Chapter 5
Alexa's POV
I flinched when the Alpha left angrily and slammed the door behind him. The scenes from the previous night came rushing to my mind as tears fell uncontrollably from my eyes. I felt used and rejected. The spot between my legs felt sore, and my limbs shake uncontrollably, but I managed to stand up and walk to the bathroom.
I noticed the bathroom was colossal, ensuite with a walk-in closet, white, and gray theme perfectly suitable for an Alpha. My eyes darted to the giant mirror on the right side of the wall, my reflection stared back at me. I look horrible, my hair is disheveled, my cheeks and eyes are swollen due to crying, and my eyes look almost lifeless. I cried harder, tears streaming down my face like a river as I tried to comprehend the situation I was in.
I lied to an Alpha who I was mated to about my wolfless state, and now he's furious. How did I even come to marry him?, Why am I mated to him? From what I can tell, he's too dominant, forceful, and harsh. He didn't have the criteria I want in a mate. Our worlds are just too far apart, he lacked any sense of empathy.
All I wanted was to be mated to somebody that I love and who loves me for who I am, but not only did that not happen, I am mated to an Alpha who saw me as a disgrace and disappointment. Not only did he look as if he wanted to kill me, but he also looked at me like I was nothing, weak, worthless, and useless. All this pain, everything happening to me, is all because of my uncle. How can people be so wicked and evil?
When my parents were still alive, they treated him so well as part of the family, he was my father's, right-hand man. I trusted him and involved him in almost everything concerned with Grey wood pack. My uncle Gaius treated me and my brother Axel like we were his family, he showed us love and care.
But Alas! It was all a facade to hide his cruel and evil intentions. Immediately after my parents died, he began to show his true colors. I had thought that I would be the one to take over the throne and be the next Alpha of the Grey wood pack but how wrong I was, I never knew that while my father was still the Alpha, uncle Gaius had eyes for the throne and also wanted to be the Alpha of Grey wood pack.
At first, they would rather not make me Alpha because I am a female. I had always thought that my gender was not a problem since I was the first child of my parents, the Alpha, and Luna of the Grey wood pack and according to the rules, I would definitely be the next Alpha of my pack. When they knew they had no choice but to make me the female Alpha of my pack, they had to use the fact that my wolf was not active yet, and I was weak and would not be able to lead the pack.
I was always sad and disheartened about the fact that at twenty-three my wolf was still not active despite being born by two powerful werewolves and leaders. My uncle Gaius used that painful and sad part of my life to discredit me from being the next female Alpha. As if that were not enough, he made my only brother, who loved me so much, turn against me. I felt so hurt when I saw my brother look at me with emotionless eyes. The thought of my brother being used against me brought tears to my eyes again.
All this misfortune that has happened in my life until now, including meeting my mate that has deemed me useless, is all because of uncle Gaius. If I had been made the rightful Alpha and had remained in the Grey wood pack, then all this would not have happened. They will all pay for this, I will overcome this and go back for my brother, I won't let them win nor break my spirit, I promised myself as I stared at my reflection and wiped my tears.
I turned on the shower and I jumped in surprise when the cold water hit my skin. I let the water wash away all my pain and the humiliation from last night. I winced in pain when I tried to wash my vagina, I was still sore and in pain, after the sex, I had with the Alpha. After taking my bath, I felt more relaxed and comfortable. I changed into the new clothes I found on the bed and decided to go out of the room and get some air, which I desperately needed.
I took a walk along the verandah and ended up walking to the garden. I was awestruck when I saw the beauty of the garden. It had beautiful different colored flowers, the sun cast its magnificent rays on the flowers making it appear much more beautiful and serene. Birds chirped happily and butterflies flew from one flower to another. I breathed in the sweet scent of the flowers and instantly felt more at peace when I noticed the presence of a man in the garden.
This man is breathtakingly handsome, his skin is so white without any blemishes, he has a prominent lower jaw and chin, and he has the most beautiful pair of light blue eyes I have ever seen in a man that I could almost get lost gazing into them, he is very handsome yet cute at the same time. I could not help but drool, his body looks well-defined and toned even from the clothes he is wearing. I found myself mesmerized and attracted to this strange man as I wondered who he was. He suddenly started walking towards me, I didn't even know he was already in front of me until I heard his deep sexy voice.
“Hi, sister-in-law, you are welcome to the family,” he said, smiling widely at me.
“Sis… sister-in-law?” I thought. So, he is the Alpha's brother. I didn't even have the time to think too much about it as I saw the dimples that appeared on his cheeks when he smiled, my eyes were focused on his full pink soft-looking lips as I felt my heart beating wildly, it felt like butterflies were fluttering in my belly as I was left tongue-tied.
Meeting the Alpha's brotherChapter 6Alexa's POVI continued to stare at him in a daze. How can a man look so handsome yet cute at the same time? The breeze blowing gently ruffled his hair a bit, making some strands fall on his face, I felt my fingers twitch as I wondered how it would feel to brush his hair off his face. I could see his mouth moving, but I barely heard what he was saying.“Beautiful day, isn't it? But being here makes it more beautiful. I can see you like the garden, I like it too, it's the most beautiful and peaceful place to be here” he mutters as he looks at the garden fondly.“Yes, it is,” I barely heard what he said, all I heard was 'beautiful and garden'.“I'm sorry,” he says.The apology jolts my mind from the daze I'm in. Did he notice the way I've been staring at him? I hope I didn't drool, that will be so embarrassing. I felt the side of my lips with my fingers, satisfied at the outcome, I cleared my throat quietly hoping that my voice appeared normal.“Sor
Chapter 7 Alpha Kai's POV I swerved the chair I was sitting on around when I heard the door open. My eyes glared daggers at my supposed mate who was standing in front of me. When I saw her, I thought she was beautiful and the best thing that will ever happen to me. I was so happy at the mating ceremony, and I and my wolf were happy to finally be able to mate with her. Staring at her, I feel nothing but hatred. The mere sight of her irritates and irks me. I can't believe the mate I've waited for all my life turned out to be her. I don't know if I did anything to offend the moon goddess. Alphas of other packs got strong, bold, and intelligent women as their Luna who could help them lead their packs to achieve greater heights, but on the other hand, I got an Omega. An Omega I will gladly love and accept as long as she is my mate. Not only did I get an Omega, but I also got one who didn't even have a wolf. The moon goddess must be incredibly stupid, out of her mind, or fucking crazy
What is going on? Chapter 7 Ace's POV When I found out that my brother had finally found his better half, his mate whom he had always longed for, I was elated, and extremely overjoyed. My happiness knew no bounds. As the Alpha's close subject, I knew how much he wanted a mate that would rule along with him, a mate who will take care of his kingdom with him and make it prosper. That is what a confidant and a loyal subject would think, but as the Alpha's brother, I knew better. Kai didn't just want any mate. To some werewolves, mates were just people they had to live the rest of their lives with because the moon goddess said so. They had to live with their mate because it was what the moon goddess wanted and their fate since birth. Even if they didn't want or like their mate, they just had to compromise. Most people think when two mated people meet, they instantly feel the connection, the love, and the mate bond, but some mates are not like that. They just have to bear with living wi
Light in darkness Chapter 8 Alexa's POV I still wonder how my trembling legs managed to support and carry me out of the Alpha's chambers. If Ace had not come in, I wonder if I would still be able to leave the Alpha's chamber in one piece or unscathed. He looked extremely frightening. How did he change so much? The same eyes that had looked at me with adoration, passion, and want now looked at me like I was the most disgusting being ever. His eyes were ablaze with fury, his voice filled with resentment, disappointment, and anger. His words cut deep into my soul like I am being stabbed again and again with a dagger. I had always heard how brutal, cold, and feared he was as an Alpha and I just witnessed it, he is the perfect description of a handsome face and a stone-cold heart. I walked with no sense of direction as I used my hands to scale the wall for support. He does not recognize me as his mate. He does not want me as his mate. But then, it's not my fault that I don't have a wol
Chapter 10Alexa's POVWhat the hell was I thinking? I had just wanted him to stop calling me sister-in-law all the time, since in the true sense I am not his sister-in-law, his brother didn't acknowledge or want me, so what is the use? I didn't mean to cut him off and sound so..... rude? arrogant?, ungrateful? He looked at me with a surprised look on his face. “I'm sorry, I thought since you are married to my elder brother, I should address you with respect, hence me always calling you sister-in-law,” he explains meekly.“You don't have to always call me sister-in-law to show respect, call me by my name, after all, you are older than me,” I mutter.“You are right, I didn't know it made you uncomfortable, my apologies. But are you sure this has nothing to do with the fight you had with my brother?” he asks, staring at me intently.Just the mention of the Alpha made me scared and brought back the anguish and fear I felt before. I swallowed nothing in particular as I tried to calm myse
Chapter 11Alpha Kai's POVAfter Ace left, the guard allowed the important members of the pack in. I appointed three of them to deal with some matters regarding the pack and outside the pack, since Ace already has so much work to do and I as the Alpha, can't possibly handle everything on my own.“Alpha,” they all greet and bow in respect.I respond to their greeting and lead them toward another room where my office is. I sat behind my huge mahogany desk as they all sat in front of me. “What do you have for me?” I command in my authoritative voice.“Some men we've identified as part of the green land pack attacked the southern territory and ransacked the warehouses there. Our guards tried to stop them, but members of the green land pack were more in numbers, and they came completely prepared, we lost all the goods and supplies there and a total of ten guards were lost, the rest injured,” one of the men explained.“What!,” I shouted feeling livid as my fist met with the desk causing a l
Chapter 12Ace's POV“W…what?” I asked stunned.“Exactly what you heard,” he replies, sipping his whiskey, which he had just served himself.“What do you mean by she does not have a wolf? Is she human?” I ask because that is the only reasonable explanation right now.“She's not human, she's a werewolf who's wolfless,” he says.I took a seat in front of him, trying to absorb the information I just heard. “Is that even possible? How can there be a werewolf who doesn't have a wolf, I mean a wolf is what makes a person a werewolf, right?” I asked baffled.“Well, you just met someone who doesn't have a wolf, your innocent sister-in-law Lexa, so it's very possible,” he mutters sarcastically.“Is that why you've refused to accept her, and you are treating her badly?” I ask.“Should there be a bigger reason than this? She lied to me, she knew about her state all this while, yet she deceived me into performing the mating ceremony, should I be buying her flowers every day and worshiping her aft
Chapter 13Alexa's POV“Why did you lie to me?” That one question drained all the blood on my face. My heart is beating so fast that I can hear it. Which lie? Is it the one about my parents? Or did he find out about my wolfless state?Ace had helped me after the Alpha mercilessly slapped me. He brought me to the doctor's place and even treated my wounds. Did his brother tell him? Does he hate me now too? I looked into his blue eyes that were filled with questions, I couldn't bare to keep looking at him, so I stared at my fiddling fingers instead. He's going to leave me too, after all, who would want to stay with a burden like me? I will be all alone again.“I…I'm so sorry I lied, I didn't know how to tell you or if it was my place to say anything, I do apologize for deceiving you, I don't even know what to say or how to make you forg...,” I don't even know when I start crying, my swollen cheeks adding to the pain I'm currently feeling. I suddenly see him sit in front of me, “Lexa, I
EpilogueOnce there was a prosperous and flourishing pack led by two brothers. Brothers were so powerful that they were feared and envied by many. Envy, jealousy, and betrayal got in between these two brothers that they both died, leaving this once thriving and envied pack in nothing but utter darkness.Alexa watches with cold and determined eyes as Ace's blood slowly drains out of his body and he breathed his last. She falls on the bed, mentally exhausted as she stares at her bloody and trembling hands. She takes a look at his limp and unmoving body. The amount of damage he had done to her and the sins he had committed against her in the name of love was just too much. She felt like a shackled slave whenever she was with him. His love was obsessive and toxic, Draining her of every ounce of strength she once had. She had no peace of mind, whenever she slept, she would keep getting haunted by the faces of everyone he had killed because of her.She fought as best as she could to get a
Chapter 126Ace's POVAlexa's painful screams echoed across the corridor. I paced around, running my hands through my hair out of frustration. Alexa has been in labor for the past one hour. I had brought the best midwives from different packs hoping that would help her deliver faster and easier, but her cries and screams told me otherwise.A midwife runs out of the room with her hands covered in blood. I started to panic out of fear.“Alpha, we need more hot water and towels,” she said hurriedly. I quickly turn around to the maids behind me.“You heard what she said, get it right away!” I bark at them and they scurry away. The midwife tries to go back in, but I step in front of her.“What is going on? Is she okay?” I asked worriedly.“We can't say for now Alpha, the matter is complicated, but we will try our best to make sure the mother and child are okay,” she said.“Ahhhhhhhh!” Alexa screams out in pain again. “Let me in. I want to see her,” I said to her. She shakes her head.“I'm
Chapter 125Alexa's POVEight months laterI sit close to the window, staring into space as I gently rub my now obvious baby bump. My life passed by like a blur, so much time has passed, yet I feel like I'm still stuck in the same place. This is my life now, a life full of misery and pain.I wipe the tears that are falling down my cheeks with my hands as I sniffle. I can't remember the last time I smiled or laughed. To me, laughing is a luxury I just can't afford anymore. And it's not just me, everyone in the pack house moves around like living corpses. The pack house is now nothing but a shadow of its former self. We are all just pushing and fighting our way forward. There's something missing- a huge gap in everyone's heart that I'm not sure can be filled any longer. His name is still on the lips of everyone, but nobody dared to say it out loud for fear of what might happen to them.When I walk in the corridor, nobody dared to look at me or talk to me anymore for fear of incurring Ac
Chapter 124Two years later,Ace's POVTerror, dread, and fearThat is all I could see in the faces and actions of the pack members I met on the corridor. They all bow their heads, shivering from fright, as I walk down the corridor. The sound of my heels clicking on the floor as I walk is the only sound that can be heard. My expression is cold, hard, and stoic as I walk. They didn't dare raise their faces to meet mine.It's been two years since I helped Alexa take back her pack from her uncle, yet she hasn't spoken much to me since then. I thought that would make her happy and clear up all these misunderstandings between us, but it turned out to be the exact opposite.She's now a shadow of her former self. She doesn't speak or eat much anymore. She just stays in our chambers and cries all day. I tried everything to make her happy. I bought her a gift, and I took her out. I did everything, but she still does not look happy.But it's fine. As long as she's with me, we will be fine togeth
Chapter 123Alexa's POVStaring back at the house that has given me so many memories. I don't know what to feel or how to react. Memories edged deep within me that I will never be able to forget. Greywood pack house. The place where I was born and raised. A place filled with love, laughter, pain, misery and the worst of all- betrayal. "Shall we?" Ace asks trying to take my hand. I grab my dress instead and walk away from him towards the house. He follows behind me with his guards. We all walk in and waited in the living room. My hands gently touch the sofa and the walls. I hardly recognize this place, it looks totally different from how it used to be. Uncle Gaius had totally changed the whole place."Alpha Ace," I hear the voice of the man that his betrayal is deeply rooted within me. The start of my miseries and misfortunes."And who might this young lady be?" he asks. My back is turned towards him so he could not see my face."Nice renovation uncle," I said turning towards him. His
Chapter 122Ace's POVIt is dark in my office, and that is what I want—darkness. I revel in it. I find it soothing. It held nothing, just silence and the occasional swirling of my glass. Closing my eyes, I lean back into my chair with a sigh.Immediately, the face of my love flashes before my eyes, and a smile tugs at my lips."Alexa, my sweet Lexa," I mumble, feeling so happy. I won, and she is officially mine now in every sense. Her body, her soul, and her heart Everything belongs to me now.I never thought I could love someone to this extent and get married someday. I always thought I would live my life with one purpose: pleasure. But then Alexa came along and turned my world and everything I believed in upside down. I feel complete whenever I'm around her.I don't feel remorse, guilt, or empathy for any reason. I don't regret any single thing I've done or how I did it to get where I am today. I and Alexa are going to live together forever as a family, and anyone who tries to get i
Chapter 121Alexa's POV“I will never be your Luna, no matter what you do to me. I am a free person and I have the right to make my own decisions. I will never accept this!” I shriek expecting him to yell or scream at me but to my horror, he bursts into a fit of laughter. I gazed at him skeptically, wondering if he didn't hear me very well.“My sweet sweet Lexa,” he smiles, cupping my chin. “You became mine, the second I laid my eyes on you. You don't know how elated I felt when I saw you for the first time standing in the garden as the wind whipped your hair around. My fingers twitched to run my hands through your hair,” he asserts, touching my hair. I swat his hand away.“Do not touch me or else…,” I threaten, my eyes blazing with fury.“I fucking love the fire burning like embers in your hazel eyes right now,” he smirks, coming within close proximity to me. Before I could move, he pulls me closer to him and whispers in my ear, “I can't wait for every part of you to become mine comp
Chapter 120Alexa's POV“You know me very well, Ace, and I will never side with you,” the Chief replies angrily.Ace lets out a bone-chilling, creepy laugh. “I knew you would say that, and you are far too useful to end up dead. I won't kill you, but by the time I'm done with you, you will pray for death instead,” he threatens.“What is that supposed to mean?” the Chief asks incredulously.“Carol and Leon. Maybe I should go play with them a bit. What do you think?” he asks, tilting his head thoughtfully. The Chief's face fell.“You are going to use my family as leverage just to make sure I agree to your demands?” he mutters in disbelief.“You left me no other choice. Either you accept to continue being the Chief and your family lives, or you reject, your family dies, and you will continue being Chief,” he shrugs nonchalantly.“You are a psychopath!” he utters with disdain.“I hear that often. So, what is it going to be? Answer me quickly. I don't have all day,” he said impatiently. I
Chapter 119Alexa's POV“A…alpha who?” I stutter nervously.“Alpha Ace,” she repeats.“How? Since when?” I croak out, confused. The last time I remembered, I was on the battlefield. How did I get here and when did Ace become the new Alpha?She stares at my confused state, pitifully.“He was crowned a week ago, while you were unconscious,” she said.I gulped and forced myself to ask the question I'd been dreading the answer to since I woke up. “W…hat about Alpha Kai?” I ask, holding my breath in anticipation. Please tell me that he is alive, and I was just having a bad dream.She sighs. “Alpha Kai died on the battlefield. He has been buried,” she replies. I grip my dress tightly, letting out a shaky breath that I've been holding. My throat clogs and throbs painfully as reality dawns on me. My eyes brim with tears. “He's dead. He's really gone forever,” I mumble as I burst into tears. I can literally see my life crashing before me like a pack of cards. I placed my head on my thighs and