Hindi ko alam kung bakit sa lahat ng pwede kong i-crave, ‘yung mga pagkain pa talagang bihira kong nakain or natikman.Paano ba kasi, tuwing nag s-scroll ako sa social media, kung anu-anong pagkain ang lumalabas sa news feed ko. Natatakam tuloy ako, at ayun… hanggang sa nararamdaman ko na lang din na I want to eat those food. Like what I watched earlier, I saw a girl cooking beef tapa and eating it. And another vlogger cooking a marinated chicken! Ngayon tuloy, gusto ko rin kumain at tikman pareho iyon. I know for sure Kiel deep down is questioning all my cravings because the food I request is usually not my kind of food. Ngayon lang talaga na buntis ako kaya parang takam na takam ako sa kahit anong klase ng pagkain.It was nine in the morning when Kiel finished cooking. Pumasok s'ya sa kwarto kong may malawak na ngiti sa mga labi habang bitbit ang isang tray kung saan nakalapag ang mga niluto niya.Pinagsama ko ang aking mga kamay. I giggled and wet my lips while waiting for Kiel to
As expected, her mother looked for us. Pumunta sila kinabukasan sa amin. I kept on saying my apology. Si Kiel naman ang gumawa ng palusot. "I told you, we should have just went there for at least how many minutes," bulong ko kay Kiel nang makaupo kami sa dining area.Umiling lamang ito sa akin. Para bang alam n'ya na iyon ang tamang desisyon na ginawa n'ya at hindi man lang s'ya mukhang nagsisi ro'n. Kaya napabuntong hininga na lang din ako bago tuluyang umupo sa upuang ipinanghila n'ya para sa akin."It was supposed to be a surprise to the both of you," malungkot na panimula ni Tita. "But... well... it won't be a surprise anymore..." Tita began to clasped her hands."We planned on announcing about the merging of the companies and who had the highest number of rights.""Rights? What does that mean po?" I suddenly interfere. Dahil base sa pagkakaalam ko, the shares would be split to me, Kiel's family and Mr. Guineva equally!"We have found out from the documents that there was a chang
Dumating ang araw para sa meeting na sinasabi ng mga magulang ni Kiel. Actually, it is a meeting between the important people in our business. Kaya hindi na ako nabigla pa nang madatnan si Mr. Guineva na nakaupo sa oval table. Naroon na rin ang mga magulang namin ni Kiel. I was about to sit beside dad when Kiel motion me to sit with him on the corner part— perhaps, center upfront, kung saan nasa magkabilang gilid namin ang ilan sa mga importanteng tao, including our parents. "Since we are now complete, why don't we start the meeting?" mayabang na panimula ni Mr. Guineva.So, kami na lang pala ang hinihintay nila!Kiel immediately stood up and went in front. He position himself in front of a tall desk where the laptop is placed. Nagsimula na s'yang mag discuss ng mga bagay-bagay. Everything is still complicated to me honestly. Especially now that I rarely went to office and I don't know what was happening."Here's the latest update of the division of rights," as Kiel said those wor
I never thought everything would come into this. Everything's a mess!"By next month, Mr. Guineva might start acting like a boss. Baka rin ay maraming pagbabago ang maganap, maging sa sistema ng kumpanya. So, brace yourselves." Hindi na mawala sa isipan ko ang iniwang mga kataga nang kanang kamay ni Daddy. "Baby," pagkuha ko nang atensyon ni Kiel. Narito kami ngayon sa kwarto. He's again taking care of me like I'm an infant need to be fed or what. Kanina ay napagpasyahan n'yang s'ya ang magluluto nang pagkain namin. Hindi lang natatapos dun, dahil maging sa pagkain ko, gusto n'yang subuan ako. Hinayaan ko na lamang din s'ya sa gusto n'ya."Hmm?" malambing na aniya at saka ako binalingan ng tingin habang hawak-hawak ang kutsarang mayroong pagkain."What do you think about Mr. Guineva? Tingin mo ba, mahirap nang mabawi ulit yung rights n'ya sa kumpanya natin? Because I swear, I didn't sign up anything for me to approve such things," depensa ko.Napalunok naman s'ya saka ibinaba ang k
The whole week was a mess, our company is in a chaos. Kaliwa't kanang tawag ang natatanggap namin lalo na sa ilang investors na nagbabalak mag pull out sa kumpanya. I can't blame them. Kilala si Mr. Guineva bilang gahaman na businessman. Kaya nga nakapagtataka rin papaanong nangyari na nakapasok s'ya sa kumpanya. Bakit s'ya hinayaan ni Daddy?Apart from the calls I am receiving, pansin ko rin na naging bihira na ang pag uwi ni Kiel sa bahay. Hindi ko na rin s'ya tinatanong pa rito because obviously, it is related to the company. He promised me that he will fixed it and I'm sure he is starting doing what he promised me he would.The last time I visited our company, marami na nga talagang pagbabago. Some employees even decided to turnover because their salaries were affected. Mr. Guineva did not just change the system but the whole company kaya apektado lahat nang parte ng kumpanya! Maging ang mga workers na walang ibang ginawa kundi ang payabungin ang kumpanya.Everything was really s
Nanatili akong tahimik. I'm trying to think how to start. "Baby..." malambing na sabi ni Kiel habang yakap-yakap ako. "You're mad at me," he added when he noticed my silence.Sunod-sunod naman ang naging pag-iling ko sa kanya. I am not actually mad, nagtatampo lang."Hindi naman ako galit," sabi ko sa maliit na boses."Then why it seems like you are avoiding, hmm?" "H-Hindi lang kita napansin kanina.""I won't buying that," aniya at saka ipinatong ang baba sa balikat ko. "Tell me, hmm? Everything. I promise you, I won't be mad with whatever you'll tell me."Bumuntong-hininga ako sa narinig at pinaglaruan ang mga kamay. Hindi ko kasi alam kung papaano talaga sisimulan pero bahala na! Besides, we are spouses. We should be open to each other."I... I uhm... just curious why you seemed to be late going home lately... I-I mean, there's nothing wrong with that, okay? Since I know it is because of our business, right? B-But, parang nakakalimutan mo na rin akong i-update o sagutin man lang
He left his coffee on the table as he walk towards the pond. Nakalagay ang isang kamay n'ya sa bulsa ng kanyang black slack habang ang isa naman ay hawak ang kanyang telepono. I could see how firm his hold was as I went near him.Just like earlier, I didn't make much noise para hindi n'ya ako mapansin. At mukhang gumagana naman iyon lalo na ngayong mukhang busy s'ya sa kausap n'ya. To be honest, it is not my intention to eavesdrop and so, I decided to walk away until I heard him mentioning me and my parents.Napahinto ako sa paglalakad papasok ng bahay at muling napagpasyahang lumapit sa kanya. Enough distance to hear everything."You know I like her and you used that to manipulate me!" "Fuck you! It was not my intention to lure her! You pushed me to that extent!" he said angrily on his phone.Her? Lure her? Hindi naman ako iyon, 'di ba? And it really shouldn't be me! I know Kiel... I know him! He won't do such thing."I'm going down with you, Mr. Guineva. And I don't fucking care! Y
Patuloy pa rin ako sa pag-iyak hanggang sa makarating ng bahay. Our driver even had to look out for me dahil muntikan na akong mawalan ng balanse kanina mabuti na lamang at naalalayan n'ya ako.Pagod na ako. I felt like my legs would easily give up anytime."Jusko, hija! Anong nangyari? Wala rito ang mommy't daddy mo ngayon," our former maid Nanay Rosa held my hand and help me walk until inside our home.Narinig ko ring pinasalamatan n'ya ang driver ni Kiel kanina bago ako iginiya papasok."N-Nana," I sobbed, isinubsob ko rin ang mukha sa kanyang balikat. At dahil nga malaki na ang tiyan ko, may malaking gap sa pagitan namin. My position's uncomfortable pero hindi ko na inalintana pa iyon dahil ang gusto ko lang ngayon ay ilabas lahat ng nararamdaman ko."Tahan na, hija," she tried to calm me."Kiel... Si Kiel po, sinaktan n'ya ako. Nagsinungaling po s'ya sa akin." Mas lalong lumakas ang pag-iyak ko. Ilang oras din ako panay ang pag-iyak kay Nay Rosa, hanggang sa hindi ko na namalaya