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Chapter 18

Author: Grace Aden
last update Last Updated: 2024-02-11 23:58:25
Kessler's expression softened as he looked at me, concern evident in his eyes. "I heard you crying out in your sleep," he explained gently. "I wanted to make sure you were okay."

Still shaken and unsure of how to respond, I hesitated before finally speaking. "Thank you," I murmured, my voice barely above a whisper.

He nodded in response, and a sense of relief washed over him. Watching him stride to the door, I feel a pang of regret. Despite everything, there was still a part of me that longed for his presence.

I got up and went to the bathroom, splashing some water on my face as I stared at myself in the mirror. After drying my face with a towel, I walked back to my room.

Instead of wallowing in self-pity, I realized I needed to do something spontaneous. For once, I had to set aside all the emotions I'd been holding inside.

I needed to forget about my uncle, my mom, Kessler, Tristan, and even Annie. It was time to break free from the rollercoaster of emotions they had put me through.
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