“So?” Winona asked from the couch on the other side of her office.
“So?” Carrie parroted as she tapped on her keyboard.
“Your technician was right. Are you poaching him?”
That took Carrie’s attention. She stopped her typing and looked Winona over the rim of her glasses. “You make it sound so illegal. He’s in the same company”
“Well, you are, if you really think about it.”
Carrie shrugged, turning back to her computer. “I’m offering him a position. If he wants it, then he’ll take it. That said, draft the offer, please. I want it sent before the weekend.”
Winona slacked on the couch, kicking her shoes off and resting her feet on the center table. “I’m off the clock, you know,” she complained.
“Yet you’re still here.”
“As a friend. Something you’re in dire need of,” Winona shot back.
Perhaps it was a mistake to hire her high school classmate as an assistant. Instead of going home, she stuck around to relax in Carrie’s office and show her what she couldn’t have.
Carrie stretched her arms as far as her blazer would allow. She missed her bed.
As it turned out, the technician was right. Carrie herself read through various reports from previous ventures using the same material and size ratio and a number of designs really did fail.
Between fact-checking the young technician’s findings and processing the material change, her whole team was working double time this week. Carrie, who had been doing twice as much work as needed on a normal basis, had her workload quadrupled.
But it would be worse if the prototype did fail after manufacturing, so this was nothing in comparison to the potentially colossal setback.
“What does he look like? Never mind, I’ll look him up,” Winona said, already focused on her mobile phone.
“What’s his name... Greg Noir...” Her nails made a ‘tap tap tap’ sound like stilettos. “Is this him? Damn.” Gazing up from her screen, Carrie saw Winona holding her phone up for her to look. Except, they sat a few feet away and all she could see was a hazy set of colors.
Carrie squinted. “Yeah, that’s him.”
Her friend rolled her eyes, to Carrie’s delight. “Fine, I’ll send it,” she said sarcastically.
At thirty-six, her eyes had seen clearer days. Although, her eyesight wasn’t the best even as a child. Carrie got accustomed to wearing glasses, then contacts when she started to appeal to people.
‘Glasses are for kids, Carrie. You’re a grown woman now,’ her mother had told her at fifteen. She had been training to be a good, caring, and submissive Luna for three years then.
When her Alpha denounced their marriage, Carrie decided to reclaim herself and stuck with her comfortable glasses.
“You didn’t tell me he’s so fine!” Winona squealed beside her. She hadn’t even realized she was behind her.
On Carrie’s computer screen was a photo of Greg Noir, his overalls half removed, exposing a short-sleeved fitted tee that looked carved into his body. The rusted skeleton of the abandoned car sat in the dust behind him. His presence was a striking contrast to the decay around him. The sun hung low, casting sharp shadows that carved out the contours of his toned frame. Carrie could clearly make out all the ridges on his torso. Everything about him, from the curve of his jaw to the fire in his eyes, spoke of roughness, ruggedness.
“I hadn’t known.” And she wouldn’t have cared, even when a jolt shot Carrie’s spine like a jump scare, her chest in crescendo. She swallowed.
“Look at that abs. He’s an Alpha, right? Gods, you think he’s mated?”
“No, but I know you are.” Carrie grinned, pleased by her retort.
“Oh, come on, Miguel wouldn’t mind me looking. Besides, the question wasn’t for me, it’s for you.”
“I don’t need a mate, thank you very much.”
This conversation again. After failing one, Carrie was so done with talking about marriage. She didn’t need a man or woman or any mate for that matter.
“You can have a little fun,” Winona countered, nudging her.
“I’m too busy for fun.” She closed the tab with the young technician’s photo and the screen was once again taken over by a filled spreadsheet. “Don’t you have a family to go home to?”
“Lisa is sleeping over at her friend’s and Miguel said he’ll be home late. Your brother-in-law is working my dear Omega to dust with that party.”
The founding day of their community was coming so the events committee which her brother-in-law headed was working overtime. That included the only baker in their pack, her cousin Miguel.
“Don’t worry, once it’s done, you can have your mate all to yourself.”
Winona huffed and returned to her spot on the couch. “That’s why I’m occupying my free time looking at pretty things.”
Carrie laughed at her friend. Some really do get lucky with relationships. They were a perfect match, Miguel timid but warm as a huge teddy bear and Winona an outspoken, outgoing, fierce yet clingy Beta.
Winona left after some time and Carrie was left pondering about her life.
She was fine, for the most part. Work kept her busy. Helping her brother-in-law look after the pack occupied the rest of her time. The bits of downtime she spent reading and taking care of her plants.
Carrie was content with her life. Most importantly, she was proud of what she had achieved. But that didn’t make her immune to the niggling thoughts of her past and her future.
Carrie was once a bright-eyed and bushy-tailed girl, following her mom everywhere, knowing she would be like her in the future.
A Luna.
Carrie was born to be a Luna. And she had been one until she wasn’t.
Things never go the way you want them to. That was just life. The pain, humiliation, and despondency her past had subjected her was immense, but it taught her so much. About herself and about others. In the end, Carrie came out to be the better version of herself.
If only that better version learned not to yearn. In rare times like this, she wondered what it would be like not to go home to an empty house. How it would feel to lie down next to someone in bed. To have someone greet you first thing in the morning and ask you how your day went and tell you they love you.
To be claimed, Carrie knew, was one thing Omegas wished for and at the end of the day, she was still an Omega.
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“Oh my gods!” Mandy’s squeal bounced in the four walls of his small apartment.
Greg scowled at his sister from the kitchen where he was putting the brownies she brought into plates. “My neighbors will think I’m butchering you.” He put half of the brownie into his fridge. Mandy’s sweets were always the best.
His sister came over quicker than lightning when he sent ‘mayday’ and ‘female problems’ in one text.
She ditched dinner with her family to come to Greg’s rescue. He wasn’t sure whether that was a good thing or a bad thing but her husband was more than willing to let her go as long as he got the ‘goss’ after.
“You are accepting that offer,” she announced as soon as he joined her on the couch.
“I asked for an opinion, I get an order,” he murmured, shaking his head.
Mandy simply rolled her eyes and continued whatever she was doing on his laptop.
Earlier today, three days after the summoning by R&D’s Chief, he got an offer to join their team. It was a promotion. With that, they just confirmed his judgment was right and they saw his skills as valuable. But Greg loved the test floor and getting his hands dirty and blending into the background of loud machines and massive spacecraft.
Then there was his massive albeit new crush on his potential new boss. Attraction hit you like a truck on a freeway when you had been celibate for the majority of your life.
The other day, he almost started an argument with one of his colleagues when he heard them talking ill of Chief Carson. There was just something about her that made his instincts go haywire, his mother’s teachings be damned.
He told Mandy this and now, she was stalking Chief Carson on social media.
“Of course, good boy Greg is into hot librarian types,” Mandy commented.
“Don’t push my buttons,” he warned, though he knew it was futile.
Peeking behind her, he saw an image of Chief Carson on a press release. A meeting was happening in the background, headed by her. Sleek, polished, never a hair out of place. She made a simple blouse and heels look like a power move. It was intimidating and damn mesmerizing. Something about her pulled Greg. Something in him wanted to be close just to see if she ever let her guard down.
“There’s no reason for you to refuse the offer. The pay is better, you’ll finally stop smelling like dried sweat and engine oil, your wardrobe will finally have an upgrade and you’ll be around the love of your life!”
“I just admire her character,” he argued. “She’s something else. You know, always on top of things like she was born knowing the answer before you even ask the question. And the way she carries herself? Total confidence, but not flashy. It’s in the way she looks at you like she sees right through the nonsense.” Greg caught himself. “And I don’t have suits,” he added as if that would save him from Mandy’s knowing look.
“Admiration, attraction, love, all the same. Besides, I doubt they really were suits. Even Sire doesn’t wear that in his office. Business casual, maybe, which you don’t have clothes for too. I would offer Lester’s but you’re bigger than him. Damn, your Alpha frame.”
He laughed at her enthusiasm, silently thanking her for glossing over his rambling.
He did his laundry at Mandy’s. Cheaper than the laundromat since she only charged him for his products and their fabric conditioner smelt way better than anything he would find himself, so she knew his closet only had plain tees and jeans.
“I don’t want to rock the boat, Mandy,” Greg admitted, his tone suddenly grave. This bugged him much more than the other stuff he came up with to avoid the promotion.
That halted his step-sister’s online stalking session. She looked up at him with pure understanding.
This was the real reason he asked her over. Greg had made peace with staying at the bottom of the company food chain, fiddling with engines and reporting to a boss whose name was as unknown in their company as his.
A move like that was a huge step for him. For better or for worse, he didn’t know yet. At least at the test facility, they could all pretend he didn’t exist.
“You deserve that promotion, Greg. You’ve been doing everything all by yourself and now your hard work is paying off.” Mandy moved closer to him and took his hand in hers.
“You think so?”
She smiled softly and affectionately. Greg suddenly missed his mother. At the same time, he was thankful he reconnected with his step-sister. “I do, dear brother, and if you’re not convinced yet, I can call Monee for a second opinion, although I know she will agree.”
Greg chuckled, his heart swelling at the sentiment. Monee was his other step-sister, Mandy’s twin. He shook his head, “She’s probably busy.”
Mandy huffed at the comment. “She’s always busy.”
A follow request. Carrie just received a follow request on social media. And not just a normal follow request, one from the young technician she just took under her wing. Carrie tapped on the notification that had appeared on top of her mobile phone which led her to the person’s profile. Greg Noir stared at her from the screen, showcasing his white set of teeth, dimpled face, and sun-kissed skin. He was a good-looking young man, that, Carrie wouldn’t deny. She scrolled through his page. There wasn’t much to see. The few photos he had were taken at work, in a garage, or somewhere else with engines. Overalls and plain fitted tees seemed to be the only items in his wardrobe.In a couple of photos, he was with a boy, maybe seven or eight. Carrie zoomed in on a photo with the boy. The two of them were on a swing, the child on Greg’s lap. Both were grinning from ear to ear.Who was that child? His son? Was Greg mated after all? Carrie quickly turned off her phone. She didn’t care if he
“Me? Hurt you?” Greg sat down comfortably on the chair. He leaned back and placed both his arms on the armrests like an eagle with its wings spread out. Big and dangerous. “Isn’t this a nice place for a chair? A good view of the bedroom, the bed. Has anyone sat here and watched, Carisa? Have you? Do you like to watch? Or do you like being watched?”Carrie’s throat was dry. The way he said her name was enchanting. A siren song. And now Carrie was scared but also keyed up. “I’d like some water, please.” She needed something—anything.“You want me to get it for you?”“Yes, please.”“And bring it over there? Right beside you where I can easily reach you? Touch you?” His grin was charged with electricity. Carrie tried to look away but she was held hostage by his gaze. “You always struck me as a woman who likes to do it herself, so it makes me wonder what’s keeping you under that sheet. Something you don’t want me to see?”“I’m wearing a nightgown,” Carrie said, squirming as she said it. Th
“You make many requests,” she commented, delighted with how stable she sounded. “I have an alarm, the police could be here any minute.”Unaffected, Greg simply shrugged. “Then I guess I’d better hurry.” He stood up, then. Was he really this huge? Moving closer, he shrugged off the top half of his overalls, then tied the sleeves around his waist. Carrie remembered this look—the same outfit he had in that one photo. As he moved closer to the bed, Carrie could see the leanness of his body, the bulge of his arms, the tightness of his abdominal muscles.“Are you going to do something?” She asked dumbly. “Is that what you want?” Greg came to the foot of the bed, settling a hand on the bedpost. Behind him, the moon cast a bright glow. A halo.His smell assaulted her nose. Too strong and too enticing at the same time.Carrie’s right foot poked out from under the bedsheet. Greg took notice of it. “Were you afraid of monsters under your bed when you were a child?”“No.”“I guess, that’s expe
“You tasted good. Does all of you taste that good? I bet it does. I can smell it. I can practically taste you.”Carrie was speechless. There was no denying it now. She was wet—more than wet. Because of Greg and he knew it.Greg reached out to trace her jaw as he sat down on the bed. His warmth resonated. His smell smothered her. “You’ve been quiet,” he commented. “Nothing much to say?”“Get off my bed and get out of my property.” Greg laughed. Despite her words, he climbed up the bed until he was lying down next to her. He lay on his side and propped his head on his hand so that he was facing her. His foot brushed against Carrie’s. Her heart hammered in her chest, her breathing labored.“I know you’ve wondered what it would be like,” Greg said.“I know what it’s like. I was mated.”“How long had that been?” Greg retorted. “Did you really like that? Did you really feel that?” Greg’s gaze penetrated her. For a second, Carrie feared he could see into her brain, and find out her though
The Carson family had been the leaders of the pack since its establishment decades ago. Now that it has grown into a small community, their family remained the keepers of their kin. Carrie’s family promised her to a family friend’s firstborn who was meant to be their generation’s Alpha leader, making Carrie the Luna. The Reginalds were a rising pack as the owner of one of the popular fast-food chains in town. Their filial union was meant to signify the merging of their families but when it all fell down, they wasted no time dumping Carrie and cutting ties with her pack.It was for the best. Being an Alpha, her ex’s arrogance was always up to the ceiling. Albertus had been a decent enough mate, but his ego was something Carrie had put up on for years. A week after finding out about her infertility, he found another Omega to breed.Carrie’s older brother Vino became the one to lead the pack. The only problem was that he married an Omega male and their community was strict about having
“Can I sit?” He sat down on the bench before Carrie could reply, obligating her to wiggle aside to accommodate him. “Sure,” she smiled. The boy smiled back, a small dimple appearing just an inch below his lips. Adorable. Carrie loved children. That was probably her Omega talking, but being around them always brings her warmth. Finding out she would never have her own had been devastating. Now, Carrie suited herself in looking after her niece and the other kids in their pack. She had never missed anyone’s birthday. Every kid in their pack loved their Auntie Carrie for a reason. “I’m sooo tired,” the boy grumbled. He was still short enough that his legs dangled from the bench. A seven-year-old maybe. Or six. He was cute with his button nose scrunching as he heaved a sigh. Weirdly, the boy looked familiar. Carrie simply couldn’t point a finger on it.“You’ve been shopping a lot?” Guess it wasn’t just Carrie who was tired from shopping.“Yes! Many stores but nothing for me,” he poute
Greg had mixed opinions about his new workplace. It was clean, cool, bright, and smelled nice, and the low murmur of his new colleagues combined with the hum of computers was kind of relaxing. Large windows stretch along one side, potted plants dot the space, their green leaves a gentle contrast to the monochrome desks and steel-gray chairs. The complete opposite of the test floor filled with large equipment and dangerous machines.The office was okay, generally, but Greg liked his previous workplace a lot more. He liked to get his hands dirty. The only consolation was that his cube was close to Chief Carson. If he peeked to his right, her office window was in his direct line of sight. Greg stretched his legs under his new desk. It was plywood made into a sleek modern work table, but it was too small for his frame so his loafer-encased feet poked underneath. His slacks were tight and his dress shirt compressed his torso a little too tightly. The attendant at the store said it was
In the next couple of days, Greg started to adapt to his new workplace. People move on fast in a department like R&D where tasks never get tired of coming.Greg’s colleagues quickly forgot their prejudice and now, he found himself sitting between Ava and Nico, the Alpha who got chest-to-chest with him. They and the other five people from their department shared a table in the cafeteria.“So, you single, Greg?” Jester, another Alpha, asked. Curiosity seemed to be unanimous because everyone at the table paused and looked at him, waiting for the answer. “Yes,” he admitted mindlessly. They didn’t look convinced. “I didn’t mean mated, dude. Nothing casual too?”“Nope.” Nothing wrong with being single. He liked it better than jumping from one bed to another before finding his mate.“Nah, no way you’re not getting some.”The group nodded and hummed their agreement as if Greg’s love life was their business. “I can’t see why the Omegas aren’t flocking around you.”At that, he felt Ava inch
“You’re crazy.” “Crazy in love,” Mandy added to her husband’s comment.“I’m not in love,” Greg said without looking at them. He stirred the thin liquid in the pot to make sure the dried elderberries were properly soaked.He was at his half-sister’s house, making what his mother called a cold-busting tea. Whenever Greg caught a cold or fever, she would boil elderberries and ginger. Then, when it was her mother who was feeling under the weather, he would make it for her. It was sweet enough for a child’s preference and he grew into drinking it whenever he got the chills. Now, it was his boss who was unwell, so, he was making one for her.“Can’t you do that at home?” Lester yawned from the coffee table he and Mandy sat on—more like slumped on.It was six in the morning. Greg had to go to work at 8:00, and lukewarm tea wasn’t good. He wanted it hot and freshly made for Chief Carson. “I needed a deeper pot.” He turned to face them and pointed the ladle in their direction. “I didn’t ask
Tired was an understatement.Carrie cracked her neck, her joints making a satisfying grinding sound. She moaned as the stiffness of her shoulders eased. Just a little. Actually, too little. Her stress was far from being relieved. After attending a four-hour meeting with other unit chiefs, where she was constantly ridiculed, albeit indirectly, for being born the way she was, Carrie was more than ready to get home. But of course, being away from her desk for that long meant being away from the stuff she had to accomplish on a regular.That left her working longer than anyone in their right mind would like. She counted how many days it would be until the weekend, and that only made her more depressed. She gathered her things and shouldered her bag, already ready to hit the sack. However, when she came out of her office, she caught sight of a large figure hunched over a table in the common area. Carrie could never mistake that frame. She scanned the office and found no one else but t
In the next couple of days, Greg started to adapt to his new workplace. People move on fast in a department like R&D where tasks never get tired of coming.Greg’s colleagues quickly forgot their prejudice and now, he found himself sitting between Ava and Nico, the Alpha who got chest-to-chest with him. They and the other five people from their department shared a table in the cafeteria.“So, you single, Greg?” Jester, another Alpha, asked. Curiosity seemed to be unanimous because everyone at the table paused and looked at him, waiting for the answer. “Yes,” he admitted mindlessly. They didn’t look convinced. “I didn’t mean mated, dude. Nothing casual too?”“Nope.” Nothing wrong with being single. He liked it better than jumping from one bed to another before finding his mate.“Nah, no way you’re not getting some.”The group nodded and hummed their agreement as if Greg’s love life was their business. “I can’t see why the Omegas aren’t flocking around you.”At that, he felt Ava inch
Greg had mixed opinions about his new workplace. It was clean, cool, bright, and smelled nice, and the low murmur of his new colleagues combined with the hum of computers was kind of relaxing. Large windows stretch along one side, potted plants dot the space, their green leaves a gentle contrast to the monochrome desks and steel-gray chairs. The complete opposite of the test floor filled with large equipment and dangerous machines.The office was okay, generally, but Greg liked his previous workplace a lot more. He liked to get his hands dirty. The only consolation was that his cube was close to Chief Carson. If he peeked to his right, her office window was in his direct line of sight. Greg stretched his legs under his new desk. It was plywood made into a sleek modern work table, but it was too small for his frame so his loafer-encased feet poked underneath. His slacks were tight and his dress shirt compressed his torso a little too tightly. The attendant at the store said it was
“Can I sit?” He sat down on the bench before Carrie could reply, obligating her to wiggle aside to accommodate him. “Sure,” she smiled. The boy smiled back, a small dimple appearing just an inch below his lips. Adorable. Carrie loved children. That was probably her Omega talking, but being around them always brings her warmth. Finding out she would never have her own had been devastating. Now, Carrie suited herself in looking after her niece and the other kids in their pack. She had never missed anyone’s birthday. Every kid in their pack loved their Auntie Carrie for a reason. “I’m sooo tired,” the boy grumbled. He was still short enough that his legs dangled from the bench. A seven-year-old maybe. Or six. He was cute with his button nose scrunching as he heaved a sigh. Weirdly, the boy looked familiar. Carrie simply couldn’t point a finger on it.“You’ve been shopping a lot?” Guess it wasn’t just Carrie who was tired from shopping.“Yes! Many stores but nothing for me,” he poute
The Carson family had been the leaders of the pack since its establishment decades ago. Now that it has grown into a small community, their family remained the keepers of their kin. Carrie’s family promised her to a family friend’s firstborn who was meant to be their generation’s Alpha leader, making Carrie the Luna. The Reginalds were a rising pack as the owner of one of the popular fast-food chains in town. Their filial union was meant to signify the merging of their families but when it all fell down, they wasted no time dumping Carrie and cutting ties with her pack.It was for the best. Being an Alpha, her ex’s arrogance was always up to the ceiling. Albertus had been a decent enough mate, but his ego was something Carrie had put up on for years. A week after finding out about her infertility, he found another Omega to breed.Carrie’s older brother Vino became the one to lead the pack. The only problem was that he married an Omega male and their community was strict about having
“You tasted good. Does all of you taste that good? I bet it does. I can smell it. I can practically taste you.”Carrie was speechless. There was no denying it now. She was wet—more than wet. Because of Greg and he knew it.Greg reached out to trace her jaw as he sat down on the bed. His warmth resonated. His smell smothered her. “You’ve been quiet,” he commented. “Nothing much to say?”“Get off my bed and get out of my property.” Greg laughed. Despite her words, he climbed up the bed until he was lying down next to her. He lay on his side and propped his head on his hand so that he was facing her. His foot brushed against Carrie’s. Her heart hammered in her chest, her breathing labored.“I know you’ve wondered what it would be like,” Greg said.“I know what it’s like. I was mated.”“How long had that been?” Greg retorted. “Did you really like that? Did you really feel that?” Greg’s gaze penetrated her. For a second, Carrie feared he could see into her brain, and find out her though
“You make many requests,” she commented, delighted with how stable she sounded. “I have an alarm, the police could be here any minute.”Unaffected, Greg simply shrugged. “Then I guess I’d better hurry.” He stood up, then. Was he really this huge? Moving closer, he shrugged off the top half of his overalls, then tied the sleeves around his waist. Carrie remembered this look—the same outfit he had in that one photo. As he moved closer to the bed, Carrie could see the leanness of his body, the bulge of his arms, the tightness of his abdominal muscles.“Are you going to do something?” She asked dumbly. “Is that what you want?” Greg came to the foot of the bed, settling a hand on the bedpost. Behind him, the moon cast a bright glow. A halo.His smell assaulted her nose. Too strong and too enticing at the same time.Carrie’s right foot poked out from under the bedsheet. Greg took notice of it. “Were you afraid of monsters under your bed when you were a child?”“No.”“I guess, that’s expe
“Me? Hurt you?” Greg sat down comfortably on the chair. He leaned back and placed both his arms on the armrests like an eagle with its wings spread out. Big and dangerous. “Isn’t this a nice place for a chair? A good view of the bedroom, the bed. Has anyone sat here and watched, Carisa? Have you? Do you like to watch? Or do you like being watched?”Carrie’s throat was dry. The way he said her name was enchanting. A siren song. And now Carrie was scared but also keyed up. “I’d like some water, please.” She needed something—anything.“You want me to get it for you?”“Yes, please.”“And bring it over there? Right beside you where I can easily reach you? Touch you?” His grin was charged with electricity. Carrie tried to look away but she was held hostage by his gaze. “You always struck me as a woman who likes to do it herself, so it makes me wonder what’s keeping you under that sheet. Something you don’t want me to see?”“I’m wearing a nightgown,” Carrie said, squirming as she said it. Th