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45.AN EMOTIONAL WRECK

Author: Adeola
last update Last Updated: 2024-10-29 19:42:56

TRISTAN’S POV

Vanessa seemed to be disappointed as she stormed off into the bathroom angrily to get dressed. I didn't want us to leave with her in that mood, so I tried to persuade her. I followed her.

"I promise you, I don't want the night to end like this too. I brought us here so that we can have a break. I'm sorry we have to leave so soon."

I couldn't bring myself to tell her the truth about Dame because she was an emotional wreck right now, she would ruin everything for us.

Vanessa shot me a look that could freeze time, her eyes ablaze with anger. "What exactly are you apologizing for? For ruining our supposed break or for the kiss?"

I hesitated, my words caught in my throat. "No, Vanessa, it's not about that. I just wanted us to—"

She cut me off, her voice sharp and filled with hurt. "Don't lie! I saw the disappointment in your eyes when I couldn't... when I couldn't reciprocate your emotions. Don't lie to me."

I could feel my guilt weighing down on me, but I couldn't bring mys
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