Chapter 5

PAISLEY'S POV

"Get in the car" his grumpy cold voice uttered as he looked up from his phone giving me a glimpse of his silver colored eyes that held most of his manly charms. "Get in the car, Paisley," he repeated with his face void of expression as he opened the car door for me.

I scoffed and dropped the shopping bags on the floor. "What do you want, Killian?" I asked with my arms folded against my chest. "I am tired and in a hurry" I uttered calmly out of exhaustion as I pointed at the bags on the floor.

Just then he hissed and walked towards me looking straight at the bags. "Hey! What are you doing!?" I yelled as he tried carrying the bags, I yanked his arms off in agitation as he glared at me with his hard eyes, almost making me cringe. "I will yell if you come any closer, I warned you to stay away from me. Go back to wherever you were!".

"I'm sure you wouldn't like me to go the hard way, I don't want to force you in. Your resistance is only making me sexually aroused so…" At the sound of that my eyes fell to his trousers in search of evidence and there it was, his bulge trying hard to shoot out of his trousers. "Get in the car, Paisley, don't force me to take you hard until that human baby of yours is miscarried" he said making me cringe in shock, I couldn't still believe that Killian got aroused by yelling at me. I know him to be a sex freak, but definitely not in this abnormal manner. I quietly watched him in amusement as he helped take my shopping bags to the back seat of his car. I was too shocked to utter a word of protest.

What's the sudden change with him? This isn't the Killian I used to know. Yes Killian has always been a control freak but… All these are new.

"Come on in, Love," he said, holding the door open for me with a smile on his lips.

I got into the car and he also got in through the driver's side, I felt cold… Maybe numb and mute would describe my mood at the moment better.

I cleared my throat curiously as I glanced at his expressionless face, his eyes were fixed to his driving lane. I turned, staring outside through the closed window. "Where are you taking me?"

"To wherever I want" he simply replied as my breath hitched in-between my throat, I couldn't utter a word anymore.

Why am I suddenly getting scared of him, not actually scared but… Loyal, I was supposed to stand my ground and not get into the car, I was supposed to yell and probably call on the public's attention but… My vocal cords couldn't make a sound.

I feel stupid.

***

The drive to his preferred destination was almost suffocating as he constantly glanced at me with his charming eyes that would always make me melt… Even when I don't want to.

Soon, he got to his destination and drove into the parking garage. I recognized the place to be the same veterinary hospital I visited yesterday. I curiously turned to Killian who was only focused on getting his car parked in correctly. 

"Why are we here?" I asked curiously as he turned off his car engine and turned to me looking indifferent. "If it's about the cut, I fixed it already so just…" I said as he cut me short and made a comment that satisfied my curiosity.

"I know that already, Love, I know that you came here and I know that you didn't come alone… That's not why we are here anyways" he said, as he got out of the car.

It was really him, the smell, the presence. It was him but… Why is he stalking me? Why Is he acting so clingy? I thought I saw him leave?

My door opened and I saw Killian's hand stretched to me. "Come on, Love," he muttered, extending his palm to mine but I restricted making his gaze darken at me.

"I can help myself out and I also can open my own doors" I said, grimacing as he shrugged and shifted for me to come out.

I walked ahead of him into the hospital building with a million and one thoughts running through my mind, what does he plan to do with me?

"Is doctor Lucieno in?" Killian asked the nurse behind the counter as I exhaustedly leaned over at the counter waiting patiently for all these to end and Killian disappears again.

Do I really want him to leave again or I'm just acting out of hate for what he did to me?

"Yes Sir, he is expecting you" The Petit lady replied in a smile as Killian took my wrist and led me to the lobby. I could tell that it was a subconscious reaction but I decided not to take my wrist off.

"Killian, can you just tell me why you brought me here? I mean, I am supposed to know because of my safety" I uttered frustratedly as I walked beside him, staring at him curiously.

"Oh, now you think I'm going to hurt you?" He asked and turned to face me, his gaze dark and hard. "I am your mate Paisley, I can never hurt you… Unless you force me to." he added as I hissed and followed him into the office that engraved the name 'DOCTOR LUCIENO' at the top. "Behave yourself" he whispered as I sighed, rolling my eyes heavenward.

Killian and the doctor shaked hands and exchanged greetings as I just stood, gawking around the white painted office.

The familiarity between Killian and the doctor shows that they knew each other quite well or Killian visits the hospital often. 

"Your mate?" The doctor asked as we sat on the chairs opposite him. "Miss Paisley Jamir, right?" He said, extending his hand for a shake as I politely took it in a confused fake smile and nodded. "Aha! Nice meeting you! It's a pleasure. I am Doctor Lucieno" he introduced as I smiled and slipped my palm off his.

He knows my name and equally my surname, does Killian tell people about me? He never introduced me to anyone so…

"So, I want you to run a Pregnancy test on her. She is Pregnant but I want to be sure before taking any further actions, if she is. I want you to abort it" Killian ordered as I swiftly turned my head to him in shock, I never expected him to take my angry words too seriously.

I gulped anxiously as I watched the doctor walk towards me with a syringe, the sight alone caused adrenaline rush through my veins as I felt a droplet of sweat roll down my neck.

"Why are you suddenly sweating, Love? The A.C is on and the room is cool, Doctor please increase…"

"I'm not pregnant!" I blurted as they both stared at me with confused expressions. "I am not Pregnant Killian, I just said that out of anger" I said, lowering my head in embarrassment.

"You… you're not Pregnant, Paisley!? You fucking made me think!" He yelled as I hissed out of embarrassment. "You said that you slept with three human guys, was that a lie?" He asked, I could see hope and anticipation in his eyes, hoping that I was also lying in the aspect of sleeping with three guys but… It was true and I don't plan on lying to him and keeping him in the dark like he did to me.

"I wasn't lying, I'm sorry" .

"Doctor Lucieno, you can go on with the test" he said, as my eyes widened and I hissed in frustration.

"Asswipe!" I cursed under my breath.

***

I looked through the closed tinted glass window as people, streets and the magnificent houses rapidly approached and disappeared. I was frustrated and tired but at least Killian got the result he wanted and has promised to let me be… But just for today.

I could feel him staring at me and also trying to focus on his driveway, his stare made me feel uncomfortable but I tried my best to ignore it.

He cleared his throat calmly and sighed. "Paisley, I am sorry, I really shouldn't have left you. I promised you protection and that was…" He said, as I huffed, cutting his speech short.

"You do not have to explain, you left me without a reason so telling me now wouldn't change a thing. Wouldn't change the fact that your disappearance caused… You Know what? Just leave me be!" I yelled as tears clouded my view.

"If you can give me a listening ear you will understand that I really had to leave, please Paisley, just give me a chance to explain this to you" he pleaded calmly as his speedometer reduced to 20MpH indicating that he slowed down his driving pace. 

"I always knew that the moon goddess made a mistake in matching us, we are not compatible. I am not Luna material even, you clearly knew that and that's why you never introduced me to your family or friends. You were ashamed of me and I totally understand, I expected…"

"Can you… Just stop! Where is all this coming from? I have always wanted you, always loved you. Just, why can't you understand that I am sorry and I am here to set things right huh!?" He shouted in agitation making me cringe. 

He hissed, running his finger through his thick hair. "I am really sorry for raising my voice at you, but…"

"Just take me home"

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