I look up at the mention of my name and find Herman kneeling in front of me. The crease on his forehead told me he was worried even before I looked into his eyes and saw a pained expression in them. Is he feeling the way I'm feeling?
The thought tags at my heart strings and a sob escapes my lips, like a cough. "Hey," he came closer and pulled me into him."Herman I can't," I sob into the crook of his neck and let all I want to say come out."What is the problem?" That simple question sent my mouth into the release of a bunch of frenzied words that somehow didn't make any sense. "Did you take alcohol?" He asked after I was done blabbering nonsense and he looked down at me after pulling away."Forget about the alcohol...why don't you want to fuck me? Is it because of Shantels that you don't even want to touch me?" His brows furrowed."Thea, that's what I want to do in this whole world and it's not because of anyone.""Then why havThe black blindfold covered my eyes and I felt Herman's fingers run down my arms after he was done putting it on me. He kisses my neck sweetly sending shivers up and down my spine and in the wake of his touch goosebumps."I love seeing you like this....under my command. Craving my touch like you crave for the sweetness of oxygen once the supply is cut short." I feel his fingers unclip my bra, making my breath hitch. The soft and warm feeling of his lips on my back followed after making me squirm like a little girl. He chuckled. A throaty deep sound that made my panties wetter and my core throb. "Herman please... enough games. Your killing me." I plead, hoping he'd at least take me like a cave man once he heard those words."No." He says directly in my ear, embracing me in his arms. I felt his manhood poke my ass and the feeling was like torture. "Why?" I uttered the question breathless turning my face blindly in hopes of capturing his lips. He l
Lifting my legs and putting them on his shoulders, he changed his pace and the feeling of euphoria started to build up more. His balls were slapping my ass as he hit dipper inside me.I kept spitting out nonsense as he rendered me senseless. "Don't come.... open your eyes Thea," he told me and again I found myself in between a rock and a hard place. "Fuck!" Lowering my legs, he removed his dick from me before turning me on my back. "Don't come."I didn't get to ask why as he shoved into me again. "Ah!" I moan and bite my lip hard as he thrashed thunderously into my pussy. "Shit!" We both say right before he groans and I moan loudly. If sex was like this, I should have done it with someone before hand. But I'm so glad Herman is my first.He slaps my ass hard and squeezes it making me groan. "What was that for?""You came," he growled still thrashing into me and I wonder how I did without realizing it. "Hold on I'm not done." He says, slamming harde
A kiss is placed on my right shoulder sweetly as we maintain silence. His lips feel warm against my skin and I lean into him more to feel the warmth of his body, against the semi hot water we are seated in, in the black bathtub. It's only now that i cherish these moments with him and it's only now that I feel all the scars his body has. Especially on his arms.It's also only now that i realize how limited our time is together. For after tomorrow, he's leaving for Russia and I don't know when I'm going to see him again. This is how quickly life changes when you get closer to someone you supposedly wanted to hate forever. As it is said, ' there's a thin line between love and hate.' What I didn't realize is how thin."How long we'll you be gone for?" I voice out my concern hoping he'd answer me truthfully."I don't know," he answers, leaning back into the bathtub and away from me but not fully. The water around me splashes as I turn around to face him."What do you mean?" I press him.He
My eyes snap open to a lonely bed, blinding light and the feeling of numbness inside my chest. Lifting my tired limbs, I make my way to the bathroom in an almost daze and stare blankly at a sad woman in the mirror. Even after all that time sleeping, the bags under my eyes are still so visible and the dull ache between my legs a blissful reminder of what I had done. Sighing, I open the cabinet the mirror is hiding behind it and a plastic bottle falls out. The small circles inside it rattling as it collided with the hard surface of the counter top. I pick them up and read the label. "Sertraline," I read out loud and try to remember anything I know on the drag. Turning the little bottle I struggle to read the instructions before giving up. Putting it back I reach for my toothbrush and drop other medicine bottles along side the one holding sertraline even after I just returned it. "Fuck," I curse under my breath feeling shorter than I pictured myself to be.After managing to grab my to
•Unknown POV• TWO WEEKS BEFORE •The waves beat at the rocks beneath me and I watch them intently. Moving my hand, the liquor in my glass swells and I love the serenity the atmosphere around me brings. "Sir, the mission was completed. Both Targets were eliminated." One of my men reports, disturbing my peace.Sighing I turn around to face him," One moment of peace and you disturb me.""Sorry, sir-""Keep it. Where's the girl?" I ask wanting so much to get her here."She is with him sir, he took her with him the other night."I watch the lights in my beautiful mansion through the white curtains that dance in the wind from every window facing the cliff side. She was supposed to be mine, she was supposed to be brought to me.I clench my hand tightly until the glass in the cup in my fist pops. Spluttering wine everywhere and cutting into my hand. I welcome the pain and start making my way to the house."Did the bastard marry her?" I ask, feigning calmness."Yes." I stop, turning to look
The physical contact between me and these people I didn't know was uncomfortable as I was thrown from one arm to another. Who would have thought that an overly reserved and private person like Herman would have such affectionate relatives. Well all of them except for Shantel and her mother, who seemed to have had it out for me from the beginning.After those overly touchy introductions, I found myself hiding in Herman's office. Our room isn't fully furnished yet and I had originally planned on faking a bathroom break and secretly cornering Herman in his office. He, of course wasn't in here. He must have left for Brooklyn. Whoever his meeting over there a sure question to me.Now sitting here all alone on Herman's very comfortable office chair and simultaneously missing lunch, I sigh. Since morning I've had people pulling left right and center, forcing me into conversations I had no idea of, about baby names and mafia ruling. All this because of Dante. Remind me to kill him later. Now
•FIVE YEARS BEFORE •"Thea!" "Coming mum!" I called back taking one last look in the mirror at myself. The shimmery pink ball gown I had on made me feel like a princess as I span around loving the way the heavy skirt of the dress made me feel."Princess we are running..." Ricardo stopped dead in his trucks when he saw me and I blushed looking down at my dress."How do I look?" I asked him shyly. He took a few steps towards me and cupped my face, tucking a lose strand of hair behind my ear. "Beautiful..... absolutely beautiful." Pecking my forehead, he stepped back and smiled brightly at me. " They'll never know what hit them."I blushed," not if I don't tie my hair." I gestured to the pink ribbon around my wrist and Rico let out a small chuckle."Correct and I know just the person to do that for you. In the car, now let's go." He dragged me out of my room and down to the lobby of the hotel we were staying in for the week. Russia was very cold this time of year and I was grateful th
The message on my phone screen has me set in a trance of fear like no other. Why would I be blamed for the death of my wife's parents? And in a time like this, when she just let me in, when she's just started to actually trust me. "..I love you." Her words, like a whisper ring in my mind, caging me to a reality I once lived and now will surely be destroyed. I need to tell her about this but not before I have her one last time. How do I tell her? Frustrated, I let out a growl and feel the immense pressure settle on my throat and it bobs slightly. My suit feels suffocating and I loosen up my black tie and unbutton the top three buttons of my dress shirt. But the panicked feeling doesn't dissipate even a fraction and I scramble to fetch my pills from my jacket pocket. My hands are clumsy as I try to open the bottle as the blood pressure to my head feels so intense. The pills scatter to the car floor and I could vividly hear my beating heart and the movements of my blood inside my blood
I want to die.This part of my life isn't something I'm willing to walk through once more and as I stared at my therapist seated looking at me expectant, I relent and let out a tired sigh. We had been meeting since the kidnapping, my parents death and everything that had happened to me within the course of last year. Pulling at the sleeves of my jersey, I looked up at her as a tear escaped me for reliving what happened to me hurt and what hurt more is that, the man had the same striking features as the man I love but choose to not be with."Thea, you can trust me," Ashley Baker, my therapist said, waiting for me to narrate the story of my brokenness.Taking in a deep breath, I opened my mouth and traveled back to that day I woke up next to the demon that raised my husband."....... I was so confused. I-i didn't know what was it I was to do. He then started feeding me lies of our life together and how I got married to him. For about a week I believed him and he kept our relationship re
THEAWhen I was watching the series Nikita, escaping seemed like something so easily done. I of course remembering that she had broken a bone in order to twist her hand out of the cuffs, tried to do the same, forgetting I was tied to a chair with rope and not hand cuffs. Pathetic I know. After murdering mucho, stinky dragged his body away leaving a trail of blood on the metallic floors of this Airbus. This thing was huge and I could tell we were here illegally as most of the contents occupying the space in here looked like cargo. I was tied closest to the back door, in the center. I couldn't see much from here as a lot of stuff was obstructing my view so I didn't know where they took muchos body. The distinct sound of footsteps approaching made me seat up and compose myself. I was trying to bit into the rope, though as you know teeth can't cut into rope, thus I'm still stuck here. Schneider appeared a second later holding a bowl and grimacing down at it."Boss said you should eat,
THEA.The slow and smooth rumble of an engine working slowly drew me out of unconsciousness to a reality I swear I didn't want to live in. When my eyes opened, what first came into view was an empty crate, painted a murky green colour that resembles puke. Or maybe it's just me who wants to puke. My tummy churned and the emptiness of it there of made the nauseous feeling more portent.I gagged, but couldn't dispose the hot disgusting air that wanted to escape my body because of the dirty cloth covering my mouth. "She's awake!" A man shouted from wherever, in a language I knew so well. "Good..." Another said in the same tongue in a more slimy manner that it made my body erupt in goosebumps of disgust."She's Verlice's bitch, don't even think about it," a more gruff and commanding voice spoke now, silencing the two other men. The stack of crates In front of me moved a second later and I found myself staring at a hideous face. The man had only one eye working, the other was completely
HERMANThe room was filled with stunned silence as both of them expected me to scream, cough out blood or just simply show signs of pain and death. Instead, I smiled. That seemed to shock them both back to our current reality."I'm glad you've gotten that off your chest," I commented, calmly."What the hell Ricardo?!" My sister exclaimed shoving him. He dropped the gun looking like he'd just seen a ghost and I laughed."What? Did you really think killing me would be that easy?" I raised an eyebrow at him. "You should ask your sister. She doesn't call me Diablo for nothing." I lifted my hand and started checking my nails."This....how....this is impossible. How are you not dead?!" He sounded frustrated."Are you seriously asking that?! You almost murdered my brother in cold blood! In my fucking house!" She hit him on the arm. The sight made me smile. Grace hardly got moved so seeing her get angry over losing me was a heart warming sight."Grace it's okay," I said, getting up to stop he
Date: 11th August 2022Time: 9:30 P.M - 10:50 P.MThe date and time at the corner got me thinking as I watched the gruesome video that was somehow familiar. A masked man walked in and spoke. "I want them all dead!" He commanded his men and they started killing everyone after some sort of argument. My parents remained on the couch as still as statues. The movements of the masked man looked forced and with the way he spoke, he sounded like he was trying to hard.I watched the video intently not blinking even when my parents were shot dead. The man was talking too much and how he moved wasn't the way my husband moves. I could see the difference really clear and the date on the screen makes Herman's involvement in the matter rather off. I believe we got married on the seventh because when I had checked my cellphone that day Herman had forcefully undressed me at my parents house, it was the eighth. And if we left a few hours later into the night, I'm sure by the eleventh I was in NYC."T
HERMANLeaving her that morning was the hardest thing I had done in my entire life. She looked so peaceful, so beautiful and I had this aching feeling inside me telling me I'd never see her again. But, it's because of me she's in danger. So it's only fair if I die than risk losing her as well. Walking out of the room I walk into the living room area to where my men where all gathered waiting. I had to suit up in my body amor while we spoke. The flight was already set for tonight but I had to meet up with Ricardo before I do anything else. He's probably already seen the footage and carrying out with the funeral preparations. After getting dressed in my body amor, a black Long sleeved shirt, bullet proof vest. Black cargo pants, gun and knives, hoisters. Black boots with more throwing knives inside, and my revolver.When I was done, I had at least thirty two weapons on me and I didn't give a fuck about airport protocols. Besides, I own this whole city. Smirking, I grabbed my friend Jul
" Hey sunshine, it's Herman. I left you this cellphone for easy communication. I'm off to Russia. Return home with Burton and stay there. Your brother will be over this afternoon so you two can talk. Take care. EGV.Password: Sunshine."I stared at the peace of paper in disbelief. Ricardo and Herman? Did they work hand in hand to eliminate my parents? Shaking my head at my silliness, I glanced at the cellphone beside me again. Password Sunshine. Is that what defines me? Shaking my head, I picked it up and opened it. Surprise immediately enveloped me as the inside of this phone was like a carbon copy of mine. He synced them? That son of a motherfucker!Sighing I pressed a call to my sister's IG and waited for her to pick up. After a few minutes, Molly's beautiful face came up on the screen. "Thea? Is that you?" She asked, squinting her eyes like a grandma."Yes, it's me." She pulled the phone back and I caught a glimpse of a baby sacking on to her boob before she lifted the camera
“No matter how much she denies it. Her heart still beats for me”-Unknown.__________________________________________________________ •Herman•Cradling my wife to my chest, I feel her small hand search my back for a weapon. Once she pulls out the revolver from my belt loop she aims it at my head and my sober mind finds the attempt pointless. Death isn't something I'm afraid of and her not knowing that is a big mistake.The latch clicked," you murdered my parents." She accuses. "You believe so," I reply feeling a little bored. Accepting accusations became something I'm accustomed to as each time I denied, my father would inflict pain on me. Soon, it became a part of me and I did nothing to change that."Why?" She powered through her emotions to sound normal."I think," I pulled her face back so we can gaze into each other's eyes," this is the part you kill me." I whispered, taunting her into committing murder. I felt her finger tighten around the trigger and once I was sure wa
•THEA•My heart was beating too fast as my mind went blank at the blinding lights advancing on us. The vehicle was definitely a huge truck and my life immediately started flashing before my eyes. The feel of my chest tightening partly felt like I was going through cardiac arrest as I waited for my pending doom only for the truck to disappear from my line of sight as the car jerked and I felt myself hit my forehead into the window. The unmistakable sound of the car being hit broke through my ear drum and I felt two hands grab me. We both hit something hard and I heard a sickening crack. After, it all went silent and I waited for Lucifer to greet me. "Thea?" Water splashed on my face and I opened my eyes taking in a breath. The unfocused version of the devil greeted me as his eyes glowed. Blinking a few times to clear my vision, I found myself being scrutinized by the devil, who surprisingly resembled my husband. Truly, Herman was the devil.His mouth is moving but his words sound muff