POV Drake.Three years earlier...This farce called marriage is starting to wear me down. She goes out and comes back in whenever she wants, it's starting to get on my nerves! I've never been in so much pain in my life, this pain is excruciating, even more excruciating than the filthy way my father treats me. She spends her whole life going out and not giving a damn about me. So I started to do the same, in the end it turned out that Frank was right, I naively believed that I could stop being dominant, I believed that she could have helped me get there, but I was wrong. In the end, I locked myself in a vicious circle, a circle in which I cannot get out. But in spite of all that happens to me, I cannot resolve to deceive her. Franck serves me my second glass of the evening. I look at the submissive on her knees beside him. She is perfect so subjected to him, looking at him with devotion, I miss this sensation, the impression to have completely the power and this confidence which there
POV Lisa.I slowly come down from my little cloud, I find a normal breathing. I feel movement downstairs, I look down and see Drake getting up. I kneel down on the bed and wait for his orders. I can't leave him like this, not after feeling all this. He looks at me and smiles, I am only waiting for one thing, for him to allow me to touch him. He grabs me by the chin and lifts my head. "You'll soon learn that I also get some pleasure from making you feel good. ""But...what about you? " He says nothing and goes into the bathroom to wash his hands. I watch the door close behind him and then I realize that there is nothing more to say. I get up from the bed and pick up my robe to wear, I have to go, now that I've finished what I came for. I put on my skirt and blouse. My hand is too short to reach the closure of my skirt. Drake's hand lands on my waist and pulls up the zipper of my skirt. "Are you leaving already? " "Yes master, I have to go home or my sister will worry about me. I d
POV Drake.I arrive at the country house and put my bag on the floor. I arrived with two hours to spare, I head to the bar and pour myself a glass of whiskey, I shouldn't, I know. But this is the first time I've been stressed before a session. I've never been stressed, not even on my wedding day with Sierra. For the first time in a long time, I'm afraid of being turned down. I'm afraid to wait for her and she won't come. I'm afraid she was serious about leaving me, she can't leave, not now. I haven't had my fill of her yet, I still need her, I'm not full of her yet. The real question is: will I ever be full of her? However, I had to reframe her, I am above all a dominant and if Lisa doesn't respect the hours that have been fixed for her daily activities, well, it can't work! I had warned her that domination is not only a question of sex, it is above all a way of life, a way of life to which Lisa will have to get used ! Lisa wakes up something in me which fell asleep since my marriage
POV Lisa.It hurts like hell! I feel like my flesh is on fire. The cold ground doesn't help, no nothing, it seems to be getting worse. I deserved it, I deserved every punch Drake gave me, my body knows it, but my head doesn't. I'm crying because I'm in pain, but also because I feel stupid! I should have been careful. But do I deserve him to be so angry? He went and left me there, without even trying to find out how I am. I don't know how I should feel, but right now I feel really bad. I wish he would reassure me, tell me something, I don't know what, but something that would make this horrible feeling I'm feeling right now go away. I'm fucking hurting! I don't even know if I'll be able to get up and drag myself to the room. I feel a hand on me. I flinch and back away as if I've been burned. "Damn it! "He says.I turn my head and see Drake, he looks upset, lost, so fragile. At that very moment, it looks like a mask has fallen off, he looks human for the first time since I met him. I
POV Lisa.I remain a moment tetanized by what happens under my eyes. I am facing my ex-fiance, the man who betrayed me and abandoned me when I needed him the most. My heart swells with anger, I've never been so angry as I am at this very moment. Should I ignore him? Or should I spit the truth I've been dreaming of spitting in his face all these years? Suddenly, I'm worried about my appearance, I don't want the image he kept of me to be reflected again today. Three years ago, a scared little girl ran into her boyfriend's arms hoping that he would help her. But he pushed her away, completely away. "Gee baby do you remember her? " How could I be friends with such bitches? Profiteers who wait for you to turn your back so they can throw themselves at your boyfriend! And that voice, she's getting on my nerves with her babies. But the answer I'm waiting for is Brian's. Come on dare to tell me you forgot about me, tell me you forgot about the girl you and your family made fun of. "Of cou
POV Drake.I watch Lisa walk out of the meeting room as if she had the devil on her tail. What happened? I thought she had gotten over the embarrassment after the spanking I administered. But I guess not. She didn't get over anything or there's another problem. I would go with the second option, something or someone here made her uncomfortable and the only person here who would have been likely to hurt her is this man, he is the one who made her uncomfortable. I let out a sigh and turned to him, I looked him up and down, his blond hair was cut short and he had a budding beard, he didn't introduce himself and neither did I, but I guess he was the investor. "You are? " "Brian Moncrief, vice president of Moncrief Companies and you? ""Drake Lancaster. ""Oh Mr. Lancaster, it's nice to meet you. " He said as he held out his hand a second time. "I've heard nothing but good things about you, your grandfather, would be proud of you. "He did his homework well the guy, trying to brush me of
POV Lisa.Ending the evening snuggled up in his arms is exactly what I needed. I needed his presence, his arms and his warmth, basically I needed softness. And that's exactly what he offers me. I smile against his skin? I feel happy despite what happened. When I got home a few hours earlier, I was brooding and I still am. I didn't want to talk to anyone, especially Maddie, she would have gone to the Lancaster offices to put Brian in his place. I can't believe I kept silent again, I should have told him how much I despised him and how pathetic and cowardly his behavior had been. But once again, I kept my mouth shut. When will this all stop? When will I finally be able to face all those old demons from my past that I just can't seem to shake off? Drake runs his hand down my back, reminding me in the process that it's just the two of us in this room and who cares about the outside world, does he know? "You think way too much. " He says as he places a kiss on my forehead. I smile again
POV Brian Moncrief. Three years earlier. I park my new car in the parking lot, get out and grab my backpack, before locking the door behind me. As I stand up, I notice a small stain on the bodywork and I clean it with the sleeve of my sweatshirt. Damn this car, I'm proud of it! I can't wait to show it to Li, we'll go for a ride with the wind whipping our faces. I can't believe that within a year we'll be done with our year and we can finally get married. This is what we both always wanted. To finish school and start a family. We've known each other since we were kids, our parents are really good friends, so we run in the same circles, so it was a no-brainer that she and I would end up together. It wasn't always smooth between the two of us. Mostly because of her being too nice. What happens is, my little darling doesn't realize the realities of this world. It is divided in two, the rich and the poor. We are part of the elite, the cream of the crop, and therefore we cannot mix with a