The last time I saw Abby was over the summer. She was very tan as though she'd been on vacation, and she was with a guy I may have seen around town over the years. They were holding hands walking along the lake, and I was standing on the waterfront deck of the Lodge.
She laughed and smooshed her cheek into his shoulder. They stopped at the lapping edge and stared out and the water for a few minutes before Abby peered over her shoulder, and I ducked fast. I searched for the glint of an engagement ring on her finger but didn't see one.
"So, are you two excited for school tomorrow? What are you going to wear?"
Perry pokes his fork at his plate. "Clothes."
"Well, that's a relief," Dad says.
"What about you?" My mom asks Harper. "Do you have a special outfit planned? Maybe that cute sweater with the stripes?"
She shrugs. "Probably my black jeans and a black shirt."
"I do miss the days I got to dress you two myself. Oh, the tiny overalls and jackets and rain boots. How all three of you would match for those first-day-of-school pictures."
"Gross," Perry says.
"Whatever. It was adorable, right?" Mom looks at Dad across the dining table, and he promptly agrees. "So we finalized all of the food vendors today. There'll be kettle corn and cotton candy and candy apples. They actually dip the apples in chocolate and caramel so you can choose which one you like, and there are all kinds of toppings. I think it's so fun. And if any of you three want to volunteer for the festival, it would be a big help."
Dad points his fork at us. "I'm sure they'll help out. Right, guys?"
"Sure," I say, the only one to respond.
"That's why Mia is my favorite."
"You're not supposed to pick favorites," Harper mutters. "That's in like every parenting book ever."
"You could be a favorite too if you woke up before noon and brought your brother to his lessons on time."
Harper makes a face. "We were six minutes late."
After dinner, I hang out in my room on my computer, and I finish an introductory assignment for one of my classes under the gentle light of my standing lamp. Today has been slow without work, and tomorrow will be as well. There isn't much due at the beginning of the semester, so I've agreed to go with my mom to the Society in the morning to assist with the painting of directional signs. As expected, she wants everything to be picturesque for the festival.
Not long after I settle in bed, it starts to rain. Nighttime is the hardest for me. My head wanders to places I wish it wouldn't, and I can't stop it.
I hate how I function, how I feel and think. I despise my fears and pray to be oblivious, but once I know, there's never a moment of not knowing.
My own existence skulks in the shadowed corners and hides under my bed. I sit against my hoard of pillows and urge myself to not tear every last one open. Then the worries come: I'm wasting my life, I'm unsuccessful, I have no friends, I'm destined to be alone.
I rush through my morning routine the following day so my mother and I can get to the Laboratory early. Perry and Harper are off to school, and with Dad at the Lodge, Teddy has the house to himself.
Marianne, who runs the museum, is there when we arrive. My mother gives her a quick good morning as we settle at the work table where the festival plans remain strewn about.
"Here, Mia," Mom says as she lays wooden arrows on the floor — the only surface uncluttered. "Let me grab the paint. I also got some gold glitter, so maybe you could paint a few leaves and dust them with it? What do you think?"
I lower to the ground. Thankfully, the floor is kept relatively clean. "That would be cute."
"Okay, so for sure one arrow pointing in each direction needs to be labeled 'restroom.' You can get started on those, and if you finish, I'll look to see what else we need. And just keep the lettering in white so it's nice and clear against the wood. Big, clean letters, okay?"
"Okay."
She sets a tub of paint tubes next to me, and sticking out is a set of brushes. "Let me get you a water cup and paper towels."
Marianne sits behind the information desk up front with a cup of coffee. I can hear the soft clicking of her nails on her keyboard, and my eyes stray from the wood arrows to my surroundings. There's another, smaller table against the wall beside the computers, and I recognize the box on top of it as the box the stranger carried in this past weekend. Some of its contents have been extracted and spread out for analysis.
When my mom returns with my supplies, I ask, "What's all that stuff?"
"A donation from the Norwood House. I took a peek at it; there are some pretty neat things."
I stand and drift to the table. "So someone lives there after all?"
"Harvey Norwood. I met him when he dropped it off. He seemed like a very nice young man. He said the house was recently left to him, and he found those things stored away. He thought they'd go to better use here."
"So he's a descendant of Dr. Norwood then?" I ask and look over the donations. Letters, cases of medical tools, and items too archaic for me to name. I cautiously open one of the closed cases and find strange instruments. "What are these?"
My mom comes behind me and looks over my shoulder. "Marianne said those were for bloodletting. Freaky, huh?"
"Yeah, it is," I murmur and close it.
"Alright, do you have everything you need? I'll just be right here at the table. There are few phone calls I have to make."
"I'm good to go."
I outline the letters on the wooden arrows then fill each one in with white paint. The corners are decorated with autumn leaves in orange and red and yellow colors before they're sprinkled with gold glitter as if their tips are dipped in starlight. It's busy work that makes time race by, and once the first arrow is approved, I start the second.
The arrows will be nailed to wooden stakes and then driven into the ground. Every year, the festival takes place in the central park where the lake ends and both halves of the town join together. There are picnic tables year-round, but for the festival, booths will be constructed, and games, and a stage where a live band will perform. It's a Black Lake tradition that started long before my parents — possibly originating in the year Dr. Norwood put this place on the map.
My phone vibrates against the wood flooring, and the screen lights with the Blue Moon Café contact — my boss Taryn. I answer while painting the letter 'R.' "Hi, it's Emilia."
"Hi, Emilia. I'm calling to see if you're able to come in for the closing shift tonight. Will called in sick."
"Six to ten?"
"You know it. Are you available?"
"Sure. I can fill in."
She sighs in relief. "Thank you so much. I'll talk to you later."
"No problem. Bye."
I hang up and my mom asks, "Going into work tonight?"
"Someone called in sick, so I told her I could do it. The extra money won't hurt, anyway."
"Oh, could you bring us back some of those cinnamon buns if there are any leftovers? I love those things."
"You know they're just from Millie's," I say and move on to the 'E.'
My mom scrunches her nose as she smiles cheekily. "But I like when we get them for free. Food tastes better that way."
"I'll bring back whatever's left."
By the time I'm on my way to the café, the sunset is overcast. A shadowy gloom consumes Black Lake, and I expect at least a drizzle of rain during my shift. No matter how brutal the weather gets, I'm tucked away in the shop, and besides, I've always loved the sound of rain.
I take over, so the worker before me leaves the second my apron is tied. For a Thursday night, I don't expect it to be busy, but there's a group of high school students gathered around one of the low coffee tables, sitting with their legs folded beneath them. They produce enough noise to make it feel crowded, but I let them be.
The teens order more drinks before leaving — hot drinks to combat the rain that grows heavier and heavier by the hour. There isn't much to clean and store by the end of my shift, but I follow the closing routine so the shop is ready for tomorrow's opener. I work tomorrow, but not until the late afternoon. I'll do some school work beforehand since the house will be at ease.
As my mother requested, I pack a baggie of cinnamon rolls, and I toss in an apple cinnamon muffin for Harper since they're her favorite. I wipe down the pastry case but pause when a shadow moves in one of the windows. The figure just escapes me, but a clattering noises sounds from outside.
I slowly switch the open sign to 'closed' and then lock the front entrance. I shut off the lights and set the alarm. Puddles litter the employee parking lot, still stirring by falling droplets. I tell myself the noises were racoons as I lock the heavy metal door behind me, alone in the murky night and eager to get in my car. The lock clicks into place, and I turn to run through the downpour, but the moment I do, I see it; the shadow some steps into the trees behind the parking lot. And then I see its eyes — like two lone stars.
My heart throttles into my ribs.
The thing must be seven feet tall, maybe more. The edges of its being blends into the darkness, but its stare is electric. Just as I focus on the features of its face, I blink, and it's turned, slinking away, leaving a gap in the trees. My body heaves forward, and I ease my grip on my keys. Deep imprints from the keys' edges warp my palms, and my baggie of goodies has fallen and soaked on the wet ground. I sprint to my car door and yank it open, and once inside, I lock the doors and shakily start the engine.
Abby's warning of beasts in the woods whispers in my ear. That thing wasn't human, wasn't a moose, black bear, or bobcat — I know what those are like.
Water wraps around my car wheels and sprays outward. Not a minute is wasted to digest the seemingly otherworldly encounter.
The hairs on my arms stand at their roots, and my fingers grip the steering wheel so fiercely that they begin to ache. On the streets, I find my voice, and it manifests through incoherent rambling. The feeling of security is not something I experience often, but to now face an even greater amount of anxiety and fear — was that real?
The sides of the road are shaded, and the only light is cast in two beams by my headlights. Rain pours into the light and splatters on my windshield, and I swear I see the figure again, running through the trees alongside my car. My chest cramps; it's following me. I glance continuously from the road to see if it's still there, and it is, moving slick, weaving in the trees.
I make it home, but I can't leave the car. What if it snatches me as I run to the door? I clench my teeth and twist in my seat to see all around my car. The house is backed up to the forest. I monitor the tree line for those bloodcurdling yellow eyes, but see nothing.
In the driveway, I bang my fist against the wheel, doubting my senses. What was that? Was it really there?
What did Abby never tell me?
Perry rode his bike into the garage door, and the wheel scuffed the bottom of it, leaving a streak of black. The other night, I heard Mom scolding him about it across the hall while I was on my computer in my bedroom; it was background noise, but I see it now — the scuff — along with so many little things. The number of smudges and marks on my windshield. The spiderweb tucked in the white gable of the garage roof. I see the speckles of dust and crumbs in my cupholders, the fifty-five cents and hair tie in another small compartment, and the slight droop of the mirror cover on my sun visor.Every time I close my eyes, I see those bright, animal-like ones in the black of the woods, beaming at me.Time doesn't seem to pass as I sit in my car, but the sun rises, making me rouse. My phone died while I was at work — I never called home to tell anyone I'm stuck in the driveway.My eyes are dry from my sleeplessness, and my body moves sluggishly. I pop open my door and shiver when fresh air bl
Last night I had a nightmare about the thing I saw. Most memories of the dream faded in the few seconds it took me to open my eyes, but the instance of its piercing stare remains as clear as day; I can still see it.The thing's gaze is so lively — it must be alive, but somehow that seems more terrifying than the beast being dead."Mia? Honey? The laminator sucking you in?"I look up from the white tabletop machine. "Oh, no, just concentrating."Mom smiles. "Alrighty. That the last bulletin photo coming out now?"I nod and take the picture, stacking it with the others once the laminator spits it out. "I just have to trim them.""Why don't I do that, and you take that box downstairs for me?" She points to the brown box Harvey dropped off the other day. "Walking down the steps with that big thing at my age makes me nervous.""Your age? Mom, you're not old."She pets my head as I pass her. "Aren't you just my favorite thing ever? Thanks, Babe. Careful on the last step — remember it's shor
I drive home from the café after work and stare for a minute at the tree line from the driveway. At seven o'clock, everyone is home. I enter the house and find Perry watching a baseball game on TV with Mom while Dad sautés at the stove behind them. Mom doesn't seem to be paying much attention to the game; her attention is fixated on her pink-covered tablet.She looks as I appear in the archway and then reverts. "Mia. Hi, Love. How was work?""Fine. We were pretty busy.""Well, that's Friday for you."I place my bag on a counter island stool and sit on the seat beside it. "What's for dinner?""Got a cottage pie in the oven and green beans on the stove," Dad says. "Should be ready in about five minutes.""Speaking of dinner." Mom announces, "It turns out Cathy can't do the Society dinner at her house next week, so I told everyone we would do it here tomorrow."I swivel the stool, first facing Dad and then Mom. He asks, "Are we expecting the whole Society?""Not Louanne, but Marianne, Ca
"Whipped cream?"I grab a new bag of expresso beans and begin pouring it into the top compartment of the hefty expresso machine that sits on the counter behind the pastry display and register."Excuse me, I asked for whipped cream."I turn and see the young woman I just handed a drink to. She gives me an apologetic smile. I gasp a little and pause to say, "Oh, sorry, my bad. Let me get that for you."I set the expresso beans down and take the pumpkin latte from her, popping off the lid and foaming a large dollop of whipped cream on the top even though I know she requested no such thing. I switch the lid for a domed lid and give it back. She inspects the latte quickly before taking a straw and saying, "Thanks."She walks out of the café doors, and the room is calm again. Two people sit near the fireplace while a guy works on his laptop at one of the small tables against the windows. Weekday afternoons have much-needed lulls, but some days it feels like everyone in town gets their coffe
The sun reaches into the sky over the lower lake, shimmering in the water and chasing the morning fog away. Harvey and I walk down the main street sidewalk in the direction of the laboratory. My mom sent us on a task to retrieve three cases of water bottles, but luckily, the laboratory is only two blocks away.I know my mom has been shoving Harvey and me together whenever she can — maybe she's worried I'll end up a spinster — but when she assigned this particular favor, it didn't seem to be about my love life. I think she knew I wouldn't be able to carry all three cases by myself. Her head is scrambled by the Festival, and these waters are for working volunteers, so I'm happy to help. Besides, Harvey being here isn't a bad thing either. The awkwardness I felt at the Society dinner is clearing the more we talk.Thankfully, Harvey is easy to talk to."Did you go to Black Lake High, then?""No, the charter school."Where Abby went. "My mom looked into it for my younger siblings, but she
"What I'm about to do is called shifting. It's fast, so don't be scared, okay?"My lips downturn. Wind sweeps through the forest canopy, drowning out all other sounds. There's only the swishing and rustling of branches as they shake more orange and brown leaves free."You ready?" She calls over the wind.I hold onto myself as though I'm tipping over the peak of a rollercoaster. There's no going back now, so I say, "Just do it."Let's get this over with. Abby can finish her scheme, laugh at me for giving her an inkling of trust, and I can go back to my booth at the festival.She shakes out her arms and mumbles something under her breath that I can't make out. The last thing I hear is her huff, "Here we go." Then it all happens in seconds — fractions of seconds. Abby's upper body jerks towards me as something rakes through her, and her hands touch the dirt, but they aren't her hands anymore. It's like watching a firework; Abby burns away, contorts, and grows all it a flash.I move away
The Black Lake Laboratory is nearly empty in the afternoon except for Marianne, my mom, and me. Marianne and I work in the basement — her, on museum stuff, and me, on storing random festival bits. She's far into the shadows and shelves, and I only know she's still there by the sounds of cardboard boxes and rolling Duck Tape.It isn't only dark in the basement, however. The whole town is cast over with thick rain clouds, and I can still hear the weather even though I'm underground. The lightbulb above makes testy noises and flickers with the wind, and I continuously look up at it, hoping it doesn't go out.Marianne emerges from the basement's far corner saying, "I'll be back," as she passes me on her way to the stairs. I watch her ascend and then her and my mother's voices go back and forth in muffled mutters.I resume packing a box on the junk table consisting of small prizes to be used again next year: rubber ducks in varying costumes, headbands with bats on small springs, stuffed pu
"Hey, sorry I'm late," I breathe as I make my way around the counter. With few customers in the café, Kiki follows me back, standing in the doorway to the break room as I hang up my jacket in exchange for an apron."I don't think you've ever been late," Kiki says. "What happened? Car trouble?""No — I was with a friend and we lost track of time.""Well, you're only late by like five minutes, so don't worry about it. I don't go on break for another fifteen minutes anyway.""So, I haven't seen you since you mentioned helping your boyfriend move? How did it go?"Kiki and I return to the counter as I tie my hair up. She uses the rag in her hand to wipe around the machines. "He called me the day after I came back from his new place — we don't usually call each other; we text and Facetime, so I was surprised — but he said he needed time to adjust and grow roots and whatever other bullshit he spewed. He said he wasn't breaking up with me but putting us on hold. I broke three nails carrying h
Harvey jerks my driver's door open. I never liked crying in front of other people — I always try to avoid such an uncomfortable situation — but I didn't really expect him to let me run off unchased. Wiping my tears away with my fingers, I watch as he crouches next to me.He places a hand on my leg. "Thank you for not driving away."I wipe my eyes one last time and then let my head rest against my seat. "I can't handle this. Not after last night.""I want to help you," he says, speaking carefully."There's no way for me to know what happened in Maine, so I'm going to ask you — and I want the God-honest truth — did anything happen?""No."I turn to him. "You promise?"He takes my hand and squeezes it. "I promise. Nothing happened. Jane is just trying to get to you.""It's her fault her sister's dead; they chose to go near the wolves in Maine," I rant. "Now what? She just gonna...kill me?""Hey, nothing's going to happen to you.""You think she's going to give up once she finds out that
A hand rubs my upper arm as I lie in the plush, warm bed of one of Norwood House's many guest rooms. My body which ached and cramped and cried so tumultuously last night is in no hurry to wake up and get going, but my brain leaps ahead. I turn onto my back and see Harvey bent over me, standing on the side of the bed; his stroking hand pauses. My head just as quickly snaps to the opposite side where Harper is supposed to be sleeping, but she's no longer there."Where—""She's alright," Harvey says, stepping back as I push to sit up.Sunlight comes scarcely through the curtains which haven't been closed all the way. The room is bare of any personal belongings or decorations; all that fills it is the same vintage, heavy-looking furniture that seems to frequent every other room of the house.I rest against the thick wood headboard. "Where is she?""Downstairs."I comb my hair back with my fingers and look around myself, knowing something else is missing. "I-I need my phone."Harvey reache
Harvey and I sit together on the staircase as we wait for Marianne, Liam, Kieran, and Alo. I sit on Harvey's lap and write everything I need to say on a pad of paper, starting with Jane's vengeful ambush, leading to my encounter with the shapeshifter, and finally concluding with our run-in.I then explain in more detail how I know the vampire, Jane — who's also the Society's newest member. Harvey promptly recalls Dianne mentioning Jane earlier when we went out for dinner."Gladstone's pack assumed there was only one vampire," he mutters, sounding disappointed in himself. He's been a bundle of sighs, curses, and headaches since I began recounting the night's events. "I should have investigated it myself instead of blindly trusting them. Damn it."You can't blame yourself for—Harvey grabs my right hand, causing my pen to streak off the line and halt. After a tense moment, he lets go. "I'm sorry."Both Marianne and the boys take longer to arrive than I hoped, so I ask questions to distr
The door clamors shut, and Jane grabs me by the throat, her nails cutting into my skin before I can realize my lack of breath. My hands spring to hers, instantly clawing to pry her off, but her grip is like stone. I sputter, panic compounding and crushing my chest."Mia!"Harper's voice sounds from upstairs. "Can you put fries in the oven?" She calls.The sound of the shower is loud — the bathroom door open — but she isn't visible, she can't see Jane choking me. Tears well in my eyes.Jane brings her emotionless face an inch from mine. The whites of her eyes start to bruise, the blacks like endless tunnels. "Say okay," she commands quietly."Okay!" I call in the short reprieve of her strangle, feeling no control over the matter.She clips off any cry for help by squeezing my throat again. Harper does not respond, but I hear the bathroom door close and the beating water of her shower lessen. I push against Jane as my adrenaline spikes higher and higher — reaching a peak I've never expe
It takes all my effort to hold still as we roll along the stretch of gravel road leading to Norwood House. Both excitement and anxiety surge in my chest, dinging against my heart and throttling into my stomach, more powerful when combined. I know there's no need to feel this way — I want to be alone with Harvey and to take the next step in our relationship like any typical couple — but my body thinks otherwise.Sometimes I understand my sense of unease; anxiety is something I've dealt with for as long as I can remember. But tonight I do not understand. Really, it's making me quite frustrated.I wish I could feel excited without the added panic.We park in front of the house next to my car. Harvey kills the engine, smiles at me, and proceeds to get out of his truck. The second his door shuts, I use my brief seclusion to breathe in deeply, desperate to calm myself. Harvey peers at me through the windshield from the front of the truck once he notices I haven't moved. He comes to my side
I spend the majority of my day at work training a new barista to replace Kiki who is presumably staying in Rochester. Mom and Dad have gone to the lodge for the night to spend their anniversary alone, dropping Perry off at Erin's and giving me free rein to stay at Norwood House without admitting where I am. Harper — who has the house to herself — says she'll be leaving soon to meet Delsin.I remind her to lock up before she leaves, and then I'm off to see Harvey.I park out front, grab my night bag from the passenger seat, and trek up to the front door. Curious, I try the door handle, and it gives way, welcoming me inside."Harvey?" I call."In the study with Kieran," he shouts.Not wanting to interrupt whatever pack-related issue they're discussing — there seems to be plenty to choose from these days — I head upstairs and place my bag in the master bedroom. I set my tote on the end of the bed and dawdle a bit, placing my hand on the duvet and thinking up all kinds of positions Harvey
I let myself in the house with Harvey's goodbye kiss lingering on my lips. Before I shut the front door, I wave to him as he waits in his truck against the curb. He lifts a hand, and I hear him drive off once the door shuts.We just spent more time together than we ever have in one sitting, yet I still can't wait to see him later tonight when he climbs through my window as he promised he would. And although we can't be as intimate as we could be at Norwood House, I am perfectly fulfilled lying in his arms and having a quiet conversation in my bed, at least, that's enough for now. I can imagine what might happen the next time I spend the night at Harvey's — the mere idea of it makes me feel like a giddy thirteen-year-old."Mia, is that you?" My mom's voice calls from the kitchen.I secure my overnight bag on my shoulder and walk towards her. "Yeah."I enter the main room and find her and Harper at the kitchen counter. Mom stands against the side of the counter island while Harper sits
I wake up gradually to the movement of the duvet and the sound of footsteps, not yet disposed to opening my eyes. I pull the blanket higher, further pressing my face into my pillow. The room is wonderfully dark, and the bed is warm but not too hot; I could easily slip back into sleep. However, the realization that I'm still at Norwood House in Harvey's bed stops me from indulging. I start listening to the sink running in the bathroom instead.Harvey's footsteps eventually carry into the bedroom, and the bed moves again as he gets back under the covers. I keep my eyes closed and my body still even though I swear I can feel him looking at me.A deep breath floods my lungs, so I stretch a little and advantageously turn away from Harvey. This is the first time we're waking up together — usually he leaves after I fall asleep — and I'm sure I look how I do every morning with messy hair and a puffy face. It takes me at least an hour to feel normal again."Good morning," Harvey says, his voic
I wake up in Harvey's bed, not remembering when I fell asleep. The movie is over, and the TV screen has gone idle. There's no clock in the bedroom, so I get up and pad to the bathroom where I left my overnight bag and my phone inside of it. I rummage around until I feel the sleek device at the bottom under my clothes and toiletries.1:02 am. The house is quiet — I wonder if Jalen is still here.As though triggered by my acknowledgment of it, the silence in the house interrupts with a distant clamor and then a flurry of voices that sounds like no more than grunts and mumbles from upstairs. Is Harvey back?I tuck my hair behind my ears and contemplate quickly if I should go down to see him because he definitely isn't alone. Would it be awkward if I showed up on the staircase in front of his pack, or would they think nothing of it because we're soulmates? I bite my lip and drop my phone back into my bag as I decide to see him. Since others are here, pajamas aren't my ideal outfit to gree