LOGINShare
you can't force me
Last Updated:
2025-01-31 16:01:34
Related chapters
Married to the disabled Alpha : his antidote to kill the alpha
CHAPTER 14QUINN POVDo you really think I have time for your joke right now?” Alpha Perrin asked. His tone was serious, and damn it, for a moment, I could feel the fear taking over. But then I remembered—no, I couldn’t let myself be scared. Not by him. He had turned me into a slave for just one mistake. One mistake. I had tried to help him, and yet, he threw me aside. Well, now he was going to have to work for my help.“I couldn’t save the guard on my first attempt,” I said, voice cold as I met his gaze, holding it. “And instead of giving me a chance, you threw a maid uniform on me and decided I was useless." I paused, giving him the full force of my look, not backing down. “I want an apology.”Alpha Perrin let out a scoff as he settled into his usual chair. His movements were smooth, like he was in control of everything. He reached into his pocket, pulled out a cigarette, and lit it. The smoke curled up around him as he took a long drag, exhaling slowly.I couldn’t help but stare.
Last Updated : 2025-01-31Married to the disabled Alpha : his antidote go to the room
Quinn POV "Why are you late?" I walked into the training ground, and the first thing I saw was Alpha Perrin's disapproving stare. A few shirtless guards stood around, looking nervous, probably because their alpha was overseeing everything."I had a little trouble finding my way here, but I promise it won’t happen again," I said, trying to sound as sincere as possible.Perrin didn’t respond right away. His eyes stayed on me for a few seconds, then he sighed and said, "Go back to training, everyone."The guards immediately got back to work, and Perrin looked at me and said, "Just follow their lead. Soon you’ll catch up." His tone was dismissive.And here I thought I would get some special lesson or something. Turns out, I was just supposed to follow them? How... interesting.I moved to the back and watched the rest of the men move with precision, like every step had been rehearsed. I tried to follow their lead, but it was actually a lot harder than it looked, and it left me frustrated
Last Updated : 2025-01-31Married to the disabled Alpha : his antidote chapter
Quinn POV I stepped into the room and let out a sigh, my body drenched in sweat, every muscle hurting. I felt exhausted, making it impossible to reach my wolf. I tried, but the connection was weak—nonexistent. She had never been through this kind of training before, and it was all too much for her. For both of us. Before I could even catch my breath, the door creaked open. I turned just as Alpha Perrin stepped inside, his eyes sweeping over me. “You did well,” he said, his voice as calm as ever. “Gianna is skilled, but you still managed to bring her down. That’s impressive.” I let out a tired scoff, rubbing the back of my neck. “Didn’t feel impressive. She nearly broke my ribs.” Perrin’s lips twitched like he was holding back a smirk. “You will live.” Then, before I could respond, he added, “Get ready for tonight.” I frowned. “What’s happening tonight?” “There’s a gathering,” he said simply. “Alpha convergence, Pack leading families from different regions are coming to
Last Updated : 2025-01-31Married to the disabled Alpha : his antidote chapter
CHAPTER 17QUINN POV“Couldn’t they have gone a little easier on your makeup? Now I have to walk around with you looking like a circus act.” He sighed, running his fingers through his hair, while I rolled my eyes so hard I almost pulled a muscle.“And just when I was about to thank you for catching me before I fell flat on my face back there…” I said, staring out the car window like it held all the answers, not interested in engaging with Alpha Perrin. “By the way, I saw how you were staring at me back there. If anything, you looked smitten.”“Smitten?” He scoffed, looking at me like I just suggested we take a trip to the moon. “I stare when I’m appalled, not when I’m admiring. Don’t get it twisted.”The urge to strangle him was like a sweet, sweet melody in my head, but I restrained myself. Barely…He had been surprisingly chill with me lately, letting my sharp tongue fly without much backlash. But I knew why, he needed me for his legs, or whatever. Who knows what he would have don
Last Updated : 2025-01-31Married to the disabled Alpha : his antidote my life is a mess
QUINN POV How long has he been standing there? Just how much has he heard? A chill ran down my spine as I stared at Alpha Perrin’s face. He was waiting patiently waiting for me to explain myself. What am I going to do? What should I say? My mind was blank, my body frozen in place. My heart pounded so fast it didn't feel normal. “I asked a question. I expect an answer.” His tone was with impatience, his voice sharp as he repeated himself, waiting for one of us to break. I swallowed hard, my thoughts spiraling out of control. If he knew, if he figured out the truth, that he had married the wrong sister—he would burn our entire pack to the ground. He would destroy everything. From the stories I have heard and from my own brief experience with him, Perrin did not tolerate deception, betrayal, or mistakes. And this? This was all three in one. “I will ask one more time.” His voice was darker now, the calm slipping away as his frustration grew. “What were you talking about
Last Updated : 2025-01-31Married to the disabled Alpha : his antidote I need a drink
Quinn pov “Oh, my dear, we are horrible parents. I know…” my mother cried as she pulled away from the hug, tears streaming down her face as she looked at me. “I know nothing we say can truly earn your forgiveness, but the least we can do is say we are sorry for everything,” she said, wiping her tear-streaked face. I took a deep breath, trying to process everything. What was going on? Why were my parents suddenly being so nice to me? I had so many questions, but none that I could get a clear answer to at that moment. So I just stood there, staring in absolute confusion. “How have you been?” my mother asked as she gently grabbed my hand, sniffing back her tears. “Have you been okay at least? I know it must have been really hard for you, but you don’t look bad. If anything, you look nice, so I assume that evil Alpha has been lenient with you…” “Don’t say that,” my father interrupted, looking at me with an affection I had never been given before. “She might look physically okay
Last Updated : 2025-01-31Married to the disabled Alpha : his antidote what the hell is going on here
QUINN POV "Are you sure you should be drinking that much, ma’am?" the barman at the far corner of the party asked. I ignored him, taking another drink and drowning into intoxication. My alcohol tolerance was rock bottom—horrible, to be more precise. I knew drinking this much wouldn’t sit right with my body, but at that very moment, I could barely care. I needed to forget. Forget the torment. Forget the horrible memories flooding my mind. I needed a desperate escape from reality. "Can I have another one?" I asked, holding up my empty cup and waiting patiently for him to pour me something else. "Ma’am..." He leaned in closer, his voice dropping to a whisper. "I am sure you have noticed—this is a private party for elites across various packs. The fact that you are here means you are important. And trust me, you want to keep that noble image of yours. Alcohol probably isn’t the best idea right now." "What are you saying?" I slurred, my words thick and clumsy. My vision
Last Updated : 2025-02-03Married to the disabled Alpha : his antidote the kiss
Quinn pov “What the hell is going on here?” he said coldly, walking closer with no expression on his face. The entire party froze. No one moved. Everyone stood still as Alpha Perrin closed the distance between us, his eyes raking over my mother. She immediately lowered her hand, recoiling in fear. “I will ask again. What is going on?” he said, his voice patient but firm. Something about him sent a weird, creepy chill through me. He was serious—so serious that it made my skin prickle with fear.“Just family matters, Alpha Perrin…” my father suddenly said. “Actually, I don’t know what came over my daughter, Quinn. She had too much to drink and suddenly started attacking her sister. My wife and I were just trying to diffuse the situation.” “Diffuse the situation by hitting my wife?” Perrin asked, his tone growing even more serious—more intimidating, more dangerous. Did he just call me his wife too? “Not exactly hitting…” my mother said quickly. “It was more like scolding. I ju
Last Updated : 2025-02-04
Latest chapter
Married to the disabled Alpha : his antidote chapter
QUINNTheodore's words rang in my ear, as what he said rang in my ear again.This whole scenario made me realize one thing, "I didn't really know what I wanted. I was confused and conflicted between two people and i didn't think that a decision or a choice would be this difficult to make," I went north with Theodore, my arms hugging tight against me. The moving steps felt as if they were treading on thin and heavy ground.I don't understand why I agreed to this. I should have stayed by Perrin. He was the one I've chosen long ago. I already said I'm not leaving.So why does being here feel like betrayal? I thought, confused.He was a few strides ahead of me, relaxed, not like me, not holding any air of uncertainty. Not anxious, moving as if he belonged.There was something I really wanted to say, but the words failed me.And that stretched the silence between us.At last, Theodore stopped then turned toward me. His gold eyes are soft against mine."You don't have to be awkward, Quinn
Married to the disabled Alpha : his antidote chapter
QUINNAs I watched Theodore, about to leave my sight, my lips betrayed me, "Theodore."His name slipped my lips so easily, so naturally. I don’t even know why I said it. But, the moment I did, Theodore stopped.He turned slowly, eyes locking with my golden hues. He didn't say anything, but he didn't need it. I could feel it in the air- he was thinking I wanted him to stay.I could feel that Perrin was boiling beside me, I didn't need a seer to tell me that I had just provoked him because if I was in his shoes, I would have been provoked as well.I turned to Perrin, deciding to explain to him, "The thing is… I've known Theodore for some time now, Perrin. He was my childhood friend and we've been almost inseparable," I said.Perrin was quiet and feared me greatly.The room was now silent or rather hushed. The pack, the Elders, and the guards watched and waited. Their gaze flickered between the three of us. I had just stopped Theodore. What did that mean? I couldn't even comprehend why
Married to the disabled Alpha : his antidote chapter
QUINN Perrin growled as he twitched next to me; it was the sound I had heard before: A warning, full of anger and pain.Just like any other wolf, Perrin didn't take what he heard lightly My eyes widened as I felt that I was in deep trouble, for a second, my heart was racing fast, and I was confused for a second. I was numb earlier but I suddenly became aware of my surroundings and it then that I realized a hand around meI was hugging Theodore! My mind was racing, processing my surroundings; the way things happened all at once made it extremely hard for me to comprehend.The room went quiet. All eyes were on me. The Elders, the pack members, the guards: they all looked at me suddenly frozen with shock, confusion, even anger. But the scariest of the lot was Perrin.His hands were in fists; his jaw was tight. His chest rose and fell heavily, and his dark eyes burned in rage. He looked like he was barely holding himself back from shifting, from attacking.I swallowed hard before my br
Married to the disabled Alpha : his antidote chapter
QUINNJust like I expected, the next morning came quickly and I was overjoyed and nervous at the same time. In some minutes from now, I'll be made the Luna of this great pack, the thought alone made me blush.The sunlight reflected into my room through the curtains, making the room bright made me smile. My heart raced as I lay still for a moment to grasp the reality of what today meant. Today, I would be made Luna, the official leader of this pack. An equal to Perrin. Any remaining thoughts were interrupted by a knock at the door. "Come in," I called, sitting up. The door opened, revealing a group of the heads of each serving group in the pack house."It is time to prepare, Luna Quinn," one of them said while bowing. Luna Quinn. The words sent a chill down my spine; the thought alone was overwhelming, and now I was in the reality of it. The smile on my face was inevitable as the only thing that went through my small mind was Perrin. He made all of this possible.This reminded me
Married to the disabled Alpha : his antidote chapter
QUINN"Oh my God," I yawned in bed as I stood to my feet. Even with all the troubles I had and hate that I have received, I was certain of one thing, I found love where I never thought I would find it. I found strength in myself that I didn't know existed. Most importantly, I found a home because of where I was and who I was with.Perrin.He had turned into my refuge, my rock, my everything.Even when I was still coming to terms with my past, he always stood by my side. Even when I mustered every ounce of my strength to tell myself I didn't matter; he would be there saying, "You do matter." And now, I couldn't even begin to consider my life without himI needn't have to.I and Perrin walked silently as his thumb stroked slow, soothing circles on the back of my hand. My heart beat in a steady rhythm, not because of nerves but because of the quiet confidence that, whatever lay ahead, I wanted to face it with him.In a few minutes, we stepped into an opening. It was absolutely beautiful
Married to the disabled Alpha : his antidote Chapter
Quinn's POV The days after that day became slow and numb as I still couldn't come to peace with what my parents had said.Oops. I forgot, that they completely made it clear to me that I was no longer their child, or rather in the same words they used, they said I was never their childI've been someone else my whole life. The thought of it made me wonder if I had ever experienced a love from family beforeBut who? Who was the family? I had no one! It was disheartening.The truth had smashed to pieces everything I ever thought about myself. I had lived my whole life trying to please those who had never really wanted me. And now that I knew it, I didn't know what to do with that knowledge.Perrin stood beside me through it all.He did not push me into talking when I was not ready. He did not tell me to forget or move on. He just stayed, his presence strong and steady, like an anchor keeping me from drifting too far into the storm of my thoughts.In the beginning, I hardly opened my mou
Married to the disabled Alpha : his antidote chapter
PERRIN POV The instant those words fell from her parents' lips, her face instantly turned paleStepping back, she shook her head. "No. . you're lying."Her mother just smirked. "Believe what you want; it won't change the truth."Quinn's breathing gradually, trying to comprehend what was happening, her mind was reeling. She was looking back and forth between them, searching for something, anything, that could possibly indicate they were wrong. There was nothing.I knew the moment the full weight of those words washed over her.Then she ran."Quinn!" I yelled and stretched my hand toward her, but she was already gone.Through the doors she charged, her cloak trailing in the wind as she slipped into the black of night.My blood boiled. I turned to her parents, fists clenched. "Leave," I snarled. "Now."Her father laughed mockingly. "You can't order us around."I stepped toward him, my voice low and stern. "If you ever show your face again in my pack, I will kill you.""If there's somet
Married to the disabled Alpha : his antidote Laila's death
PERRINWalking from a distance down the long corridor to see Quinn, I heard shouting. Not just shouting, there must definitely have been heated arguments between them, turning even into a little fight that I expected not too much of. Just in a blink, Laila was over the balcony, clutching the railing for support with her hands. Quinn staggered back against the railing of the balcony, with Laila pushing her, trying to throw her over. Furiously, I headed down toward them, but before I arrived, Laila was already over the fence, limbs throwing about like crazy, trying to grab onto anything. But nothing seems to witness her last breath. Gone.The screams filled the area as I ran forward, I caught the railing by grasp and looked out below. Laila's body remained still. I turned back towards Quinn. Clutching onto the railing, she was breathing harshly and wide-eyed with shock. I reached out to her. "Are you injured?" She shook her head, trembling even now. "She... she tried to push me."
Married to the disabled Alpha : his antidote chapter
QUINNI narrowed my eyes, trying not to believe him.Perrin beckoned for me to follow him and I did. We got to his office, and standing in there with the thought that my elder sister had been dragged away was disheartening.I swallowed hard as Perrin turned to me, asking, “Tell me what happened! All that I didn't listen to before, I'm ready to listen now!" I looked down and then turned to the side as I didn't want to gaze into his eyes.I started talking, telling him about the night I was taken and how the guards had accused me of poisoning Gianna. How they never let me explain, never gave me a chance to defend myself. I told him how they had dragged me to a cold, dark cell, how they had starved me, beaten me, and forced me to heal until I was too weak to stand.I told him about their murmurs, making sure I left nothing out. The way the pack had turned against me so easily. How no one had come for me.How I had given up hope.Perrin listened, frowning at every word. His fists clenched
