Alisha
His touch burned on my skin and I ached badly for more of it. Only when we were like this did the burden in my heart cease.
“Sebastian,” I cried out his name and his gaze on me turned dangerous. Before I knew it he had taken several steps from me and I was left devoid of his touch - a regretful outcome.
I whined from where I was pinned on the bed only seconds ago, my body wanting him and only him - my mate.
“Sebastian please,” my voice became a whisper.
“Get the fuck out,” was all I heard. It was like a bucket of cold water being splashed onto my face and I shivered, tears prickling my eyes. His eyes bore into me as I opened my mouth and tried to speak.
But he didn’t wait for that. Instead he grabbed his jacket and stormed out of his own bedroom, slamming the door so loudly that it shook.
I had broken one of his rules again.
…
That core memory still replayed over and over in my head as the head maid handed us tasks to do.
Despite being the mate of the Alpha, I was practically still the same as before - a maid with nothing to her name except the clothes on her back.
I raised my gaze as I heard my name being called.
“Yes, madam?” I asnswered as was expected.
“You will go with Eva today. There is a gathering in the next few hours at a large pub, and the Alpha will need to have his needs met.”
I swallowed; the thought of swing Sebastian again so soon after he had mocked me and all but rejected me the day before had me wondering if I was in some special kind of . Nevertheless, I couldn’t flout an order from the head maid.
I nodded.
“Yes madam,” I responded, bringing my gaze down to my feet and waiting to be dismissed.
Hours later found me helping to set up the pub with the other maid.
“Where do I put this?” I asked the pub’s owner - a sharp-eyed man who couldn’t be any younger than 50.
He gestured without speaking to a table and I moved to place the large tray of beer mugs on it.
I took in my tasks that morning with a sullen heart, and a hopeless outcome in mind
The attendees had already started coming in, and I scurried over to take down some of their orders.
Yet as time went on I knew my heart wasn’t in it in anyway.
When he came in, I knew it from the bond we shared. I turned my head and our eyes met just a little bit before he looked away, loudly talking with his friends.
I watched as Sebastian sat on the most comfortable chair set out for him specifically, and then a blonde girl sitting beside him, clinging onto his arm and smiling.
Suddenly my mouth felt bitter and I couldnt bear to look anymore.
I kept my head down, the tears building up, but not falling down.
Why was he doing this to me?
I moved around stopping at tables as the owner instructed me to do.
I stopped at one of the tables in the darkest corner of the pub, looking down at me feet.
“What will you have?” I asked.
“Maybe you should look up at me instead of at the floor instead?” I heard a man’s voice so baritone smooth. It wasn’t a familiar voice but the chiding was enough for me to raise my head and meet his gaze.
Oh.
His eyes were like golden orbs, piercing into mine.
I couldn’t help but wonder why I hadn’t never noticed this handsome stranger before. Was he a member of our pack?
“As to what I will drink,” he raised a glass and I saw it was nearly empty. “Whiskey, neat.”
I nodded, my gaze drawn to my feet again as I turned to go.
“Hey hey,” he said. “Why the long face?”
A part of me wished to snap at him. But I had not the energy.
Who was he to ask me any questions anyway?
“I have to get your order,” I said by way of response. “Please excuse me, sir.”
“You’re deflecting. Tell me the truth, and I’ll let you be.”
“I don’t believe that,” I snapped back at him, unable to control myself. Then I realised what I had done and made to apologize. But before I could I heard a smooth chuckle that left me feeling confused.
“You’re really upset aren’t you? Well… You could always stay here with me,” he offered. “Relax a little bit.”
He sounded so sincere that I couldn’t help but pause.
Was this a game or was he being serious.
“You want me to stay with you?” I asked him, still confused.
“Why not? You’re beautiful. And there’s nothing I love having than a beautiful companion to talk to,” he replied.
That compliment took me completely off-guard, and I blinked, slowly processing his words. He smirked at me and I couldn’t hold down the earth building up on my face.
Dear goddess, this man was strange!
“You shouldn’t say that to women you don’t know,” I responded after a while.
“It’s the truth,” he shrugged. “Do you work here?”
I shook my head. He probably meant if I worked at the pub.
“I work for the pack,” I said. “I’m only here to attend to guests.”
“Oh?” He quirked a brow, and shook the whiskey tumbler towards me. I got the message and stood up to quickly get a new bottle of whiskey from the bar. As I passed by where Sebastian was supposed to be I noted that the chair was empty. And the girl he had been with was nowhere to be seen as
well.
Was he with her?
My heart grew heavy and I tried to keep my feet moving.
I reached the strange man’s table and poured another whiskey for him. He looked inscrutable at me.
“You’re looking upset. Did anything happen?”
I shook my head.
“Come on, beautiful,” he tried to goad me and I felt his hand touch my arm gently. “Sit down and share your troubles with me.”
“My troubles aren’t your problem. I’m not sure you can do anything about it really,” I shrugged and gave him a small sad smile. “Besides, it’s not like you can beat the person up or anything.”
He may be drop dead handsome but who would want to put themselves on the line for a maid to beat up the Alpha of the Silver Moon Pack? Definitely not anyone at this party.
“Whoever hurt you should be ashamed of themselves. They will regret it deeply.” He leaned into my face and I didn’t flinch. I felt safe here with him for some reason. “Why don’t you spend the night with me? You don’t have to do anything you don’t want to, just to talk.”
My heart beat faster at his words for some reason.
No one had ever really given me a second glance before and here was this stranger… asking me to stay with him.
“B-but…” I tried to speak but he cut me off.
“But nothing,” his growl was so deep and it left my stomach in knots. Even when he was angry, he was attractive. “You don’t get to be all sad and moping around the fucking place, alright? I’ll take care of you, trust me.”
I nodded, considering his words briefly. It wasn’t like the attendees of this party needed me anytime soon… and most were already taking care of themselves. Eva was there, as was the pub employees as well…
“Okay,” I said.
The beautiful stranger smirked triumphantly.
“My name’s Derek,” he intoned. His hand found mine and caressed it gently. I smiled at him, feeling a lot better already.
“Alisha.”
That was the most that I remembered of the rest of that night.
It was all a strange blur after that…
Until I opened my eyes through the pounding in my head.
“Ungh,” I groaned, trying to stand up slowly to quell the queasiness I felt.
Where was I?
It took me longer than I could admit to realize that I felt a cool breeze on my skin. Like, all over…
I looked down at myself.
I was naked.
And it was then I noticed the companion beside me.
The man from last night.
Oh no.
What had we done?
AlishaI needed to leave.I picked myself up from the bed slowly. Luckily the sun hadn’t even come close to rising yet and the man still hadn’t been roused from sleep.Quietly I got dressed and tiptoed to the door, my heart pounding.I entered a large hallway that I had never seen before. It was comparable to Sebastian’s home that I gaped.Woah.Who was this man that could live in such a massive house? I walked towards the end of one of the hallways which seemed to stretch on forever. It was then that I heard a soft voice cal out to me.“Why hello..? I’ve never seen you before. You’re new.”I turned to find an elderly looking woman with silver hair dressed in gold.Though the woman’s voice was kind, my hackles had risen. I was hoping to leave before anyone would see me and now that plan was a bust. Crap.The woman’s eyes surveyed me.“You’re a quiet one, aren’t you?” She noted, curiosity coloring her voice.“I’m, um… I’m sorry.” My stammers were not the assured tone I wanted to carry,
DerekI groaned as the sunlight hit my eyes.“Fuck,” I cursed to the empty air, before slowly sitting up. I had been more drunk than I had wanted to last night.After a while of trying to recall exactly how reality hit me.Had I not come home with that girl?Alisha, I recalled her name.She had been a good companion for the night, more than most other girls I had been with.Realizing I was alone brought to mind that she had somehow gone while I was sleeping.I rushed to stand, angry with myself.I had met my guard down. And she had left while I was asleep.I had to find her, I thought and suddenly my hand flew to my chest.What was this?There was this pain deep within me, a longing for something I couldn’t name.My wolf side itched to come out and I growled out.“What is it?” I asked out loud. “What are you looking for?”The word came in a flash, echoing within me.Mate.Then it was over, or maybe it was just the beginning. Either way, the awareness of the presence of something that
Alisha:I stirred from my restless slumber to the sounds of birds. The forest was quiet at the early hours of the evening and I could see the dawn peeking through the morning sky. I was in a clearing, resting on one of the larger roots of the redwood trees around me. I had walked so long before I had come upon it that afternoon. And I had stopped to rest. My tears had long run dry but I was still shaken from everything.That was when I heard it; unmistakable sounds of footsteps, crunching leaves in their path.Following it was the sound of humming which made me tense and look around me. The voice was closer than I expected. I saw him before he saw me; a man coming up from my left.But it was too late for me to hide a I knew that as soon as he stopped humming, his face turned in my direction.I looked down as the footsteps grew close and closer.Now I was in trouble.“Now who are you?” I heard him ask, as if he was talking to himself.You’re dead. You can’t even survive a day without
DerekI frowned to myself.This was such an annoying thing.It had been days and since I had heard no word of this girl.Benjamin was walking beside me from the warrior’s cabin where I had an impromptu inspection on my way to see him from the training grounds. He didn’t speak; I bet it had to be because he knew of how badly my mood was affected.Why was this darned girl so elusive?Alisha…All I knew of her was her name and face.It was more than a little frustrating.“Relax, man,” I heard Benjamin say and I let out a frustrated sigh. “I have to say I’ve never seen you like this before.”I didn’t respond but I took my best friend’s words to heart. He was right - I had barely batted an eye for a girl before. But this was different. This girl was my supposed mate - something I didn’t even want nor need.I had to find her fast and-And…And reject her.I knew that was my intention from the beginning, but of course I doubted Benjamin would know much about it. All he knew was that this gir
Alisha:“Wrap the bandages tightly like this,” the soothing voice of Simon guided me as I redid the bandages for the third time. My hands were steadier than before and I didn’t feel afraid of being reprimanded despite having messed up.I had no idea why but old man Simon made me feel more comfortable than anyone else ever had…More than Sebastian ever had.I finished the knot on the child’s arm a lot firmer than I had before, and I smiled as I heard no word of caution or reprimand.“Alright,” Simon breathed out and inspected my work briefly before gently placing the child’s hand back into the sling. He was speaking to the mother now. “Make sure you keep him from using this hand, even when he tries to play with his brother.” The mother nodded. “Okay, see you next week.”I smiled and waved at the child as he waved toothily at me with his unbroken hand.As soon as the door was shut I began to clear up the equipments used. It was already 4pm, which meant that the regular clinic hours were
Alisha:I was in so much pain.Sebastian’s green eyes gazed down at me with fervor. The cruelty written within them only served toPlease don’t hurt me anymore, I tried to beg him but my words couldn’t even leave my lips. It was like there was a hand placed over them, stifling my screams that I could only hear in my head. It was torture, the worst torture, to be unable to move, as Sebastian’s blows were rained down upon me. How much he would hurt me…I wished I would fall unconscious soon.Suddenly it felt like I was jerked upwards, and I found myself rushing to stand on my feet.The sun had risen, and I was awake.Yet even as the edges of the nightmare faded away, I still felt that pressure building up inside me like I was about to burst.I choked on my spit and promptly covered my mouth with my hand.Soon I was at her bathroom sink, coughing up whatever I could.When the pressure in my throat and stomach reduced, I panted heavily, rinsing my mouth.The knock on the door of the bedro
Derek:“Damn it,” I cursed as the dart hit the outer side of the board.We were in my study, safely ensconced having eaten dinner and with enough drinks available to fell a skilled sailor.“You lost,” Benjamin cackled. “Again. Drink up, Alpha.”I cursed endlessly at him and he only handed me the half-full whiskey bottle. I took a swig and sat down on the couch, feeling the alcohol burn down my throat through to my stomach. I sighed. That was mildly pleasant.“The goddess smiles down upon you this night,” I teased my best friend. “That’s why I’m losing so much.”“Yeah, yeah, tell yourself that, Derek,” Benjamin laughed at me. Seconds later he turned to me again. “Look at us, a bunch of bachelors just having the time of our lives. I mean, at least one of us is a bachelor proper right?”I paused.“Right,” I murmured to myself, taking another sip of the whiskey. “Could you not say anything about that so loudly? The walls have ears you know.”I didn’t want anyone asides from Benny to know
Alisha.“Sit down and have some lunch dear,” Simon gently said to me. I sighed, for what felt like the hundredth time since this morning, and obeyed silently.Unlike what I expected he had not, even once, regarded me with pity or judgement in his eyes since last night. Since that news…I picked at the salad he had painstakingly made for me, and tried to eat a little.It was hard to deny the anxiety I felt within me.Just the thought of carrying a child, this child I had within me… it filled me with dread and made my heart pound so loudly I could barely hear my own thoughts.“Are you feeling sick again? I can prescribe something for you to take,” Simon asked and I shook my head.“I just don’t feel much like eating I guess,” I mumbled under my breath. He nodded, staring thoughtfully at me.“Do you feel anxious? Or is it something else?”I didn’t answer. But somehow he seemed to read my mind.I had no idea what to do now that I was pregnant.I can’t even take care of myself, much less a