Jemima's POV
I dropped on my knees as my dam broke.My tears were uncontrollable.When I met him all I thought was, "Damn it's gonna break me when you leave..." And I was right.Crying is a way to your eyes speak when you mouth can't explain how you feeling inside.
Matt knelt infront of me and wrapped me in his arms.I wish they made me feel home like Drake's did but all I could feel was been encaged for comfort.He soothed me and promised everything would be okay, over and over and over again but I doubted it.
When he lifted my face to look at him,my sobs increased and no words were courageous enough to leave my lips.
"He is not worth your tears.If you mean something to him then he will fight for you..." He wiped my tears with his thumbs but they were so stubborn.
"He is Drake, he will never change Jemima..." He cussed out with so much rage in his voice.
Chapter Twenty eightDrake's POVI don't know for what reason but I believe you will come.I might be the biggest as*hole in the universe but you always understand me.In my darkest moment, I think of you.In my sorrows, I need you.Even thou it seems hopeless to wait, I still believe.I leaned on the wall beside the door, waiting for her who weirdly knew how to restore my sanity.I take another strong sip of whisky but it doesn't really dull the ache in my chest.Stupid whisky, you were supposed to help me forget this torture for a while if not a while please a few seconds would go a long wayI know she will come.I sighed biting my trembling lips.Second after second I would check my phone desperately.It was only thirty minutes later and I feel like it's eternity.She will come.She would never want to see me hurt or broken.One hour later,Maybe she is just stuck in traffic.Maybe s
Chapter twenty nineDrake's POVI am tired of this life,It's like I am screaming and no one can hear me.I am suffocating.I am not angry but in pain.It's fucked up not to have control over your life.My life feels like a horror show.You don't know what it feels like.To be all smiley.But you are breaking deep inside.I staggered to the living room after throwing Chacha's crap over the balcony and slumped on the sofa.I am what's wrong,I keep hurting those dear to me.I felt tears spill down my face and I quickly wiped them away.How has she gotten under my skin so easily? I don't think I have ever felt all this before.At first it scared me but now I love the unfamiliar emotions am feeling.The emptiness when she is not around.How I feel like every ounce of my breathe has been taken from my lungs when she is around me.Or how I imagine the world comes to a standstill when she smiles or how her eyes shine lik
Chapter ThirtyJemima's POVI represent you three weeks of rejected calls, ignored messages and massive loneliness.I know of a person who is nothing but sadness and loneliness and that person is me.There is neither love or light in my life.Yeah, the sun rises but it has been ages since it shone on me.I know, that's how unfortunate I am.Come think of it, I deserve an award.The award for the biggest hypocrite and liar goes to Jemima.I may seem over Drake but only my pillow and I know the untold tears that explain the longingness in my heart. The distance between us was to make me forget him but it just made me realise that I love this son of a man.I don't know how it happened or when it happened but I love him.If only he would want me as I want him with fire and passion.If only I was never an option.If only he had eyes for me,If only.I felt tears burning behind my eyes but I refrained from crying.I continued w
Chapter Thirty oneJemima's POVAfter Josh cut the cake, he couldn't hide his excitement when he realised that I had baked his favourite. Red velvet ice-cream cake.Three layers of red velvet cake and two layers of homemade cheesecake ice cream sandwiched between the layers like he loves it."Thank you..." He mouthed me and I just winked.After the cake cutting was over.The MC appeared again on stage and announced the special guest of the night who was to render a love song.To everyone surprise, it was the Nicki Minaj a famous RnB singer was called on stage.As she walked gracefully on the stage, the room was filled with screams.She was indeed love.She began singing and the room was silent.Everyone seemed to be under her enchantment.I never understand how her voice shows off several pitches in one piece.It's amazing.She was on top on my favourite list until she called my Drake on stag
Chapter Thirty twoJemima's POVWaking up and seeing the love of your life lying peaceful next you is priceless.I couldn't help but stroke his cheek.Words are not enough to describe how handsome and attractive this man is.I am sure when been created, God poured some sprinkles and everything pretty in his mud before molding him.He was perfectly carved for the human beings to admire.I bent forward so that I could kiss him when he opened his eyes."Hey doll face?"He pulled me against his chest and wrapped his arms around me."Why are you up so early?" He yawned."I wanted to admire you...""That's sweet of you..." He pressed his lips softly on my forehead that my face got heated"That's sweet of you..." He pressed his lips softly on my forehead that my face got heated.I will never get used to this.I have fallen for you harder than a slip on
Chapter Thirty threeDrake's POVThis earth hold many beauties, treasures beyond my imagination but nothing compares to her.I thought I loved Cardi but I guess I felt indebted for all she has done for me.I can swear on my life that what I feel for Jemima seems like that thing called Love.Daniel said when in love you can't stop thinking about her.She even takes over your dreams and every second you just want to be close to her.I never thought I would be a victim of love.Does that mean I will start sobbing and acting all broken and vulnerable every time Jemima and I are not cool?Arrrrggh!!!Being in love sucks."You are all dismissed.Practice is over..." Coach Weiner shouted and we all screamed excitedly.Since we are so close to the new season, our coaches have been a little bit hard on us.But I don't blame them, I blame the pressure that comes from the Basketball federation."I can't feel my legs.Coach Josh has been more
Chapter Thirty fourJemima's enjoyingIt was enjoying the comfort of my soft pillow when I heard vigorous violent knocks.At first I thought it was a dream until I lazily opened my eyes.The knocks were continuous.F*ck!"Vee?" I called her softly only for her to pull the duvet over her head."Vee?" I shook her vigorously,"I think there is someone at the door...""What?" She sat up and rubbed her eyes vigorously."Can't you hear the knocks?""What time is it?" She yawned and looked at her phone."It's only 1am.I hope that person knocking like this is their house has a very important reason of waking us up" She rolled her eyes."Grab the bat and let's see who is there..." I suggested."What if it's a thief?""We beat him to death.""Grab the bat and let's
Chapter Thirty fiveJemima's POV"What do we do Jayjay, we are running out of options?" I asked in a concerned tone"Why are you worried? Tonight we will get to see that lousy greedy MP face to face and whether he likes it or not he has to listen to us.""What about Nick? He is dead, are we going just to sit and mourn? We need to go back to the streets...""Look at you all grown up.I can't lose anyone else little lioness.Plus I promised Josh that I won't put your life in danger ever again. You got shot, what if you died?""Nick died because of me and even without your help I am gonna avenge his death..." I cussed out."I don't care Jayjay" I could feel my insides churning with rage.I can barely sleep at night as the events of that day keep playing in my head in slow motion. I had Nick's blood on my hands and that fact was slowly killin
Chapter Forty eightJemima's POVI was worried about Drake and he wasn't answering his phone calls ,neither was Wayne. After chatting up with Vee and told her I will be back home the next day. Switched on the television to the greatest shock of my life.'The Star basketball players Drake and Wayne were met with an accident. Wayne is conscious under medical report while there is still no word about Drake, stay tuned to this channel and we will bring you more information..."I couldn't comprehend it. This wasn't my voice shouting.Arrghhh!! Not my Drake!, God no!.I ran to the room and picked my purse in a bolt speed."Taxi!! , Taxi!" I kept shouting outside Drakes apartment when a car pull up.It wasn't a Taxi but I couldn't care less, I wish I had let Drake but that darn car. "Where to miss" the elderly lookin
Chapter fourty sevenDrake's POVAfter an endless session of pacing up and down in Erastus my manager living room, my lawyer Kimono arrived."Finally you remembered I pay you..." I sneered, shaking his hand."I had a court hearing Drake..."" So how bad is it?" I sat heavily on the sofa beside Wayne that it seemed I almost fell into it."Good news, she can't trap you legally..." He beamed and sat next to Erastus."Care to elaborate?" I asked, grabbing a can of beer from Wayne's hand."That's was mine..." He cried out."Shut up and let's listen...""Since you two had s*x nine months ago, it will be hard to secure forensic evidence such as semen, bruises or scratches..." Kimono explained."But why would there be bruises and scratches, I didn't f*cking rape her.She wanted it as much as I did. Which I know regret wanti
Chapter Fourty SixDrake's POVAfter draining all the energy from her, we spent the whole afternoon in bed planning the wedding. I know we sound insanely crazy but who caresSo practically Jemima thinks the gown I want her to wear on that special day is Hella expensive. I seriously never understand women. You don't treat then they complain, you shower your money on them it's still a problem We are going to have our wedding ceremony in the Lavista Beach house and then leave for one month honeymoon after the season. She is gonna bake a ten-layer cake which is to me is unnecessary since it's a simple private wedding but let me let her do her thing.Everything is in order apart from her wedding gown.She doesn't want me going with her to shop for her wedding gown something about bad luck when I see the gown. But that's bullshit and a crazy superstition.l.About the proposal, I am still narrowing down the million ideas running marathon in my he
Chapter Fourty fiveDrake's POV"what are you doing here?""Why are your phones off?? The world could be burning down whereas you two are here having the time of your life..." He breathed out.I held him at shoulder length and shook him vigorously, "What has happened with this burning world of yours?""You are trending Drake . You are all over the news . It's really bad." He snapped."How bad?What bad? Which bad?""Ella has uploaded a video on her IGTV claiming you took advantage of her. I thought you took care of that bro..."When I thought I would finally be happy in my life, something explodes on my face. I am finally the king of bad luck. But why now? I paid her a hugesome of money for her silence after I realised she was a minor.To top it up, I didn't take advantage o
Chapter Fourty fourJamima's POV"I never knew you guys had a private beach??" I asked as Drake led me to the beach."With the Harrison's family you can expect anything..."As we walked to the beach, we were greeted with a gentle sea breeze."That little movie is full of fiction. How can I go back to been my little sel? It doesn't make sense...""It's just a movie love, don't let it get into your head." I should focus on more realistic things. Like how that white sundress is making you so tempting?""You are right.I should focus on more realistic things. Like how that white sundress is making you so tempting?""Is there a time you don't think about s*x?" I rolled my eyes at him."Yes when I am thinking about you or football.But mostly about you, you hijack my thoughts, dreams and I love it...""Unlik
Chapter Fourty threeJemima's POV"I love you Mima..." I felt his nose on my neck as he inhaled deeply."I love you too Drake...""I am so sorry for all those times I have hurt you. I was just so scared of the unknown.But after confessing to you what I felt, I feel complete. And I promise to be by your side forever baby..." He whispered, plastering featherlight kisses all over my shoulders."I wish I would wake up to this every morning." I began running my hands all over his back.It was like fire meeting gasoline."I promise it will always be like that..."He kissed me passionately, forcing my lips apart with his tongue and I returned the kiss with my own passion .It's too hard not to fall a little deeper every single day.After making out for what seemed like forever, I broke the kiss,"Drake, let me take a quick shower...""*ex in the show
Chapter Fourty TwoDrake's POVMy breath was ragged and harsh as I read the article about Jemima and Jordan for the tenth time. I was immobilised with fear of losing her as my eyes got glossy with tears.I have been looking for her all over town but she was busy having fun with that Jordan guy. I even bought some things for her as a token of apology but no she had to be with him . I always knew he was bad news. If he thinks I would let him have my Jemima then he should go back to sleep and wake up to reality.She promised me to always love me but she lied.But how could I blame her? I am always hurting her. I have to let her all in or she will get tired at standing on my doorstep and soon leave. I have to overcome this disguised demon that is paralysing me. The fear of the unknown.Why do I keep lying?The reason I ignored her during my sister's graduation after party was because I was scared of b
Chapter Fourty OneJemima's POVI threw myself at him and he tightly wrapped his arms around me."What's wrong Jemima?"" I just want it to go away.It hurts..." I said between choked sobs."Tell me what's wrong?""I just don't want to see him..."He pulled me back and held me at shoulder length."Did anyone hurt you,molest you or do anything stupid to you?Tell me and I will deal with whoever is making you cry..."There was something about his gaze that made me feel safe."I think I need black coffee..." I forced a smile."Here, wipe your tears away..." He took a white neatly folded handkerchief from his denim jacket and gave it to me."Thank you..."We sat at the corner near the window and the classical music in the background was soothing. I think it was a clear guitar sound performing a slow nursery rhyme.The air was fil
Chapter FourtyJemima's POVWe sat cosy on the sofa by the flames, our features illuminated by the flickering light, the only one in the room.His arm resting behind my head, my half on his lap.We sipped our wine silently as Drake was still mad at me after Matt called."The pasta and meatballs were delicious..." I tried to converse but he just remained silent."Are you still mad about Matt calling me? Drake, I didn't go with him to Bahamas. I am here with you...""I am just jealous..." He whispered, leaning his head on mine."Why? It's you I love and he is just my friend," I intertwined our fingers,"I would never leave you .You mean the world to me.""Jordan likes you alot. Then there is Matt and Daniel always acting like th