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Chapter 21: Aerophobia

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Nikolai

I should have known something was wrong the moment we boarded my private jet and I felt Ava stiffen beside me.

“What's wrong?” I ask when I hear mumbling something under her breath I can't quite make out. She bites the inside of her cheek, turning to me.

“I may have forgotten to mention that I'm kinda, sorta, afraid of flying.” She replies, forcing out a laugh. I stare at her, waiting for her to tell me that she's joking, but her lips remain pressed together as she grips the armrest tightly, holding on to it like it's her lifeline.

Of course, she's afraid of flying.

Her body trembles and she bites down on her lower lips once we reach the runway. She looks like she's seconds away from throwing up and for the sake of the people responsible for cleaning this jet, I hope she doesn't.

“Why didn't you tell me?” I ask and she regards me briefly, her body still trembling.

“I wasn't sure how you'd going to react.” She mutters. My stomach twists as the weight of her words
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