Ashley
I checked my watch, it was half past six in the evening. The streets were filled with people who had just left their workplace. The hustle and bustle made the city far more interesting. The white neon sign of the restaurant illuminated the place.
With a deep breath, I entered. I was intentionally late for the meeting. I know the etiquette of the business world, being on time was late, and being late was questionable and a sign of disrespect. I was hoping he got the signal and already left.
As I entered the restaurant lounge, the receptionist bowed and greeted me with a polite smile. The restaurant only took reservations with each dining table being a private and confidential room. There was no walk-in dining with thirty tables. It was popular among the general public to the point that booking needed to be six months in advance. My father might be cruel but no one can deny his excellency in business.
“I have a reservation with Mr. Heinsberg,” I informed her, and she nodded, taking me to the room located at the furthest corner of the corridor.
The receptionist opened the door, and my sight fell on the man sitting there, his back towards me.
‘Zack..’ The name flashed across in my mind, that I had tucked at the deepest corner of my mind for so long. There was no way-
The man slowly turned, hearing the door open, and my whole world crumbled. It was him. I was not wrong. Out of all the people, it was him…
Ten years ago…
Ashley
“Zack, I like you…” I took a glance at the guy that stood before me. His dark hair covered his forehead. His silver-framed glasses hide those pale icy eyes that can cause burning to my heart. Everything about him screamed perfection.
His face was calm and unreadable, so serene like the moon in the clear night sky. I didn't believe in falling in love with him; I wanted to believe in love with him. Today was the farewell, and I might never see him again. This was the last chance I could confess my feelings. A little me hoped he would like me back after everything. There was no way he would do those if he didn't like me at all.
As the silence became increasingly longer, waiting for his answer he turned around leaving without any word spoken. The leaving silhouette was all I needed as an answer.
***
Present time…
Ashley
I sat across the guy I once loved enough to change my ideology. But it was he who proved to me that love ruins people. Now here he was, seated just across from me, ordering food.
“Don't add carrot, cilantro, and cinnamon to any of the food.” He added.
A string clenched my heart, almost making it impossible to breathe. Why? Why did he remember these things? What exactly was he doing? There was no way, he didn't know he was arranged to me among out of all people. The calm mask and polite smile I put on were threatening to fall off. Don't give him the upper hand, Ashley. Act like you forget his existence.
“Mr. Heinsberg.” I let out a polite smile.
“Call me Zack,” He cut me off. “Like you always did.” He mumbled just audible enough but I heard it. The churning feeling in my stomach grew stronger, as the suffocation paralyzed my lungs.
“ I am afraid we are not that close. I just came here to say. I have no interest in marrying you or anyone else. I plan to be a nun.” I responded, with utmost politeness and respect. Acting like a stranger just like he did was the perfect answer I could think of. He was just a marriage prospect, nothing from the past. A stranger.
I got up, ready to leave. Staying there this long was suffocating. The clenching feeling in my heart didn't help as I gulped down my bile.
“Leah…” The name severed the last thread holding my mask, without the calm mask shattered. I glared at him, I could feel my vision blurred by my tears. After ten years, he returned. Eight years of memories, eight years we spent together from holding each other to having our first kiss under the willow tree in the moonlight to me confessing and him leaving without a word.
No one called me Leah except him, no one dared to and no one dared to call him Zack other than me. The memories that I locked in the furthest corner of my mind had suddenly spilled open.
No, I can't cry. I can't let him win. Calm down, Ashley. I can't let him have the upper hand after everything.
“My apologies. I need to use the washroom.” I excused myself, hurrying out of the room before he said anything.
I locked the stall of the bathroom, and a surge of emotions flooded my memory. What was happening? This must be a dream, right? There was no way out of eight billion people in this world he was here? Why? Why him?
Tears rolled down my cheeks, as every little memory crushed my soul. He was the man who made me believe in love but for him to shatter it all to crumble down to him seeing this weak version of me. No! I can't let that happen.
I wiped off the leftover tears from my cheeks,” Breathe, Ashley.” I reminded myself, taking a few deep breaths to calm my nerves as I walked out of the bathroom stall. There was no point holding those past. There was nothing, just scars that refused to heal. Being weak was not an option I had.
I soothe my black dress, clear up my makeup, and reapply my mascara and lipstick before walking back out. I rechecked once again that might give any sign of weakness. I returned to the room, the waiter was serving food, and giving a curt bow out of courtesy before leaving the room. Her eyes dangled at Zack way too long as she left the room.
It didn't take one to put two and two together to get that she was interested in the man sitting at the table. How can she not? He was the epitome of perfection. The prince charming of a girl's dream.
In dark walnut hairs, well settled. The glasses that were set rested at a high bridge, the face like the moon in the clear sky. Eyes dark ebony ready to suck your soul. His lean yet muscular build fitting into his navy suit like mould carved just to fit his body.
Zachary noticed my presence by the door, his brows frowned together, “Ashley, why are you standing there?”
The silvery and gentle voice brought me back with a sudden jolt, “Mr. Heinsberg, I think I already informed you of my intentions. I hope you can refuse this marriage too. Well, then Goodbye.” I spoke, staying there longer was just going to hurt this more. I grabbed my bag that I left earlier before I turned around to leave.
“What if I tell you I will make sure you become the next chairman of Cooper Groups!”
Ashley“What if I tell you I will make sure you become the next chairman of Cooper Groups!” Those words were enough to make me halt on my pace. He knew exactly what I desired more than anything in my life.“I am confident in my skill to get what I want, Mr. Heinsberg. Thank you for the offer.” There is nothing stupid than feeding milk to a snake and hoping it would not bite you. Zachary was nothing different from a viper. Charming, venomous, and dangerous. Zachary had the charm to attract its prey, injecting his venomous fang in his victim's body and killing it. Unlike snakes, who kill to feed and fend. Zachary does get his way. There is no such thing the great Zachary can't have. If he wants he wants there is no…there is no if. Someone should have hit teenage me for falling in love with him out of all the people on earth. What did I fall for even? He has nothing friendly to his character. Was I dumb? As I turned once again to leave, a hand grabbed and before I could even react, a
ZacharyGrowing up I have accepted the fact that people like me have to sacrifice everything to please others but there was one thing I could never sacrifice. That someone being none other than the woman I love most. She was my first and last. Ashley Cooper. Some might call it love and some people call it obsession. I don't care as long as she is mine. After ten torturous years of waiting to meet again. I am finally meeting her again. As I waited for her in the room, the tingling sweet smell of strawberries filled my lungs. The familiar smell swept in, as the door opened.I took a deep breath before turning back. There she was, standing in shock and bewildered. I was expecting that much. In a black dress, reaching her knee. Her shoulder blades showing and black stockings. She looked devastatingly gorgeous. Her ginger curls, reaching up to her waist, and red lipstick that she wore matching themes. My eyes went to a scar on her cheeks. It was subtle and mostly covered by her makeup, m
AshleyAs I walked out of the restaurant fresh air filling my lungs and revitalising me, my phone rang up. A sour taste lingered in my mouth as I saw my father's ID flashing on the screen. Zachary's words flashed through my mind. None of his words were lies. It was the truth. I am not heir to my father and never will be. I swallowed the feeling as I picked up the call. “If you are wondering how the date went? Then no. I am not marrying him.” I spoke even before he could speak. “I knew it. You are as useless as your mother. You can't even do one thing I ask of you? You want to be CEO, right? Go be a CEO, you are not allowed to work in my company or come back home. I would rather not have a daughter than have you. Don't return home until you marry him.” Even before I could answer he cut the call. Just refusing to marry, and I am disowned and fired from my job. The job I worked so hard on didn't take him even a second to dispose of me. Zachary was right, if I want to prove to him I c
Ashley “Where are we?” I quipped, averting my head in his direction. “Marriage registration office. It closes soon, let's hurry.” Zachary took off the seatbelt, trying to get out of the car in a hurry. I remember agreeing to marriage but not to elope. The whole point of marriage was to prove to my father I could be married and be an heir. If I have to elope there is no point. I wanted people to come to the wedding. I wanted them to know me, and see me as someone with potential. The annual board meeting was in a few months, and making connections with those board members was the only way I could get a promotion. Not this way. “I think you got the wrong idea, Mr. Heinsberg. I don't want a real marriage. I want to be chairman of Cooper groups. It will be a marriage of convenience. We will act as a couple in public, nothing more than strangers in private. It will be a public wedding but no registration. Once I became heir, we faked divorce. I will give you half of my assets like a nor
AshleyI don't know what's more shocking is the fact that my husband, the man who rejected me ten years ago, has his hand on my thighs or the red booklet on the dashboard. It was just a blink! Just a blink! Is that how easy it is to get married? No wonder the cause of most pain starts from marriage. They should be banned for future human sake. “Where are we going?” I decided to push aside all my thoughts and tried to question. Keep a calm and collected front. I reminded myself. Failing to remove his hand from my thighs was already getting under my skin. “Our marital home, Of course,” Zachary replied, not sparing a glance at me. He was more focused on his drive. I wanted to refuse but the harsh words of my father rang in my mind. It was not like I had anything important there. I might've stayed in Cooper mansion but except for a few clothes, there was nothing sentimental in there. My family never even noticed I had rented a studio apartment near the office for an easy commute. They
ZacharyIf there was damnation mine would be Leah’s indifference. I would have taken hate, I could have taken poison and drunk it like coffee but indifference. I would rather die. Except for the breaking down at the restaurant, there was none. A calm mask, her dark brown eyes hollow. No emotions.If that was not enough, she was acting like our marriage was fake. How can I accept her calling this marriage fake when I did everything for this marriage? A ten-year of hell just for her to call this marriage fake. Then again, she was not at fault. I glanced at the closed white door. After my outburst, she quietly shoved me away. “Where is my room? If there is not, please call a taxi and I will return to my house.” In fear, I showed her the master bedroom. Now here I am sitting in my office across from our bedroom where my wife is spending our wedding night. Alone. Instead of my arms. ***“I heard you are dating my daughter.” James sat at his mahogany table, with pictures of me and Leah
Ashley I glanced outside the window, it was already morning. The sun had risen. The soft light seeped through the curtains. I sighed, getting up from the bed. The dream remains, except for locking it away there is nothing to do. I went to the bathroom to freshen up, if Bloody Mary was not real they should have seen me they would have the horror. The ruined mascara and eye makeup with dry tears over my cheeks. The red lipstick was half smeared on my lips and half on my cheeks as if I were some kind of clown. The hair was more like a whacked broom. Jesus! I am getting scared of myself. I wash myself, clean my makeup and everything, and after a quick shower. I was finally back to my human form. I put on my clothes before going out of the room. As I opened the door, my gaze met the icy pale blue eyes that made my gut wrench by their beauty. How can a man be devastatingly gorgeous like this? I just want to meet the one who created this man. He was already dressed in his black suit, ha
Zachary ***18 years ago.“Are you the new guy?” A soft voice as if she owns the place. A young girl with ginger hair flowing down her shoulder walked into the boy's locker room. “Everyone out except the new guy.” Her voice was firm, her gaze never leaving me. Soon the room was empty. Leaving just the two of us.“You have pretty eyes.” She complimented walking closer to me. “Have a girlfriend?” Her words were mellow but something addictive was about it. The sweet smell of strawberries filled my lungs. The way her green eyes with hints of brown specks remained at my curiosity got the better of me. “I do.” I lied just to see a reaction in those eyes and as I wanted her face twitched into a sour look. “Break up then. I don't like sharing.” Her words were sharp, if looks could kill she would be a serial killer. “No.” I know I was playing with fire but this was fun. She was the first person who wanted me. Once she learns that I am just an orphan, someone even unwanted by my own parents
AshleyIt took me a few seconds to realize she was hugging me. A mother's love should be affectionate but every time she has shown love it comes with a price. I didn't have to wait long before that warm hug turned into the strangling grip of a python. Ah! The same old stories, I am always a prey you need to devour to satisfy your hunger; not your daughter. ***“The sun and moon were lovers in the past life but when god learned about them he was furious. How can they love each other when they are supposed to love god? In anger, God cursed them to be right beside each other but they can never see or touch each other. The sun and moon begged for forgiveness but God didn't listen. For ages the sun came out at day and the moon at night. When they missed each other they asked the clouds to tell the other through rain. After eons of this, the god fury finally came down and he saw the lovers still loving each other. In guilt, he made a day when they could meet each other every year. He also
AshleyThat day I cried. I cried to my heart’s content. I cried for losing a part of me. I cried for every pain I locked away. Once I got my shattered pieces put together, I promised myself. One who ruined me deserves to be ruined. Zachary. Mom. Father…I cleaned my disheveled shelf, it was definitely not a good look on my first day at the office but luckily no one disturbed me. I mended my red eyes as much as I could with my makeup. The ring Zachary gave was put on the counter. I wore it back. Let's show him he is winning. Let's give him hope. He can't fall unless he flies highest. After finishing the rest of my schedule, I walked out of the office. It was already nightfall by the time I was free. If Zachary was not enough, Noir made sure I remained in hell. In the distance, a car stood there. A back sedan almost matches the environment. It was a business district, and people having a sedan was the most common. I paid no attention and headed towards my studio apartment. “Ashley.”
Zachary “Come with me.”Her voice was a bit trembling, as she looked around her. As if I was not her husband but a stranger entering her workplace. I followed her, till we reached what seemed like her office. Leah locked the door, even shutting the window blinds facing the cubicles. “What are you doing here?” Leah inquired, crossing her arms over her chest. “Just visiting my wife at her new office. Why? Can't I?” I stepped closer. Leah's eyes widened, as her face flushed into a pretty shade of red. She stepped back, trying to maintain the distance between us. Seeing her trying so hard to escape made me close the distance more and I did, until her back hit the wall. “What do you want?” She glared at me. “Let's see, some kisses and move in together. Ah also, you are wearing my ring and informing others that you are mine.” I whispered. It was just a bluff, except for the last part. I never forced her to do something she didn't wish to, not now not ever. “Piss off. I am not your da
Ashley “Ashley Cooper, daughter of James Cooper of Cooper Groups coming to their competitor's company for a job. What do I take that as?” A man mostly in his fifties inquired. His blue eyes sparkled with curiosity and a smirk. “To grow as an individual. You know how my father is a misogynist, he doesn't like women in leadership positions and I wish to be on top.” I let out a polite smile, explaining to the man. It was not like Nicolai Lee was surprised. It was he who extended me the offer to join his company. Right now, he was just testing my interest. Keep a calm and composed front. Calm and composed. Calm–I played the mantra in my head on a loop. Giving one hint of disinterest would make him reject the only way to get back at my father. “Good to have you on board, Ashley.” Nicolai got up, forwarding his hand for a shake. I put up a smile, shaking his hand. After a few minutes, I was at one of the subsidiaries of JL. The Oakleaf Hotel chain as the Chief Operating Officer with
Zachary ***18 years ago.“Are you the new guy?” A soft voice as if she owns the place. A young girl with ginger hair flowing down her shoulder walked into the boy's locker room. “Everyone out except the new guy.” Her voice was firm, her gaze never leaving me. Soon the room was empty. Leaving just the two of us.“You have pretty eyes.” She complimented walking closer to me. “Have a girlfriend?” Her words were mellow but something addictive was about it. The sweet smell of strawberries filled my lungs. The way her green eyes with hints of brown specks remained at my curiosity got the better of me. “I do.” I lied just to see a reaction in those eyes and as I wanted her face twitched into a sour look. “Break up then. I don't like sharing.” Her words were sharp, if looks could kill she would be a serial killer. “No.” I know I was playing with fire but this was fun. She was the first person who wanted me. Once she learns that I am just an orphan, someone even unwanted by my own parents
Ashley I glanced outside the window, it was already morning. The sun had risen. The soft light seeped through the curtains. I sighed, getting up from the bed. The dream remains, except for locking it away there is nothing to do. I went to the bathroom to freshen up, if Bloody Mary was not real they should have seen me they would have the horror. The ruined mascara and eye makeup with dry tears over my cheeks. The red lipstick was half smeared on my lips and half on my cheeks as if I were some kind of clown. The hair was more like a whacked broom. Jesus! I am getting scared of myself. I wash myself, clean my makeup and everything, and after a quick shower. I was finally back to my human form. I put on my clothes before going out of the room. As I opened the door, my gaze met the icy pale blue eyes that made my gut wrench by their beauty. How can a man be devastatingly gorgeous like this? I just want to meet the one who created this man. He was already dressed in his black suit, ha
ZacharyIf there was damnation mine would be Leah’s indifference. I would have taken hate, I could have taken poison and drunk it like coffee but indifference. I would rather die. Except for the breaking down at the restaurant, there was none. A calm mask, her dark brown eyes hollow. No emotions.If that was not enough, she was acting like our marriage was fake. How can I accept her calling this marriage fake when I did everything for this marriage? A ten-year of hell just for her to call this marriage fake. Then again, she was not at fault. I glanced at the closed white door. After my outburst, she quietly shoved me away. “Where is my room? If there is not, please call a taxi and I will return to my house.” In fear, I showed her the master bedroom. Now here I am sitting in my office across from our bedroom where my wife is spending our wedding night. Alone. Instead of my arms. ***“I heard you are dating my daughter.” James sat at his mahogany table, with pictures of me and Leah
AshleyI don't know what's more shocking is the fact that my husband, the man who rejected me ten years ago, has his hand on my thighs or the red booklet on the dashboard. It was just a blink! Just a blink! Is that how easy it is to get married? No wonder the cause of most pain starts from marriage. They should be banned for future human sake. “Where are we going?” I decided to push aside all my thoughts and tried to question. Keep a calm and collected front. I reminded myself. Failing to remove his hand from my thighs was already getting under my skin. “Our marital home, Of course,” Zachary replied, not sparing a glance at me. He was more focused on his drive. I wanted to refuse but the harsh words of my father rang in my mind. It was not like I had anything important there. I might've stayed in Cooper mansion but except for a few clothes, there was nothing sentimental in there. My family never even noticed I had rented a studio apartment near the office for an easy commute. They
Ashley “Where are we?” I quipped, averting my head in his direction. “Marriage registration office. It closes soon, let's hurry.” Zachary took off the seatbelt, trying to get out of the car in a hurry. I remember agreeing to marriage but not to elope. The whole point of marriage was to prove to my father I could be married and be an heir. If I have to elope there is no point. I wanted people to come to the wedding. I wanted them to know me, and see me as someone with potential. The annual board meeting was in a few months, and making connections with those board members was the only way I could get a promotion. Not this way. “I think you got the wrong idea, Mr. Heinsberg. I don't want a real marriage. I want to be chairman of Cooper groups. It will be a marriage of convenience. We will act as a couple in public, nothing more than strangers in private. It will be a public wedding but no registration. Once I became heir, we faked divorce. I will give you half of my assets like a nor