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The room was white, not a single stain on the bedsheets or the room entirely. The room made me feel trapped and my heart pounded as I looked around the room feeling the loneliness. My stomach ached and I felt numb, an uncertain numbness.

"How are you feeling, Mrs. Clemente", the doctor asked as Nolan followed and held my hand squashed into his.

"Mrs. Clemente", the doctor asked as I felt the shuttering coldness feeling rush through my body.

"Nat, baby, just say something", Nolan said and I could hear the sadness behind his voice. I was done feeling like I had it all together, I was done feeling like if I broke down the whole world would crumble.

"I just wanted to tell you that the fetus was 3 weeks, I'll give you some time to talk, I'll be back later", she said and closed her chart. As soon as the door shut I felt the world push onto me, pain from everywhere shot up and aimed at my heart. My wales of pain made Nolan freeze.

3 weeks, 3 weeks was all it took to form something so ma