Amanda's POV
Stunned, I watched as my boyfriend kissed Candace passionately, a smile still dancing on his lips.
"That's great news, baby. Now all I have to do is get rid of that boring ass bitch, Amanda. And then we can get married."
Candace frowned. "You still haven't broken up with her? Why?!"
"Baby, I told you I need time. I'll do it soon."
Candace shoved him away. "What the fuck do you need time for?! I don't even know what you see in that bitch, anyway. I let you date and fuck her on the condition that you keep your relationship a secret, but I've had enough, Logan!"
"Candace-"
"No. You've had your fun. Now, get rid of her. Besides, we both know you won't be caught dead getting married to a low-life trash like her."
I couldn't take it anymore. The tears spilled down my face in rivulets, blurring my vision as I pushed the door open and barged in.
Logan and Candace jumped in shock at my sudden entrance.
"Why?! Why would you do this to me?!" My chest felt heavy, like it would explode any second. "I-I gave you everything! Why…"
I choked on my tears.
Candace snickered, placing her arms in her waist, but she said nothing.
"Answer me!!" I screamed at Logan. I walked closer to him, tangling my fingers in his chest. "This is your supposed best friend?! You've been lying to me!"
"Amanda-"
I did not let him speak. "This whole time you've been telling me to keep our relationship a secret, was it because I've been nothing but a conquest for you? Is that why? Because you see me as a low-life?!"
My body trembled as the tears continued to stream down my cheeks. Logan said nothing, but the passive look in his eyes told me all I needed to know.
My heart shattered into a million pieces as I staggered backwards. I shook my head vigorously as if to wake myself up from this nightmare.
I stared at the man I had dedicated all my love to, and the bitter realization that I had wasted five years of my life hit me like a ton of bricks.
My chest felt like it was closing up. I drew in short, sharp breaths, struggling to breathe as reality dawned on me.
The last five years of my life had been nothing but a cruel joke.
"W-Why??!!" I let out a broken cry. "Why, Logan? Tell me why you would do something like this to me! How could you be sobcruel?!"
He tried to clutch both my hands. "Amanda, you need to take a fucking chill pill!"
Anger made my chest swell. "Don't tell me what to do!" I shoved him hard in the chest, pushing him into the wall repeatedly. "Is it true? What your so-called best friend said? Is it true, Logan?"
The tears pooling in my eyes did not relent in spilling down my cheeks, and this time I did not even bother to wipe them away. I let them fall freely, the weight of the betrayal falling heavily on my shoulders.
"You've been playing with my feelings this whole time? Look me in the eyes and tell me that the last five years meant nothing to you! Tell me you're ashamed of me! Tell me you've kept me a secret from all your friends and family because you can't be caught dead with someone like me! Do I disgust you that much?!"
Logan did not utter a word, instead he shook his head as if he was annoyed, making no move to correct me. My heart shattered all over again as I let out another scream.
"You…asshole! I…hate..you!"
Each word was punctuated by a hit to his chest. With all the strength I could muster, I continued to beat hard against his chest, hoping to hurt him. Hoping that it would make up for all the emotional pain he had caused me.
"Argh!!" I was raising my hand to hit him again when I felt a force drag me backwards by my hair, pulling me away from Logan and to the floor.
Candace stood over me, her hands sliding her blonde hair back in place.
"Alright, that's enough, bitch! You're hurting him. Do that one more time and I'll make you regret it!" She spat at me, turning around to rub her hand over Logan's chest soothingly.
I jumped to my feet, so blinded by rage that I did not care what came next.
"What the hell did you call me?!"
"I called you a dirty, lowlife bitch! Stay the hell away from Logan. He's mine, he has always been. If you weren't so stupid, you would have realized that there is absolutely no future where the two of you work. So, go home."
Candace smirked as she spoke, eyeing me with disdain. Watching her gloat turned on something wild and dangerous in me. Without thinking, I immediately jumped at her, rushing back to Logan and hitting his chest.
"Let him go!" Candace yelled, grabbing my hands away.
But I was ready this time. I pulled her hand away from her, and the back and forth continued until I angrily shoved her away roughly, making her fall to the floor.
At that, Logan met out a low growl, getting in my face and pushing my hand away from his shirt. "You're going to hurt yourself if you keep being so damn dramatic!"
He pushed me away from him and rushed over to where Candace was crouched on the floor. As soon as Logan moved to her, she began to sob.
"Ow, my leg!" She groaned, clutching her ankle. "She pushed me so hard. I think I twisted my ankle. She did it on purpose!"
I stared at her in shock. We both knew that she hadn't fallen that hard. She was only overreacting to garner Logan's attention.
Logan's head snapped back to me. "Look what you've done! You hurt her!" He yelled at me.
He pulled Candace closer to him. "Sorry babe. Where does it hurt?"
As Candace continued her exaggerated cry, Logan massaged her legs and cooed, kissing her lightly on the cheeks and comforting her.
Hot tears pricked the back of my eyes as I watched the display in front of me. After all the years I had spent with Logan, he was treating me like I meant absolutely nothing to him. He had hurt me in more ways that I could've ever imagined, and yet he ran over to his mistress instead.
My shoulders wracked violently as I sobbed into my hands. How could I have been so blind? So foolish and oblivious to the fact that I was being played?
"Wipe those crocodile tears off your face," I heard Logan hiss.
I looked up to see that he was towering above me, a look of disdain etched on his features.
"You have some nerve to stand here and judge me, pretending to play the victim when you're not so innocent either!"
"W-What?" I muttered through my tears, wiping my face. "What are you talking about?"
"Oh, enough with the lies!" Logan snarled.
I watched as he dug a hand into his jacket and took out his phone. I was still so dazed when he shoved his phone in my face, showing me a picture.
"Isn't that you? Huh, you sneaky little cheat?!"
My heart stopped. I grabbed the phone from him with shaky hands and stared at the photo of me beside my car in Italy with a man standing behind me. The man's face was hidden, but from the angle of the picture, it looked like we were in a compromising position. My eyes widened in surprise when I realized it was from last night, when the man took me hostage.
I turned back to Logan, shaking my head. "No, th-this isn't what it looks like. I-I…"
"Save your flimsy excuses for someone who cares. You dare judge me when you've also been cheating? You even let him fuck you ijba dark alley. Who know who you've been fucking," he spat. "Maybe he's someone from the office, someone that accompanied you to the company trip."
"No! I swear, it's not what it looks like. I don't even know who that man is. Everything happened so quickly that–"
Candace cut me off with a snort. "You're such a bloody hypocrite."
I shook my head again, desperately clinging onto Logan.
"Listen to me, please! I don't know who that man is. Just let me explain everything to you, please. Is that why you decided to move on with her?" I gestured at Candace through my tears. "P-Please don't throw five years away because of nothing."
Logan tried to push me away but I clung onto him tighter, falling to the floor as I cried.
"This is all a lie! I swear, someone is trying to frame me–"
He shoved me away roughly and walked back to Candace, pulling her by the waist and gently placing her on his lap as he sat down.
"Candace is my girl.." he paused to claim her lips in a kiss which made me feel sick. "She has always been. As for you, I'd advise you to take your cheating self out of my office. Now!" He barked.
Helpless and shrouded with shame, I stumbled out of the office. As I blindly ran down the stairs, trying to ignore the stares from coworkers, it felt like my heart was being ripped to shreds.
"Amanda?"
I whipped around at the sight of my best friend, Vanessa.
"I was told you ran out of Logan's office crying. What happened? Are you okay?"
She came forward to hug me but I shrank back. Knowing that she had always hated Logan, the last thing I wanted to hear was her 'I told you so'.
"I'm fine.." I managed to blurt out before speeding away in the other direction.
Once I finally got home after managing to keep my tears at bay, I received a shock in the form of six hefty men destroying items in our house while my mother screamed and begged on top of her lungs.
My chest deflated. I knew exactly who they were; the loan sharks my father had loaned millions from.
My anger at everything that was going wrong today prompted me to rush at them.
"What do you want?! The deadline isn't even here yet! Why are you destroying our home?!"
I pulled my mother away from them and faced the men, my shoulders squared and my chest heaving with rage.
One of the men hissed. "Are you yelling, little girl? Your daddy owed me millions of dollars and now he's dead, you think you're off the hook? I want my money!"
Without thinking, I shouted, "Yes, you'll get your money in two weeks! Just leave!"
I was lying through my teeth, but I didn't care. Between my mother and I, we could not even raise up to 5% of the money. But I just wanted them out.
The leader of the men smiled ruefully at me, stepping forward. "Two weeks, eh?" He laughed.
Instinctively, I stepped backwards in fear.
"Well, I'm a generous man, so I'll let you have two weeks…"
I exhaled in relief.
"But…" the man continued with a smirk. "I have been patient enough, haven't I? That is why my men and I will take control of the house until the money is ready. Get the fuck out."
My mother let out a scream. I stared at the man in shock.
"W-What? No…no, no, please. I said you'll get the money in two weeks. You can't throw us out. We have nowhere to go!"
"That's none of my business, girl! You will get your house back in two weeks. Until then, I don't give a fuck where you stay. Now leave!"
My body trembled as tears began to stream down my face. "Please.. please!"
But they did not listen. One of them walked into the bedroom and tossed two bags at us. Amidst our begging and screaming, the men pushed us out of the house.
I turned to my mother only to see her clutching her chest as she gasped for air.
"Mom? Mom! Somebody help!"
My mother had collapsed to the floor in a heap. Fear gripped me as I screamed. "HELP US! PLEASE!!"
With the help of some neighbors, I was able to get her to the hospital. She was rushed to the emergency ward and after a while, a doctor emerged. I jumped to my feet.
"How is she?"
"She is stable now. Your mother collapsed from shock. She will need more rest and medication as her blood pressure is extremely high. If care is not taken, she could be in serious danger. So we'll need to keep her here for further supervision."
"Okay. Thank you, doctor."
He nodded. "You can head down to the reception now to fill the required forms and pay up for further treatment. You'll have to make a deposit before any treatment is carried out for your mother."
My heart dropped. "I-I don't have the money right now, but I can get it before the treatment is over. Just carry on with the treatment. You said it yourself: she is in danger."
"I am sorry, Miss Anderson, but it's hospital policy."
And then he nodded sympathetically at me and walked away.
I fell into a chair, exhaustion and fear making me weak. Things were never this hard. Things used to be fine until my father died and left us with this debt.
Now my boyfriend had cheated on me and my mother was sick. All in one day. I buried my face in my hands as tears streamed down my cheeks.
But now I am faced with my biggest problem.
How the hell would I pay $1o million in two weeks?!
Amanda's POVI stayed at the hospital till nightfall, until I was certain that my mother was stable. It was 9 pm when I finally left her ward to find a place to sleep. I had no choice but to spend the night at the hospital, after all. Where else would I go? Those loan sharks had seized our house already. This thought threatened to bring tears to my eyes, but I blinked them back. I had cried enough for one day. I found a storage room full of light blankets, and I took two and spread them on the floor beside my mother's bed. I was just lying down when a nurse walked in. "Excuse me, ma'am, what are you doing?""I…I just want to spend the night here with my mother," I said, praying she wouldn't ask for more details on why I couldn't go home. The nurse shook her head. "I'm sorry, ma'am, but you're not allowed to do that." My chest deflated. "Please, it's just for tonight. It's already so late, and I don't have anywhere else to go.""It's against hospital policy, ma'am. Visitors aren't
Amanda's POVI froze at the spot, whipping around to look at the stranger. For a second I wondered if I'd heard right. Fresh anger filled me up as I clenched my fist, walking closer to him. "W-What? What the hell are you talking about? Are you seriously making some kind of joke?"He stared at me in that cold manner of his, and despite myself, I felt a chill run down my spine. Gosh, he was actually so scary. But I refused to give him the satisfaction of knowing that."You know what? I don't have time for this. Keep your games to yourself," I spat."Marry me," he repeated. "Be my wife for two years only. Of course you shall be rewarded handsomely for your service.""Rewarded?""Twenty million dollars. Half when you sign the contract, and half after the time lapses."My eyes widened, and I swore I could feel my mouth watering at his words. "Twenty million dollars?!"I stared at the man, wondering if this truly was some kind of game. I wondered who he was, and how he could afford such an
CHAPTER FIVEAmanda's POV"Gosh, Amanda, where have you been?" Vanessa asked the moment I walked into her apartment. She had been pacing around worriedly when I walked in. She rushed to my side immediately. "What happened? You said you were going to the coffee shop to look for another job. I got there and couldn't find you.""Um…I was just…I went strolling."Vanessa stared at me, her eyes narrowing. "You went strolling? You, Amanda, strolling?""Yes," I muttered, walking past her quickly and putting my bag down. Vanessa and I had been friends for years, and she was one person who always knew when I was lying to her. But what was I supposed to say? If I told her I'd gotten married today, she would slap me and probably take me to the hospital for a mental illness! I couldn't tell her…not now. "Really, Amanda? Are you being honest?""Mm hmm. I just went to clear my head."I know she didn't believe me, but she sighed. "Fine, okay. But next time please call me, okay? I was really worried.
CHAPTER SIXQuinn's POVI never thought I would be here again; in this city, within the walls of this company. It came with averse emotions I could not quite place. But nothing was more unpleasant than being here already.I had no plans to be back in my hometown this soon, and especially to take over the company. This was not supposed to happen, at least not for a few more years. But they left me with no choice. They had pushed me too hard, and now I had to take action somehow. Being close to these people was not on my agenda, but I realized that the only way for me to remain safe was to blend in and get close enough to my enemies.I gritted my teeth in annoyance. I had better things to do with my time than this. This whole thing had ruined my plans. I thought I would not have to worry about the company until I found someone deserving to get married to. But now the criteria stated that I had to be married before becoming the CEO, there was nothing else I could do. I had planned to co
Amanda's POVAll the anger that was raging in my chest immediately subsided at Quinn's mention of the check. For a few moments I could not speak. I stared at him mouth agape, wondering how on earth I was going to get five million dollars back. It was literally impossible!My mind racked with thoughts and options. Was there a way to get out of this? Being married to Logan's uncle was the strangest, most distasteful situation I had ever found myself in. But if the only way to be free of this was to return the money, what was I supposed to do? The only thing I could think of was taking out another loan to pay off Quinn. But that was a stupid idea. I had barely been able to get my mother and I out of the debt my father left. Taking another loan would be begging to be killed, at this point. I had to think of my mother, and of our lives. Once again I felt helpless. My eyes found their way to Quinn who was still observing me with that emotionless expression. A wave of bitterness flooded th
Amanda's POVIt felt like the breath was knocked out of me when Quinn slammed his lips on mine. Hard. At first I was frozen in shock, trying to process what was happening. My hands were frozen at my sides, and my eyes were wide in surprise.Quinn was kissing me! I had no idea how to react at first and I found myself lost in thought, but eventually I gave in, unable to hide the ecstasy that came with having him so close to me. A slight sigh sounded in my throat as his fingers slid into my hair. I kissed him back with equal fervor, reveling in the sweet taste of his lips. He sucked on my lower lip, bringing my head forward to slam our lips harder together. His warm breath hit my face and I felt a wave of desire rush through me. I realized that I did not want the kiss to end. To have his strong arms wrapped around me, cradling me softly. But soon, it was over. The kiss ended just as fast as it began. It had been brief, but it felt so much longer than that. I was nearly breathless when
Amanda's POVThere was a long silence on the other end of the phone before Logan finally heaved a sigh. "Amanda.." I shut my eyes tightly in pain, already knowing what was coming next. He wouldn't do it. He just couldn't. And I knew it. My chest burned with pain and I cursed myself silently for letting Logan hurt me again. Once again he had chosen the other girl over me. This was his second rejection, and I let myself be foolishly hopeful. I wanted to slap myself across the face."You know what, Logan, don't bother," I spat. "I don't want anything from you, so keep your damn favors. And for your information, I won't be divorcing your uncle. Do with that what you will."Angrily, I hung up on him and tossed my phone into my purse. The stinging of my eyes made my throat tighten, and it all just felt too much. Hearing his voice again, him choosing his mistress over me, it was hurtful. My chest felt full and heavy, and without warning, tears spurted from my eyes. I tried to stop them b
Amanda's POV"Yes," Logan confirmed my fears. He leaned back into his chair and stared pointedly at me, as if to say that I was asking obvious questions. Still dazed at this turn of events, I stared down at the letter in my hand and scanned through it just to be sure. But it was right there. The word 'termination' stared right back at me, kick-starting my fears once again. Why couldn't I catch a break for just one second? Why did life keep throwing these difficulties my way? Have I not been through enough already?! My fear slowly mixed with anger and I glared at Logan who was watching me with a self satisfied smile. I held myself back from yelling because that was all I wanted to do; shout, scream at him, and demand an explanation for this behavior. It was obvious he was doing this to get back at me, and I wanted so badly to put him in his place. Relax, Amanda, I told myself, forcing my fists to unclench. If I acted up now, Logan would only use it to his advantage as another valid
Amanda’s POV With cold feet and jelly legs, I walked to the room which seemed faster than it usually was. Sweat dribbled down the small of my back. Dread pooling in the deep of my stomach.I stood outside the large double lidded door, contemplating and hesitating opening the door. I imagined all their faces, red hot with anger. Especially Quinn.Slowly, with stiff fingers, I took the door knob and pulled it open with eyes shut.It was like stepping into a new world where you revealed everyone’s secret and they hated you. They were angry, not in a theoretical or any fancy way, they were red horn angry.I wanted the ground to open up and swallow me in that instant, but instead I clenched my fist and swallowed hard on my saliva.“Good morning, everyone.” I bowed and hurried over to a seat, avoiding everyone’s gaze. Seating down, I merely made myself comfortable, when Mrs. Rosaline started, making me jerk up back to stand. “What the hell did you do by sending a wrong file to our bigges
Quinn’s POV She probed his face, staring at the damage on his bruised lips, black eyes and many more I’d destroyed on his face. She cursed again, tutting at the wounds and cuts. He was barely holding up right, eyes swollen and black.“Who did this to my son?” She demanded more persistently this time. I watched her as her face grew pensive inspecting every new cut with a horror struck face.“Logan… Logan.” She held his chin, delicately not to cause any more pain, but the smallest touch made him wince. “Who did this to you, tell me, who did this?”Logan of course didn’t answer, but his eyes were trained on me. Mrs. Rosaline whipped around to hold my form in deliberate questioning. “Did…did you do this to my son?” It was a great fit that she tried to tamp down the rage boiling in her throat. Her eyes were sharp like a newly crafted dagger.She held Logan’s face to me, “did you do this to my son? Your brother?” I made no indication to answer, she left him and was stomping towards me, s
Quinn’s POV I knew Amanda wouldn’t like my answer, but I had to just do it. I didn’t love Miranda anymore but it would be cruel to know that she had a problem and I wouldn’t help her out. “You can stay,” I said to her. I couldn’t look at Amanda’s face as I said those words to her. She fixed me with a steely gaze.Guilt ate at me. After everything I’d put her through, the last thing I wanted was to make her angry or make her feel bad. Left for only me alone I’d go out of my way to make sure she saw and believed that I was sorry and in regrets.The look on her face confirmed my fear. She was dead mad. She didn’t like the decision, but there was nothing I could do. I just couldn’t Miranda away. Miranda smiled, “thank you, Quinn. This means a lot to me.” She said, If Amanda could, she’d shoot lasers at her using her eyes. She observed her lips in a paused and thin line, eyes trained on Miranda’s form.With the hassle from yesterday, I believed we’d already made the covers of every ne
Amanda’s POV I woke up with the afterthought of my actions lingering in my head like a bomb ticking, ready to go off. When I rolled on my back I was welcomed by an empty bed. Quinn was not in bed. I looked out through the curtains and saw that it was still very early, the sky still had the pink and blue stripes mottle of colours and the moon was still visible, faintly.Somehow I was happy I woke up with him out already, doing what? I wondered. But his absence would make it easier for me to put up my walls and confront him why he was such a jerk to me, even without confirming from me that I was an escort as the idiot said.But then thinking about how much of a jerk he was, my mind reared back to last night how he’d come to my room. My lips stretched into a smile and the tingles from his touch thrummed in my skin like it just happened and then there was a fluttery feeling in the pit of my stomach.I stifled a scream and planted my face back into the pillow. My cheeks warmed up, sprea
Quinn’s POV “What?”Those words were like a bucket of ice emptied on me. She didn’t say anything after that, just stared at me with a sultry gaze.I was dumbfounded and starstruck. What could I possibly say at that moment? I just turned around and walked out with knees about to buckle. Everything was too much, the information was a lot to take in. It was as if I’d run a marathon on a completely different track.So many things scared me as her words replayed in my head. If I was her first that meant I’d been an asshole for nothing. More so I’d treated her so wrongly and jumped to conclusions. I had also been a coward, I never addressed her directly about it, just acting like a maniac with no reason.I hadn’t even confirmed what she said and I was already cringing and feeling all shitty. So many things were wrong with how I reacted, first and foremost I’d been a total jackass, even though it ended up being true, I never should have treated her that way, called her names, it was all i
Amanda’s POV As Candace threw a tantrum, I fumed silently. That bastard! After everything I said to him he had the nerve not to go ahead with his wedding?What the fuck was wrong with him? He set the date for the wedding, all through the engagement party and till this day he didn’t think that he was not ready, up until the wedding day with a guest and a pregnant bride.What sort of humiliation was this? I darted my eyes to Candace who was throwing a tantrum, believing that I was behind this. That it was my fault. I couldn’t even blame her, I’d react the same if I was her.Her face was tear stained and people were beginning to come for the wedding and now the groom was having a mental breakdown that he couldn’t go ahead for the wedding. If this didn’t make the news, I wonder what would. Granny Mariah would be so pissed after all she put into the engagement party and wedding. Especially when she specifically told us to not make the news. I guess we would be on the cover of every ma
Amanda’s POV Since I outrightly confessed my feelings to Quinn, I’d been avoiding him. Not because I confessed the way I felt about him, but because he’d had this dark, grim picture of me in his head.Now as I thought back to it I could understand why he was mean, cold, cruel and rude to me all the time. And like the coward he was he couldn’t ask me. One would think he had more balls as he was cruel but it was so fucking balless.Putting Quinn and his thoughts behind me, I stood before the long length mirror in my closet and ran a hand down the red dress I had on.It was finally the day. Logan and Candace’s wedding. Thinking about it, I felt bad for her. I mean she was a bitch, but Logan wasn’t a man I’d wished on my worst enemy.Imagine getting married to a man like that.I grimaced and a shudder snaked down my spine in horror.Just when I was curling my hair my phone vibrated on the table next to my makeup tools. Flipping the phone over I saw Logan as the caller.I frowned, staring
Amanda’s POV “You have to confront that girl. Put her in her damn place.” Vanessa stated. Her brows were pinched together from anger. I couldn’t blame her though, Miranda was a two time bitch that pissed everyone off.Hearing about her alone made your stomach tighten in knots and made you want to punch a fist to a wall or better still her face.“What could I possibly say to make her own up to the fact that she actually caused me to trip and pour the drink on the lady?” I massaged my temples as I asked.The horror of that day returned to me and I inwardly cringed and recurled back. The abject stare that granny had fixed me with tasted like a bile in my throat. I hated to let people who looked up to me down. Granny was one of those people. “What more is there to say? You know and she knows that you know. Grab her like the bitch that she is and warn her never to try that rubbish again.” Vanessa’s voice was hard and so was her eyes. I believed if Miranda was present right before us she
Amanda’s POV In a blink of an eye my questioning stare turned into hot burning fury. Did he just threaten me because of that two faced bitch? That cunt?How dare he?As I stood staring at the door I fumed with anger, my nose flaring, whilst I grinded down on my teeth. How much was the money that I couldn’t pay? Has it now gotten to the point where he would threaten me because of his ex? I didn’t care if they were in love or not, he shouldn’t fucking treat me like shit because of her.I would not stand it. No! I took my bag, just as I took my coat I stopped dead on my track. His threat reeling back to me.The manner he’d said confirmed that he was far from kidding. He hadn’t lashed out, no. He’d spoken in an excruciatingly low quiet tone, with eyes fixated on me, holding every bit of promise to his words.My inside burned as I couldn’t do anything and I kicked the bag and swallowed the animalistic scream that bubbled in my throat.The smug look on Miranda face appeared before me, the