WARNING they're having their weekend sex weekend The night had been stressful, one of the most stressful weeks of my life. Nolan and I had decided to just spend our getaway weekend on ourselves and not worry about anything in particular. On Monday we were going to ask Mel if she wanted too, and it was up to her.I mean how do you ask a 13 year old if she wants to testify against her abuser, the reason why her life was hell.The girls had come back raving about their fun night, and I had sent protective Nolan upstairs and Lola and Mel told me all about their young budding romance."Have fun", Melody, Alison and Leah said from the room and we said our goodbyes. Nolan's hand was in mine and I didn't realize how much we needed this time, alone. We went down to the front of the complex and the driver was waiting for us, he loaded our suitcases inside the trunk and Nolan escorted me inside the car."This is a surprise, meaning you can't look outside", he whispered seductively into my
I woke up feeling the Saturday set in to our beautiful weekend, the rays from the sun ran against my skin and the body hugging me from underneath made me snuggle back into him.He made me feel everything, when I was with him fireworks, fireflies, passion, light, everything. Nolan was my soulmate, someone I knew I could never leave.All the time I just wanted to be with him, he's my kryptonite, my person, my partner in life and my best friend, I couldn't ask for anything more prefect.He was someone I needed to be around, someone I enjoyed and someone I loved, and I was ready, I was ready for the rest of our lives together."I love you", I kissed his lips, knowing every single day I would be grateful for an entirety to him, he changed my life and brought me happiness. My doctor was on the way to go to her clinic, which meant that I would get the go-ahead that everything was okay in just a mere 20 minutes."I'm ready to be a mother of our child, I'm ready to have a little us runnin
The room was white, not a single stain on the bedsheets or the room entirely. The room made me feel trapped and my heart pounded as I looked around the room feeling the loneliness. My stomach ached and I felt numb, an uncertain numbness."How are you feeling, Mrs. Clemente", the doctor asked as Nolan followed and held my hand squashed into his."Mrs. Clemente", the doctor asked as I felt the shuttering coldness feeling rush through my body."Nat, baby, just say something", Nolan said and I could hear the sadness behind his voice. I was done feeling like I had it all together, I was done feeling like if I broke down the whole world would crumble."I just wanted to tell you that the fetus was 3 weeks, I'll give you some time to talk, I'll be back later", she said and closed her chart. As soon as the door shut I felt the world push onto me, pain from everywhere shot up and aimed at my heart. My wales of pain made Nolan freeze.3 weeks, 3 weeks was all it took to form something so ma
"Natalie", a soft voice said in the middle of the night. I turned around and found Nolan sitting up, and staring at me. His eyes told me the one thing I feared, he wanted to talk."You can't sleep?", I asked him and he nodded his head. I leaned against his shoulder, and interlocked his hand and mine."I've tried sleeping, I've tried talking to myself, but I just need you", he said and kissed my hand that was wrapped in his."Well in that case here I am", I climbed over him and smiled at his worried face. I leaned in kissing him passionately and his lips became limp and he pulled away from me."What?", I asked him as he looked to the side."You keep pushing this off, you act like nothing happened, like yesterday didn't happen, like we didn't los-lose our baby", he said grappling onto the fact that I didn't want to talk about it. He was to tears by now and I rushed over to help him and he pushed me away."I'm tired of you not talking, when you came back from whatever Daniel did yo
What was I doing? Ruining my marriage just when it had started. Happiness was something I didn't allow myself to have, but this time my walls were coming down and I would finally let him know why sometimes it's hard to sleep at night. Or why I can't talk to him about the things that bother me? Or why I have to act like everything is okay? I clicked the elevator button heading up to our floor, and finally I would tell him.He stood at the elevator door, surprised to see me again."I want to talk, I want to let you in", I began saying as he sat on the couch and motioned for me to sit next to him."Then what's stopping you?", he asked and I looked up at those earnest eyes."It's just that, I've never had someone that wants to know about me, wants to know about how I'm doing, and I know we've been together for what feels like a while, but it's still so hard for me", I told him and he seemed to not understand."I want to know why, I want me to be that person who you can talk to about
"You, little one get me a coffee", she barked as I raced to grab her a coffee, it was my first day and I was being treated like an assistant, I didn't mind it. Paris Grant was an icon in the column and journalist world, yes she was in charge of the girly columns, but she wrote a beautiful piece overlooking the world that inspired me to even start on this career path and after school, I was done with waiting.I handed her the steaming cup and she drank a sip and spit it out over the meeting's manuscripts."Penelo-", she began saying and looked at my earnest face and a feeling of shock came over her."You're not Penelope, my assistant", she asked and I shook my head, not knowing how to form sentences let alone words."No, I'm not, but you looked like you needed a coffee and I didn't know which one to get you", I tried explaining and she picked up the file that wasn't drenched in coffee."You're that writer, who made that piece on the differences of waves, it was in-depth, yet it re
"She just said yes, just like that", I retold our conversation in the car to Nolan as I laid on his chest, later that night."Well you said yes right away?", he said, which he was right about. The moment I got that phone call, I was ready to put him in jail."Yes but I had that emotional, crying session with you, but with Melody she didn't have that, she just said okay like it was nothing", I told him as he traced my bare stomach with his fingers."And guess who that sounds like?", he asked me, and I knew the answer to his sarcastic question."Very funny", I laughed at his impractical joke and he kissed my forehead."Well I'll call the lawyers tomorrow and let them know, then I'll check when his trial is", he said and I turned myself over and looked at his starry blue eyes."I am a very lucky girl", I said to him and he nodded his head and leaned into kiss me, passionately."Wait, wait I have to tell you something", I told him separating his lips from mine and he pulled me back
"Here wear this", I handed Mel a pale pink dress as she raced to put it on. The week had flown by and it was time for Avery's rehearsal of the rehearsal of the rehearsal- it was too long of a title to repeat correctly."Okay okay that's good", I said as she twirled in front of me as I raced to find Mel a pair of shoes in my closet."These?", I asked her holding up a pair of shoes as she shook her head.Here grab those and grab my makeup bag, and my phone", I said finishing up brushing her hair. She ran to go grab my list of items as I quickly touched up my hair and sprayed on hairspray trying to make my out of place hair stay."We're never late, I hate that we're late", we ran out the door as I slipped on my shoes and made my way to the garage, hoping that I had all aspects of my outfit together.I looked down to my dress and I cursed myself as Mel noticed my outfit's flaw.My black bra straps stood out along the open neckline."Fuck it, I'm just not going to wear a bra", I sai