“How about you? How much do you trust me?”
Jared carefully chose his words this time, “I think you’re a loyal person. You’re loyal to this pack, to your family and to your friends. Though our relationship is not yet great, I don’t think you’re capable of betraying me. I think you’re innately loyal to me as your mate, no matter how annoying you think I am. I’m sure I can trust you with my life.”
She raised an eyebrow at that, then frowned. Trust her with his life? What kind of situation is that?
He lightly chuckled upon seeing her confusion. “I may not need you to help me in a fight, but I think if you’re able you would without needing me to ask you. Or something like that.”
Her lip twitched. She can understand that.
“I guess we still have a lot to learn about each other.” She concluded and he didn’t add more, simply staring at her and smiling.
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The next morning, Polly found him in the kitchen and asked him if he’s fine.He grinned at her, “Of course, I am. How’s your sleep?”“Uh, good. Aren’t I supposed to do the cooking today?” She felt a little guilty. Did she sleep in? She’s supposed to get up early. Checking the time, she lamented that she woke up an hour later than she should have.“I’m sorry.”“It’s fine. I wanted to cook something special for us. It’s a special day, after all.”Polly paused. It is? What’s the occasion? Shit. Was it his birthday? Wait, no. It isn’t. She already knew when his birthday is and it’s still half a year away. So, what’s special about today?“Uhm, what’s . . . what are we celebrating?” She sheepishly went to help him with whatever she could and immediately set the table.“Well, it’s technically yesterday. The day we officially confessed that we like each other. I’d like to celebrate it longer. I’m still happy as it is.”Fuck, why must he smile like that? It’s too bright! He looked absolutely g
Except for that one time, he never missed a training session, so she was sure he would come. She did find it odd, though, that he hasn’t appeared yet.“What’s going on over there?” Hana noticed some movement on the other side of the grounds.“Where are they going?” Ren stood as they watched the others.“Let me check.” Leo volunteered and left them for a moment.“There’s no attack, is there?” Gareth became visibly worried.“I don’t think so. The Alpha would’ve informed us all.” Ren reasoned and Polly nodded in agreement.They watched as Leo hurriedly returned to their side.“Oh, shit. I think it’s bad.” He looked at Polly guiltily.“What is it?” She became anxious because of his expression.“It’s Jared. A group of guys cornered him or something. I heard he was provoked again. Hey, Polly!”She didn’t wait for him to finish speaking and ran towards the gathering crowd.The others followed behind. It was only a short distance, so they arrived quickly.Polly’s expression darkened when she
“Jared . . .”The man shook his head again. He didn’t want to hear what she has to say. One glance at her and he could tell she was feeling bad for him. Still . . .“I don’t want your pity.”It was her turn to shake her head. She doesn’t pity him, does she? That’s different from what she’s feeling. She’s just . . . feeling sympathetic or emphatic. It doesn’t matter what it really was.“Where did you go?”In a way, her non-accusatory tone eased the turmoil inside him. He glanced at her before responding, “Here and there. I just wandered around.”“Since when?” Polly was relieved that he responded. She hoped he would tell her more.“Months ago.”“How long has it been?” She remained patient and probed for answers.“I wandered around for half a year. Then, I came here.”Polly audibly inhaled. It’s been that long?She hesitated for a moment before asking, “You . . . you didn’t kill someone, did you?”Jared shrugged. Technically, he did.“Who did you kill?” She became slightly afraid of him.
That reply was enough to revive him from the depths of despair. He cupped her face and held onto a hope she was giving him.“Aren’t you ashamed of me? Will you not be embarrassed to have me as your mate? I’m a failure and everyone will know it.”She shook her head as she reached for his wrist, holding him.“You’re still one of the best fighters there is. How can you be a failure? Everyone knows you can easily beat them up. You’re a good mentor, too. A lot of people respect you for that. You don’t need to go. You can just stay here. I’m sure Alpha Clyde won’t mind. Don’t you want to stay together?”“Fuck, Polly. You know I'll do anything you ask of me, right? The only thing I won’t be able to do is if you tell me to disappear from your life. You're all I have left. I don't know what else I'll do if I don’t have you. My only purpose now is to be your mate, in every sense of the word. You’re all I want, Polly.”Their foreheads touched and she was overwhelmed. She was beyond touched by hi
He was slightly surprised that she sounded somewhat normal this time. With that, he did not hold back and took what he could. She was pliant and moved harmoniously with him. Even without saying anything, she would accordingly respond to his every touch. He was initially surprised, but figured it must be their bond. They’re essentially touching each other and some of the thoughts in his mind must be hers.He pressed his forehead on hers as he slowly penetrated her weeping entrance, closely watching her reaction. She sighed in satisfaction, even sporting a small smile. As he inched deeper, she showed a bit of discomfort. Jared gritted his teeth as he continued to thrust, not intending to stop now. It will be madness!He decided to be harsh for a moment and comfort her afterwards. She cried out in pain but he was there to distract her and to ease it into pleasure once more. She was panting as he slowly set a rhythm. He kissed her neck and teased the mark he has placed there ages ago. He
“Come and eat. You need to replenish your energy.” He slightly winced, recalling how he exhausted her in the last three days. Well, it wasn’t as if he had a choice. She begged him for help and he only provided all that she needed. He looked away as the memories were causing his body to react. Fuck. He still wanted to ravage her. He couldn’t get enough. Her clothes didn’t offer any protection. He could very well imagine now what was hidden underneath. Her body was a paradise he wouldn’t get tired of exploring.They avoided each other’s eyes as Polly quickly devoured the dishes. She grimaced upon realizing how terribly hungry she was. She glanced at him, hoping he wouldn’t peek. She’s sure to have stains on her face as she hurriedly ate her fill.She was horrified when he handed her a napkin and placed a glass of water on her left side.“Are you embarrassed? You shouldn’t be.”Easy for you to say, Polly grumbled in her head. He’s much older than her and he probably had plenty of experie
He groaned as he satisfied her needs. This is technically the fourth day of her heat, which was a bit unusual. Normally, a heat only lasts up to three days. Well, he’s not complaining. When this is over, he might have to wait for a long time for her next heat before he can have his way with her again. That seemed like a dark thought and it made him a little aggressive with her. Polly was gasping for air, holding him for dear life as she climaxed several times in the span of an hour. It seemed like too much, but those didn’t seem enough. Her body wanted more. Her desire hasn’t ebbed and she needed him to continue pleasuring her. They moved into different positions and she oddly began feeling comfortable with their nudity. It’s only the two of them, right? She has this irrational fear that someone else might see them. She didn’t want anyone else to see her like this. She was an active participant in their coupling, as Jared gave her instructions and she complied to most of them.“Jared!
After a while, she asked a curious question. “Do you think your father might still change his mind? He might lift your banishment and allow you to visit home someday. Do you still want to go back?”She carefully watched his expression, and she saw a mix of pain and hope.It’s not as if he hasn’t thought of those things. “I don’t think he will. With no one to welcome me, I don’t think I belong there. I might want to see them one day, but not anytime soon. Right now, here is my home. With you.”Damn. He was smooth with the delivery of those lines and it melted her heart. She wasn’t done yet, though.“If they ask you to become their alpha, though, what would you do?”Jared shook his head and bitterly smiled, “I don’t think they will.”“But if they did?” She persisted, feeling a need to hear his response.Jared knew what’s on her mind. He could actually feel her slight trepidation. She’s still worried about that, huh? He stared at her and made a comparison.He realized he could live his