He confessed

Chapter 75

Ren POV

I feel like I'm taking advantage of her by being intimate with her. Yes, I know she's my wife, but I can't bring myself to still go down on her, knowing that I have hurt her so much.

"There's something I need to tell you, Alicia," I suddenly pull away from her, sitting on the edge of the bed afterward as I run my fingers through my hair. This is the most difficult decision I've ever made, but then I think she needs to know about it. It'll hurt her if she finds out from someone else. I'm ready for whatever happens after this, I will gladly accept my fate.

"Are you ok?" I feel her hand on my back, and I gulp down the sudden lump that forms in my throat as I bite my bottom lip. I'm just thinking of where to start because this is so difficult. S

Do I start by telling her that I was sent to get her company and that's all? That's crazy, I know that. Although I don't know how to say this, but this really needs to be said.

"I have something to tell you,