MAYRA'S POV
I pushed myself to open my eyes and second next, strong masculine scent of dark cologne travelled through my nostrils causing knots to form in my belly. I smiled slightly, feeling all warm and good. I decided to get off the bed but I felt someone's grip on my waist. I stilled and realized that I was in Rehan's arm. All the memories of few hours back rushed into my mind. My body became restless and quickly I tried to remove his arm but all in vain.
Warm breath touched my neck and all I did was to compose myself. I glanced over my neck and found his face buried in the crook of my neck. My body stiffened at the thought of being this close to him and all I wanted to somehow escape from here before he wakes up.
Awkward.
I tried again but failed.
"Please don't leave me alone." He whispered into my neck.
Maybe he's already awake, I thought. But I was wrong. Suddenly my mind drifted to whatever had happened.
He's having nightmares or what? I mean his reactions were very much obvious. But does this happens with him frequently? And if yes then why is it so?
I need answers. But how? I groaned in frustration
After several attempts I finally pulled myself out of his hold. Then I placed a pillow under his arms to which he quickly pulls closer to him. It made him look more like a child who was holding on to something so that he can calm his fears.
I smiled and don't know why but I just stood there, admiring him. His face looks so cute and calm which is exact opposite of what he seems when he's awake. That harsh Rehan who's now behaving like a child. I clicked my tongue when I saw him sleeping in his business attire.
I took a step closer to him and slowly removed his shoes followed by his tie and wrist watch. How come he can sleep wearing all these? There's a thing called being comfortable.
Shut up, Mayra. I told myself and after placing a blanket over him, I went out of his house.
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"Damn Mayra. Where the fuck were you? It's been four hours since you went inside his room. I was worried that he might have buried you alive." Vishal screamed, adding heavy dose of sarcasm.
I mouthed a quick sorry.
"What exactly happened that you became unable to receive my twenty three calls or even reply to my twenty eight messages?"
Should I tell him?
"Err..Vishal, actually-"
"Cat got your tongue or what?"
"I guess Rehan is having nightmares. And I don't know how I drifted to sleep. I am sorry."
After hearing, his face went blank.
"That means he might have woken up from his sleep but then how you....I don't get it Mayra." He spoke, hesitantly.
I blushed all shades of red. Actually Vishal gave me dare to kiss Rehan on his cheeks while he’s asleep and when I completed my dare, I realised that he was having nightmares and next I know, I was in his arms.
"I guess you enjoyed the company of your fiancé?"
Okay. And now he's again back to his real self.
I smiled.
"Vishal, remember the deal?" I asked, raising my eyebrows.
"Which deal?"
"This is not fair. You promised that if I'll kiss Rehan then you'll tell me everything."
"Fine, I'll tell you." He took a deep breath.
I guess he doesn't want to speak up. Maybe the topic was too sore for him.
"It's okay if you don't want to share. I know there are things which are personal enough to be shared." I assured him.
"I loved her but she never did." He chuckled, faintly. "Tara. She's now Rehan's personal secretary. You know doll, what's painful?"
I gave him a look to continue.
"Watching that person happily living their life who once promised to not live without you." He clenched his fists and started looking everywhere but me.
"You still love her, don't you?" I asked.
"No I don't. But how can I forget the person with whom once I planned my whole future?"
I gave him a weak smile because I really have no words to say anything.
"I hate this stupid love thing. See, it had made me a heartbroken love sick puppy." He joked but this time his eyes were missing their spark.
Vishal is the one to crack jokes and laugh like there's no tomorrow but deep inside he's hurt. Most probably Rehan who always acts rough and arrogant does carries a different world inside him to which all are unaware.
They both try to hide their reality. But who's left to judge them when each person has their own demons?
"Some relations are not meant to be forever but they still enters into our life, Vishal. And the earlier you'll accept this, it will be better for you."
"I'll try doll." And then with a smile he added further, "Can I ask for one more favor from you?"
“Anything Vishal.”
"Make his life better." He said, gesturing towards the ring which Rehan had given to me.
I opened my mouth to say something but instead all I did was to dig my nails on my thigh.
"H-How?" I shuttered.
"You are asking me Mayra? Just be with him and eventually his life will get better."
But what about me? Do I deserve him? He is The Rehan Malhotra, that person who's been my idol since the day he stepped into business world. Very few people understand his struggle and hard work behind his vast business empire.
"This picture though. You kissing my best friend. How adorable."
Oh god. And here we go again. He asked me to click that picture just because he wanted to tease me.
"Shut up."
"Someone's blushing."
"Vishal."
"Okay. Never mind. Barbie doll, it's already been three in the morning. Go and take proper sleep after all tomorrow's something special for you."
"And what is that?"
"Your marriage." My jaw dropped and a wave of shock hit me.
“Are you serious?" I shuttered.
"Idiot, I was kidding."
I felt relieved, for now but what about tomorrow? What he's up to?
MAYRA'S POV"Tell me Vishal, please." I said but by practically ignoring me he hopped on the couch and started checking his cell phone.
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MAX'SPOV" Max you're so single."Vishal whined.
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REHAN'S POV“Why the fuck you both called me here?" I asked entering Vishal's house and all I got in reply was their laughter.Great. Just great!“Have a seat." Max patted the couch and pushed Vishal aside.“Why?" I yelled in irritation.Vishal grabbed my wrist and pulled me on the couch. I have an urge to run away from them but I can't as my sweet wife had given me strict warning to share some time with these two because they ar
MAYRA'S POVPeople die but memories don't. The memories are like a sky full of stars, so beautiful yet unreachable. We can look at them and smile but couldn't complete the urge to get closer to them. Maybe that's what the memories hold. The power to put the heart in craving. Rehan was no exception. He was missing the old memories. Those beautiful memories of her sister and Za
REHAN'S POVShe went with Max for having some private conversation. I shouldn't feel this uneasiness right? She might have wanted to talk about Zara after all Mayra and Max both are close to each other, aren't they? Till now Mayra must be hating me just like Max. She's pure hearted and after she become aware of my past, she has no choice but to hate me. After all how can I expect her to not hate me when I already hate myself?
REHAN'S POV“When I was seventeen, I shifted to new school, there only I met Max and Vishal. Due to everything, I wasn't the one to talk much but they both especially Max showed me that what friendship meant. As time passed by, I became more attached to them. It felt good to at least have someone by my side after the death of Riya. I started forgetting about my pain through them. Then one day, Max introduced her sister to me. Zara her name was Zara. I took an instant liking in her, just as a friend. She used to chatter n
MAYRA'S POVMy legs automatically stopped working as I saw something unusual in this house. Since the day I've stepped here, I've always seen a room near the corner which remained locked. But today, it was open. Strange. Is Rehan had unlocked that door? But what could be inside that it was locked from so long? For feeding my curiosity, I decided to go inside the room and have the answer of my questions.The first thing which I noticed after entering inside was Rehan who stood in the middle with his back facing me. As I shifted my gaze towards the surrounding, my eyes went w
REHAN'SPOV"White roses." I said and the shopkeeper curtly nodded while picking out the bouquet of white roses and passing it to me. After handling him the money, I took one last look of the flower shop and returned back to my car.As I drove through the silent trees, I couldn't stop but wonder that how far I've came. It's been six years since s
MAYRA'S POVYou can do this Mayra. I repeated over and over again the same thing in my mind, pressing my fingers firmly over the doorknob. What else can happen except that he might be angry, hurt, disappointed, sad or maybe something more? I have to face him, if it means tolerating his anger which I know right now must be at its best. How long can I avoid him and why would I do so when I've done nothing wrong? I agree I should have not gone to that club but now I couldn't change it. What's done was done. Now all I can do is to somehow make him believe that I