DELIA HERRERA POV
I didn't like George... Didn't like the way he smelled either, the reason I was here was all because of Belshar Nessar Abed and as he walked past me to go meet up with his wife's cousin Bella, I couldn't help but watch him.
But it was annoying. His wife was already dead so why was he still meeting up with her relatives?
On the surface, people didn't know Belshar had been married... I'd had to dig and pay a lot of money to obtain the information... Belshar was a very private person, the only thing not so private about him was that he was a psychotic killer who destroyed lives with no emotion. Still, he was my one desire.
He was also the sort of person who cut people off just for the fun of it, so should I worry that he was still so close to his wife's cousin?
Bella was not someone I could easily go against... Not everyone was as spineless as Celine, but God damn it, I wish I could. She was the reason Belshar hadn't noticed me tonight.
He'd bumped into Celine of course, which was very annoying now that I remembered it, but he hadn't even bothered with her, he'd just stepped past her and didn't spare a backward glance.
It was good, I'd hoped for such a reaction, but now as I remembered the scene, it made a hollow feeling linger in my chest, and I didn't like it at all.
Fuck! It would have been better if he had yelled at her or gripped her by the arm so tight that it would leave bruises... Belshar was said to be vicious so why had he just walked past her even after she ruined his shirt... Did that mean anything or was I obsessing over this more than I should?
"So, where should we go after this" George's voice broke through my thoughts and I glanced at him.
He smiled with all his white teeth on display, his eyes crinkling at the edges. He was fine, but not to my taste, still, I had to hold onto him until I was sure Celine no longer had a chance.
I had told Grandfather to just cut her off but turns out the board of directors had been totally brainwashed by Celine so Grandfather couldn't just call for her dismissal, I'd had to come up with a sure way to get her to quit on her own which was why I'd told Grandfather to come up with this condition.
I'd underestimated just how far she was willing to go for the company because the bitch was actually taking the whole thing seriously.
I had no plan to get married or have a child, but now I had to, all because of Celine. She fucking ruined everything... Ever since we found out about her existence I've had to share everything with her and then my Dad and Mom died because of her slut of a mother.
She didn't deserve to be called a Herrera and I was going to do everything I could to make sure I destroyed and take everything from her.
"I think I'll drink a bit more," I said when I noticed that George was still waiting for an answer. "It's been a while since I've been out"
"You're right. It must be hard for you to go out since you're so gorgeous... You must have men hitting on you all the time"
I chuckled and raised the glass of wine to my lips. "I have lost count actually, they were all millionaires too... I wonder what I have to do to be noticed by a billionaire" I said then glanced at George who swallowed nervously.
"Well I am going to seal a big deal soon and once I bag that, you'll have a billionaire who has hit on you," he said and I laughed.
"Is that so?" I said and he grinned, his full teeth on display and cringing me more than I'd already been. Deciding to switch the topic, I took a sip of wine and then focused on him fully. "But weren't you supposed to meet with Celine today"
He blanked, then laughed nervously, his eyes darting over my face as he scratched the back of his neck. "Well, you suddenly said you wanted to see me... It would have been sacrilegious of me to keep you waiting. You are Delia Herrera, if you made time for me, I should feel honored"
I smirked. This was my favorite part of the evening. I wanted to hear just how much better I was than Celine, how prettier I was, and how I'd always end up getting everything no matter how much she worked for it. Besides it was common knowledge that she was the daughter of a mistress, so no matter how much she achieved, that stain would forever follow her... There was also the fact that grandfather had never acknowledged her as a Herrera, so everyone knew she could be thrown out at any time.
"You made a good choice," I said then leaned closer to whisper into his ear. "I've been told I am a good luck charm that makes people's wishes come through," I said then pressed a quick kiss to his cheek before pulling back.
He blushed then grabbed his drink and drank it as if he'd been starved for it. His hands even trembled a little. Such a fucking wuss.
My phone rang and I excused myself to pick it up. George nodded, his flustered expression ruining my mood.
Belshar and Bella were in a deep conversation and there was no smile on Belshar's face as usual but that just made my heart race faster as I walked past him.
I answered the call once I got to the restroom.
"Well, is she going to do it" I asked and Julie chuckled.
"Of course, she is going to do it. I am pretty convincing when I am on a mission Delia, plus you paid me a lot of money to do this, if I failed that would have been tragic since I already spent half of it" Julie said and I smirked.
"Good. I want her to make a complete fool of herself... Once she's rejected, she is going to be so devasted that she'll hand over everything to me" I said with a grin as I imagined just how miserable she'd look.
"I just sent some of her pictures to you from tonight. She looked awful and was crying about how ugly she looked..."
I smirked, then scrolled through the images she had sent. She was right, Celine looked miserable. "I hope you told her to fucking get surgery"
"I was going to but she already looked so down, I didn't want her committing suicide"
"You are too nice. If she dies, everything would be so much easier wouldn't it" I said then frowned when Julie paused. "Spit it out, what's wrong"
"I am just worried if this whole thing is safe... As you know, Belshar is known for being sadistic and ruthless... What if he has her killed for disrespecting him by offering a marriage contract... He does have ties with the Mafia, and you told me how his wife died"
I scoffed, rolling my eyes. "Hey, Julie, just do what I paid you to okay? I didn't pay you to worry about her. Whatever she gets, that's what she deserves.. if he has her killed, then all the better... Her mother killed my Dad and Mom anyway... As for the death of Belshar's wife, it has already been proven that be had nothing to do with it. He's not a bad person" I said then ended the call. "I am."
I stepped towards the mirror and stared at my face and my long brown hair that fell over my shoulders in waves.
"It would have been truly tragic if you weren't so beautiful Delia," I said, bringing out a gloss from my purse and applying it to my lips but then I flung it to the wall when I remembered that Celine's lips were a lot more pink and plump than mine was.
"Do I fucking have to burn your face again" I groaned, grabbing at my hair. She'd gotten surgery to get rid of the burnt scar and was back to looking like herself but back then when she still had the scar, she'd been truly hideous.
Celine was not beautiful, but she wasn't ugly either and if she put in the effort, she could become a competition and I couldn't let her do that to me, not after she'd crashed into my life and ruined everything.
"Yes, Belshar is going to teach you a lesson and you'll be so embarrassed, you'll never show your face again, and then I am going to get him and rub it in your face," I said then grinned, my good mood returning.
"You are going to win Delia," I told my reflection and nodded. There was no way Celine spirit would not be broken after being rejected and ridiculed, but if by chance that didn't break her, then she'd leave me with no choice but to resort to getting rid of her.
"Do not push me to that wall Celine... You should just let it go now while I am being nice"
CELINE HERRERA POV"This is so nerve-wracking," I said clutching to the contract that I'd drawn up". I had already emailed Belshar and hadn't gotten a reply... Was that a rejection... Should I even go ahead with this? "Are you sure this is the right thing to do though?" Karen asked. She was someone I always confided in before I went through with things because, despite her age, she was quite practical. "What else can I do, Karen? Going on dates isn't going to cut it... Plus building a relationship that leads to marriage takes time... The only way I can be married and have a child in two years is this way""I understand that, but why does it have to be Belshar? His name literally sends fear slithering down people's spines whenever it is mentioned and now you want to shackle two years of your life to him. That man is a monster""What other choice do I have!" I yelled losing my temper that had been on a thin line after my encounter with Delia the night before. "I am about to lose my com
CELINE HERRERA POVI gaped in horror as the cold air hit my bare skin. My dress was ripped down to my waist and if I'd thought that would stop Belshar from throwing me out, it didn't, he pushed me out and slammed the door behind me.I stood like a fish that had been taken out of the ocean, staring at the dozen pairs of eyes that were all trained on me.My eyes burned, the humiliation making my face hot. I clutched my dress close, forced a smile onto my lips, and tried not to break down as I blindly navigated my way out of the huge company.Once I stepped into the elevator and the door shut, the tears that I'd tried so hard to hold in started falling. I sobbed so hard that when the elevator stopped on the first floor, my eyes were puffy and red-rimmed. I stepped outside the elevator only to freeze as camera lights flashed in my face from all directions.Reporters? What the hell were reporters doing here... Did Delia find out that I would be coming here and have all this planned? Que
BELSHAR NESSAR ABED POV Celine looked utterly terrified and she had every right to be after the stunt she pulled... She dared to lie using my name. God, she appeared so pure without a stain to her name but I was starting to see her for who she truly was. Celine jumped to her feet. "How the hell did you get into my house" she asked, her gaze darting from mine to the door as she tried to look for an escape while making sure that she was not within my reach. Cocking my head, I regarded her darkly. "Is that really the question you want to be asking right now, Celine Herrera" Gods! Even calling her name was making me mad. Every time I said her name I remembered Selene, and her blood-drenched face as she'd drew in her last breath in my arms.Celine swallowed audibly, her right hand rubbing against her left arm. "I said what I did in the heat of the moment, You have to believe me, they were making all sorts of assumptions and my torn dress was not helping..." she said then jutted her chin
DELIA HERRERA POV ‘Celine Herrera is mine, she is my fiance and I would hate for what happened today repeat to itself. Making a mockery of my wife-to-be is the same as making a mockery of me and rest assured, I won't sit back and just watch"He'd said those words with a straight face, he'd threatened the press without a trace of hesitation and as I watched the news for the hundredth time, I felt my heart rate start to hurt... Or maybe it was because I couldn't fucking breathe. The tablet fell from my hand as I gasped for air and clutched at my chest to relieve whatever it was that was clogging it up but it didn't help."Andrea!" I gasped for the name of my maid, but I was sure she wouldn't hear even if she was in the same room with me. My voice was that low.Getting to my feet proved difficult and when I finally managed it, I stumbled toward the front door because I knew if I didn't get air I was really going to suffocate.My heart squeezed and the door in front of me felt as if it
CELINE HERRERA POV I thought he was going to choke me out, what with the rage I saw firing up in his dark green eyes that were almost black as the darkness that surrounded us, instead he had just smirked, turned from me, and walked away like he couldn't be bothered with me.I should have been happy that he'd listened to me but his dismissal was infuriating and all I wanted to do was to find an opportunity to smack him in the face just once, just once, but I was certain that would be asking for death.Groaning, I walked back into the house and slammed the door so hard, that I could hear the walls rattle, but it was all just in my head.Grabbing the documents, I walked up to my room, dropped them on the bed, and stepped into the bathroom to take a shower.The water cascading over my skin was soothing and I just wanted to stay under the spray forever, but I couldn't since I had to read the contract he's brought for me to sign. "I can't believe this is really happening. Karen was right,
CELINE HERRERA POV The atmosphere was tense even though this was supposed to just be a family dinner with Belshar's family so that they could get to know me and I'd also get to know them but I wasn't surprised, because judging by the circumstances that led up to it, I had expected a much colder reception. The news article about my alleged unfaithfulness had been taken down just some hours after it made the headline, then a day later the publisher who had written about it died in a freak accident and I tried not to think about just how a freak of an accident it was or if Belshar had a hand in it. God! I was really marrying a killer. Why did I think that it was a good idea to go into a contract with a Mafia? I should have chosen a much more safer option so why was I here meeting Belshar's parents and also still hoping that they would like me? What the hell was wrong with me?"You do not like the food, do you?" I flinched, my gaze snapping up to meet those of Belshar's mother. She wa
CELINE HERRERA POV "Belshar, hi. Your mother invited me for dinner, but something came up and..." She paused, her gaze meeting mine, "I guess I missed everything didn't I?" "You didn't miss anything, and you can still see Séda, you know how she gets after dinner" Bella chuckled and smoothly tucked her hair behind her ear. "You are right about that," she said smiling at him as if they both shared a secret the world had no idea about. My chest felt tight as I watched them and I didn't know why. Was I jealous? If I was, it definitely wouldn't be because of Belshar. I didn't even like the man. Maybe I was jealous because Bella represented everything I wasn't. Bella was gorgeous and the way she carried herself was almost angelic... No wonder Belshar expression was a lot softer on her... He'd never stared at me like that. "Is this your fiance?" Bella asked, pointing a dainty finger in my direction and Belshar glanced at me, the dark displeased look creeping into his eyes almost immedi
CELINE HERRERA POV Bella came through with her promise and she was also right about me loving the drink that she brought. It was refreshing and I couldn't help but take sips in between her doing my makeup. She talked about her business a lot and then switched to things she felt I should know about Belshar's family, then she warned me to stay away from Kail just like Belshar had done and her voice was so severe I just had to believe that Kail was really a bad person and that messing with him the other night had probably placed me in the list of those he considered enemies.I didn't want to think of what that entailed and just thinking about it made my head feel like spikes were being pushed into it."And now, the grand reveal. Ta-da!" She said as she removed the object covering the mirror with a flourish.A gasp escaped my lips as I stared at my image in the mirror. I raised my hand to touch my rosy cheeks, then my lips that had been coated with a light shade of red lipstick that mad
CELINE HERRERA POV The shot was a warning and Delia flinched, getting distracted for a second, but that was all I needed. I shoved at her hard and she fell to the floor, a gasp escaping her lips. The gun skidded out of her hold and she crawled after it. I got it before she could, then I kicked her in the face with my leg. She grunted, her head smacking against the hard concrete. She slumped to the floor, blood seeping out of the cut on her head. The cops lying in wait all rushed up to the roof, then they swooped in and grabbed her by the arms, handcuffed her hand, and dragged her to her feet. Delia looked around wildly as her shock wore off, and then her gaze met mine in disbelief. "How... How" she stuttered but I felt no pity for her. I'd always wanted her to pay for her crimes and now that it was happening, It felt like a breath of fresh air."It was pretty easy Delia. You are not as sly as you think you are" Once I was sure they had her secure, I walked toward her and wasn't s
CELINE HERRERA POV "I'm so glad you are here Grandma. I thought you wouldn't make it" Grandma held my face In her hand, a smile on her face. "I would travel over the seven seas just to celebrate you, my child.""Aww, that is so Sweet. I am so sorry for the stress though. It must have been exhausting for you""You don't have to apologize. I should be able to do this much after everything that happened" I frowned. "Didn't we say we were going to forget about that, Grandma?" "Oh right, we said that. I'm sorry, I keep forgetting about that. You look so beautiful by the way. You're so pretty, it's making me tear up" she said and I laughed "You're going to make me cry too, Grandma"She patted my head and then looked around. "Where is Belshar. Why isn't he here by your side? He's been gone for a while hasn't he""I'm sure he'll be back soon," I said, glancing around. The music suddenly got louder and the DJ encouraged everyone to get on the dance floor."See, he should be here with you.
DELIA HERRERA POV Celine was smiling and moving through the crowd. She looked so happy that it made me sick. I watched as she spoke with some group of people, the happy smile on their faces making my fist clench. Bunch of people pleasers. I was sure most of them didn't even like her. They were all just pretending so that they could get something out of her. It had been annoying to find out that despite all the money I'd siphoned out of the company, she'd still managed to rebrand it and keep it running. Then she went on to change the name, erasing Herrera from it. She destroyed my very legacy. All the time that I suffered, she'd spent it in achieving great things and being happy with Belshar.Tremor racked through me all of a sudden and I swayed on my feet. My hand trembled and my body grew hot. I knew exactly what I needed. The darn pills that Zane had gotten me addicted to. Why hadn't I taken the stupid pills? I thought I could survive without them but now as I shook like I was c
BELSHAR NESSAR ABED The party was in full swing. My gaze stayed on Celine as she laughed and mingled with the guests, and I couldn't help but fall deeper in love with her. She was so damn perfect, she made my heart ache. As if attuned to my gaze, she glanced up and our gaze clashed. Her eyes brightened, then she blew me a kiss. I made a show of catching it then grinned as she grinned bashfully and put her hand over her heart.I mimicked her gesture and then gave a nod back. Celine's smile widened, but then she pressed her lips together and pointed with her chin that someone was behind me."Belshar" My expression hardened as I turned to face Kail. It was one thing that Celine had invited him to the party but that he was shameless enough to come was another. "Thanks for inviting me..." "Don't bother with that Kail, I didn't invite you. I am also sure you know how I feel about you being here. Didn't I warn you to stay out of my sight" He blanched, then stepped back. "I just wanted
DELIA HERRERA POVZane was right about everything and I hated that he was. His words rang in my head, driving me Insane.Wanting to get rid of those voices In my head, I reached for the bottles of pills, my hands trembling as I uncapped them. I glanced inside it and noticed that there wasn't much left Inside. I frowned, wondering just how many I'd used up in two days, then recalled that each time I felt even the slightest discomfort, I'd drowned the pills as if they were the solution to all my problems... Maybe they were. I didn't feel as shitty when I was high on them.I picked out two of the pills and then stopped as I brought them to my mouth. Was I really going to do this too myself? Was I just going to watch everything crumble like dust around me?I couldn't. Throwing the pills away, I capped the bottle shut and got up from the bed.A quick shower helped to reduce the tremors in my hands and also helped clear my head."You are Delia Herrera, Delia," I told myself because it was
DELIA HERRERA POV "You said you wanted to watch me kill Celine. It's been three days now and you still haven't told me how that's going to happen. Are you stalling because you're having second thoughts? You've also been spacing out lately. Are you thinking about her " I asked unable to keep it in.After the last sex we had on the day he arrived, he hadn't touched me and it was driving me Insane just thinking that it was because of Celine. It was infuriating and recalling his words about how he was going to let me kill Celine because he couldn't have her made it worse."Are you not going to answer me" Zane glanced at me from across the table then sighed, before flinging his spoon to the wall. "Can you stop? You're fucking ruining the romantic atmosphere, Delia" he growled but I was too pissed off to care about his anger."You're so fucking delusional. There's nothing romantic about this setting" I screamed then dragged my hand through my hair, before clutching at it tightly and pull
CELINE HERRERA POV "I think I am going to take some time off work" I got out and Belshar's gaze jerked to mine in surprise as he stopped pacing.He'd been walking in circles for a while and at first I just thought he was agitated from excitement, he was, but he was also worrying and I could see it on his face.Belshar was damn perfect at hiding his emotions, so if he was so expressive this time, it meant he was really stressing over it."You are" he asked, his tone disbelieving. Deep down I knew he was throwing a fist in the air. "Are you sure about that" I gave a quick nod, then smiled. "Yes, I'm sure. I think Karen should handle things in the meantime. She's really the best at what she does. I'm sure she'll be able to handle things in the office without me, Besides, I feel like if I don't stop working, You're going to pace a hole into the ground" I joked, then narrowed my eyes "Tell me the truth, you were trying to come up with a reason to make me stop going to work, weren't you"
CELINE HERRERA POV "Congratulations, Celine. You are approximately four weeks pregnant" the doctor announced and I jerked into a sitting position, my eyes widening as I looked from the doctor to Belshar whose jaw was literally on the floor.He'd stepped inside the room just in time to hear the news and It was a miracle that he didn't drop the glass of water he'd gone to get."I'm pregnant?" I asked dazedly.It was quiet for just a second and then Belshar threw a fist in the air. "Yes! That's what I am talking about" he grinned as he rushed at me and engulfed me in his strong arm, then he proceeded to pepper kisses all over my face while I struggled to shove him off. "Oh my god, Belshar" I groaned even as I laughed. "You're suffocating me" I got out and he quickly let go of me. "Are you alright? I didn't mean to hold you like that" he asked as he looked me over, worry written all over his face. "Will you cut it out? I am perfectly fine. Stop fussing already" "You're carrying a ba
DELIA HERRERA POV "A present," I asked, my heart thudding hard against my ribcage. Zane nodded. "Yes, I did. " He said and pointed to the shopping bags he had dropped beside the bed. It wasn't what I was curious about but I forced a smile to my lips. I've learned that if I was patient enough with Zane, he would eventually tell me what I wanted to hear."Thank you so much, Zane," I said and picked them up, my hands trembling. Zane noticed it and my breath hitched in fear when he frowned. He grabbed hold of my hand and I held my breath, waiting for him to hurt me. "Have you been skipping out on your pills You're shaking so badly" I let out a gasp of air. "There are only two pills left and I didn't know what day it was. You've been gone for so long..." "I was gone only for a weak" I fidgeted. Had it really just been a weak? It felt so much longer. "You never let me go out of the house, so I can't tell how long it's been" "Are you saying you want to go outside""No of course not