People always dream of being in a fantasy. They dream of love, romance. They hear knights in shining armor and think of safety. But in my world...its hell. In my world, my parents are dead. My twin brother is all I have. As orphans we where sold to an assassins guild so some drug addicted couple could get a fix.
Rape, murder, and abuse was all I knew for the first 15 years of my life. Whipped and beat to become an elite solider I never wanted to be. My innocence stolen so I could be of more 'value' to my fellow assassins. I hated my life. Some days offing myself just felt right, but my brother was there to face this with me. Through him I lived.
It changed when we turned 21. Sebastion, my brother, and I where sitting at the local tavern near the Guild. We both had been through a really tragic event and we needed to clear out heads. At least that was until a man in a black cloak approached us. He wore a cowl over his head to hide his identity. He came with two other men, all dressed the same. They looked like any other assassins at the time, but one of them offered us sanctity if we followed them. We couldn't ask who they where or question him, the leader.
To good to be true right? Well we took him on his offer, wanting freedom from the guild. Of course it goes without saying that we are always hunted, but since we joined him it's been quiet. We did as he asked and in return we have been doing mostly soldier work. Scouting, gathering info, and dealing with Darko's men. Drakos was the Leader of the Assassin's Guild.
We where only too happy to oblige. It's been three years now and he has recruited more people since we first came on board. Use to being lone wolves as it was, it was hard for us to manage. We still mostly keep to ourselves and do as we are told. Every night we gather at an abandoned Manor on a Cliffside. it's basically our head quarters when we weren't out on missions. We could train, eat, and rest there. It was the only home we know. Lost mercenaries, two elite trained assassins, and a highly trained herbalist.
We called him that jokingly to start out, and it just stuck because we didn't know what else to call him. He hasn't complained or corrected us, so I think he secretly likes it. He rescued us so I wasn't going to judge. It's been three years and as long as we kept our heads down and obeyed, we where fine. I can't say the others aren't too keen on listening though.
"Aria!" I sighed with annoyance, my meditation broken by Aspin. He was a younger male. Maybe 18? Brown shaggy hair with a boyish grin. Tried to 'charm' the ladies but mostly got shot down. Always ended in the sad puppy dog eyes and a couple of tears. He tried once with me and let's just say he tries less.
"What is it Aspin?" Our training room a large building with lots of wooden dummies, practice sticks, old and worn rubber mats, and broken shields. Most of the windows where still intact, but the few unfortunate ones had wooden panels over them. Or some where just so dirty it hardly let light in.
"You have been here longer than the rest of us. Have you seen the Master's face?" His green eyes went wide. I rolled my eyes and stood to my feet, knowing I was no longer going to be able to meditate.
"I do not." I replied blandly again. Hoping he would get the picture. He followed closely behind me, almost touching. An irritating bubble grew in me.
"You and your brother, you're assassins right?" I gave a curt nod. I'm not a friendly person, I'm honestly not sure what posses him to talk to me. He continued to pester me about the Assassin life while I walked in the commons area. Chairs and a table where basically all that was left. My twin brother Sebastion, Lola, who is the herbalist, and Merrick, a Mercenary, sat scattered around the table.
"Can you tell me about one of your assassin missions?" He was practically pawing at me, begging to tell him something.
"Listen kid, your lucky you didn't live a life like mine. Why don't you try enjoying yours while you still have it." I growled. Pouting he sat down next to Merrick. Merrick laughed at him, patting him on the back. He was an old mercenary. Normally smelt of stale alcohol and tobacco. White wispy hair that was slicked back. Five o 'clock shadow, pale blue eyes. Always wore his white button down shirt unbuttoned at the top and revealing gash marks down his chest. He suffered a lot in his life, he didn't have a family either, so he was subjected to stay here with us, claiming he wanted to do some good with what ever life he had left.
"He is young Aria, impressionable. Be easy on him." Right, impressionable. Even idiots new when to back off. Before I could make a retort, the doors to Master's meeting room opened. Out came his henchman? Well I suppose a glorified henchman.
"Sebastion, Aria. He wishes to speak with you." Henchman, as we call him, has no sense of humor. When we first started calling Master by his nickname he was moody for months. He was absolutely livid when we started calling him Henchman. He dressed much like Master too, but he clothed in white robes. What where we suppose to do when they wouldn't give us names?
"Hopefully this time its exciting." Sebastion mumbled. Sebastion looked a lot like me. Raven black hair, piercing green eyes, somber moods. The only difference was in our height. He stood a least a foot taller than me. Kept his hair naturally ruffled giving him quite and exotic look. His nose was narrowed and as where his eyes. He may be my brother, but he was quite handsome as well. Practically a giant wall of muscles from all the years we trained together.
I couldn't help nod in agreement. The guild trained us to be blood thirsty tyrants. At least the blood thirsty bit. Our pride and huge hearts prevented us from becoming complete tyrants. But still blood thirsty none the less. Quite often we would make excuses so we could go on hunting trips to try and quench the need for murder, but it just wasn't enough. If it hadn't been for the hunting, I often wondered what we would do with the crazy drive. Would we be forced to rampage through villages?
We followed the Henchman through the doors, quietly shutting it behind us. His meeting space was pretty large to be honest. Had the largest windows. The walls at one point or another had been a creamy tan, but where now a brownish tan with age. A broken chandelier hung from the ceiling. Despite being old and run down, it still smelt like flowers. It was the closest room to the garden, and the window had been recently propped open. The closest place I could get to serenity, to peace, was the outdoors. But I remained composed, not wanting to show my weakness to the smell.
"You wish to speak to us Master?" I bowed. Henchman's hood pointed in our direction. The Henchman was one of the men that came to see us that night in the tavern. He was docile then, but now he spent most of the time chastising us or sputtering with rage. I wasn't exactly sure why he hated us so since he was there when we where 'recruited'. Unfazed though, Master waved a hand at the Henchman and he went quiet.
"I heard you two came back last night. Where do you run off to?" His voice was deep and rich as he spoke. His voice dripping with amusement. His elbows leaned against the table, holding his head against his closed fist. I went to speak, but Sebastion over stepped me.
"Out." Sebastion replied blandly. I hissed under my breath and glared up at him. We don't discuss personal things normally, but I told Sebastion before that he was our leader and we needed to respect that. It wasn't unusual for us to slip away, but out of lack of trust, we never gave away our location.
"A small hunting trip is all Master." Sebastion and I looked at each other indifferently. It really wasn't a small hunting trip though. Sebastion grew arrogant and single handily tried to fight a bear. He was lucky I am quick and stealthy otherwise he would have been lunch
"I understand. Next time let me know when you go out though. I know I haven't needed you recently but things can change." Sebastion and I bowed in unison. I felt a little guilty not telling them where we disappear to, but it's the only way we can prevent ourselves from going on killing sprees. It was a necessity.
"We understand. It won't happen again." A bob of his hood an he straightened in his seat. His arms crossing over each other on the table. Although he seemed relaxed, you could tell he was tense. It's not very often he gets this way, so I was sensitive to reading the mood. Of course we where the only two that could read it, giving the close proximity our relation was.
"I have a task for the two of you. You are my most stealthy of the group so I have no doubts you can handle this. But the North Eastern Kingdom has been quiet as of late. There have been rumors they where planning a war and I want to know against who. Scout it out and report anything you find back. Do you understand?" Sebastion and I nodded once. Finally, maybe we can get out hands dirty. The itch has been almost unbearable as of late. "Aria, I can see it on your face. No you can't kill any one. Do I make myself clear." I hid my pout with firm lips and nodded. I can wait. I can do it. Besides he can't control everything that happens, even if that means someone accidently pulls out their sword and...
"We'll leave immediately." He had no idea what he was asking of me. Killing takes the edge off and right now he was asking to much resolve. Sooner or later we would have to step out and kill someone. Even if it was a small troupe of bandits.
"Take Merrick and Aspin with you. I feel they will be of some use." I could feel the smirk on his face. I knew what he was playing at. This was to ensure that we wouldn't go on a rampage. Oh how mean!
"With all due respect sir-" Sebastion started to say and I punched him. We glared at each other, two set of piercing green eyes trying to fight each other. I mouthed the word 'obey' and he closed his eyes with frustration. I knew how he felt, and even though our leader was more civil than Drako's, it didn't mean we could cross the line. I feared to know what these mysterious men are capable of if we where to get too comfortable. Sebastion and I always kept it low and obeyed. We still knew nothing about them after three years of serving them. I wasn't about to piss them off.
"Consider it done." With a wave of his hand he dismissed us. I could feel his eyes bore into my back as we walked out. Hmm, he seemed more tense as of late. I wonder what that was all about? Could it have to do something with this mission? This mission. It was going to be a very long trip. North West Kingdom was maybe half a days trip. If they couldn't keep up, it would be detrimental. I watched Sebastion stalk towards the rooms angrily. The others watch him, their heads travelling with him. Sebastion, keep your moods in better check would you? I stopped at the table and stared at Merrick and Aspin who had stopped chatted and looked up, wearily watching.
"It has been requested that you two are to come with us. I want to know how much field work you have. Your experience may be of use, but that is for me to say." I sat at the table with them, folding my hands.
"Sweet heart I have more years than you." He grinned. I hid my dissatisfaction. If there was one thing I hated the most, it was arrogance. You can say you spend years out on the field, and you can still be useless. I have had to deal with many people like that, listen to their arrogance and then put them in their place. battered and bruised. It was unfortunately how I made most my friends in the guild. If they show you their teeth and you beat them, you form strong alliances. Let's be honest, Drakos was a monster, but no one felt completely attached to him. People like strong willed warriors who show potential to over throwing evil. At least I hoped that was what I could do one day.
So I listened to him, casually leaning back in my chair while I unsheathed my blade. I kept my face neutral as I listened to him babble, gripping my dagger gingerly between my fingers. When I had enough, I gave a sly smile and lodged the blade at his head. He went silent as it just skimmed past his head, thudding in the wooden pillar behind him. His eyes went wide in surprise as I glared at him, seething with irritation.
"Let me be very clear with you Merrick. You can claim to be the best, you can claim you have experience, but gloating doesn't pay the bills. For your sake, you better hope you can keep up." I stood from the table. I walked around them and grabbed my knife from the pillar. The wood crunched and groaned underneath my pressure as I dislodged the blade. "Just for the record, I've been through shit most of you wouldn't even dream of. I've killed more men and women in my life time, than you could possibly fathom. Yet you don't see me gloat. You are no modest man Merrick. That is one thing, I will not tolerate." I stalked out of the room, hopefully leaving the impression that we were not joking around.
The last thing I want under my watch, was two still self centered, vain men who couldn't be reliable in a fight. It was the only thing I appreciated about the guild, was that we all knew our skill and where fairly reliable in a fight. Outside of a fight though, they where not to be trusted.
So far this trip has been very quiet. Peaceful even. The birds chirped out loud, bees pollenated flowers, chipmunks chattered quietly. The breeze was nice, calm and subtle. Flowers filed my nose with pleasant smells, making it nice and relaxing as we trotted through the hills. Even the horses, normally wild and rambunctious, where enjoying the nice day. I felt at ease and at peace, despite having added baggage on this trip. I think my out burst earlier set tone for the trip. Which I was grateful for. Chatting wasn't necessarily my forte. Especially with men. Only Sebastion and I would talk openly to each other. "How far is this place?" I could feel the reins gripped tightly in my fists as Aspin spoke. The calm and wonderful feeling lost with his irritating words. Every ounce of my calamity was out the window. Aspin had asked this question five times already and it was grinding my nerves. I glanced over at Sebastion
It was just about sun down when we heard the faint whine of a horse. Sebastion and I had passed each other a weary glance before watching as a man on a black stallion approached us. This man, was an Adonis. Nicely shaped and, well toned arms. Nicely sculpted chest under his tight black cotton shirt. Black raven hair that dangled in his eyes and over his ears. It looked so soft and silky, like that of a well groomed dog. I wanted to run my hands through it, see if it really was soft as it looked. He had the darkest of blue eyes I had ever seen. An untamed storm that caused devastation in its wake. How much I wanted to be in that damn storm too. Aria, get your head together would you? Drool another time. Men where all the same, evil. I tentatively watched as his dark blue eyes caught me staring at him. A smirk slowly graced his face as he watched me. I wouldn't let him rattle me, he was good looking, I would not take that
A group of seven men appeared before us. Their shirts where riddled with holes and tears. The bottoms had started to fray and fade away with years of use and neglect. Dirt and grime caked on to every inch of their exposed skin, gave them a rough look, and honestly a need for a bath. You could smell them from such a far distance that my nose wrinkled. If I didn't know any better, I would say that they where already dead. Their pants where just strings at this point that hung at their hips and their feet where barren. These where the poorest men I had ever seen. But their threats made them no longer pitied in my books. That and my desire to kill was blooming. "You poor poor dears." I cooed as I unsheathed my second blade, dragging them both on the ground as I approached them. "You have come at a very unfortunate time my lovelies. You see, we haven't been able to kill in so long." I drawled out, a wide grin spreading across my face
We made it back to base about halfway through the day. Drake had mysteriously vanished in the middle of the night, leaving us by ourselves. We thought it was fishy at first. But then after all it was better than being peppered by questions. I don't know why he was so interested, or anyone for that matter. We kept our heads low and did as we where asked. I suppose its the mystery that's so appealing. What wasn't appealing was the truth behind our secrecy. The less that people knew, meant the less chance people tried to become our friends. We tossed our bags warily on the common room table as we sat. Fatigue from last nights sleepless night settling over me. After everyone had gone to bed, I spent most of the night thinking about what would happen after Drakos was gone. Wondering if we could really settle down and enjoy our lives, or would we always be restless. Could I find someone to love, even after all the trauma I rec
I awoke in my bed, staring at the bland white ceiling. The ticking of a clock filled the silence in the room, almost luring me back to sleep. My eyes flashed back open, irritated. I needed to get up before I fell asleep. I didn't want to wake Sebastion up with another one of my terrible nightmares. They where so vivid last night I woke up screaming and panting. Drakos's son always filling my dreams as he did the most terrible things to my body. Always claiming that I would come back to them. That I was destined to fill my place by Drakos's side as a warrior. Of course I knew it was just a dream, Drakos's son was dead after all. I killed him. It bothered me that he continued to plague my dreams. I went to roll over and I paled. The the fabric underneath me was wet and soft. I pulled back the sheet that covered my body and realized I was still in my towel from the pool last night. Sebastion you idiot. You should have woke
I huffed and panted as I swung my arms towards Sebastion. Every hit blocked by his arms and legs. I was improving his hand to hand combat, but it was becoming increasingly difficult to land a hit on him. We have sparred together for so long that we knew our strategies by heart. The heat of the room made the tank top stick to my sweaty chest, clinging and making me feel gross. I offered Sebastion a time out as I pealed my tank top off my body. I swear there was so much sweat I could wring it out. Gross. He tossed me a towel from the counter top and I pat my body down. Discarding both the tank top and towel aside, I cracked my neck and was ready to spar again. We circled each other, fists raised as we stared each other down. The moonlight was the only light source in the training room. It was early morning so everyone was still asleep, leaving us in peace and quiet. No Aspin to hound us, no quipped and pleasant conv
"Come on Aspin. You need to throw your fists harder if you are going to knock me over!" I growled at him. He threw one punch after another but missed. I wondered if he could hit me even if I sat still. That was just how slow and sluggish he was being this morning. I shook my head sadly at him and told him to pause. His stance was all off, which was throwing his balance. I walked up next to him and started to reposition him. Hopefully this would help him and maybe land a few blows. I couldn't be easy on him if he wanted to learn. Assassin life was not easy work. "Aspin stand with your legs apart like this. No wider. Yes there. Hold your fists up like this. There yes yes. Okay now take a few practice swings. No, you have to punch harder. There you go. Yes. Okay now stay like that and swing at me alright?" I left his side and stood before him. His hands shook nervously. I steadied his hands with mine, giving h
Sebastion and I had been called into the Master's meeting room. We stood before him, his silent demeanor causing discomfort. The air was full of such angry energy that you could tell he was seething. Something must have happened on his trip for him to be so angry. His back was pressed firmly against his chair as he faced us. Of course we couldn't see his face so it was difficult to tell if he was staring at us, or if his eyes where closed in thought. Either way he was making me uneasy as his fingers drummed on the table. "Master, it is good to see you have returned home. But something seems to trouble you. May we inquire why?" I broke the silence. The Henchman hissed angrily through his teeth. I was unbothered by his anger and that seemed to piss him off further. Drake, who was leaning up against a support beam, tried to hide his smile. "I expect this behavior from your foolish b
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"Aria, why did you bring us here?" Sebastion asked softly as he stood beside me. I carefully brushed my fingers across the worn out and heavily neglected headstone of my parents. The surface was rough and coarse from the years of erosion. But still their names where etched into the stone, plain as the day it was chipped onto the surface. I smiled quietly to myself, fully knowing why I was here. It was the last time I would see their grave site. I wanted to be here with Sebastion one last time, before he had to bury me here with them. "Sebastion, do you remember what mom would always tell us when we were kids?" I asked quietly, a very blurred vision of my mother came to me. Her soft smiling lips, warm green eyes, black hair so soft and warm. The scent of warm baked apple pies burned heavily into my memories. The feeling of security and safety making me feel safe again after all these years. Slowly it faded, leaving
Despite the rain that fell from the heavens, the birds still chirped and cawed out in the early morning. The leather reins from my horse where gripped tightly in my hands as I stared at the large castle before me. The tall white stone glittered even in the darkest settings. The dark and gloomy forecast didn't even hinder the glorious and grand look of the Palace. In fact it made it look even brighter, a beacon of good if you will. Looking upon the Palace I felt warm, even despite knowing that this would never truly be my home, I knew that I would always be welcome back here. After all, this is this is where the remaining members of my family where. It's funny, despite knowing that they are my actual family and even growing up with my cousin, I felt like a complete and total stranger. Would there ever be a time that I could come back comfortably and visit again? What
"You're really going to let yourself get captured Aria?" It had been hours since we concluded our meeting and had migrated back to the bedroom. It was late now, most of the lights in the castle had gone out. Many people would rest easy tonight, not knowing that their only means of keeping safe was because I was sacrificing my freedom so they could live safely. Even with this sacrifice, it still wouldn't atone for all the wrong I wrought on this world. I don't think I would ever be able to redeem myself. My hands, which where busy packing my satchel of extra clothes, stilled as I closed my eyes. I could feel the hurt in his words. They felt heavy and hung in the air. I wouldn't lie and say that a part of me wasn't a little nervous or maybe even upset that I was going through this. But I also knew that this was the only way we where going to get answers. Of course, I
With a long a willful sigh, I placed my hands on the cool wooden table that sat before me. I couldn't help staring down at the pattern of the table, slowly following the curves of the wood. Despite the room being full of angry murmurs and untrust, I found my self calm. My nerves, for the first time in the last few weeks had returned to their calm state. I knew that in my heart, what I was about to say was the right thing to do. Regardless of how Lucius felt, regardless of what was going to be said, I would follow through on my idea I had formed while waiting for everyone to gather. Sebastion and I had decided that I would let my self get caught by the enemy. We will play right into their hands with a back up plan. We still had the communication pieces given by Atticus a long time ago. We could use them to communicate to each other and relay information back and fort
Water droplets fell from the sky in a light trickle. It splashed upon my face and traveled down my chin. A shivered from the cold touch, and from the memories that came with it. Rain, both a blessing and a curse. I pulled my cloak tighter around my body and continued to walk down the empty market street. Sebastion amd Maya walked on my right side while Drake walked on my left. Sebastion and I shared a disgruntled glance as each drop became heavier as we continued toward our destination. A warm hand found its way under my cloak and wrapped around my fingers. The hand squeezed mine reassuringly and I looked up at Drake surprised. He didnt look down at me, just kept his cloaked head forward. Despite my past protests he still forced himself to attend our meeting. I was grateful for his presence, but I still worried about him. With the rain he said his work load had decreased, so for now I wouldn't push h
I eyed Sebastion warily. The dark bruises under his eyes, and the tormented look upon his face where all to revealing. The need to kill had been much stronger than my own, and he was only on the brink of turning into a blood thirsty monster. He sat slumped forward in his chair, his eyes partially closed as he sat exhausted at the table before me. He was trying so hard to fight the urge, and it was only getting worse. I wonder if this was how dad felt before he died. Would Sebastion actually die from with drawl? Even if he didn't he still looked like absolute garbage. His hair was a disheveled mess, he was pale white and honestly looked as if he was fading. I couldn't help but feel sorry for him. I watched as he slowly leaned against Maya, his head resting in the crook of her neck. His breathing wasn't noticeably labored to the untrained eye, but having spent our entire lives together, I knew that he was struggling. His b
A few days has passed since our fight. Everything on the outside seems normal. Kisses here and there, Drake still sleeps with me tucked against him, he even started eating breakfast with me in the morning. But the pleasantries and niceties just seemed forced. The smiles where off, and the kisses weren't filled with warmth. Although that could just be me. Nothing has felt the same since Nicklos's warning. I find myself overanalyzing his actions a lot. Everything he does, I find myself thinking negatively about. How he holds me at night, even though its close, I feel like it's a way of him asserting his dominance. Even though he did it even before our fight, I find myself thinking about it negatively. 'He isn't what he seems.' Even now, as I sit across the table from him, eating our breakfast together, it seems domineering. He didn't do this before, so why does he start eating with me now? Of course he is still working th
I sat with my head cast down at the Tavern table that we sat at yesterday. It was quieter than yesterday thankfully. I don't think that my headache would have successfully made it through another loud crowd. It was still early in the day, so the residents where working or too modest to drink during the day. The only ones that had seemed to show up so far, where mercenaries looking for work. Of course this Kingdom could really offer nothing for fighting work, because they had been sieged of course by Drakos. If they where to go against the assassin forces, there surely would be a retaliation as punishment and that meant the Princess'sl life would be in further danger. Of course Silvus could just be in as much danger as the eldest Princess. It was a façade created by Drakos so he could have complete control over the situations. There was always another plan without fail. If they couldn't keep the people