“More cups please’’ I begged the bartender who contemplated before going in and bringing out the drink that I had requested .I knew I was wasted already , I could tell that I was , I couldn't really feel my feet at this moment or even still my eyes were getting wobbly and going in.I was drunk as fuck and I could realy see that but I just wanted that tinging sensation that I am feeling in my heart to go away I didn’t want it anymore .My heart was burning from so much rage and anger and disappointment. I had never Felt this kind of pain like I am feeling at this moment , I was in more pain than I had ever been .I didn’t know why I had to feel this but her words struck into my heart and I knew that it would take long before I got myself back .But what have I done to deserve this kind of treatment from her , first it was Olivia and now my own sister .I am the one giving people so much love and attention and all that I get in return is their betrayal , it just feels like I
Thank you for today , I don’t think that I am going to forget it anytime soon .Sebastian walked towards me and then wrapped his hands around me and kissed me on the cheeks .I smiled warmly at him for the first time and it actually came from my heart .This man was the best , the way he made me feel so good and the fact that he didn’t want to take advantage of my situation and have sex why even though I wanted and I almost pushed him to , he held himself .“You are one hell of a pretty girl Addie , you look so good for anyone to put you down and this isn’t just about your looks or anything, this is about you , your personality the way you act , I wouldn’t deny the fact that I have watched you grow into the beautiful young woman who can stand any defend herself against anyone .The last thing I want to see is you being the way I saw you this evening , I don’t want you crying over nothing or over the people that just, it’s only going to mess up your mental health the most .I lo
Fuck , why can’t this just be quite “ I groaned as I stretched my hands forward wanting to touch the alarm clock that was just beside my bed .I have had this alarm clock since I was 18 , dad said it was one of the disciplines that I needed to learn ,and each day I had to wake up early every day and this has become a huge part of me and I really loved oh but I think that I hate it now .After turning off the alarm , I slowly opened my eyes and the first thing I felt was the sharp pain that immediately hit my head .Fuck , I had a hangover and right now my head hurts like hell , seems like I was in some kind of fight that I have no fucking idea about .I slowly stood up from the bed and made my way to the bathroom, the first thing that I did was wash my face .And that was when I looked at my reflection in the mirror , I was a fucking less .I quickly started my morning duties by cleaning up my mouth and once I was done I walked back to the room.I took one of those hangover drugs
I thought it was nice that the both of you talked to each other and had a normal conversation considering the fact that the both of you haven’t had a proper breakup before this whole stuff and I am so sorry that it had to come to this but I have no choice .The moment Olivia finished talking,she shut the door behind us and went out leaving me with just Noah .Standing in front of him, I didn’t know exactly how I was going to feel , I didn’t know if I wanted to cry or not but my emotions were as high as fuck , I felt like collapsing right now .My wife wanted us to have this conversation and as much as I have kicked against , she wouldn’t just listen , so I guess the both of us have to talk about this .Hearing him call her his wife Pierced my heart. More than I had ever imagined , I thought it was strong and I thought that I could do this and look him in the eye and tell him that I am pissed at him. But no , that isn’t possible , seeing him here has brought those memories that I c
I had listened to what both of them discussed and I didn't know if she was mad or not.I couldn’t tell if she was in pain or not , I didn’t know it was, the bitch was getting too difficult for me to read .I knew that Adeline had always been a weak girl , I just didn’t understand why she didn’t want to cry , I just wanted to watch that satisfaction of seeing her cry , that was exactly what wanted and nothing else .“ Are you sure you are okay Noah , I asked him as we both walked towards our car .Noah hasn’t said a word to me since he got out of there , he seems to be having conflicted feelings and I could see it .This was the first time that I saw him this way and it is the first time that he is ignoring me , I didn’t know if he was just joking or not , but when I walked into the car , he was just standing out the door without saying a word .“ I’m sorry I had to make you do that , but I thought that it was best that you guys have that discussion considering the fact th
I had spent the whole day causing at no one in particular .I didn’t want to put any focus on exactly what I was feeling right now .My emotions were going wild and I didn’t know if I wanted it , I just wanted to do something more different that could take my thoughts away from the miserable day that I had just had .From the bitch coming into my room and rubbing the fact that she’s married to my man in my face to her thinking that he is going to love her as much as he loved me .This is the one thing she doesn’t know , I didn’t know if I should feel bad for her but I was definitely not going to feel bad for her , she has done the most the most horrible stuff to me , I could only imagine how long it would take her before she realize that they are not suitable for the other .I guess that is exactly what they deserved , they both deserved each. Other , the fact that she had gone behind my back to ruin my name and think that by doing that he was going to fall for her was the worst m
Olivia pov As I walked out of the house , the only thing that I could think of was her , she was getting on my fucking nerves .Both Kendall and Bonnie were still outside waiting for me to be out.I’m so sorry girls , I never knew she was going to act that way , I thought that she was always wrapped around my fingers but no .“Just cone in babe , I don’t think that you want to keep thinking about her .I just nodded and got into the car as they both drove off .The only thing I had in my mind was something that I haven’t experienced in a long while , there was this pant of guilt that was hitting me at the side of my chest and all that I could feel at that moment was pure pain .Well I am the reason why they Didn’t like her , I knew that I did a whole lot of things , that girl Was getting on my nerves .I didn’t know why I was getting this feeling , it felt like there was something that she had up her sleeves that she wasn’t telling me about , I can sense it from th
I laid on Sebastian's arms in the inner room that was inside the office .I had just the best sex of my life from him and I was beginning to wonder if I was ever going to get tired of doing that .I could never imagine if this man didn’t come into my life , I just feel so much at peace when I am with him and I know that I wanted to be with him , I just wanted to spend so much time with him and I know that he knows it too .“ Thank you for today , how about I get going , it’s already late and I know that you aren’t planning on letting me sleep here with you because I know that you don’t want the workers knowing that I am here .Sebedtain turned to me and then smiled and was quickly covered .You don’t know the things that I will do for you Addie , do you really think that I care what anyone had got to say about you fucking me .I made my fucking choice and whoever is not okay with it , can go to hell .Even at the risk that I am just using you for my own revenge scheme and soo
Best friend dad Chapter 47~Adeline ~I gave the best speech of my life and then I walked into the party with Sebastian beside me .As I got in , I saw the way so many people looked at me , I knew that deep inside their minds they had so much to say about me but I just didn't care .Evryone could take their fucking opinions about me to their fucking graves , it’s not like I care because there was nothing anyone was going to say that was going to make me leave this man , that shit isn’t happening .As we got in , Sebastian and I sat just side by side .After a moment he bent to my level and then he smiled , the most cutest smile that had ever seen .“ I love you” he whispered to me and then pulled away .That word felt like music to my ears , I couldn’t understand why he said that but at the same time , I couldn’t reply to him , because I didn’t want to and I just don’t know how I was going to tell him that .Me standing in front of the tv and saying the stuff that came to my mind
~Olivia ~I sat at home watching TV .This has been my daily routine for over the past few days. After waking up from my coma , I haven’t really left my bed .Everything seems to be weighing me down generally and I don’t know how long it was going to take before I collapsed finally .I heard the doctor , I heard what he said about me. I still found it so hard to believe , even though I told him not to mention any part of it to him , I didn’t want him finding out about it .A baby was never part of the plan , I wasn’t planning on having a baby now , I just got married and I really plan on enjoying this marriage to the fullest .I am at the craziest part of my life and I don’t just think that having a baby was going to make anything any different than it already was .That is the reason why I am going to have an abortion , I can only imagine how he would react when he finds out Noah is going to be so mad about it, but I am sure he will be fine when I tell him after all he does lov
~At The party ~ It seemed like someone already informed them that we were coming because the moment the car stopped , the paparazzi were all over the car . So many questions went through my head at the same time , how did they know that we were coming with this particular car that they had to find it . It was pretty obvious that someone had gong them that we were coming . “ If you don’t feel too okay , just like I have asked you, just tell me or a word to Andrea or as fast you can keep a close look at me and remember to touch me when uncomfortable . Do not answer any question that you don’t want to , and most importantly stay close and don’t pull away from my hands . I nodded as I tried to hide the smile that was starting to come out of my lips , ot wad the way he wanted me to be safe , that made me feel so fucking good . He was the man that I have always dreamt of , it has always been him , Sebastian . Andrea came out of the car and just before he could go out , one of
Best friend dad Chapter 44 ~Serena~ Non Just like winds blew, that was how the news of me sleeping with Olivia’s dad blew . Almost every tv house was talking about the affair and the craziest part of it , they were dragging me to flirt . I knew this was definitely going to happen , they were crazy if they thought that their thinking and their ideas was ever going to get to me . I don’t care , I have never cared and I wasn’t going to do that now , everyone had the right to their own opinions and I wasn’t going to be the one that would think it was. They could say whatever that they wanted to say , I don’t just care , I am never going to care . When Olivia married Noah , they only said a few words and the worst of it was off the street in a matter of days . I didn’t know why they thought that whatever that they were going to say to me was going to affect me in any why. It’s better that they moved on already because it seems like Olivia hasn’t as she hasn’t called o
~Serena mom ~ Once the call ended , my husband walked up to me before walking away from me. I knew what was going through his mind , the exact same thing that was going through mind . I don’t get why we have to let this girl live, I have told you Riss that she is going to be nothing but a problem and we shouldn’t let her go or even still kill her. It was your idea that we let her stay with us , you took pity on her because she was a kid and this is what you get in return . I have always told you that the girl is going to be nothing but a bad dream for us but you didn’t want to hear that , you were so bent on knowing how sweet she was . I hate the fact that this is what we get back in return but I don’t know how long i will be able to tolerate this but you better call your daughter and tell her to trace her steps and get away from that man because as long as she is with him , there is no way on earth that we would be able to access her . I watched my husband walk away obvi
~Serena ~ Sebastian noticed my mood but never bothered to ask me what the issue was . I loved the way he didn’t do that, I didn’t want to talk about it . My heart was hurting and all that I could feel right now was this feeling of emptiness that hovered around me . I had so many thoughts going through my head and all that I wanted was an answer . For the first time in weeks , I asked myself if I had done the right thing or if this is also one of those big mistakes that I have made. I didn’t want it to be , I didn’t want to lose him, he was the only thing that I didn’t want to lose , he is literally the only that I have and losing him would mean that I am also losing myself . As much as I hate all of this, that was the least thing that I am so willing to experience, I just wanted to have him . In the next few seconds , Sebastian and I were right in front of one of the most good looking penthouses that I have ever seen . The colour and the paint was just everything that I needed
~Serena ~For the first time since the whole scandal , we both sat together in total silence .this is the most since look I had ever gotten from Olivia from the first day that I found out that she got married to Noah .All this while she had been trying to mask up these feelings like it was nothing , but seeing her here and now shows how vulnerable she is .Our silence was so loud that I had to sit upright from the chair I was sitting on just to stare at my best friend , the one I thought she was .Olivia slowly pulled herself from the bed and then rested her back on the wall as she looked at me , this time , the look on her face was serious .“ I love you Adeline , I did love you “ she said quietly and then stared at me as if she was waiting for me to say something or any kind of outburst from me .I wasn’t giving in to that , her sounding sincere doesn’t change the fact that she is just me that much .Olivia groaned silently and then turned to face me again and this time she smil
~AT OLIVIA RESIDENCE~Olivia might not want to see you , I don’t want anything that would just her feelings right now considering the fact that she is in this critical condition because of me ? So I am begging Addie , you stay in the car and wait for me while I go in there and sort things out .I just nodded to Sebastian's words without arguing with him , there was literally no need for me arguing , I never wanted to get on her nerves , I loved her too and I hate her also .Sebastian leaned towards me and kissed my forehead and walked straight to the house .It was Noah , who stood by the door waiting for him and I knew that he saw me .Sitting there felt like torture , more torture than I have ever felt , I wanted to go in there and see how she was doing but I know better than anyone not to do that , I can only imagine how just she would be when she sees me and being in that conditions might only worsen it .After sitting in the car for a while , I pushed the door open and came ou
~Adeline~Sebastian and I both sat in silence as we ate our breakfast .Neither of us had said a word to the other since last night and the whole showdown .I haven’t been able to find out what the current news was all about , but I knew it was all about me , being a bitch .Sebastian was cold , weirdly colder than I had ever seen him since the first time he looked at me after the wedding.As we both sat in silence , I tried to gain his attention , I wanted him to talk to me desperately, the silence was killing me .The maids were standing just by the table to get the plate once we were done eating and I wondered what it was that made him this calm .From all the bad experiences that I have had in a relationship , I knew that it was best that I kept my mouth closed. Instead of saying something that could make him mad , I could tell that he didn’t want to talk to me .I sluggishly ate the food , just touching and eating it while I watched from where he was sitting opposite me .He l