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Tears and Goodbyes
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I don't know what time is it right now, all I know is that my eyes and mind are still widely awake, it feels like sleep doesn't want to visit me.
Ba--by I'm s--sorry I love you I heard of said while sleeping.
Even in his dreams, I am part of it.
I love you more I whispered, I felt that he moved on my side ang hugged me, I faced him and hugged him tight as well.
I stared at his swollen face and gently touched his eyes down to his cheek.
I promise tomorrow you will never feel this pain again, I promise that tomorrow the burden that you are feeling right now will be gone. I said and kissed his forehead.
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" Good Morning" I shouted to Off as he opened his eyes" Good morning too, you woke up early today" he answered. <
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