“More cups please’’ I begged the bartender who contemplated before going in and bringing out the drink that I had requested .I knew I was wasted already , I could tell that I was , I couldn't really feel my feet at this moment or even still my eyes were getting wobbly and going in.I was drunk as fuck and I could realy see that but I just wanted that tinging sensation that I am feeling in my heart to go away I didn’t want it anymore .My heart was burning from so much rage and anger and disappointment. I had never Felt this kind of pain like I am feeling at this moment , I was in more pain than I had ever been .I didn’t know why I had to feel this but her words struck into my heart and I knew that it would take long before I got myself back .But what have I done to deserve this kind of treatment from her , first it was Olivia and now my own sister .I am the one giving people so much love and attention and all that I get in return is their betrayal , it just feels like I
Thank you for today , I don’t think that I am going to forget it anytime soon .Sebastian walked towards me and then wrapped his hands around me and kissed me on the cheeks .I smiled warmly at him for the first time and it actually came from my heart .This man was the best , the way he made me feel so good and the fact that he didn’t want to take advantage of my situation and have sex why even though I wanted and I almost pushed him to , he held himself .“You are one hell of a pretty girl Addie , you look so good for anyone to put you down and this isn’t just about your looks or anything, this is about you , your personality the way you act , I wouldn’t deny the fact that I have watched you grow into the beautiful young woman who can stand any defend herself against anyone .The last thing I want to see is you being the way I saw you this evening , I don’t want you crying over nothing or over the people that just, it’s only going to mess up your mental health the most .I lo
Fuck , why can’t this just be quite “ I groaned as I stretched my hands forward wanting to touch the alarm clock that was just beside my bed .I have had this alarm clock since I was 18 , dad said it was one of the disciplines that I needed to learn ,and each day I had to wake up early every day and this has become a huge part of me and I really loved oh but I think that I hate it now .After turning off the alarm , I slowly opened my eyes and the first thing I felt was the sharp pain that immediately hit my head .Fuck , I had a hangover and right now my head hurts like hell , seems like I was in some kind of fight that I have no fucking idea about .I slowly stood up from the bed and made my way to the bathroom, the first thing that I did was wash my face .And that was when I looked at my reflection in the mirror , I was a fucking less .I quickly started my morning duties by cleaning up my mouth and once I was done I walked back to the room.I took one of those hangover drugs
I thought it was nice that the both of you talked to each other and had a normal conversation considering the fact that the both of you haven’t had a proper breakup before this whole stuff and I am so sorry that it had to come to this but I have no choice .The moment Olivia finished talking,she shut the door behind us and went out leaving me with just Noah .Standing in front of him, I didn’t know exactly how I was going to feel , I didn’t know if I wanted to cry or not but my emotions were as high as fuck , I felt like collapsing right now .My wife wanted us to have this conversation and as much as I have kicked against , she wouldn’t just listen , so I guess the both of us have to talk about this .Hearing him call her his wife Pierced my heart. More than I had ever imagined , I thought it was strong and I thought that I could do this and look him in the eye and tell him that I am pissed at him. But no , that isn’t possible , seeing him here has brought those memories that I c
I had listened to what both of them discussed and I didn't know if she was mad or not.I couldn’t tell if she was in pain or not , I didn’t know it was, the bitch was getting too difficult for me to read .I knew that Adeline had always been a weak girl , I just didn’t understand why she didn’t want to cry , I just wanted to watch that satisfaction of seeing her cry , that was exactly what wanted and nothing else .“ Are you sure you are okay Noah , I asked him as we both walked towards our car .Noah hasn’t said a word to me since he got out of there , he seems to be having conflicted feelings and I could see it .This was the first time that I saw him this way and it is the first time that he is ignoring me , I didn’t know if he was just joking or not , but when I walked into the car , he was just standing out the door without saying a word .“ I’m sorry I had to make you do that , but I thought that it was best that you guys have that discussion considering the fact th
I had spent the whole day causing at no one in particular .I didn’t want to put any focus on exactly what I was feeling right now .My emotions were going wild and I didn’t know if I wanted it , I just wanted to do something more different that could take my thoughts away from the miserable day that I had just had .From the bitch coming into my room and rubbing the fact that she’s married to my man in my face to her thinking that he is going to love her as much as he loved me .This is the one thing she doesn’t know , I didn’t know if I should feel bad for her but I was definitely not going to feel bad for her , she has done the most the most horrible stuff to me , I could only imagine how long it would take her before she realize that they are not suitable for the other .I guess that is exactly what they deserved , they both deserved each. Other , the fact that she had gone behind my back to ruin my name and think that by doing that he was going to fall for her was the worst m
Olivia pov As I walked out of the house , the only thing that I could think of was her , she was getting on my fucking nerves .Both Kendall and Bonnie were still outside waiting for me to be out.I’m so sorry girls , I never knew she was going to act that way , I thought that she was always wrapped around my fingers but no .“Just cone in babe , I don’t think that you want to keep thinking about her .I just nodded and got into the car as they both drove off .The only thing I had in my mind was something that I haven’t experienced in a long while , there was this pant of guilt that was hitting me at the side of my chest and all that I could feel at that moment was pure pain .Well I am the reason why they Didn’t like her , I knew that I did a whole lot of things , that girl Was getting on my nerves .I didn’t know why I was getting this feeling , it felt like there was something that she had up her sleeves that she wasn’t telling me about , I can sense it from th
I laid on Sebastian's arms in the inner room that was inside the office .I had just the best sex of my life from him and I was beginning to wonder if I was ever going to get tired of doing that .I could never imagine if this man didn’t come into my life , I just feel so much at peace when I am with him and I know that I wanted to be with him , I just wanted to spend so much time with him and I know that he knows it too .“ Thank you for today , how about I get going , it’s already late and I know that you aren’t planning on letting me sleep here with you because I know that you don’t want the workers knowing that I am here .Sebedtain turned to me and then smiled and was quickly covered .You don’t know the things that I will do for you Addie , do you really think that I care what anyone had got to say about you fucking me .I made my fucking choice and whoever is not okay with it , can go to hell .Even at the risk that I am just using you for my own revenge scheme and soo
The divorce was ongoing , just as I had predicted .As much as I wanted to oppose it I knew that I couldn’t anymore .For the first time I was okay with whatever I was feeling and lastly there wasn’t any feeling of guilt in me , I was okay .It had been two weeks since I took back the company to be mine .I must say that it has been the best two weeks of my life .Sebastian and I haven’t met, since then , we only calls.I miss him and I know that he does too but he says that he can’t be seen with me now that it will only ruin things for me .Things being ruined was the least thing that I wanted to hear , I just wanted my victory .After going through the final document that was sent to me by my assistant , I can only begin to understand why the company hadn’t been going forward , it seems like so many things had been going underneath it .Something has been going on , there was an account that the company had been sending money to all this while and it was quite obvious that no on
Adeline , Adeline , how dare you do this to me , I am supposed to be your sister , how can you humiliate me like this? “ Caroline yelled as she rushed towards me in the office .The only thing that I could see in my sister was hated and the burning rage , I could see how mad she was and I can’t believe that it took me this long to figure out why she hated me this much . Adeline you are going to pay for this , you think by doing this you win , we just got started , I am not going to sit and watch you take all that I have worked so hard for .I'd rather die than let that happen .“ Then you're going to be dead dear sister , soon you might die because if you think that I am ever getting off this place , then that is the stupidest joke that I have ever heard .Do you know the funniest part of this joke , it is the fact that I do not exactly know who wants it , so if you want to die ? Go ahead because I am here to stay and when I take what is mine, you really do not expect me to just d
For the first time in a month , I felt like destroying everything that I knew .From the burning sensations in my heart for revenge to the beat of my heart screaming for nothing but sick attention .I didn’t want it but I couldn’t deny that feeling , it was time that I showed them all the stuff that I am made of .I am not going to be merciful , whoever that had gone against me is going to feel my anger and I am not joking , I mean every word .It’s a good thing that Olivia hasn’t spoken to me since that day since we were not on good terms anymore , I felt like I was crazy .The fact that I gave her one last chance to let go of the anger and the hate that she had in her heart towards me but yet she held on to it because I now know that it runs so deep that she herself cannot even deny the feeling of it burning into her skin .She didn’t want to ask for forgiveness , she wasn’t ready to let go of the things that she had done and I also am not going to be that merciful .I tried
The news of Richard's divorce had been going around the city for days or should I say the least since I returned .Every news house seemed to be covering the news and almost everyone was so curious wanting to know what had happened and why the both of them were getting a divorce considering the fact that they created a strong love story that people thought would never break .Just as I thought , Sebastian didn’t go back on his words but he had been simply the best to me since I returned .This only means that my time with him was nothing but a fruitful end. It solidified our bond.I have been alone for the longest , no family , no true friends and not one person for me to call mine ,Olivia made sure to take all of that away from me .As much as I was still hurting , it seems like the little display and progress has healed my broken heart .The only thing that I needed now was power , the power to take away my family and get what I know is rightfully mine.I actually didn’t
“Did we spend the whole day together just to make a mess of ourselves , we don’t know how much longer we have before we get to return home or what do you suggest princess”?It was Sebastian , he was standing at his favorite spot with a glass of wine in his hand as he looked at the whole city , right now I could only imagine what he had going through his mind at this moment .“ You don’t think that I made the wrong decision , do you?” Not at all your highness , I am pretty sure that you damn well made the best decision of your life and getting that divorce from your wife is the only thing that you need to get forward from this mess that you are in .So tell me Addie , why don’t you look too pleased , because if I might recall , you were the one person who got me to bang you against the wall on our first date which was just supposed to be a therapy and looking out for each other section .No , don’t try to put the name on me , I am smarter than that and I am pretty sure that
“What have you been so busy doing all night that you can’t just pick up the damn phone Adeline”Olivia screamed from the other end of the line .I knew Olivia too well , from the way she screamed , I could tell that there was a lot going on with her at this moment and if there was something I really wanted to know .As much as I hated her , I still had a stupid soft spot for her , maybe because I am beginning to feel guilty that I am sleeping with her dad .Guilty is just a term I am saying to hold the last feeling of humanity that I have left, if it’s for anyone , I damn not feel guilty.‘Adeline , Adeline , are you there , I know I should not be calling you at this moment but I am going nuts and there’s is nobody that I can talk to at this moment and it’s just you that I have I don’t know how long I am going to keep on holding this , I am going to explode from anger.“ Are you going to say the dam words or end the fucking call , if you have something saying then saying it, how
I decided that I wanted your night to be as beautiful as you are .It was Sebastian's voice , the sweet father of my best friend that was giving me the sweetest feeling of love .I had dressed up thinking that we were going to some kind of party , but no , we were here standing just in front of a huge mansion and him having a smuggled smile on his face .“ You don’t look too pleased, queen , is there something else that you would want me to do for you ?” You have so much explanation to make , I thought that was going to be a party , it’s the only reasons why I decided to dress the way I did and now you bringing me to an big empty mansion and make me stand in front of it like some kind of trophy and then you stand there with a smuggled look on your face proud of the accomplishment of lying , tell me , how fair is that .Sebestain walked towards me and getting to where I was , he put his hands on my face, touching it slowly .“ my problem with you women , is that you are too short
No , No , this can’t be , I don’t want to believe that this is true , something must be wrong somewhere , I promise you .This isn’t what I thought mom, this isn’t what I had planned , I called Andrea and he told me that my father isn’t seeing anyone and I know he wouldn’t lie to me because he loved me and had taken care of me as a child , he wouldn’t lie to my face even when he knows that it’s matter that are as delicate as this , you can’t do this .I won’t accept it , it’s just a misprint and it’s a lie , I know it.Are you that stupid child , are you so dumb that you just can’t see the truth , what more do you want me to say or do before you see that I am hurting here , I don’t know what you see in your father so much that had made you turn out blindly to everything that he does .I understand that you love him and I know that he loved you too and the both of you had a good relationship behind my back .I love him too , he is my first and one true love. You don’t know the
When I woke up the next day, Sebastian wasn’t lying beside me on the bed .I did all that I could to find him at that instant but I just couldn't seem to get a hold of him , he was nowhere to be found .I slowly walked out of the room and as I got out , I could smell the aroma coming from the living room .Taking that route , I walked to the living room and to my greatest surprise he was there , cooking in the kitchen .The food that he had prepared was already on the table .I never knew that he could cook , never saw my dad cook and it’s so weird seeing him do all this stuff that I thought were women coded .You are awake , I knew that you would be and that is the reason why I decided to prepared this meal for you .Why don’t you have a seat while I finish with this .I dragged out a chair from the table and then I sat down .The first thing that caught my attention was the attractive plate of food that was sitting at the table. I had something for spaghetti and I think that h