Hindi ko alam kung bakit sa lahat ng pwede kong i-crave, ‘yung mga pagkain pa talagang bihira kong nakain or natikman.Paano ba kasi, tuwing nag s-scroll ako sa social media, kung anu-anong pagkain ang lumalabas sa news feed ko. Natatakam tuloy ako, at ayun… hanggang sa nararamdaman ko na lang din na I want to eat those food. Like what I watched earlier, I saw a girl cooking beef tapa and eating it. And another vlogger cooking a marinated chicken! Ngayon tuloy, gusto ko rin kumain at tikman pareho iyon. I know for sure Kiel deep down is questioning all my cravings because the food I request is usually not my kind of food. Ngayon lang talaga na buntis ako kaya parang takam na takam ako sa kahit anong klase ng pagkain.It was nine in the morning when Kiel finished cooking. Pumasok s'ya sa kwarto kong may malawak na ngiti sa mga labi habang bitbit ang isang tray kung saan nakalapag ang mga niluto niya.Pinagsama ko ang aking mga kamay. I giggled and wet my lips while waiting for Kiel to
As expected, her mother looked for us. Pumunta sila kinabukasan sa amin. I kept on saying my apology. Si Kiel naman ang gumawa ng palusot. "I told you, we should have just went there for at least how many minutes," bulong ko kay Kiel nang makaupo kami sa dining area.Umiling lamang ito sa akin. Para bang alam n'ya na iyon ang tamang desisyon na ginawa n'ya at hindi man lang s'ya mukhang nagsisi ro'n. Kaya napabuntong hininga na lang din ako bago tuluyang umupo sa upuang ipinanghila n'ya para sa akin."It was supposed to be a surprise to the both of you," malungkot na panimula ni Tita. "But... well... it won't be a surprise anymore..." Tita began to clasped her hands."We planned on announcing about the merging of the companies and who had the highest number of rights.""Rights? What does that mean po?" I suddenly interfere. Dahil base sa pagkakaalam ko, the shares would be split to me, Kiel's family and Mr. Guineva equally!"We have found out from the documents that there was a chang
Dumating ang araw para sa meeting na sinasabi ng mga magulang ni Kiel. Actually, it is a meeting between the important people in our business. Kaya hindi na ako nabigla pa nang madatnan si Mr. Guineva na nakaupo sa oval table. Naroon na rin ang mga magulang namin ni Kiel. I was about to sit beside dad when Kiel motion me to sit with him on the corner part— perhaps, center upfront, kung saan nasa magkabilang gilid namin ang ilan sa mga importanteng tao, including our parents. "Since we are now complete, why don't we start the meeting?" mayabang na panimula ni Mr. Guineva.So, kami na lang pala ang hinihintay nila!Kiel immediately stood up and went in front. He position himself in front of a tall desk where the laptop is placed. Nagsimula na s'yang mag discuss ng mga bagay-bagay. Everything is still complicated to me honestly. Especially now that I rarely went to office and I don't know what was happening."Here's the latest update of the division of rights," as Kiel said those wor
I never thought everything would come into this. Everything's a mess!"By next month, Mr. Guineva might start acting like a boss. Baka rin ay maraming pagbabago ang maganap, maging sa sistema ng kumpanya. So, brace yourselves." Hindi na mawala sa isipan ko ang iniwang mga kataga nang kanang kamay ni Daddy. "Baby," pagkuha ko nang atensyon ni Kiel. Narito kami ngayon sa kwarto. He's again taking care of me like I'm an infant need to be fed or what. Kanina ay napagpasyahan n'yang s'ya ang magluluto nang pagkain namin. Hindi lang natatapos dun, dahil maging sa pagkain ko, gusto n'yang subuan ako. Hinayaan ko na lamang din s'ya sa gusto n'ya."Hmm?" malambing na aniya at saka ako binalingan ng tingin habang hawak-hawak ang kutsarang mayroong pagkain."What do you think about Mr. Guineva? Tingin mo ba, mahirap nang mabawi ulit yung rights n'ya sa kumpanya natin? Because I swear, I didn't sign up anything for me to approve such things," depensa ko.Napalunok naman s'ya saka ibinaba ang k
The whole week was a mess, our company is in a chaos. Kaliwa't kanang tawag ang natatanggap namin lalo na sa ilang investors na nagbabalak mag pull out sa kumpanya. I can't blame them. Kilala si Mr. Guineva bilang gahaman na businessman. Kaya nga nakapagtataka rin papaanong nangyari na nakapasok s'ya sa kumpanya. Bakit s'ya hinayaan ni Daddy?Apart from the calls I am receiving, pansin ko rin na naging bihira na ang pag uwi ni Kiel sa bahay. Hindi ko na rin s'ya tinatanong pa rito because obviously, it is related to the company. He promised me that he will fixed it and I'm sure he is starting doing what he promised me he would.The last time I visited our company, marami na nga talagang pagbabago. Some employees even decided to turnover because their salaries were affected. Mr. Guineva did not just change the system but the whole company kaya apektado lahat nang parte ng kumpanya! Maging ang mga workers na walang ibang ginawa kundi ang payabungin ang kumpanya.Everything was really s
Nanatili akong tahimik. I'm trying to think how to start. "Baby..." malambing na sabi ni Kiel habang yakap-yakap ako. "You're mad at me," he added when he noticed my silence.Sunod-sunod naman ang naging pag-iling ko sa kanya. I am not actually mad, nagtatampo lang."Hindi naman ako galit," sabi ko sa maliit na boses."Then why it seems like you are avoiding, hmm?" "H-Hindi lang kita napansin kanina.""I won't buying that," aniya at saka ipinatong ang baba sa balikat ko. "Tell me, hmm? Everything. I promise you, I won't be mad with whatever you'll tell me."Bumuntong-hininga ako sa narinig at pinaglaruan ang mga kamay. Hindi ko kasi alam kung papaano talaga sisimulan pero bahala na! Besides, we are spouses. We should be open to each other."I... I uhm... just curious why you seemed to be late going home lately... I-I mean, there's nothing wrong with that, okay? Since I know it is because of our business, right? B-But, parang nakakalimutan mo na rin akong i-update o sagutin man lang
He left his coffee on the table as he walk towards the pond. Nakalagay ang isang kamay n'ya sa bulsa ng kanyang black slack habang ang isa naman ay hawak ang kanyang telepono. I could see how firm his hold was as I went near him.Just like earlier, I didn't make much noise para hindi n'ya ako mapansin. At mukhang gumagana naman iyon lalo na ngayong mukhang busy s'ya sa kausap n'ya. To be honest, it is not my intention to eavesdrop and so, I decided to walk away until I heard him mentioning me and my parents.Napahinto ako sa paglalakad papasok ng bahay at muling napagpasyahang lumapit sa kanya. Enough distance to hear everything."You know I like her and you used that to manipulate me!" "Fuck you! It was not my intention to lure her! You pushed me to that extent!" he said angrily on his phone.Her? Lure her? Hindi naman ako iyon, 'di ba? And it really shouldn't be me! I know Kiel... I know him! He won't do such thing."I'm going down with you, Mr. Guineva. And I don't fucking care! Y
Patuloy pa rin ako sa pag-iyak hanggang sa makarating ng bahay. Our driver even had to look out for me dahil muntikan na akong mawalan ng balanse kanina mabuti na lamang at naalalayan n'ya ako.Pagod na ako. I felt like my legs would easily give up anytime."Jusko, hija! Anong nangyari? Wala rito ang mommy't daddy mo ngayon," our former maid Nanay Rosa held my hand and help me walk until inside our home.Narinig ko ring pinasalamatan n'ya ang driver ni Kiel kanina bago ako iginiya papasok."N-Nana," I sobbed, isinubsob ko rin ang mukha sa kanyang balikat. At dahil nga malaki na ang tiyan ko, may malaking gap sa pagitan namin. My position's uncomfortable pero hindi ko na inalintana pa iyon dahil ang gusto ko lang ngayon ay ilabas lahat ng nararamdaman ko."Tahan na, hija," she tried to calm me."Kiel... Si Kiel po, sinaktan n'ya ako. Nagsinungaling po s'ya sa akin." Mas lalong lumakas ang pag-iyak ko. Ilang oras din ako panay ang pag-iyak kay Nay Rosa, hanggang sa hindi ko na namalaya
Just like what I have promised, my wife was really surprised. When I noticed symptoms of her pregnancy and my cousin confirmed that it could be really true that she's pregnant, I immediately ask for her help. Napilit ko si Calista na magpatingin sa pinsan ko. And since I can't risk her health, I ask another favor from my cousin na kung pupwede, s'ya na lang ang pumunta rito sa Maldives. Sinagot ko ang airfare n'ya kaya hindi na rin ito nagreklamo pa."I'm staying for one week, right? Libre mo?" Tinanguan ko ang pinsan kong abot-langit ata ang saya. Kakatapos lang n'yang i-check kanina si Calista and we were right. She's pregnant. She became emotional about it. "Kailan ba ang preparation ng surprise n'yo sa asawa mo?" pag iiba n'ya ng usapan.Nakatambay kami ngayon sa labas ng house tent na nirentahan ko. In front of it is a pool at sa malayong parte, matatanaw mo ang napakagandang dagat."I'm actually going to prepare later. I know she's scared right now. She had a miscarriage b
"Where's your mom?" I asked my 10-year-old son, Ethan."She's in the kitchen, dad. Preparing our food," he answered politely.As Ethan grew up, mas kapansin-pansin lalo ang pagkakahawig namin. Naalala ko noong nakalipas na mga taon. Tuwing imbitado kami sa mga events ng pamilya ko at ni Calista, they never forget to point out how me and my son looked alike. Kaya naman madalas, ito ang ginagamit ko sa asawa ko kapag gusto ko makita ang inis at pikon sa mukha niya. Regardless of what she feels, she always look beautiful. Kapag inis siya sa akin, para ko na ring nakikita kung paano o ano ang itsura ng isang diyosa kapag galit. Throughout the years, I still can't forget the things I did to her. Kaya naman, siniguro ko sa mga nakalipas na taon at sa mga susunod pa na gagawin ko ang lahat sa aking pamilya, hindi lamang dahil sa tingin ko obligasyon ko iyon, o kaya naman ay bilang pang bawi, bagkus ay dahil sa pagmamahal na gusto kong iparamdam sa asawa't anak ko.I walked silently to clos
"Have you prepared everything?" tanong ko kay Calista nang makarating sila sa parking lot kung nasaan ako ngayon.When we've settled everything, we decided to live at the mansion where we used to live. Dashiell was so surprised of how big our house is. But, I'm glad he loved it."Yup. Everything's here," masiglang sabi n'ya sabay nguso sa dalawang maletang hila-hila niya.I chuckled at her and then told them to sit inside the car already at ako na ang bahalang maglagay ng mga gamit nila sa compartment.I decided that we should go to Boracay. We will have a two weeks trip there.... Our first family trip. Gusto kong masulit ito at makabawi sa kanila ng lubusan kung kaya't ginawa kong two-week trip ito. And after that, I'm planning to bring them to Siargao. If ever they still are not tired.Because our two-week trip in Boracay will be full of activities. Siniguro kong masaya ang magiging bakasyon namin doon. Hindi rin naman na kami namoblema sa masasakyan dahil may private plane naman k
Mommy's death made daddy surrendered to the prison and bringing Mr. Guineva with him. I contacted lawyers to make sure na mabubulok sa kulungan si Mr. Guineva.I'm just glad that my dad was able to do it dahil mas napadali ang proseso sa gusto naming mangyari.I also tried rebuilding the Sarmientos business and decided to become their shareholders. Pinagawan ko rin ng cosmetics business si Calista and I also build a toy business as a reminder for my son Ethan.Its been five years since Calista left me. I busied myself into taking care of our businesses. Though at times, hindi ko rin talaga maiwasan, lalo na gabi-gabi ang maalala si Ethan. Sa tuwing uuwi ako ng bahay at doon gagawin ang mga papeles ko, lagi kong naaalala si Ethan. His remains on the jar that Calista gave me was always on my desk. Whenever I feel like crying and breaking down I tend to hug it. At dahil hindi ko maiwasan ang hindi ma-stress sa opisina, I decided to transfer Ethan's jar on my office table. I feel comfort
"Kiel, narinig kong planong umalis ng mga Sarmiento, alam mo ba iyon?" napatayo ako sa narinig kay daddy mula sa telepono.I know I've been a bad husband lately. I wasn't always there for Calista. Napapabayaan ko na s'ya ng anak namin. And instead of making her at ease. I'm just causing her too much pain."Dad, hindi ko po 'yun alam. Paalis na po ako," huling sinabi ko bago tuluyang pinatay ang tawag.Agad kong pinaandar ang kotse at tinahak ang daan papunta sa bahay ng mga Sarmientos. At muntik na akong masiraan ng ulo nang pagkarating doon ay naabutan kong pinaliligiran ng mga tauhan ni Mr. Guineva ang mga ito! Mr. Guineva himself was also there! Damn it! Calista, baby... Ethan my boy... I'm sorry. Inihanda ko ang aking baril at ginawa lahat ng aking makakaya para hindi masaktan ang mga ito. But too late tho, I saw how messy everything was. Mr. Frederick trying to punch Mr. Guineva. And when I was about to go near them I heard Calista's mother screamed, only to found Calista collap
KIEL'S PO It was so hard for me to find ways on how to court her. I really want her so bad pero hindi ako maka tyempo dahil hindi ko alam saan at paano ako magsisimula. Wala akong maisip.But it seems like destiny really are making its way to make us meet. Years later, I just found out about the status of Mr. Frederick's business. Agad kong inutusan ang aking tauhan na imbestigahan iyon. I found out that they are looking for someone who could help them. Nagkaroon din sila ng internal problem dahil nga mukhang ang isa sa mga shareholders nito ang may plano sa pagbagsak ng kumpanya.Muli, ipinaimbestiga ko sa tauhan ko ang lahat ng mga dapat malaman tungkol kay Mr. Guineva. And there, I found out about my father. He was working with Mr. Guineva. At that moment, litong-lito ako kung hahayaan ko na lamang bang bumagsak ang kumpanya ng mga Sarmiento dahil ayaw kong mag away kami ni Dad! But he's doing something wrong!I wonder if mommy knows about it. To find it out, I tried asking mommy
Kiel's POV"Do we really have to attend?" I asked my mom. I sounded irritated.I'm not used to attending parties. But since I grew up having parents working in the business industry, mukhang hindi ko na nga maiiwasan pa iyon. Dagdagan pa ang katotohanan na I will soon manage the company. I need to learn how to socialize."Of course, anak. Do you know whose party it is?" mapanuksong tanong ni mommy.Sinimangutan ko siya."It's the Unica hija of the Sarmientos," she answered her question.Mr. Frederick Sarmiento is well-known as one of the business tycoon in the industry. Marami silang koneksyon sa iba't-ibang tao. 'Yun nga lang, I think it would also be one of their problems. He has too much connection... too much people who might soon betray him.Who knows? People can do gruesome things for their own sake. That's why, ayaw kong makilala ako o ang makipag halubilo sa kung sino man. Siguro naman I can still manage to make our business grow without having to pull some string of socializa
Hours later, we decided to go to the balcony para doon mas mapag-usapan pa ang mga nangyari noon. We don't want to disturb Dashiell's sleep.Ipinanghila ako ng upuan ni Kiel nang makarating doon. As we sat and look at the view in front of us, I smiled. Iba pala talaga sa pakiramdam kapag nailabas mo na ang lahat nang nasa loob mo. I felt happy and at peace.Naramdaman ko ang mga titig na ipinipukol ni Kiel sa akin kaya nilingon ko ang gawi n'ya."I love you," he whispered.My lips immediately formed into a smile. And I can feel how red my cheeks are right now!"I'm sorry if I startled you. We will take everything slowly, hmm?" muling sabi n'ya nang hindi ako tumugon sa kanyang sinabi kanina.Sa katunayan, wala naman iyon sa akin. Nabigla lang din talaga ako dahil akala ko, hindi ganito ang magiging relasyon namin agad. Lalo na ako! I thought it would take months before I would finally forgive him pero mukhang ngayon pa lamang, napatawad ko na s'ya. Maybe it was the madness kaya noon,
Pagkalapit sa akin ni Dashiell, agad ko siyang binuhat at kinausap. Hindi nga lang sa akin nakatutok ngayon ang atensyon n'ya. Higit sa lahat, mukhang hindi man lang narinig ang mga sinabi ko. Pokus na pokus ang kanyang atensyon kay Kiel, who has a confuse look right now.I don't know what to feel now that I'm looking to the both of them. Nakatulala si Dashiell sa kanyang ama. And I know by now that he recognized Kiel as his biological father! Dahil noon pa man, marami na akong picture na ipinapakita sa kanya tuwing itinatanong n'ya ang tungkol sa daddy n'ya.Meanwhile, Kiel on the other hand, was like trying to figure out who the kid was in front of him, staring!"D-Dada..." Dashiell muttered, enough for us to hear it."Baby, let's get you some food, hmm? Are you hungry?" pag-iiba ko. Though yes, I wanted them to meet already and know their relationship to each other pero kabadong-kabado ako ngayon. Wala naman akong planong i-deny kapag nagtanong si Kiel. It's just that, I'm waiting