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Eighty-four: Nathan
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2022-02-22 03:53:33I’m worried about Linnea. It’s almost been three hours since she left and I’m on pins and needles. Ever since what happened to her, my protectiveness increased. I thought about sending a bodyguard after her, but if she found out, she’d hate me more and that’s the last thing I want.
Maybe her mother turned out to be a nice woman and they’re catching up. I don’t need to always assume the worst. I have already informed her parents and Henry about where she went today. I have been giving them updates about her regularly since she refuses to talk to any of them.
The doorbell rings and Carole goes to open it. I’m hoping it’s Linnea because I’m tired of worrying about her.
“She’s not back yet, is she?” Henry asks once he walks inside. At least I won’t be worrying on my own now.
“No, she’s not. I wish I could just call her. I don’t even know what I’m allowed to do with her anymore.” I sigh in frustration.
“At least she talks to you. She has been ghost
Sara Islam Henry messed up! Published on February 22nd, 2022
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