might happen to them.When I walk in the corridor, nobody dared to look at me or talk to me anymore for fear of incurring Ac
Mated To My Unwanted Alpha A dream come true
Chapter 124Two years later,Ace's POVTerror, dread, and fearThat is all I could see in the faces and actions of the pack members I met on the corridor. They all bow their heads, shivering from fright, as I walk down the corridor. The sound of my heels clicking on the floor as I walk is the only sound that can be heard. My expression is cold, hard, and stoic as I walk. They didn't dare raise their faces to meet mine.It's been two years since I helped Alexa take back her pack from her uncle, yet she hasn't spoken much to me since then. I thought that would make her happy and clear up all these misunderstandings between us, but it turned out to be the exact opposite.She's now a shadow of her former self. She doesn't speak or eat much anymore. She just stays in our chambers and cries all day. I tried everything to make her happy. I bought her a gift, and I took her out. I did everything, but she still does not look happy.But it's fine. As long as she's with me, we will be fine togeth
Mated To My Unwanted Alpha Vengeance and reunion
Chapter 123Alexa's POVStaring back at the house that has given me so many memories. I don't know what to feel or how to react. Memories edged deep within me that I will never be able to forget. Greywood pack house. The place where I was born and raised. A place filled with love, laughter, pain, misery and the worst of all- betrayal. "Shall we?" Ace asks trying to take my hand. I grab my dress instead and walk away from him towards the house. He follows behind me with his guards. We all walk in and waited in the living room. My hands gently touch the sofa and the walls. I hardly recognize this place, it looks totally different from how it used to be. Uncle Gaius had totally changed the whole place."Alpha Ace," I hear the voice of the man that his betrayal is deeply rooted within me. The start of my miseries and misfortunes."And who might this young lady be?" he asks. My back is turned towards him so he could not see my face."Nice renovation uncle," I said turning towards him. His
Mated To My Unwanted Alpha Trying to make her happy
Chapter 122Ace's POVIt is dark in my office, and that is what I want—darkness. I revel in it. I find it soothing. It held nothing, just silence and the occasional swirling of my glass. Closing my eyes, I lean back into my chair with a sigh.Immediately, the face of my love flashes before my eyes, and a smile tugs at my lips."Alexa, my sweet Lexa," I mumble, feeling so happy. I won, and she is officially mine now in every sense. Her body, her soul, and her heart Everything belongs to me now.I never thought I could love someone to this extent and get married someday. I always thought I would live my life with one purpose: pleasure. But then Alexa came along and turned my world and everything I believed in upside down. I feel complete whenever I'm around her.I don't feel remorse, guilt, or empathy for any reason. I don't regret any single thing I've done or how I did it to get where I am today. I and Alexa are going to live together forever as a family, and anyone who tries to get i
Mated To My Unwanted Alpha An obsessive love
Chapter 121Alexa's POV“I will never be your Luna, no matter what you do to me. I am a free person and I have the right to make my own decisions. I will never accept this!” I shriek expecting him to yell or scream at me but to my horror, he bursts into a fit of laughter. I gazed at him skeptically, wondering if he didn't hear me very well.“My sweet sweet Lexa,” he smiles, cupping my chin. “You became mine, the second I laid my eyes on you. You don't know how elated I felt when I saw you for the first time standing in the garden as the wind whipped your hair around. My fingers twitched to run my hands through your hair,” he asserts, touching my hair. I swat his hand away.“Do not touch me or else…,” I threaten, my eyes blazing with fury.“I fucking love the fire burning like embers in your hazel eyes right now,” he smirks, coming within close proximity to me. Before I could move, he pulls me closer to him and whispers in my ear, “I can't wait for every part of you to become mine comp
Mated To My Unwanted Alpha Friends to foes
Chapter 120Alexa's POV“You know me very well, Ace, and I will never side with you,” the Chief replies angrily.Ace lets out a bone-chilling, creepy laugh. “I knew you would say that, and you are far too useful to end up dead. I won't kill you, but by the time I'm done with you, you will pray for death instead,” he threatens.“What is that supposed to mean?” the Chief asks incredulously.“Carol and Leon. Maybe I should go play with them a bit. What do you think?” he asks, tilting his head thoughtfully. The Chief's face fell.“You are going to use my family as leverage just to make sure I agree to your demands?” he mutters in disbelief.“You left me no other choice. Either you accept to continue being the Chief and your family lives, or you reject, your family dies, and you will continue being Chief,” he shrugs nonchalantly.“You are a psychopath!” he utters with disdain.“I hear that often. So, what is it going to be? Answer me quickly. I don't have all day,” he said impatiently. I
Mated To My Unwanted Alpha New developments
Chapter 119Alexa's POV“A…alpha who?” I stutter nervously.“Alpha Ace,” she repeats.“How? Since when?” I croak out, confused. The last time I remembered, I was on the battlefield. How did I get here and when did Ace become the new Alpha?She stares at my confused state, pitifully.“He was crowned a week ago, while you were unconscious,” she said.I gulped and forced myself to ask the question I'd been dreading the answer to since I woke up. “W…hat about Alpha Kai?” I ask, holding my breath in anticipation. Please tell me that he is alive, and I was just having a bad dream.She sighs. “Alpha Kai died on the battlefield. He has been buried,” she replies. I grip my dress tightly, letting out a shaky breath that I've been holding. My throat clogs and throbs painfully as reality dawns on me. My eyes brim with tears. “He's dead. He's really gone forever,” I mumble as I burst into tears. I can literally see my life crashing before me like a pack of cards. I placed my head on my thighs and
