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Chapter 59. Do I Have to Believe?

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Clarabelle steeled her heart, holding back the tears that were already at the end and wanting to spill. She looked at Jordan, waiting for him to give her an excuse for his behavior and trick Clarabelle again.

"Do you remember the problems I had at the office? My trouble in business?" Jordan began by drawing Clarabelle's mind on the situation at the office.

"Yeah, I remember," Clarabelle answered flatly. Strange, what did the office business have to do with Jordan's mistress?

"Karen, she was the one who helped me with my problem. I was so panicked and confused. She showed up and within a few days, all the troubles, she said she was able to sort out. But she asked me..." Jordan took a deep breath. It was the part that Clarabelle would have had a hard time accepting if he said it.

Clarabelle frowned, sharply revealing to Jordan.

"We finally made a deal. If she was able to work things out for me, I would be with her. Be her bedmate."

"What!?" Clarabelle bar stood up, glaring at Jordan. Wh
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