The butterflies dancing in my stomach were making me jittery.
I was used to walking runways, but walking into the building of the ad company that had helped launch my modeling career to the next level was nerve-wracking. I knew I was on the older end of the modeling spectrum. My days as a model were numbered. Few models got to keep working into their thirties. It wasn’t exactly fair, but it was the business. Maybe they were going to tell me my contract was being tossed out the window because I was too old. I wasn’t what they were looking for, or I was too difficult to work with. My own insecurities had offered up a litany of reasons for the rather sudden meeting.
I was meeting with the CEO, which was only making me more nervous. Terran Maddox had a very colorful reputation. I knew of him vaguely but had never been all that interested in getting to know more about him. I was convinced he was like the rest of the men who were wealthy and held positions of power. That was not the kind of man that interested me. I didn’t want to be any man’s arm candy. I wanted a partner. I wanted to move mountains together or maybe just some hills.
Terran Maddox was the consummate playboy. I had seen picture after picture of him on that stupid yacht of his. Most of the photos I’d seen were on the phones of fellow models who wanted to show off who they were dating. He never “dated” anyone. He had a good time with beautiful women and kept moving. I dismissed Terran and his wild social life. None of that mattered.
In the back of my mind, Mandy’s words were floating around. She told me to stay positive. She was the glass-half-full part of our friendship. I was the half-empty. There was the chance I could be offered a new job, or my contract could get extended, or maybe I was up for a raise. Although those things would generally go through my agent. She was trying to keep me from worrying, which I appreciated.
“Stop freaking yourself out,” I whispered as I stepped into the elevator.
There was truly no point in worrying about it another second. I would find out shortly. I stepped off the elevator and walked toward a receptionist’s desk. She directed me down a hall where I met a polite young woman, Lena, who identified herself as Terran’s secretary.
“Hi, I’m Hailey Hollis. I have an appointment for nine-thirty.” I did my best to be friendly.
It was something I had learned was necessary when speaking with other women. A lot of women made immediate assumptions about who I was based on my looks. Kill them with kindness was my motto. It usually disarmed them, and we could have a normal conversation.
“I’m so sorry!” she said, looking mortified.
“For?” I asked, my mouth going dry. Had I been fired, and the secretary had just let it out of the bag? Did everyone know except for me?
“I was supposed to call and cancel the meeting. I’ve been trying to reschedule all his appointments and missed yours. It has been a crazy morning. I am so sorry!”
“The meeting is canceled?” I asked.
She nodded her head. “Mr. Maddox was pulled away at the last minute and won’t be in at all today.”
“Oh,” I mumbled for lack of anything better to say.
She looked horrified. “Can you come back tomorrow at the same time?” she asked, her voice hesitant.
I sighed and nodded my head. “Sure, is everything okay?” I asked, genuinely concerned for him.
She smiled. “He’s fine. Just one of those meetings that tend to pop up at least once a week. I’m truly sorry. I’m usually more on top of things. I don’t know how I missed it.”
“It’s no problem,” I assured her. “Don’t worry about it.”
“Thank you for being so understanding,” she replied with a smile.
“It’s really no problem. Lena, do you know why he wants to meet with me?” I hoped she could give me a hint now that I felt we had established somewhat of a relationship.
She shook her head. “I really have no idea. He doesn’t usually meet with the models. Not to say that’s bad or good.”
I laughed nervously. “Well, I guess I’ll see you tomorrow and find out then.”
“I’m really sorry,” she said. “I hope I didn’t completely throw off your schedule. I’m sure you’re very busy.”
“It’s fine. I’m off today. I’ll see you tomorrow, same time.” I smiled and waved before I walked away.
I made it halfway down the hall when an attractive man in an expensive suit stopped me. I immediately assumed he was one of the executives, and I didn’t want to be rude by blowing him off. I took a deep breath and put on my best friendly face.
“Miss Hailey Hollis,” he said with a pleasant smile.
I smiled back. “That’s me.”
“How are you?” he asked, his tone very congenial.
HaileyI let my guard down. He was a professional and technically one of my bosses, I assumed. “I’m good. How are you?” I extended my hand.He grinned, taking my hand in his before bringing the back of it to his lips for a too-long kiss. “Better now, thanks to you. I’m Marty, by the way. It’s very nice to meet you.” His friendly smile turned into one of pure lechery, making my skin crawl.“Good to meet you, Marty,” I said, ignoring his attempt to flatter me while pulling my hand back.“What brings a gorgeous woman like you here today? It isn’t often we are blessed with a woman of your beauty.”I politely laughed at his attempt to flirt while taking a step back. “I was just here for a meeting with Mr. Maddox.”“Oh, how’d that go?” he asked, the smile still in place, but his eyes began to wander.“It didn’t. He isn’t in.” I did my best to remain friendly, but his roving eyes were starting to piss me off.“Oh, that’s too bad. I have some free time. I can get us a couple of coffees, and w
TerranI hadn’t been able to think of anything else except my father’s demands. I would lose everything. He hadn’t given me a choice. He was making me marry someone I couldn’t possibly love. In his attempt to give me that happiness he was convinced I was missing out on, he was damning me to a miserable life of being trapped in a marriage I didn’t want. How could he have possibly thought that was better than a lifetime of being single?I felt physically ill. The stress over what had to be done was disrupting my ability to think straight. No matter how much I tried to think of anything else, everything seemed to come back to my father’s will. Going to work, I realized I could soon be out of a job. Sitting behind my desk reminded me it could all be gone in six short months. I felt like my entire life was about to crumble beneath me. The morning passed in a blur. I barely remembered the meetings, only the mention of things being shuffled around, and my earlier appointment would be later
TerranZach looked thoughtful for a second. “I don’t know. Maybe five, ten percent of the money you are supposed to get?” That seemed like a lot of money. “I guess that’s fair.”“I can’t ask a woman who already has money. She’ll have no motivation to keep up the ruse.”“Ask someone who doesn’t have money.”“And how do I find that person?” I asked, frustrated. “Am I supposed to go around asking every woman how much money she has in her bank account?” “Probably not a good idea. You meet a woman, talk to her, get an idea of her background, and make assumptions from there.”I nodded my head, the idea sounding better and better. “She needs to be around my age and attractive. Bob will never believe the story if I show up with anything other than that.”Zach was grinning. “This is going to be fun. Now, where should we start looking? How about the waitress?”I shook my head. “I don’t know. I can’t go around asking just anybody if they want to participate in a scheme to get money. I need to
HaileyFew men had ever made me feel all warm and bubbly inside, but Terran Maddox had just joined the ranks of those men. He was gorgeous.Before our meeting, I knew who he was and had seen his picture a few times, but his reputation had always kept me from being even remotely interested. Now, I could see why women flocked to him. The man’s looks rivaled those of the most handsome Hollywood star. With his long black hair and roguish charm, Terran was the gold standard of hotness. I was dangerously close to drooling all over the man.I sat across from him and couldn’t stop staring. I had to do a quick mental check to make sure I wasn’t panting. He was that good looking. Mouth-watering.I wasn’t sure how I could have such a visceral attraction to a man and think of sex when I had never been intimate with anyone. I didn’t know what making love felt like, but for some crazy reason, I wanted this man in ways I had never experienced. One thick lock of black hair had fallen forward, framing
HaileyHe leaned back, his broad shoulders stretching across the back of the black leather chair. “I could put you in touch with a few agents that could get you auditions. It sounds like you need to change representation if you want to further your career.”I nodded my head. “Yes, I had realized that as well, but I am picky about who I let represent me.” His warm smile felt like he was reaching out and caressing me. “Good.”“I know I sound like a diva, and I don’t mean to. I really appreciate the offer.”“The agent I have in mind is a good guy. I think you two would be a good fit. He listens, and you wouldn’t have to worry about him pressuring you to do anything you didn’t want to.” I raised an eyebrow. “That doesn’t sound like any of the agents I’ve met.”He laughed. “He’s a rare one, but I give you my word he’s a good guy.”“Thank you. I would appreciate that.”He grabbed a piece of paper and jotted down a name, leaning forward to hand it to me. “That’s his name. You can tell him
TerranI played hooky for the day. Zach had been on me to go surfing for weeks. When I woke up this morning and saw the weather forecast, I did it. I called in sick. Some people assumed that was easy since I was the boss, but in fact, it was a lot harder for me to call in sick. I had poured my heart and soul into building the company. It had been my life’s mission.The very thought of losing it was overwhelming. I had been chained to the job for too long. There was a chance I wouldn’t have the luxury of calling in sick anymore if I didn’t find a wife. I wanted to take advantage of it while I could. I couldn’t even remember the last time I had found myself on a beach in the middle of a work week.I drove through the parking lot, parked my jeep, and quickly pulled my surfboard out. I hadn’t driven my jeep in forever. It felt good to pretend I was twenty-two and carefree. I looked around the parking lot and down to the beach. It wasn’t nearly as packed as it was on the weekends. I could
Terran“Guys like me? There isn’t a woman who doesn’t think I’m her type.” I shook my head. “I really think she is different.”“Okay. I’ll give her the benefit of the doubt. What makes you think she’s the one?”I took a deep breath. “She’s attractive. Gorgeous, really. She’s nice and smart. I could see myself spending time with her and not hating it.”He laughed. “Always a good requirement for a wife.”“I’m taking her out on Friday. I want to talk to her more and see if I can convince her to go along with the plan. She technically works for me, so I need to tread lightly here. I don’t want to get sued.”“Maybe you don’t need to tell her anything,” he said. “Play it cool. If you’re suave enough, you can get her to fall for you without having to pay her to be your fake fiancée.”The idea did not sit well with me. I didn’t think I was that coldhearted. That was downright manipulative and shady. I liked to be straight up with people. The idea of lying to a woman and then dumping her once
HaileyI walked into the orphanage, greeting the employees as I walked to the rec room. Fortunately, they all knew me and didn’t stop and ID me anymore. I peeked through the rec room door and saw Mandy in the front of the room reading a book to the younger kids in the orphanage. I didn’t know the group as well as I knew the others, but I still liked to say hi when I could.I waited until I saw her close the book before I made my entrance. I didn’t want to disrupt the calm she had established with the little ones.“Guys, we have a special guest!” Mandy said with a big smile.I grinned, walking into the room, waiting for the kids to turn around and see me. The moment they did, I was embraced in exuberant hugs around my waist.“Hi, guys! Did you enjoy your story?”There were some nods and a couple sighs. I spent a few minutes chatting with them, doing my best to give them all an even amount of attention, which wasn’t easy when they were all talking at once.“All right, guys, it’s time to
HaileyI laughed nervously. “A whirlwind, really. I was doing the modeling thing one day, and the next, I got the call I had landed this part. I am so grateful to my husband for putting me in touch with Gabriel, my agent. It was like everything fell into place at the exact right time.”“What is this foundation I’ve heard you are working with?” she asked from the preselected questions Gabriel had given her.I smiled. “It’s a foundation to help those kids who tend to fall through the cracks in the foster care system. So many kids are on the streets today because there is a shortage of quality foster homes that are capable of dealing with some of the issues kids are facing.”She smiled and nodded her head. “You were never in the system?”I shook my head. “No. My mother raised me by herself, working two jobs to keep a roof over our heads. It wasn’t easy. I hated how much she struggled, but she taught me that life isn’t about how much you have or what your zip code is. She taught me love i
HaileyOne Year LaterI was more than a little nervous as I sat in the chair assigned to us in the second row. Terran put his hand on my knee and squeezed. I looked at him and smiled. When Gabriel had called to tell me I had been nominated for best actress in a feature film, I had nearly passed out. Our film had barely met the deadline to be nominated for anything.“You look absolutely stunning,” Terran said, staring at me with eyes full of love.“Thank you,” I said, smoothing down the long fitted black gown I was wearing. Terran had bought me a new diamond necklace to go with the dress. My hair was piled on my head in a fancy updo, leaving my neck exposed and the necklace fully visible. I loved telling everyone on the red carpet that asked that my husband had given it to me as a gift for my nomination. I had made more than one of the female reporters green with envy.“You’ve got this,” Terran whispered in my ear.“I’m freaking out,” I gushed, my finger twirling the wedding ring on my
HaileyI had my legs spread wide, his knees clamping down on my bent knee when I moved to close my legs, hoping to rub them hard enough together to get the relief I was absolutely desperate to have. His hand slowly moved over my stomach, stopping to rest on my pubic bone, inches away from where I needed him to be.I whimpered in frustration.“Shh, I’m here,” he whispered.I felt a tear slip down my cheek. I loved him so much. He had my body taut as a bow by simply loving me and worshiping my body. When his index finger slid down my center, spreading my pussy lips, I cried out in earnest. It was the lightest touch over my clit that sent me over the edge. My body arched off the bed as a violent, earth-shattering climax tumbled me into a place with a million shooting stars overhead. I felt as if I had been electrocuted, every muscle in my body tensing as his finger slid inside me.He held me while I moaned and spasmed against him. When my body finally spiraled downward, he climbed on top
HaileyI was happier than I had ever been in my life, riding a high that just seemed to be getting better and better.“I’m going to jump in the shower,” I told him, heading toward his bedroom.It had been a long, busy day, and I was ready to unwind with the love of my life and a good bottle of wine. But first, I wanted to feel clean. I stripped off my jeans before turning on the hot water of his magnificent shower that was big enough to hold a small party in. The jets on the sides and the rainfall shower head made it a very enjoyable experience to shower in his bathroom. I thought about the house we had just visited and regretted not checking out the shower situation closer. I had been so overwhelmed by everything else, the shower slipped my mind.I stripped out of my clothes and stepped under the hot water, letting it cascade over my body. Suddenly, the room was filled with beautiful jazz music. I grinned, knowing that had been Terran. A few seconds later, I felt a cool blast of air
Terran“It’s okay. If I had been honest from the start, I could have saved us a lot of heartache. It was never about the money for me. I wanted you, and I wanted to keep the company intact, even if that meant I had to step away from it.”She nodded her head, fresh tears welling in her eyes. “I’m sorry. I should have believed you. I’m so glad you came back and made me listen. I love you.”“I love you, and I would have walked through fire to get you back.”“I’m so glad you did.”“Thank you for showing me this. You’ve really opened my eyes. I think we can do a lot more good together. I want to do more of this.”She was smiling. “Good, because I plan on giving a large chunk of my salary for the movie to charity. I think we should decide where it goes together.”“What about here?” I asked.She burst into laughter. “I think that check you gave them is going to go a long way. There are plenty of other charities and organizations that are desperate for funding.”“Maybe we could start a founda
TerranI took her hand in mine as we walked into the bank. I had her sit on one of the chairs in the center of the lobby while I spoke with one of the people sitting at an open desk. I rejoined Hailey, who was nervously looking around the huge bank with big black columns supporting the ridiculously high ceiling.“What are we doing here?” she asked.I smiled. “You’ll find out soon enough.”It wasn’t long before a man wearing an expensive suit was striding across the marble floor toward where we were sitting.“Mr. Maddox, it’s good to see you. I’m Con Steven, the manager here. I understand you have some business you need to take care of?”I stood and shook his hand. “I do. This is my fiancée Hailey Hollis.”He shook Hailey’s hand and then led the way to his office. We sat down in the chairs opposite his desk. He tapped on his keyboard, pulling up my account.“Okay, I see you have a large deposit made recently. What can I help you with?”“I would like to have a cashier’s check drawn up f
HaileyWe talked with each of the kids for a little while before it was time for them to have their outside time. When Mandy left to take the kids to the playground, Terran turned to look at me. “That was crazy.”I laughed, picking up scattered crayons and scraps of paper. “It usually is.”“They all know you, and love you,” he said with awe.“I like to come by and help out. Mandy has a lot of kids to contend with, and with budget cuts, she doesn’t have a lot of help. I come in when I can. It lightens the load so the other aides and caregivers can focus on other stuff.” He was nodding his head. “I see.”“Terran, I brought you here because I wanted to show you why I’m so passionate about giving money to charities. This place is funded by the government, but that barely keeps the doors open and the lights on. They have to fight to get every dollar they can. I know it’s like that for a lot of other organizations.”He nodded his head. “I’m not opposed to giving money to charity. Not at al
HaileyI wasn’t surprised to feel the bed empty beside me. We’d stayed at his house last night, as usual. We’d gone straight to bed, both of us tired after a long few days. Terran had tossed and turned all night. I had a feeling he was a lot more anxious about giving away the money than he was letting on. I had to assuage my own guilt. I walked into the living room to find him pacing the floor, his phone next to his ear as he talked about his schedule for the day.When he hung up, I smiled at him. He smiled back, but the smile didn’t reach his eyes as it normally did.“You didn’t sleep very well,” I said, walking to him to kiss him good morning.He shook his head. “No, I didn’t. I have a lot on my mind.”I nodded my head in understanding. “Was that the office?”“Yes. I was clearing my schedule for the day. I still need to do a conference call, but the rest can be taken care of from home. What about you?” “I’m free. I mean, I’m supposed to be learning my lines, but I don’t have to be
Terran“I mean, I would not blame you for wanting to keep some or all of the money for our own future. I know you’re a genuine person. You don’t have to prove anything to me. It’s a lot of money to give away.” There was a skeptical look in her eye. “Are you saying that because you don’t want to give it away?”I shrugged a shoulder. “I won’t lie that I haven’t thought about what I could do with that money. I could expand the company, set up trust funds for every one of the seven children we’re going to have.” I winked, trying to make her laugh.“You don’t want to give the money to charity?” she asked.“I’m not saying that at all.”“But you’re regretting telling me you would?”I shook my head. I could see the wheels turning in her head. She was jumping to conclusions and letting the thoughts run away. I could see the anger and hurt in her eyes, and I grabbed her hand again.“Hailey, I regret nothing. I told you I would give it away if that was what you wanted. I will do anything to mak