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2022-01-18 02:42:28“Do you think something is wrong with Nathan, Oreo?” I must be going out of my mind if I’m talking to my dog, but it’s not like there’s anything I can do. Everything has been great for a while, but suddenly something is wrong and I can’t figure it out on my own.
After my Lasik treatment, everything was okay between us for a week, then he decided to keep his distance. He tends to build his walls high around him whenever there’s something on his mind, but this isn’t how things should be between us. We are a couple. We are partners. He should confide in me. He should talk to me. If there’s something I have done that bothered him, he should tell me. I shouldn’t be left to guess.
Thankfully, I’m back to work. I feel like I could breathe again. It’s not like I stayed away from work by choice, but that didn’t make the situation any better for me. I felt like something was missing. I guess I’m a workaholic and work completes me.
Right now I have Oreo on my lap. I’m w
Sara Islam Which side are you on? Published on January 17th, 2022
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It feels like somebody is holding a hammer and banging it against my head. I rub my temples as I slowly flutter my eyes open. I don’t remember coming home last night. I did have a fight with Linnea and I was planning on getting back home once I had had enough of drinking. A woman came over to me when it was starting to be difficult for me to distinguish where I was, but I refused her offer. I didn’t go to her room with her. I told her I’m married. I specifically remember that. I would never cheat on Linnea. As my vision starts getting clearer, I immediately jolt. This isn’t my room. I’m not at home. Where am I? Horror fills me when I realise that I’m naked and covered in nothing but the bed sheets. I look everywhere and upon spotting my boxers, I put them on. I check the room and find no one. I’m all alone. I notice a note on the nightstand, so I quickly unfold it. Last night was fun. Don’t worry, I don’t kiss and tell! xx I’m doomed. I remem
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I stare at Nathan for a couple of seconds and take a shaky sigh, then set Oreo down, who runs out of my sight in a blink. “Go play, Oreo,” I tell him and approach Nathan. He’s safe. He’s okay. I was petrified. Tears of joy threaten to fall from my eyes when I see him safe and sound before me. “I’m sorry,” I whisper. I would throw myself in his arms, but if I do that I will ruin the stunning bouquet he’s holding. I’m mad at him for letting me drown in my worries and terrors, yet I’m glad he’s okay. “These are for you.” He hands me the bouquet and I hold it in my arms. I love it. “Thank you,” I mumble, looking into his eyes. “Nathan, I’m so sorry. I didn’t mean to say anything hurtful. I didn’t mean to hurt you.” My voice cracks a little. I set the bouquet aside and quickly take my phone out of my bag. “See, I sent him a text after you left last night. I refused his offer and I even told him there was no need for flowers. I threw the bouquet.” A tear sli
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“Wake up,” Nathan comes and I moan, snuggling more into him. I didn’t sleep well last night. I don’t feel like waking up. His hold is comfy and relaxing. “We should get ready, Len.” His hot breath brushes my skin, causing a tingling sensation to rush through my body. I must have turned in my sleep because my face is currently facing his chest. “Don’t you get cold?” I sleepily ask, noticing his bare chest. It takes me a couple of moments to open my eyes and when I do, I find a smiling Nathan looking at me. “Why are you staring at me like that?” I wonder, drawing invisible patterns on his chest with the tip of my finger. “To answer your first question, I don’t get cold easily. The house is also heated. As for your second question, I love looking at your eyes when you first wake up,” he replies, turning to lie down on his back and pulling me on top of him. “What’s so special about them when I first wake up?” I ask, sleepily pulling myself up only to realise that
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I’m aware that life isn’t always rainbows and unicorns. I strongly believe that life has to have its ups and down, so we’d appreciate our ups. But this is too much for me to handle. This is a strong blow that has managed to suck the air out of my lungs. I was happy. We were happy! Why did this have to happen? Why did he have to do this? I was living a wonderful dream, why did I have to wake up to a nightmare? Ever since I found out, I could do nothing but cry. How else am I supposed to react? Scream at him? There is no use. Cry my eyes out in front of him? That’s useless and pathetic. I opted for locking myself in my room and crying in silence because I don’t know how else to react. Not once have I imagined finding myself in such a situation with him. Not after the night he took me out. Not after he made the decision to declare his love to me. I close my eyes, trying to shake away the atrocious memories from my mind, but they’re like a tape se
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“Len, listen to me, please. I swear I didn’t mean to sleep with her! I don’t even remember seeing her!” His excuses are pathetic. Didn’t mean to sleep with her? Why is he acting like he broke my favourite cup? Did he stumble and fell onto the bed with her? So what if he can’t remember her? Is this supposed to make things better between us? “Go away! I don’t want to hear you!” I scream at him. I want to scream out loud. Perhaps screaming may help me with relieving the pressure that is weighing me down. There’s a fire inside of me that won’t cool and it’s hurting me. It’s killing me. He is killing me. Tears stream down my face as I hide my face in my hands. I’m drained out of energy that I can’t seem to pull myself up. I’m sprawled on the floor of my bedroom, heavily crying. My eyes are burning, but tears refuse to stop falling. When I hear his footsteps getting further, I allow myself to sob. Maybe if I sob, I will feel better. I force myself up and rea
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I should have known that this day would come. Nothing stays hidden forever. I made a huge mistake by keeping this away from her and now I’m paying the price; a price I should pay, but I don’t want to pay. There’s a high chance that she won’t forgive me and if this happens, I don’t know how to fix what has been broken. I’m willing to do anything to earn her forgiveness, but I can’t handle her leaving me. Linnea still wants the money, so maybe this will make her stay. But do I really want her to stay with me for nothing else but the money? I want her to want to be with me for me, but this is a dream now, because who would want to be with a cheater? My heart shakes in my chest when Thalia and Asher descend the stairs. I stand up and keep my eyes on them as they approach. My chest feels heavy. “Good news or bad news first?” Thalia asks. There is good news? This is something I definitely didn’t expect. “Bad news first,” I mumble. “She doesn’t want
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Nathan stares at me with wide eyes for a couple of seconds. It’s like his brain came to a halt. “Do you… do you want to get a divorce or something?” he asks in a hesitant voice. “What? Why would I?” I frown. “It’s not about that anyway.” I approach him. “Nathan, I need you to be completely honest with me, okay?” he slowly nods. He seems tense and taken aback. “Can you please relax? You’re incredibly nervous.” “I’m sorry, but I don’t really know what you’re thinking about and this is freaking me out,” he quickly says. His eyes are slightly wide and his facial expressions reveal how anxious he seems. I sigh and reach for his hand. “Take a deep breath,” I tell him. “Because what I’m about to talk to you about may be… shocking, weird. I don’t know how to describe it.” He inhales, then exhales. I feel him tighten his gentle grip on my hand and I try to fight the way my heart starts to race. “I want you to walk me through that night, yeah? And the d
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Marriage Contract: the Billionaire and I Ninety-six
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Marriage Contract: the Billionaire and I Ninety-three
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