unspoken fears

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Lena's POV

My mouth was faster than my mind, I didn't want to be the one to bring out that suggestion, but my mouth suddenly blurted it out.

Ethan looked at me I could see a little sadness in his eyes, fear that he might lose me to Adrian once again, fear that he won't have to be the father of the child anymore.

But right now I couldn't be bothered by the flood of emotions passing through his eyes and face do you expect me to watch the biological father of my child die again after he died the first time I couldn't do anything and somehow he survived do you still expect me to let him die again the second time.

I was really confused about what to do, but I knew I wouldn't just stand and do nothing. Even if Ethan refused to do anything about it, I wouldn't mind going there myself with Jay just so I could try and save him myself, even if it meant me dying.

I am not choosing Adrian over Ethan; I am just confused about the whole thing; just when I was already