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Natalie's POV

I had never been worried about being a parent, I felt like it was something that ran through my blood being in this house I had never wanted it more. I wanted to carry on my mother's dream of having a family in this house and I couldn't be more happy to start it now.

But my mind was filled with horrible thoughts and my lack of actually having a father figure throughout my life had made me not understand what true parents are. I would try to be the parents I wanted to be, supporting and just there and never leaving when it got rough. But it was more difficult then it seemed.

The doorbell rang on a Saturday afternoon and I hoped and hoped that it was my Amazon order, I had it timed perfectly so that Nolan could be home for this.

"Nolan, it's here", I yelled, trying not to be so loud and I heard racing down the stairs as I opened the door and looked at the large box.

I tried pulling and then pushing the large box into the house, just as Nolan came to my rescue.

"Let me", he