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Crushed Dignity
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2021-08-13 14:00:22Warning : This chapter contains scenes with self destruction that maybe harmful to some audience viewer discretion is required. This is to inform all the readers to read at their own risk.
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It was the next morning when the sun rays hit Nitra’s face to bring her out of the deep sleep she was in, to be more accurate to get her consciousness back.the day was bright sun shining but not being able to enlighten her day not being able to bring her out of the darkness that was surrounding her after the night she survived. The previous night made her take on an impact she felt nothing but numbness. She was now not afraid, not frightened, not sad, not crying but she was not able to process anything that happened the last night that made her live through it. She was fully awake but her eyes were just set on the ceiling staring at it blankly while the bed sheet was
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