MIRACLE POV
It was easier than I thought. I just had to image a wall rising in my mind to block all my thoughts from going in Cain’s head.
I am glad I learned it. I should have learnt it even more earlier.
Now, I can think about whatever I want without the fear that he is going to hear my mind.
Sighing, I stare at the ceiling of my room in utter darkness.
Cain has done something so unforgivable to me, that I don’t think I will ever be able to look at him the same way again.
It was okay as long as he was hurting me but he let my brother die when he could have saved him…
Raising my hand, I rub at my temples when a familiar scent whizzes past my room.
Olivia.
He really has to do it right now?
A lump forms in my throat, a bitter taste invading my mouth.
After pushing me into an abyss, he wants to get out of it by the help of Olivia. He is just using her to get over thingsMIRACLE POVThere is something special about seeing someone’s memories. It’s something personal and when someone lets you in voluntarily, it’s precious.I know why he is doing this but I don’t care about the reason anymore.He grips my hand and I close my eyes, the surroundings beginning to disappear for a moment. It’s like I step out of my body and step in his.Suddenly, I am sitting on a tree by a cliff. My eyes are fixed at the sky when I hear commotion somewhere far.I snap my head in that direction and see two wolves, one of them quite identical. A white wolf with blue eyes and a brown Alpha Wolf.Mathew Cullen and Miracle far away from their territory and border.I watch them from afar, it’s clear that they are talking through their mindlink.While they are talking, my eyes notice rogues approaching from the other side of the mountain which leads down the canyon.
MIRACLE POV It’s like I am falling rapidly. Falling down and down. My heart races faster when I realize I am going to hit the ground soon and my bones are going to be smashed down, broken into pieces. Gasping for air, I wake up in the morning. I am panting. I don’t see Matthew in my dreams anymore, but I see some strange dreams. In my dream today, I was just falling without ever hitting the ground. It was like I was floating in the air waiting for the pain to come and claim me so this anxious feeling could go away. I look down at my clothes which are soaking with sweat. I feel unexplainably hot. I won’t be surprised if I have fever too even if werewolves rarely get sick. Gulping, I get up from the bed and move toward the washroom. Inside the washroom, I strip and turn on the shower. My mind is blank because I don’t want to think. I don’t want to think about anything. Heat radiates off my body ma
CAIN POV“ Everything is too calm, Alpha. ” Xavier speaks, from across the table and pushes his hair back.Today, we buried ten of our pack members. Elijah’s puppet creatures killed them when they crossed the border.And now, everything is too calm. Werewolves have a pattern when they attack each other’s packs. They attack and if they retreat, they attack again.Retreat. Attack again. Retreat. Attack again.This sequence repeats for rogues usually, but Elijah seems to have changed and turned into something else.After they retreated, instead of taking another route and coming back to attack, they have disappeared completely.This makes me feel like this fight is not going to be fair. Elijah has an advantage here. I don’t where he is, what he is thinking or what he is going to do now.I have no idea about anything.This pushes me to be on the edge all the time. Anytime now, h
MIRACLE POVHe is so weird sometimes that it makes my heart beat fast without the influence of this mate bond.I run away from his office and stop only when I am in the safety of my own room’s walls.The situation just now was so awkward. All I had to do was to tell him that it hurts and he helped me without asking questions or passing any nasty remarks.This was so strange.For a moment, I thought I saw some other emotion flickering in his eyes. Some emotion other than disgust or hate.My heart is thumping against my ribcage violently, not ready to let me breath in relief. My hand still tingles with the warmth of his own.While I am thinking all of this, a sharp pain hits my head and lower abdomen again.I think it’s going to hurt continuously on this day. I am not going to ask for his help again. I can’t keep trying my luck, hoping he will help me every time.A wave of heat hits my bo
MIRACLE POV“ Shhh…Don’t say anything. No matter what happens don’t say anything, okay? ” He whispers to me, my eyes drawn to his.“ Okay. ” I nod my head after a moment, realizing he doesn’t want to hear my voice.His silver gray eyes switch color to the glowing red, making me gulp.His thumb which was circling the shell of my ear, travels lower and starts drawing circles on the base of my neck.I don’t know what he is thinking or feeling right now, but I know it’s nothing good.Just as I am thinking about him, he leans in and presses his lips against mine. My body jolts up, pressing against his as the heat takes control of all my reactions and instincts.His left hand goes on my nape holding my head in place as his lips stay unmoving for a while, before he starts moving his lips hungrily against mine.His teeth nibble on my upper lip, soothing the a
CAIN POVI stare at her back, the time slipping past us like it never existed in the first place.I am unable to look away from her. Earlier when she caressed my cheek, I saw some unique emotion swirling in her eyes. It was a familiar emotion.She looked at me the way she used to do a long – long time ago. She called that look, her love for me.How was it possible that she never changed when I did? I am someone else now, but she is the exact same.This reminds me…she fooled me with that look in the previous life.I believed her eyes. I believed the emotions in them.But, it was all a lie.Averting my eyes away, I stare up at the ceiling instead of her back.Darkness surrounds me. It’s everywhere. Outside. Inside. Everywhere.‘ He is so Handsome. Ethereal. Complete. Perfect. Responsible.And I ruined his heart by doing what I did to him. ’She thought th
MIRACLE POVHis red glowing eyes narrow down in a glare, making me step back from him.I can’t help but be a little cautious of him because he is unpredictable.It’s impossible for me to know what’s going through his mind.“ I am sorry. ” I whisper to him in a small tone and pull my hand back.His wolf’s hair are so soft. I was just starting to like petting a wolf which is weird, but I guess I can’t do it now anyway.Nibbling on my lower lip, I look down at my feet. My heart is drumming in my ears, because I know Cain gets angry easily and if I have managed to anger him again, it will be like fuel added to his hate.I don’t want him to hate me.I am thinking all of this before I realize that my mind block is not up. I cringe, lifting my head to find Cain’s wolf still glaring at me.He steps forward and I stumble on my feet, falling down on my butt.“ Ouch
MIRACLE POVHe grabs my waist and pulls me near before his lips crash on mine.He sucks on my lips hard, making me moan in his mouth. Pulling me even more closer, he kisses me harder, taking my breath away for a moment.Kissing him is like jumping in a sea of fire without any protection. It’s going to burn me alive, but I can’t get away from this now.His tongue dives in my mouth, making me lose my sane mind and let him do as he pleases.His palms reach low and squeeze my butt cheeks, making me moan in his mouth for the nth time.It’s not necessary and my life does not depend on it. My mind is screaming this over and over again, but my heart has another opinion.I want him right now. Like my life depends upon having him take me in all the way he likes.He pats my right butt cheek and picks me up, my legs wrapping around his torso, all the while he kisses me deeply.My arms wrap around h
MIRACLE POVMy mind was drifting off to some weird memories, the past. There was an element of darkness swirling deep inside somewhere while I thought about my childhood, my father, my brother then everything changed in my view and I thought about the day I was thrown out of my own pack house.Lost. Alone. Miserable. That’s what I had become, but then, I refused to let this life hit me hard and throw me off my feet.I will help myself, I will not give up…That’s what I had thought and I had made it through everything all alone. I am strong, I had whispered this to myself many times.Then, I met Cain.He was not what I had expected, the rainbows and sunshine, the answer to all my questions, my saviour.He hurt me on great levels, but I still continued to love him. My stubborn side hated him though. But the hopef
MIRACLE POVBefore I can even blink, Cain takes his hand out of my hold and then runs ahead.A war breaks out around us. Hybrids are adamant on killing the werewolves, but we all know they are our own people so we won’t hurt them anymore.“ You will stay out of this. ” Matthew warns me before he takes off behind Cain who is aiming right for Elijah.Elijah sees Cain coming. Instead of running like he always did before, Elijah seems to want to end this today.Just like us.I do what I did the last time during the war. I make it to different hybrids and watch them freeze, before I twist their necks.This takes my focus off Cain and Matthew. I catch glimpse of them after a while and they are both fighting Elijah.Elijah is easily handling both of them. The training of centuries and the unnatural power is really helping him in this.I shake my
MIRACLE POV~A WEEK LATER…“ I don’t think it’s a great idea. ” I repeat the same thing like a broken radio.Cain turns to look at me, an annoyed look painted over his face and held into his eyes.“ Come on. Do you want to fight again? ” He groans, focusing back on the road.I give him a once over look and the previous night flashes before my eyes. We had sex until morning after arguing for two hours…I cringe at the thought and look away before we start something like this again.I look out of the window and see all the familiar roads. We are once again going back to the dark forest and it’s not making me feel any good.The first time was creepy enough in my opinion, but apparently, we have no way other than doing this.I inhale deeply and glance at Cain. “ I never thought Matthew would this. ”There is worry an
MIRACLE POVHow can I be so oblivious to this? I often wondered what Cain felt for me, but the thought that he loved me had never crossed my mind…Perhaps, I was too insecure to realise he loved me and all his actions were his display of love for me.I don’t know where to fit this newfound wholesome feeling now. He loves me and I am not stuck in a never ending cycle of one-sided love anymore.Consider me impatient or maybe selfish, but I want him to mark me and mate with me right now and right here just so nothing can ever separate us again. I am afraid of time, love and circumstances…and I desperately need the stability now.“ Do you want to mark me? ” I breath the question against his lips, my eyes filled with hope.Cain goes still, his eyes fixed at me, equally unmoving. His chest is not even moving up and down which means he is holding his breath back.Say yes. I plead through my eyes while
CAIN POVThere it is. I told her. Finally.The feel is supposed to be like ‘yaay’ but seeing her blank expressions throws me off the track of all expectations.I stare at her, my breath stuck in my throat and all she does is…acting the same way as me.“ I told this to the Secret keeper. ” I mumble, still expecting some kind of reaction.Something…My shoulders drop down a little. Anything at least? I squint my eyes, observing her dumb face.Her eyes are wide open, round and unblinking. Her kissable beautiful pink lips are a little parted as she inhales and exhales softly.Okay. Now what? I wonder as I raise my hand to her cheek, wanting to bring her down to this world.It’s not supposed to be such a shock right? I told her I cared about her a lot of times.“ Miracle…” I whisper her sweet name, my fingers landing on her soft cheek.Sudde
MIRACLE POVI felt my skin peeling off. I couldn’t understand what was happening to me and why it was happening in the first place.My soul was slowly ripping itself apart from my body and I could feel it deep inside me as I bled.I was calling out to Cain, but he was not coming and the pain was not allowing me to open my eyes and find him.He was there. Near me. I could sense him, but I could not see him or hear him at all.The constant ringing in my ears was growing louder and louder by the moment while blood began to coat my body as a new skin.I never felt this kind of unbearable pain before. Not even when Elijah tortured me. It was like I wanted to die so I could free myself from this misery.Then, I just lost my consciousness and everything went black. It was a relief that I didn’t have to endure such a horrible agony for much longer.******This always happens to me and it’s even getting normal n
CAIN POVI didn’t know how I was going to deal with the secret keeper. A secret I never told anyone? I couldn’t think of something like that.…And even if there is something like that, I am not going to tell something like that to the minion of God of Chaos. I can’t invite home something more horrible than Elijah.That’s why I wanted to go alone, but Miracle came along. Gratefully, she listened to me and stayed behind.I went to the forest, a creepy feeling crawling up my spine with every step I took forward.Eventually, I ended up in front of the old cottage in the dark forest. There is a thick fog surrounding everything here and it makes my vision hazy.Like the secret keeper knew I was here, she opened the cottage’s door and stepped outside.Surprise overcame my expressions. Amanda
MIRACLE POVDay turns into night and then night turns into the new day.Cain still doesn’t know what he wants to tell the secret keeper.I wish I had a secret of my own so I could tell it to the secret keeper. That way I would have been able to save Cain from this trouble.Cain have been constantly driving and we only stopped to eat something in the neutral territories.Cain didn’t sleep through the night and I couldn’t sleep either so we both just stayed awake in silence. I know we need to get this done and then we need to get back to the pack so nothing goes wrong there.“ How far is it? ” I ask, yawning.“ Ten minutes. ” He shrugs his shoulders.I turn my head toward him, a lumping forming in my throat after hearing his answer.“ You came up with something t
MIRACLE POVCain turned out to be very serious about the ‘not gonna talk to you’ threat. He didn’t even come back in the night and stayed Moon Goddess knows where.For a change, I didn’t leave to look for him. I felt too tired for it.The strange conversation I had with Amanda bothered me throughout the night and didn’t let me sleep even for a moment. Curiosity is killing me slowly.The morning came and I went down to the study room to find Cain finally, but I found Xavier instead. Cain had asked Xavier to tell me that we were leaving right away as it was 2 days drive to the dark forest from here.To my surprise, Cain and I are leaving alone. No one else is coming with us and before I could ask Xavier about it, he told me on his own that it’s best to leave alone because it will help us remain unnoticed for a long time.The fewer people, the better chance at staying undetected by any other