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All I ever wanted in life was someone to share it with, someone to love me, someone to listen to my stories and my midnight thoughts, someone to ridiculously laugh at me, and as I stared at that special someone I still couldn't believe it. He was all real and all mine.

It was a freezing cold afternoon as the month of December approached clashing the fall days. It all felt so surreal as I laid on his open chest, after everything we've been through, I deserved this. I deserved the everlasting love that could never separate us, I deserved happiness and with the person I feared the most locked away in another country, I felt safe and fearless.

Sometimes in just the middle of the night I would just wake up and hug him, just feeling his warm body hugging me was a feeling nothing can ever replace.

I flipped my slender body over and traced the dips of his chest, kissing them each a bit as Nolan's expressions hinted that he was ticklish there.

"This is a nice way to wake up", his eyes slow