Manipulation by zevia.Thea.I don't know what to do. Herman looks like his in desperate need of companionship right now, so I let him kiss me. I don't have the strength to stop him. He might not be aware of the hurt in his gaze but I know that look. It the same way my eyes looked everyday since Alberto was killed. His hurting and I think part of this was caused by me. How? I also don't know but the least I can do is help him get over it. But what if healing him also damages me? Am I ready to give up my sanity and self found peace just to help him out? Am I ready to bare his scars too? Surprisingly, my answer is yes. I can relate to his feelings. When I lost Alberto my siblings thought I was just playing around with him and it didn't really damage me. But it did. And until today, I have never let myself love any man. I'm scared my curse will also take them away from me. Or me away from them. Even now, I know if I begin to love him something bad will happen. But what if his also the s
HERMAN.I watch her leave and I feel like I'm torn in between going after her or letting her be. She will never want you Herman no matter how far you go to change yourself...... My conscious is so mean. Shaking my head I decided on taking a walk to clear my head. I didn't even care how I buttoned my shirt as I made my way towards the wooden front doors; not bothering to fix my hair at all. The cool night air hit my face the moment I opened the door and stepped out.As the leader, looking my best and always adorning tuxedos or suits was a must. If I looked anything but perfect my men would immediately get the idea of us being utterly and completely fucked. Tonight i didn't care as I stepped out looking like shit. Thea makes me feel like shit. Your dad made you feel like that as well....shut it. See what I mean about my conscious being mean? I make my way to the back of the house and walk on until I'm in the cover of the trees. I purposely bought off this whole land at the outskirts
If huge cocks didn't exist then I just started believing they did. Herman was so, so huge and I bet my eyes threatened to jump out of my skull when I laid my eyes on his cock. He let go of me after but I didn't or rather couldn't look away as he dropped his pants to the floor. My aching wrist forgotten as I took all of him in. His dick was pointing at me and man was it freaking me out. Was that normal? How something so big as that thing can stand on its own? Omg dicks are freaky and weirdly I wanted it. The thought made me squirm and move back on the bed, until I felt the headboard press into my back."I want you to touch me," he said suddenly. Drawing me out of my cock filled thoughts. I had frozen up when his dick finally showed itself to me. He moved off the bed backwards and stood at the foot of it before taking another step back and exposing everything to me. He was exposing himself.....why? This was so new to me. Alberto's dick was unknown to me. I had never even laid eyes on it
Tear drops.I stand in front of the mirror staring at my naked body and just noticed that my breasts have gotten bigger. They weren't this size a few weeks ago. They were round and perfect, not too big not too small. Thea, your breasts are still round. Okay, I guess they kinda are, though they are bigger than they were.They look like tear drops all because that bastard has been playing with them.That reminds me, what are we anyway? I know we got married and all that stuff but what are we? Because we definitely don't fit the husband and wife description. His him and I'm me, our characters don't even compliment each other.We've seen each other naked, his touched me places that no one ever has. Does that make us lovers? Are we dating? Hmmm....I don't think so. But what if he thinks just because we got married we'll automatically fall in love? Wait am I the one thinking that way? Argh...the only way this mental break down is if I just talk to him. What I know now is, I'm sexually attr
I hate him!I mentally exclaim for the seventh time today as he bosses me around the kitchen and each time I bend over he smacks my ass. Which you definitely enjoy, oh shut up. I do not!"Thea?" His deep voice vibrates inside my chest, drawing me out of my reverie."What?" I snap.He looks like his about to laugh when he says," I told you to pass me the pasta."Huffing out a breath, I balance my left hand on my hip; popping it out. "Where is it?" I don't even try to hide my annoyance. He had forcefully dragged me here after that I'm your husband your my wife talk. Of course, he did it when I was fully dressed. I just threw on a pare of leggings grey in colour and a white crop top with miss strawberry shortcake on the front. Its cute and I love it. Plus it's loose and comfy just the way I like it. Herman points towards the top cupboard next to the freezer and I send a glare his way. "I can't reach that!" I gesture towa
Where is it?I frantically search for my phone with a blurry vision. I need to call her. After tearing down my old room, I conclude that it isn't in here. Running out, I make my way quickly up the stairs crying. Barging into the new room I'm suppose to be sharing with Herman I start searching for it. After going through what I assume is his bedside table I move to look through mine and sigh when I find it. Opening it quickly I place a call to italy but she doesn't answer. "Mum please pick up," I whisper to the phone, willing her to pickup. When the operator passes the call to her line again for the seventh time and it goes straight to voicemail, I slump on the bed and opt upon leaving another message. "Hey mama.... it's me Thea and yes I'm crying. Just....just please call me back when you get this. I-i need you."My voice breaks and I slump to the floor. My heart hurts and it seems to get worse by every phone call she doesn't pick up. What if something happened to her?No no no, The
Give him a chance okay....Grace's words ring in my head as I make my way up the front steps to the house. Opening the door slowly and quietly as I can, I sneak back in to the house to the sound of the piano being played. It was midday and that sound sort of relaxed me a little.I didn't recognize the melody, so I assumed it was a freestyle or a song I've never heard before. Cautiously, I make my way towards the front door of the living room and hide behind the wall next to it before looking in. The living room was a mess. It's like he took out his anger on the sofa, table and a few flower pots. Gosh this is definitely my fault. He read your diary, your right it's his own fault. I agree with my own mental remark.The melody hits a wrong key and he cussed before grabbing a glass on top of the piano and emptying it's contents. I yelp when he flungs the glass my way and it hits the inside wall of the living room at the wall adjacent to the one I was hiding b
Fuck him.I shut my eyes, my head turning towards the ceiling as I desperately try to satisfy myself with my fingers. He had left me aching and wet after that talk at the pool which by the way went splendidly. I'm now aware that I'm a user and a dick digger. Digging for all the cum it can make me pass. After that I retired to my old room to spite him into sleeping with me like he threatened but he hasn't come for me. It's still day light he will, I thought. Oh god i hope he does. I've never wanted something the way I'm craving for his dick right now. Okay now trying to move faster. Gosh how can I cum like this? I widen my legs and the ache just feels more annoying. "Come on!" I exclaim frustratedly. With a sigh I withdraw my fingers after waisting my energy. I can't take this. I turn over and scream into my pillow just as my phone buzzes with a notification.I opened it and tap on the message icon.Herman: masterbate quietly, I'm trying to read.If you can talk about dread it's wha
I want to die.This part of my life isn't something I'm willing to walk through once more and as I stared at my therapist seated looking at me expectant, I relent and let out a tired sigh. We had been meeting since the kidnapping, my parents death and everything that had happened to me within the course of last year. Pulling at the sleeves of my jersey, I looked up at her as a tear escaped me for reliving what happened to me hurt and what hurt more is that, the man had the same striking features as the man I love but choose to not be with."Thea, you can trust me," Ashley Baker, my therapist said, waiting for me to narrate the story of my brokenness.Taking in a deep breath, I opened my mouth and traveled back to that day I woke up next to the demon that raised my husband."....... I was so confused. I-i didn't know what was it I was to do. He then started feeding me lies of our life together and how I got married to him. For about a week I believed him and he kept our relationship re
THEAWhen I was watching the series Nikita, escaping seemed like something so easily done. I of course remembering that she had broken a bone in order to twist her hand out of the cuffs, tried to do the same, forgetting I was tied to a chair with rope and not hand cuffs. Pathetic I know. After murdering mucho, stinky dragged his body away leaving a trail of blood on the metallic floors of this Airbus. This thing was huge and I could tell we were here illegally as most of the contents occupying the space in here looked like cargo. I was tied closest to the back door, in the center. I couldn't see much from here as a lot of stuff was obstructing my view so I didn't know where they took muchos body. The distinct sound of footsteps approaching made me seat up and compose myself. I was trying to bit into the rope, though as you know teeth can't cut into rope, thus I'm still stuck here. Schneider appeared a second later holding a bowl and grimacing down at it."Boss said you should eat,
THEA.The slow and smooth rumble of an engine working slowly drew me out of unconsciousness to a reality I swear I didn't want to live in. When my eyes opened, what first came into view was an empty crate, painted a murky green colour that resembles puke. Or maybe it's just me who wants to puke. My tummy churned and the emptiness of it there of made the nauseous feeling more portent.I gagged, but couldn't dispose the hot disgusting air that wanted to escape my body because of the dirty cloth covering my mouth. "She's awake!" A man shouted from wherever, in a language I knew so well. "Good..." Another said in the same tongue in a more slimy manner that it made my body erupt in goosebumps of disgust."She's Verlice's bitch, don't even think about it," a more gruff and commanding voice spoke now, silencing the two other men. The stack of crates In front of me moved a second later and I found myself staring at a hideous face. The man had only one eye working, the other was completely
HERMANThe room was filled with stunned silence as both of them expected me to scream, cough out blood or just simply show signs of pain and death. Instead, I smiled. That seemed to shock them both back to our current reality."I'm glad you've gotten that off your chest," I commented, calmly."What the hell Ricardo?!" My sister exclaimed shoving him. He dropped the gun looking like he'd just seen a ghost and I laughed."What? Did you really think killing me would be that easy?" I raised an eyebrow at him. "You should ask your sister. She doesn't call me Diablo for nothing." I lifted my hand and started checking my nails."This....how....this is impossible. How are you not dead?!" He sounded frustrated."Are you seriously asking that?! You almost murdered my brother in cold blood! In my fucking house!" She hit him on the arm. The sight made me smile. Grace hardly got moved so seeing her get angry over losing me was a heart warming sight."Grace it's okay," I said, getting up to stop he
Date: 11th August 2022Time: 9:30 P.M - 10:50 P.MThe date and time at the corner got me thinking as I watched the gruesome video that was somehow familiar. A masked man walked in and spoke. "I want them all dead!" He commanded his men and they started killing everyone after some sort of argument. My parents remained on the couch as still as statues. The movements of the masked man looked forced and with the way he spoke, he sounded like he was trying to hard.I watched the video intently not blinking even when my parents were shot dead. The man was talking too much and how he moved wasn't the way my husband moves. I could see the difference really clear and the date on the screen makes Herman's involvement in the matter rather off. I believe we got married on the seventh because when I had checked my cellphone that day Herman had forcefully undressed me at my parents house, it was the eighth. And if we left a few hours later into the night, I'm sure by the eleventh I was in NYC."T
HERMANLeaving her that morning was the hardest thing I had done in my entire life. She looked so peaceful, so beautiful and I had this aching feeling inside me telling me I'd never see her again. But, it's because of me she's in danger. So it's only fair if I die than risk losing her as well. Walking out of the room I walk into the living room area to where my men where all gathered waiting. I had to suit up in my body amor while we spoke. The flight was already set for tonight but I had to meet up with Ricardo before I do anything else. He's probably already seen the footage and carrying out with the funeral preparations. After getting dressed in my body amor, a black Long sleeved shirt, bullet proof vest. Black cargo pants, gun and knives, hoisters. Black boots with more throwing knives inside, and my revolver.When I was done, I had at least thirty two weapons on me and I didn't give a fuck about airport protocols. Besides, I own this whole city. Smirking, I grabbed my friend Jul
" Hey sunshine, it's Herman. I left you this cellphone for easy communication. I'm off to Russia. Return home with Burton and stay there. Your brother will be over this afternoon so you two can talk. Take care. EGV.Password: Sunshine."I stared at the peace of paper in disbelief. Ricardo and Herman? Did they work hand in hand to eliminate my parents? Shaking my head at my silliness, I glanced at the cellphone beside me again. Password Sunshine. Is that what defines me? Shaking my head, I picked it up and opened it. Surprise immediately enveloped me as the inside of this phone was like a carbon copy of mine. He synced them? That son of a motherfucker!Sighing I pressed a call to my sister's IG and waited for her to pick up. After a few minutes, Molly's beautiful face came up on the screen. "Thea? Is that you?" She asked, squinting her eyes like a grandma."Yes, it's me." She pulled the phone back and I caught a glimpse of a baby sacking on to her boob before she lifted the camera
“No matter how much she denies it. Her heart still beats for me”-Unknown.__________________________________________________________ •Herman•Cradling my wife to my chest, I feel her small hand search my back for a weapon. Once she pulls out the revolver from my belt loop she aims it at my head and my sober mind finds the attempt pointless. Death isn't something I'm afraid of and her not knowing that is a big mistake.The latch clicked," you murdered my parents." She accuses. "You believe so," I reply feeling a little bored. Accepting accusations became something I'm accustomed to as each time I denied, my father would inflict pain on me. Soon, it became a part of me and I did nothing to change that."Why?" She powered through her emotions to sound normal."I think," I pulled her face back so we can gaze into each other's eyes," this is the part you kill me." I whispered, taunting her into committing murder. I felt her finger tighten around the trigger and once I was sure wa
•THEA•My heart was beating too fast as my mind went blank at the blinding lights advancing on us. The vehicle was definitely a huge truck and my life immediately started flashing before my eyes. The feel of my chest tightening partly felt like I was going through cardiac arrest as I waited for my pending doom only for the truck to disappear from my line of sight as the car jerked and I felt myself hit my forehead into the window. The unmistakable sound of the car being hit broke through my ear drum and I felt two hands grab me. We both hit something hard and I heard a sickening crack. After, it all went silent and I waited for Lucifer to greet me. "Thea?" Water splashed on my face and I opened my eyes taking in a breath. The unfocused version of the devil greeted me as his eyes glowed. Blinking a few times to clear my vision, I found myself being scrutinized by the devil, who surprisingly resembled my husband. Truly, Herman was the devil.His mouth is moving but his words sound muff